poniedziałek, 16 maja 2011
Resonance helps
A day on time
I did not sleep at night, I tried to breathe diaphragmically. Somehow in the morning I fell into the toilet, I wanted to knock the horse down, but I noticed some white raid at the end of my member, probably a fungus. I tried to rinse it with gray soap. After a while my grandfather entered. I ate my cereal and went on my way in a little sore
In the morning I had an idea for a business to make an android market place-style program, just for windows. Because there is a lot of websites where advertising pops up every now and then, and at least here it would be much nicer and everything at hand.
I was just at the bus stop, 7:00 a.m. bus was going and I took it. Then 7:20 by bus to Zakopane. I wanted to use my disability group, but he said that he does not accept only a large ID for this green one. I was going to Zakopane until the end. I had to use the toilet on the spot. I walked in with my glasses on and asked who do I spend here? The lady said with her, I gave the money. I also took off the hood so that they would not be afraid. I don't remember if I pissed or shot. I think I pissed.
I also asked the guest how to get to the hospital. They said to go 73. Some guy talked to me at the pks, he said that he might give me a lift. I said it would be nice. Then with PLN 15. I say that I can't afford it. Cuts me down to ten. I still stick to mine. Finally, he indicated a bus for PLN 3 and I waited for the second blue one. In the meantime, I asked you in the kiosk about a briefcase. There was a terrible stink of cigarettes there, which I drew her attention a bit.
Finally I took the blue bus. I got out and walked to the hospital passing 1001 trifles. I was much earlier, I talked to Pania in the window. And here is my behavior error that has eluded me recently. I felt like some idiot, like a dad who fools around in front of everyone with his goofy smile. I should have been a bit more serious as Kuba Zaj�c does. And that's how I did what my dad did. I hid my things in the cloakroom, the lady tells the old man that now he has to drink a lot, he from vodka: D
At last it was my turn. I was also concerned about my disability group, but it didn't bother me and she accepted it. As a gift, this Lady was honored. I also used a photocopy instead of the original, I felt confident using this document. It was my turn, I felt a pain in my eye during the MRI, unfortunately, and I called a pear. Hell, I could bear it, but on the one hand I was afraid that it would irradiate too much. The pain moved from right to left eye. And the resonance is over. My throat also hurt. I guess those people thought that I was just astonishing - I guess that was the general impression I had: the tone of the voice, stupid glasses, speaking everything with a stupid daddy smile instead of my own seriousness. I went to the dining room. There I spoke to a lady who also had a head resonance at the moment. And by giving photocopies, I felt no fear at all, but only self-confidence. I noticed that my physical condition seems to have improved. Cool!
I went, hooked on 1001 trinkets but there was nothing there. Then a souvenir shop: I bought cards, a stapler and a marker. On the way, I asked people for directions. I felt great physically. Again to this toilet and when passing faeces instead of pinching I felt a lot of relief. apparently the x-rays make me feel better, as they said on the radio.
I drove home quickly. I noticed that miniOpera runs many times faster than traditional opera. Apparently it's about the socks protocol. You also have to deal with it on windows. I have already downloaded the appropriate programs, but of course one of the other does not work at all.
I also remembered the old people in the waiting room, one with this rod. His wife, a short old woman, treated her husband as if he was handicapped. But the doctor treated the guy the same way. And Kozanecka treated me in the same way, she claims that this is exactly how you should treat such people, but nobody likes it. As Osho says: the disobedient child is criticized, while the obedient child is praised too much. On the way, I also listened to osho on the glasses. When I was coming back I was happy to stool in the bathroom. It was amazing, the radiation seems to heal people.
I already fell asleep in the bus, I wanted to lie down at home, but I couldn't sleep anymore. I also took the tramal. I guess it started to worsen, but I was patting my stomach for a long time with intense breathing and it probably started to help me. Then the tram entered my head quite well and it was also quite nice.
Later, I kind of started writing the program, but again the talks ended. I want another star. Wow, I promised myself to develop and somehow, unfortunately, it does not work out for me. Maybe I will cancel my visit with Koz tomorrow and start writing this program. Or maybe health is more important. Kasia can arrange a stay in the hospital for me. I really don't have time for this. And the goat is supposed to get me a good quality marinade tomorrow, of course, for medicinal purposes. Today, for the first time in a long time, I changed the description to GG and wrote to Jurek in the overdue case.
In the evening I argued with my grandfather and dad about my magnetic board. They imagine something else, I imagine something else, and we can't come to an agreement. Besides, I got the second order accepted. In the morning I also got a reply from heyah that at the moment there is no such tariff, but I forwarded my suggestion to the appropriate department.
