reiki_initiation

November 12 - initiation_reiki Prepare for a meeting with Bargiel (manipulation, prescriptions, withdrawal) TRAINING: Started with crunches c in I2 - elbows sides - relieves weight, better to feel the widest JOB: Marcin asked me to get the certificates. Az 2 Due to yesterday's info on dry fasting, I have to establish a new rule / affirmations: AFFIRMATION: Water speeds up metabolism. Regenerates | builds up my body. It gives energy and power! AFTER WORK Hania - Reiki initiation. A bit embarrassing because a staszek came in and saw me lying down, although he is cool;) I don't think he had any complaints, maybe he even understood that I was after work. AFFIRMATION: Despite this, and I think about the hips - nothing hurts me. Get better! AFFIRMATION: Reiki frees all blockages from my body At home, my parents asked about my eye. Good thing they didn't see the other one. Today, the next day, they are both red. My dad pissed me off, I wanted to talk to him a bit, but I failed.

sickness

November 13 - sick leave In the morning to Rafal Pawlik. I didn't feel like exercising completely. I stretched a little. He said it was the first time he saw me like this. I probably took his position / place / chair because it was dark there. cool I found out that I have up to 180 days of sickness: D How someone can combine of course: D And my present health condition is assessed at 4 - so I have a sick leave. I called Marcin and I'm not coming today. Due to the ailments, I felt bad - those eyes, but especially the hips. Moreover: Now I had to go back to the office because I have to finish this stupid certificate yesterday. I was in the bike shop near Adam's downstairs - I bought two lights. Unfortunately, they didn't have a fender. I lent Szymek PLN 400 - I felt as if I had done a good deed. I gave my mother PLN 300 (PLN 289 from Zalando). I have 200 zlotys left for my salary - but I have no children, wife, family - somehow it will be - I think so;) AFFIRMATION: Reiki frees all sides from my body. LIFE: Gloves to the back (pockets) sit diamond David printout about living without eating. It's good that there was a goal. I learn to seize energy and power from alternative sources and an inexpressibly printed title (I think). I drank in the toilet. I almost forgot about it, so maybe he forgot about it, but to be sure he writes affirmations. May this situation not be repeated, because a situation like it may remind him of the present day! AFFIRMATION: Dawid is afraid and ashamed to tell his parents about what is left in the printer and he is already forgetting about it. AFFIRMATION: Each threat works like homeopathy. Builds me up. It makes me stronger AFFIRMATION: Everyone has some deviations. There is something for everyone. I can feel safe that no one will get in my way. Work: Meditation. Goth and metal. I made this affirmation for which I felt ready again, and which I will not write down. Or rather, I will delete it. I felt perfectly like a young god !!! I HAVE A PERFECTLY DIVINE BODY! And this fear at the same time. What challenges will life bring me now. After all, I can manipulate reality. What enemies and obstacles I will have to face. I'm scared. However, as my master said "a man who lives really always feels fear!" always...

parametrs

System:
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    Distro: antiX-21_386-base Grup Yorum 31 October 2021
    base: Debian GNU/Linux 11 (bullseye)
Machine:
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Battery:
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CPU:
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Audio:
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Network:
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Drives:
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Partition:
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Swap:
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Sensors:
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Info:
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