czwartek, 7 kwietnia 2011
Transformation4 A psychiatrist
Yesterday was written with a delay. Oh, a lot has happened ...
I wanted to get up early, but still didn't get up. Only around 8 am (maybe a little earlier). I got dressed and moved the eyeglasses. I took my laptop, backpack and referrals. First, I took blood by bus to the hospital. I have ordered additional tests: cholesterol and liver tests. The lady took the blood nicely, I felt almost nothing, except that for the next day, compared to other punctures, there is quite a large bruise.
I left limping. Before I entered the research, however, Arek called. I spoke to him and tried to help me about his Pro100 program. I recommended DiskPulse and Com port sniffer
After my research I went to the Psychiatrist. Some woman crammed into me even before the queue. I talked to some sad woman from somewhere near Jordanów. She tried to talk, but they were not interesting topics for me to develop. she said that the doctor is there and only prescribes medication.
At last it was my turn. I am greeted by an unpleasant woman, I thought she was the doctor. In an unpleasant tone, ID card and insurance. I showed my insurance and said it wasn't my insurance at all. The first time a woman was picking on. Finally, he gave me something to sign that up to 7 days I had to report to Zus that I was insured. I was already leaving and she told me to sign here, because a doctor will see me soon. And I took the door further.
Awesome guy, older, nice. He said he didn't sleep, he asked a lot of questions to get to the cause. He said that I was healthy and there was no point in creating a file for me, he would write me a medicine. It came to the fact that the cause of my insomnia may be too high blood pressure, then it was 160/90 so very high as I could. Cramp a little - I could stay longer and set up a file. Then I told my grandfather, or rather lied, that I was so healthy that I could heal people myself and he would not keep files for me
I left, this grandmother with whom I was talking in the corridor cried that she would not receive her, and she would not have her appointment in two months. I feel sorry for her a little. Then I tried to contact Kozanecki, but he did not answer the phone. I went to this cafe and sat on my laptop for a long time. I wrote back to my boss my creatine side effects, wrote it all to Kaja - quite a long letter for me. There, it was as if I was suffering from pain, but I took a tramal and after a while it was a bit better, but not completely like 2 days earlier. But I had a probable diagnosis - high blood pressure, narrowing of blood vessels. I was just waiting for the results from the hospital.
I went for the results: the cholesterol was even lower than before, which might have been correct. I went to consult the results with Herian. I think he knew a little, amoebiasis puzzled him - something about the pancreas. He asked if I had rare stools - I admitted the truth so he scored me well. Kreon prescribed it, although he stated that he would not do anything with cholesterol, as if in his opinion there was no problem, even though he says that there is a high risk. Now I mean, these poops are fatty, maybe the pancreas will regulate it and it will continue. We will check the drug he prescribed, in the end it cost as much as PLN 18 for 20 tbl, and you have to take 3 a day ... I also got a referral to a cardiologist, then I had a blood pressure of 140/90. I still felt pains
Then Ziemianski went to a cardiologist, but there was as much as PLN 100 for a visit. I asked if it would be better in the cardiology hospital, but she said that they must have paid too. However, I forgot to check and went to the Orange salon. However, the promotion of neostrada is over. So I went to this store, my grandmother said, they have these good cookies on a Wednesday morning. I think I bought mineral water in a cellar which I drank on the way back home on the tracks
Earlier, I ate: something in the ABC store - probably a cabbage soup, I ordered something in a cafe, I put it hot on my laptop. What was that? I already know - pizza. I ate a similar pizza in Malagasy. At home, I ate ice cream, I bought 2 yoghurts, including one I also ate. Although at home I still felt pain, even though I was on a tram. maybe too much physical exertion.
When I was going to the store to get a snack, I saw Mrs. I said hello to them :) Ryszard is a powerful tall guy, this name does not fit him because he is quite young.
I was supposed to call Kozanecki, but I forgot. At 7 pm I went to sleep, I wrote a little with Kasia - finally, it was fun to talk. I knocked on some 21, we talked with my dad and grandpa somewhere till midnight. I started taking the medicine for that mess in my mouth. It suits me to create a summary file for each month: what I have learned.
PS I burned great at night. In addition to yogurt and ice cream, I also ate almonds, which supposedly clean pebbles from the stomach and wires, as I heard on the Polish Radio One. I also brewed lemon balm
I ate salami sandwiches made of sunflower bread and blinks, and I drank some rice oil, which is said to also have a good effect on the heart. In addition to this, I also take Kreon. I also did brain wave vibrations for the brainstem.