Listening to him, I liked many words: courage and joy in a dangerous life. I have to do what I want and not to follow the opinions of other people. And all the time I suggested my dad and grandfather about my health. It was not the heart, not the liver, and yet it hurt the heart and the liver.
niedziela, 15 maja 2011
Chemotherapy 7-Warez
morning without pain, herbal medicine + rhodiola like yesterday. Walk, wanna carpet-shake. Throwing a bottle of lacquer. Going to the store and joking, meeting people for the wedding, turning on the Internet, offering, ester. Conversation with Michał Staniszewski - I think he was ignoring me
Correction of offers and moments later an offer from a guest who has his warez service. Overall better well-being than yesterday at 14 Unidox.
sobota, 14 maja 2011
Chemotherapy6-Reita Syndrome
Yesterday was written with a delay. So we will write briefly in point
For most of the night, I breathed this diaphragmatic breath. I woke up in the morning with liver pain at 7:00. I gave him a pill. I packed up, lent my laptop bag to my dad. We went. I got diarrhea from my blood that day. On the way, we stopped at a gas station. Here we had an argument on which side the restroom is on. A girl and a boyfriend were going out in the toilet. She was probably giving him a blowjob. Until I was afraid that I had a plague again.
We drove through the railway. Iza away blueconnect. Dad wanted me to do it now, but I wanted to be in the hospital because I was worried about the pain in the liver. I went to the hospital. However, there was a little queue and I was hoping that they would finally accept me. A few times I was in the toilet to shit. Meanwhile, I heard the nurse talking about me - now I think it was probably a blood test. Then I asked if everything was okay, because I heard my name. She said nothing was happening. I also talked to the people in the corridor. Supposedly one of them had exactly the same hour as me. She finally accepted me
But she was in the opposite office. I asked for the light to be turned off, because the light continued to dazzle me. I started listing almost all of my symptoms. She said it could be Reiter's syndrome. I thought to myself that recently, in the secret of brain waves, I read about a girl who had similar ailments. She also gave me a referral to the hospital. I promised myself that as soon as I got out of it all, I would buy this lady doctor a T-shirt with a nice inscription, because it is the best doctor I have ever met!
I left. I tried to contact Kasia and tell her about it. As for the disease, she suspects that clamydia bacteria have attacked the bones and throat joints, and all the symptoms would match the disease. Kasia, however, did not know anything about it. I wanted to sit somewhere on a bench, I asked some girls, but there was no one. I went to the store, installed my dad blueconnect, girls on the Play store. Dad with a big chick turned off the light, even though he had promised me earlier. In the car, as if out of anger, he took off this fragrance freshener, which, I would say, poisons the air rather than refreshes it. At the store, my dad gave me a few / ten company CDs. They will be useful. There was also a moment when I broke the play mod. Dad started to get pissed off, I told him you put him here yourself.
Being in the shop, she probably whispered to tell my dad that I was losing weight again. There was also some friend of mine. She also pressed me PLN 100 for the repair, which my dad later reproached me for. I also tried to register at the hospital, but before I did, I had all my funds on my account forfeited. This friend was just leaving and she was overhearing me. I went home, earlier I bought a liter of ice cream in a daisy, which I ate on the way. I was afraid again that there would be some bacteria on the stick again.
There was an IT graduate in the bus, he was talking to the girls. I took the yellow bus. I asked the cave about the cost of a monthly ticket. Unfortunately, from what he says, it would be 50 PLN. Unfortunately, a bit too expensive, I hope he was wrong.
I went home. I was with him on a walk, but the weather was strange. I was in a depressed mood today. On the way I met some grandmothers with glasses. I also played brainChallenge. Rubik's cube also came, unfortunately it did not flicker as beautifully as they described it in the auction. I called the guest about it, he said that it is enough to do 2 days on it and it will be beautifully flashed. Grandpa laughed at it, he made fun of them. I closed the earpiece so he wouldn't hear it.
At one point I took Rhodiola, and this drug that strengthens the body's own immune system. I think it even helped me after some time. Dad reminded me of everything again, David called me about Marek. Today I felt terrible: both physically and mentally.
I tested this imageStreaming technique recommended by Kasia Szafranowska. I don't know exactly what I can achieve for her, but I saw interesting purple images and I was in a trance. In addition, I listened to music from Radio Plus - great music is playing here. I was even considering taking a xm, but I will have to consult Esteem on this.
