sobota, 28 kwietnia 2018
x2
minu (dry post), patience (blamelessness), shout out, homelessness ... and then we'll see ... then I'll be free myself ... // poskompressedprayer ();
retur training energy attacks ester
diet: return atarax / hydroxyzyna! atarax // with iz mantra
visual: I don't see you with your father's right eye !!!
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and so I have to wipe all this shit out of myself first. then he will consider whether to run away from here first or to fuck off completely. It seems to me that it is easier right now, but before that I have to wipe all the shit out of me !!!
or maybe first a warm-up (check if it was) and then a full escape?
medlaptop, building, shaking, escape (total part?);
- it can run away immediately, and then gently, every now and then, come here for something, it is best that aunt Iwona and the hive were here too, then we can get angry with each other !!!
Yes, because I will go once like a pipka and I will try to argue - it will not lead me to anything ... well this way I will be able to shout ... and after the problem
in addition, I will leave some money to store my things.
- write a letter at the same time ... contact by phone or .......
- run first, write a letter, then I can argue ...
- being homeless seems to be a really very good solution !!!
- I think I already know what to do to make my idoser dizalall ... it's like beer, I have to be more clean sensitive to this stimulus too much shit in myself, stress, which makes me insensitive !!!
add iko paperclips, something wooden in your hands
return: rutini rutinoscorbin - a sweet neutralizer, tramal, wit cliches on everything. you can wash it down with a tram
return: rutinoscorbin alone suction
diet: replay wodka as natural lecr
diet: apple-peach juice for vodka
chiba, otherwise than diskdigger, I will not do it
warm-up - trip to Wrocław.
add: lecr wegl coating onion ... hot garlic and mild onion.
x2: diet add only fried onion (without rice) great neutralizer of everything that is inside you really great !!!
Exactly ... maybe this warm-up to go today from here for a while will not be so bad ... otherwise people find it terrible and wonder what I want ... just to act. this way is good, that way is also good and ok!
diet: paracetamol then building ...
- cane sugar diet, even water with it - at dawn cleans ...
- concept: diet - incense, e.g. white sage ... natural neutralized and by-products of the tram ...
- diet: cane sugar neutral sk uobcz tramal?
diet: cheese oscypek zracji iz smoke earthes much better !!!
- I set the energy on: in short, in the near future I am working back for Grzegorz Tareszewski. He receives a company car with a sheet metal trap, which is a wonderfully BMW Director of the hum, which he passes on to me. They establish cooperation between them, which is very beneficial for them and for me. It looks as if I worked for a sheet metal body, I had a great company car, in fact I work for TGS and for Grzegorz ... Grzegorz is very pleased with me, I am very pleased. I have flexible working hours, I'm on the move. I work when I want, I do what I want and how I want ... yes ... in the near future it will be, but first I want to be homeless, leave my father, I also want revenge (gabis medical chamber, kalemba, compensation, lawyer, Markiewicz, etc. ...);
replay: pos univerrsal: harnas beer!
diet: yellow cheese sandwich (graham bread);
diet: the concept of coffee with sugar and then black tea (maybe it would be a great detoxifying drug for the tramal? but before the end, oatmeal would be better ... maybe it is a universal meal instead of potatoes ....
replay pepper d natutal abx
k: mgb6 instead of tbl p bol?
k: I just took metypred at the end ... as if sweitnei compensated for any gaps. before that, tramal ... I tried to combine it with cheese ... maybe it would also be good, but mtetypre is better, lighter, etc ... anyway we will see ... so I will go out to warm up for a while ... metypred sweitnie neutralizes the side effects of the tram ... the last layer is rooted now only training and burn everything .. I have a pretty great last layer ... gloves + 3 g in normal style
I think so, and maybe the earlier cheese would be better, and only later metypred
cheese as sr pain reliever and natural drug?
replay: I have to continue, no matter what in the meditation position. to bear it all, well, it's hard ... in this position I feel best, I'm the most talented ...
replay: black herb family - probably the best detoxifier ... coffee sweet bitter tea (instead of instant coffee);
rule: put your glasses on the computer as you take your socks off at home. Better mental capacity ...
x2 - I was reminded of the headmaster of Ochikara when he invited me to school for PLN 20 ... plus and minus ... this and that is good ... and Grzesiek who talked about the program beautifully when it developed, although apparently he has some problems with his writing ...
replay: altsleepregen: pants, backyard, training - brilliant !!!
x2: add ico photoshop pennies !!!