P.S3 I was reminded of one more situation. I sent my dad this message: you will probably be angry, but the money has come back for Strama. I'd like to be honest and give her the money back. / Dad asked why would he be angry. For him there was a word honesty that I value so much and he was probably pleased with me. I already know what word to use for him, although the message was also honest - I want to give back the money!
wtorek, 5 kwietnia 2011
Transformation3 Ear
A day written ... Prematurely. It is 20:52. It's unbelievable for me
I got up late as usual, I think I hardly slept anything. I fell asleep, but my dad woke up, the tram held on, I listened to the radio in the morning. It was just about healthy eating: almonds that cleanse the body, said a very young woman. Making myself some shake. It's a pity that I forget everything so quickly ...
Grandpa was gone when I got up. my ear hurt all the time, once it hurt, sometimes warm as if something was dripping. I ate some breakfast, today I tried to keep it clean. Only between 3 and 4 pm I left. Meanwhile, some �an Renata +33 called and wanted to ask Pan Tadeusz. A very nice voice, kind of nice but I think she wanted to use it.
Wycodzas also met my grandfather. I packed my laptop, put on my glasses. heh, I was a bit scared. Going, I met some �ula who traveled 230 km. Gypsy / �ul was from Zakopane and he talked. I was still afraid of his touch - he was fucking fucked up. I told him about my ailments. A very light guy. But ... in the end, he wanted PLN 4. I gave him 6, he wanted two more. I gave the gold. But I was pissed off !!! what could i do
I may say that I do not have that much money, give less, say that I do not give money to strangers. Or ... I have a suspicion of HCV. It will be strong !!! HCV virus and I get infected just by touch. A bit of a lie and cowardice, but I'll be sure to fuck off. Use arguments: you have two daughters, yes? Patrycja and Roksana. I have HCV, if you are affected now, in a few months I will mourn you ... Good text ... The guy reportedly walked over 200 km from the industry and walked for 5 days!
I went, then to the center. I told Gabi about the blood from the ear / lie / and asked for some basic research. Unfortunately, Alat and Aspat as well as cholesterol I will have to do myself! Tomorrow you have to get up early
Then register upstairs to the Laryngologist, then to the cafe. I bought scrambled eggs - in the end I had the feeling that the eggs were good for me. But I also had the impression that something black in those eggs again tasted bad. It didn't look like 3-egg scrambled eggs. Here I was browsing the laptop:
Anita wrote back to me when I entered - at the beginning I wrote with her from Rana. She asked me why he didn't write to her, did I take offense at her? I replied to point out that I am writing the first time all the time ... She answered the question: do you think guys are pigs? A very nice diplomatic answer: that this view is due to failed relationships, and she says so herself. She wrote on this. In addition, she quit studies, probably will not take her final exams this year, and she has been going to the hospital since May, but she doesn't want to talk about it. I also used to mess with the Poet, a little bit with Kasia. This guy called Seweryn, he wanted to help him with his program. I had no earphones now, but I helped him at home on the phone. I also told you about this Creatine - it has to deal with this guy who takes this creatine ... So there are situations when creatine can actually destroy ...
I came back home, I started to feel a little discomfort in my legs, but Tramal worked for a long time anyway. Tomorrow you have to get up earlier: ENT specialist, Psychiatrist and Neurologist. I think you will have to get up at 6:30.
I went home. I ate dinner. I talked to my grandfather a little about that nobody wanted to keep this meat for him. Besides: yesterday he had been scrubbing ice for 5 years and that's probably why he was in such a bad mood towards me. Sometimes I get scared of him. I wrote to Kasia that I felt like I had a Cancer, she said I was talking nonsense. I started writing this diary, I'm going to sleep, because tomorrow you have to get up earlier!
PS I also got an e-mail response from Kaja: first I will wait, and then did something happen that I wrote this message in such quantity? now a counter-post: what does this amount mean? I have to get Tramal too!
Transformation2ZlyGrandpa
The day, as always, was written with a delay
I got up 11 at my aunt Iwona on this great mattress. On average, I burned, but I slept. I fell asleep a few times, but Dad kept waking up with his cough.
As a wake-up call, I ate cranberry, then my aunt invited me to eat her cabbage, but I didn't like the sauce too much ... ? I wanted to buy something for a liver cover. I went to the store, I bought ice cream from my own pocket, and for Aunt milk and cookies. We wanted to add whipped cream, but it turned out to be spoiled. Dad said it was enough to rinse it, but it stank of mold there too, so I preferred not to risk it anymore.
