niedziela, 3 grudnia 2006
two long% 20 weeks
So maybe I will start with the fact that this page of my memoir is written in a very good mood, in the rhythm of the music "you are crazy": D During the last two weeks a lot has happened and I do not know if I will be able to recreate everything in a generation, but I will try Aug: D
Two weeks ago, on Friday, when the older classes were writing their junior high school exams, Zi�biec teased me terribly when I came home from school. There were also Cyganek and Skawianczyk. Every now and then he cut me off, he made fun of me. I tried to calm down. For a moment he stopped, then he started again, and I was in front and he was behind me, I gave him a fist in the mouth of the turn. I couldn't stand it. However, when I struck the blow, I got scared for a moment. I waited until he would give me back. However, he still laughed at me, but didn't raise his hand at me. He was still laughing at me, I think I wanted to cry, he was mentally stronger than me and he defeated me mentally. He said "what krystian, you will cry". I went to my room, I packed up, I went home and that's it.
The next day, for the first time in my life, I decided to visit a gym. I was in the gym in two with David. After that incident with the finch, I wanted to be strong, trained, skillful and powerful. I exercised very well, everything hurt, I practiced for about 1.5 hours. Later, probably in the afternoon, I fell into the geyser, I don't remember what we were talking about, I think I only told him that Tomek is our master, I lied. Somehow I could not reveal that Maxym is my master and also the master of the entire order. On Sunday I went to the boarding school.
On Tuesday, dad came to the boarding school, to meet my tutor, what grades of behavior, etc ... We talked for a while, very nice, he also set us up on the Polish TV, tv4 tvn etc ... Dad also told Durowski that they would not let me sleep and that he will try to sort it out.
On Wednesday I couldn't stand it !!!!! These stupid things kept me awake all night, so I packed up and went home. I was pissed. My heart ached, I felt bad, I had to sleep at home. I just exploded. I had had enough of this life and of that life in a boarding school. I managed to sleep for a few hours at home. The next day, unfortunately, they chased me back to the boarding school. I arrived in the afternoon.
On Thursday, the polling station caught them not sleeping between 23-24. It seemed: D: D Now there was an excuse to take my computer.
I met Max over the weekend. I don't know if our meetings still have any sense. I keep asking myself this thrilling question, does max like me yet? I was with him a little, we discussed the film, preparations, etc ... The same day I was later to talk about the geyser. Then I also dropped in for a moment for jujutsu or a seminar to see how he fights with sticks. Nothing interesting. Then again to the geyser and home: D
On Sunday, when I was already in the boarding school, Durowski hit them under the guise of Mrs. Agatka, took their computers and that's it. However, I did not sleep during the week, and so I did not have too much. Nothing special happened during the week. From Thursday to Friday I spent the night at my aunt iwonka. I was able to sleep well in comfortable conditions. Man, I felt good in their company there. Uncle relaxed guy, nice to talk to him, aunt iwonka the same, just great !!! I would like such a life with them, at least on probation.
Now I am at home, learning to use devices, because on Wednesday I missed this test, because my tutor talked to him about me at the request of my thesis. Complicatedly, I wrote: DI so now I have to do it myself. That's it
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