Anyway, it's interesting recently, again set menergies in the file like x2 ... and I'm back to the tgs company working for Grzesko's business car, blachotrapez ... but do you really want it? .... at the moment I wanted ... yesterday as if I saw him in adasiu on April 24, I wanted to pretend that I did not see him when I wanted to buy bananas.
I was supposed to run away, however, how vividly I did not succeed
it's April 25th. Already on April 26th, I got some oxygen on my father's bed ... it is probably better without carpets to score the floor, a momentary dream ...
On April 28 I still get up and pick up and I can't come to run out and leave the house
wtorek, 24 kwietnia 2018
poniedziałek, 16 kwietnia 2018
fatherlist.txt
unjust accusations .... injustice ....
one day I will come back and take my revenge, destroy you as much as you destroy me !!!
It won't come down to anything
pretending, playing for show ...
I walk away, but it all makes no sense and it doesn't come down to anything. To forgive, or forget - as I am unable to fully function through you today. It's all because of you, it's anger and hatred for the rest of your life. Do you think that an evening lecture, blaming 700% of the blame on me, talking like a child to a child will change something, help? You fucked me up more dungy stench and problems in life like you helped ... Because you never really wanted me, you made a child with the first better woman you didn't even meet - and now I am a floor cloth for you and for you, since I already have me you produced .... Because your interests are not going well, because the woman does not love you and you spend most of your life on the couch ...
You are a totally incompetent, irresponsible person for the words you say, especially about me and me. He came with a curled tail ... hahaha you would like it to be ... world, me and only I am always right .... you always consider only the first better hypothesis You do not deserve to spend a holy day with me I have to pretend that everything is fine if it is not?
I cannot forgive, let alone forget.
What if the neighbors don't say something, don't think etc ???
For so many years you have been lying to me with lies, poisons, caring more for others ... that you and what people think about you than that I ...
I take the most important things, the rest you can burn, sell, destroy, throw away - you can do whatever you want with them ... and one day I will come back and destroy you just like you do me! And I'm not talking about murder or anything like that, no ..... I want a fair trial! I lost too much of my life and you stole too much of my life ... Still reproach, blaming everything on me - it was necessary not to make a child (that is me), and at first it was good to get to know each other, go crazy, muck with the woman you took for wife, I have to guess what her whole life is about - this is it, since you were not ready for marriage, let alone a child!
- revenge: how it works thanks to you - this is my flooded laptop ... once it works, once it is broken ... one key does not work, to press a certain letter and achieve the effect ... you have to combine !!! once a moment will work, once something will happen beyond its capacity and you have to wait 2 hours for a restart - because no one was willing to fix it properly on time! If it works efficiently - you would convince yourself that it works badly as long as it breaks down, if it breaks down, it will eat efficiently - because you are like that ...
- this is something he gave me this: apparent cure
- how am I supposed to do anything, when for years something has been consuming me from the inside ...
- it makes no sense to live with the greatest enemy under one roof ... such repetition in a circle made me feel stuck, seemingly cured. go to the warm-up to observe my father's reactions ... don't just check the action ... I'll be back and destroy you just like you do me
czwartek, 5 kwietnia 2018
miraculousruteinoscorbin (2)
xxx
the wonderful rutinoscorbin as if sucking it is the cure for everything. after all, it's vitamin C.
April 5
- krystian what you typed
- I could answer in a hard voice: what do you think I invented it?
wtorek, 3 kwietnia 2018
April 4
April 4
My father asked me, as usual, in an aggressive voice - where is the key to the porch ...
He is preparing himself mentally for homelessness, but somehow ... still stuck there ...
A better answer would be - I'll give it easy soon.
I prepared a nice tapete brolly ... lightning through the center sharp and dirt outside like vE.
cramps recently I lost the diet.sk file, I deleted it somehow and used the new rich edit .... maybe there is something to stop drinking, since nothing happens by accident ... and maybe just stop doing it for a while and then somehow try to get it back (I have a spare bath, but from over half a year ago) ...
poniedziałek, 2 kwietnia 2018
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