I sat on the computer until noon. I downloaded dr. House with a hamster and eavesdropping stuff to eavesdrop on papa. Something I don't trust him, I have the feeling that he spreads everything about me. So I have to check it out because I really don't like it all. At the same time, sitting on the computer for a long time started to hurt my head and eyes - I looked at the monitor with narrowed eyes. I checked my e-mail, facebook. Even before we left, I tried to rip episodes of Dr. House on Pnedrive, but failed to get them all. I was also looking for glasses on the Allegro mp3, camera and dictaphone. If I do not have a camera, just buy one with mp3 and a voice recorder and bluetooth - so that you can easily play music from samsung omnia. I have also registered at znlekarz.pl looking for doctor Gmurkowski. I was curious about the opinion about it, google found it, but when I entered the website there were completely different doctors - it's like giving a candy to a child and it gets a piece of salt inside ... // I used a comparison
And we went to see the doctor. I began to feel enormous stress. In the end, I just told my dad: I feel stressed ... Dad started talking after a while and said that this is my health and he will not say anything, but if he loses contact with me, he will start intervening.
I entered Gmurkowski alone. he had good contact with me. I found out that with cholesterol problems, there is a narrowing of the vessels. I associated it with my leg problems ... He didn't even want to talk to my dad, talk for a few minutes, as if he had no objection.
We went back, along the way I expressed my opinion about 5-year-old children who jump from windows, because I think they are batmen ...
We also tested cbRadio, some woman called the guest a moron. Well, you would like to hold this idiot in your mouth: D but I like this retort. Dad dropped me off on the road a bit from the house. Grandpa then talked to Staszek. I wanted to help him take the wood, but grandfather, as usual, did not want my help.
Later, a few times I was told: for a book on hypnosis, so that I would not believe in miracles / more complaints / that it is impossible to do everything in life. Then I did not come for dinner, and finally I went for a while and did not clean the dishes, because I was taking omega3. PS for dad's laptop connected to the network on the porch. But I was sorry then, Grandpa wasn't so angry with me yet. I was so sorry, in addition, there was a pain in my legs and head again and I decided to take Tramal. I was also supposed to talk to Kasia by phone, but I gave up on it. Tramal worked great. At first it eased the pain, I took 100mg. It was like a euphoria / blogostane. In the evening, around midnight, I only started to feel some blood in my ear, but I don't know if I told myself it somehow.
Somehow I talked with my grandfather, we decided to burn all the pills and so we did. I was looking for them myself. I gave my grandfather a massage, he said he liked it very much. Writing to Kasia, I encouraged her to a secret, I want to tell her the secrets of how to be cool, brilliant and have a brilliant mind. The pain in my leg disappeared and the next day until evening as if I did not feel it. maybe it's an anti-inflammatory effect.
PS as I talked the day before my grandfather noticed my problem with joints ...
P.S2 I suppose eating butter may have a bad effect on me. You need to buy a butter that improves cholesterol.
I slept on my dad's couch. I wanted to throw dr. House for the evening, but I thought it might affect me badly. Dad was suddenly supposed to go to Warsaw, he brought 20 kg of meat from Jadzia.
poniedziałek, 4 kwietnia 2011
Transformation1HypnoJoints
A day written with a delay of 33 minutes
I wrote a moment ago about dreams at night. As usual, poor sleep, but in the morning I slept a little with the radio. I slept on the side of the bed that day. At 12:30 I found out that my aunt had arrived. I get up and I have a joint pain in my left leg under my knee. For the first time in my life I felt something like this ... I walked like a cripple but I didn't want to tell them about my ailments anymore, because my dad would think me crazy.
After a while we ate the broth - it was terrible, it tasted like chicken. Then I asked Papa to take me to the scream at the station. He said there would be a show today. We went home, earlier in Adam I bought ice cream and cranberry. I met david too, but that prick won't even say hello. I also pissed behind the block
We went down to the basement, he was the first to put me in a monodeistic state. Earlier, he warned that he had induced a few things. First anesthesia - I was supposed to touch his pulse and say when he will stop feeling, but I guess it was just a trick, he touched my hand, I touched his. Just how he made me not feel his pulse anymore and that's it.
The second trick is numbers, when I gave two numbers 0 and 9, he kind of drew them with his finger - but he just had a pen tucked away and showed me the numbers - still asking how do you think the chances are that I guessed these numbers ?
And then the famous hand levitation which simply failed as it used to be.
Then I put him in a trance, or rather monodeistic state. I just counted from 1 to 5 and I was telling you how his hand rises, that some strength does it ... Once it went up, once it went down. Then I asked him to subconsciously say what I had done, wrong and what was right. He said that I should be confident, voice and command - the metaphor with an invisible force was good. As I explained, the balloons seem like something to children. He told me to induce in him the processes that were then, I tried but answered NO! just do it, induce it. He said that he is losing faith in the monodeistic state, but he gets along with his father, is his friend and feels better. I was in a hurry, I couldn't induce changes today, so I got out of the trance and we went a bit. a bit, because he was in a hurry on the bus and I told him to go, because you can walk slowly anyway because of the leg. Several times I had the impression that this circular fracture was in the lung
I went to the bus stop, called my dad. The time I picked up and came for me. Then straight to the church, but before we went I changed my pants and put on a leather jacket and glasses. I felt horny in these clothes. In the church, when I was standing - my legs felt strange, as if the muscles were weak. Fuck me, what's wrong with me? Creatine had so many side effects?
At home, I watched a report about patrycja Kazadi - she is amazing, great, pretty and energetic girl, although I don't know if Sav would be suitable for a longer relationship.
We went to Krk, I was going with her aunt and her car. We talked cool on the way, she said that I should go out to people and not stay at home all the time. I downplayed her and explained, but I don't think she believed me. Besides, my dad must have told her too much about me. I have to find a listening device on symbian phone, because it pisses me off a bit what my dad says everything about me.
At home, I mentioned that these nk and fb it just arose on a complex of people willing to communicate. I asked my uncle to find something similar. PS when I was driving, I saw a brand of gackowiec in some car. I waved him, he was probably surprised by my confidence and new personality: D
Sitting on the computer, I talked to befree. I told him about my ailments. Finally he started talking to the point. I also chatted with Greg.
Treatment7Cold Legs
Yesterday was written with a 2-day delay
I got up around 11, but so I was staring or rather feeling the pebbles in my legs.
I drank a lot of water, took vitamin C, took a paracetamol tablet, ate a light breakfast. I was beginning to have a feeling that something was choking on the side of my hips, as if there was a leakage of water. It kind of felt warm against my liver. And so I spent a lot of time
About 5 pm grandpa made fish and rice. I tasted fantastic. When my father came, I felt a cramp in my leg, I wanted to vomit earlier. Finally, during a contraction that was strong, it seemed to me after a while that my hands and feet were icy - especially the legs. I just panicked and made my dad go to the hospital. but he was pissed
In the hospital they complained about me. The doctor laughed at me when I told her this: she said that she had been working here for 15 years and she had never experienced such symptoms and they had not even been taught about it in college. I said about creatine. That blond nurse again - she was pissed at me ... eh ... Although I didn't really care. I was afraid of those icy legs, then I got more chills.
After a long time, I got the results: as if everything was ok. I explained my behavior in my own way: that I do not belong to people who call an ambulance for no reason, even for small things I do not go to the doctor - so I said, concealing part Originally true. On that day, I also confessed to my dad that I had stopped taking my medication - this was probably my mistake. I asked my dad to call my grandfather so that he would not worry about me - only 3/4 of the time he answered this phone
I had three dreams during the night. Wogole in the evening I persuaded myself affirmations as recommended by the poet. He said it works for even the most stubborn, well, I thought it did work.
The first was that I was walking home in the parliament, the second I heard a priest talking incredibly (then I was listening to the radio and maybe it was transferred to pictures). And the third one, I kissed Kasia and opened my legs. I began to feel pleasure until suddenly the pain in my right egg woke me up
For the night, fearing these pains on my side, I ate only a banana.
sobota, 2 kwietnia 2011
Treatment 6Aprilis
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I got up in the morning with aching hips in my legs. I have a feeling as if some stones or a blood clot were walking there ... Unfortunately, I find it difficult to say. Earlier in the morning I watched such an Erotic movie "Emanuel" - quite an interesting proposition for this hour. It was not a porn like redtube, just a erotic movie from a story.
After breakfast and eating garlic, I fell to the rabk. I took my dust jacket, laptop, and backpack, but I got wet on the way. My head was racing and it felt like it might end up with a headache. So I came back for a hat that I couldn't find before, but I took my dad's jacket / fleece anyway. I went to Rabka. I found Kasie next to the press. she was not supposed to come today, but she made me April Fool's Day and she came just that day. I took her to the spa, I think she liked this quiet place. She took the freckles for me and the steroids I asked for. After reading the leaflet, however, he writes that you must not treat bacterial inflammation ... You probably will not use it. I also told Kasia that I would give her the rest or everything if I did not use it, because she might need it more. Besides, she brought me the whole pack and I only asked for a few pills. We spent a few hours there, I was loading my phone. Meanwhile, my grandfather called - he dictated my purchases by phone, and I sent them to my dad by text message. Interestingly, Kasia was so nice that when I said she would copy them to her phone. She is loved.
I also called Aunt Ula and Robert - her boss and bodybuilder. He told me a lot, he was nice to me, unfortunately he talked for a long time, but he declared that I would come and help me choose a diet. I haven't found out too much about the side effects of creatine. But that's what I think - with this phone I made him feel important too, he wanted to help me selflessly. I pledged that in return I would fix his computer, which is there in the exchange office. maybe thanks to this somehow it will be brilliant - it's actually cool on the phone and I will have a better acquaintance
Dad called too. He wanted me to come. So I resigned from visiting the doctor to come there on purpose. When I escorted Kasia, I was in a steskal. I gave her a few things - small things in total. Earlier, in addition to the freckles, we ate ice cream. I also bought a bottle of mineral water for myself, so that I could overcome this unpleasant pain in my hips (like stones) and legs. I had to pee, so I went to the center at the landowner and drove 17:15 to the new market. Unfortunately, I got off too far, because at the Kowancu roundabout I was walking for a bit. Thanks to this, I had the impression that �eb�l is a bit smaller. It should also be added that I did not eat dinner that day.
I went to the store. Earlier, I wrote a slightly persuasive text to my dad: "as soon as I return to my health, we will plan a joint trip to a special place for two :): *: *"
I went on a fuss. I was expecting my sister to eat there too, so I wrote such a text to keep me at a distance, because I knew that my dad would read something like that, and she would try to get me and I will be able to conduct a psychological experiment. She worships me for just speaking on the phone. I tried on a lot of shirts and pants, at the beginning I said that the pants do not want to try on because my legs and hips ache. And dad doesn't understand me - for him some fucking pants are more important than my health, he doesn't even want me to go to the doctor. Well, whore - I could go to the doctor then, not to my dad. I also had a situation when I was taking off my shoes, I was afraid that Jadzia would look inside me and see that I was wearing insoles.
Then I went to the moodo to do with the webcam. I started cleaning my computer from viruses. Unfortunately, I failed to disinfect it, the virus was still there. I found out that it detected some kind of virus hidden in the system drivers: I wrote them down on a piece of paper. among others: cdrom and temp117. I connected to some wireless network, I talked to Grzesek Uniewski, I was doing with computers, we were probably trying to get to the first webcam. The pains were getting stronger.
A certain drunk checked me - he asked if the Atari 250 would be repaired. I asked: but what is broken there: the screen is not displayed, these cassettes do not work? And here I understood that he just checked me and knows that I am good. He was drunk. I could have asked him: what was it, test, what kind of sprite? But I am proud to go to him, I said in conclusion: I can check, but I cannot guarantee. Damn, I think so - he shook his hand, and who knows in what places with such a man she was. Dad also bought a lot of sweets, cips for a snack, as he said you can't buy anything more nutritious.
Webcam: myWifiZone worked. When you create in Ad-Hoc windows, it automatically converts to Access Point. All you need to do is that the program is running and the red light is on. Great thing!
We went home, my dad bought No-Spa in Alberta, but even after 2 tbl at intervals of 30 minutes, I did not see any improvement. I went to sleep on the ground, but on the side, about 2-3 am. I think I fell asleep quickly, I threw Kasia Szafranowska and I didn't wake up until morning. The pain was also limited as I slept on a quilt thrown on the floor.
piątek, 1 kwietnia 2011
Treatment5 Creatine
Early in the morning confusion in the stomach: a lot of apples, ice cream, bananas, slices - I was damn hungry
Get up 12 and be rushed by tate. Refusing to go to the NT, Dad wasn't even angry. My head hurt.
I ate a few buttered sandwiches. A lot of encyclopedia browsing - horror. Mushroom dinner. Scalded garlic. Somehow I was reluctant to eat champignons. Going out into the city, go to the clinic in Poniatowski, but it was closed. Then to the spa, going upstairs, nodding to the guard, drinking a cup. Connection with Ave. Message from Kaja and Hypnosis with a poet. Then to the pharmacy, bus stop, pharmacy again. Busyrz in yellow and notes from guests at the bus stop. Stress, going home, stiff neck / even earlier / talking to grandpa and panicking a little. Learn about creatine and get better. now like fingers. I ate steamers, decided to drink plenty of water to get rid of the creatine. Throwing out creatine.
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