In addition, the doctor stopped my medications, only unidox 1x a day every 24 hours. But I should tell her that Herian had already prescribed it to me and unfortunately I didn't take it regularly. Fuck ... I think that maybe he will sign up for herian as a family now, because there are always little queues to go to Gabi, I will be more reliable with herian as his patient, and I can always sign up for Beata, because he says that it does not matter. . This tactic will be the best.
Yesterday I just didn't want to live anymore! I had enough of everything. In the morning, however, I felt much better!
piątek, 13 maja 2011
Chemotherapy 5Piko-Piko
A day written with a slight delay.
I got up in the morning. I wasn't sure if I was taking my medications in the correct order. I slept with lacim on my dad's bed. At night, I had a dream that disturbed me - a tablet filled to half, like nestatin. I was wondering what this dream might mean. So I interpreted that you have to give the lacquer half the pills - I did. I woke him up and gave him half a tablet packed in sirloin, otherwise there would be no chance for him to eat it
And in the morning I didn't know if I took the drugs in the right order. My liver continued to hurt / pod_zebrem. So I decided to eat both drugs at the same time. Then I added fluconazole. Oh, it was probably my mistake, because in the afternoon I started to feel these cold chucks / cracks this time, as if needles.
Grandpa went to town, I decided that at that time I would do a great cleaning at home. So I did what I could with an emphasis on dust. I even invented a large jug in the field that lay dusty. Grandpa even joked that it will be too clean here :)
Somehow I took a break and went for a walk with him. I regretted taking two antibiotics at once, my grandfather warned me. After all, in the morning it was not so bad, except for that pain in the zebra / liver. And so, after all, I functioned well. It seems to me, however, that the pains under the zebra are the liver. As soon as I get the internet, I have to remember to register additionally at www.medforum.pl There they will definitely know their health well.
I went for a walk with Laki. On the way, I gave him a pill. It seemed to me that the meadow has been working better for some time and it is much less scratching, which makes me happy :) I will have to work out all the carpets in the field at home.
At the river I threw a bottle to the lake so that he would Apparate. I also met a girl, probably a tall blonde who was reading something. I was wearing my hoodie, so I'm not surprised that she was a bit afraid to talk to me. But when I asked if there was clean water, she only replied very softly ... Typical for girls, although maybe she was shy.
I walked over the stones to the other side, I felt it a little in the liver. We walked along the river with me. I wished I had put it in such dirty water, as this "a little dirty" girl felt. We went home, I was playing a little Brain Challenge on my phone. On a phone with this screen, exercising your mind seems to be much more enjoyable :)
I continued to clean up, and somewhere after 6-7 hours I noticed these needles in my body, no pain in the zebra. I decided to accelerate the dose of my antibiotics - so I took Citoplex at 19 after 9h, and then at 21 Unidox. I hesitated which one to take first, so I found that since the antibacterial helped me so sensational, so I will use his. Besides, this unidox was already prescribing herian for me, so it may not be very effective for me ...
Before I went for a walk, I called Broniszlaw Marszalik (buses mszana-rabka) about tickets and reduced prices for a disabled group. In the conversation, he seemed like a nice guy, I think he was pleased that someone was interested in his company. I will tune in on my phone to remember to buy these monthly tickets.
When I was cleaning up a thing my grandfather said his dick fell off. I answered him: do not scare me: D
And in the evening I started doing piko-piko 8s breaths, the ones also recommended by under. I noticed that the left hand was then much more moisturized, less irritated. How it's possible? eyes also began to water ... The effect, however, was not too long-lasting, but at least there was a temporary improvement. However, I want to continue these exercises, I feel the needles, but at least the unpleasant pain in the liver has disappeared considerably, which makes me happy. Scientific justification and then the organism produces hydrogen peroxide. So you will need to breathe a lot and increase the amount of fluids.
All in all, quite a lot has happened today, I don't know if I have described it all. I decorated an egg for my office from Aunt Iwona, I found the tossing balls. I also took some pebbles for my cup with pens. But I want to decorate everything here. My only regret is that my grandfather did not want to make these holes in the board so that I could finally hang it. Dad also didn't buy me much of what I asked him for ...
PS now I also replaced the keyboard for my laptop. It is much better, there is a nice clitoris and in Polish. I also get the impression that the laptop overheats much less. At the moment, the diary is only 40 degrees. There was a lot of crap on the old keyboard. This laptop will have to be cleaned, because it was planned for a long time
I also measured my dimensions. Right now the biceps are only 38cm. I put on this turtleneck from my dad who used to be tight on me, but now the situation has changed a bit. Unfortunately, I don't think I had any loss in my waist, but I did in my muscles. I wonder if these bacteria inside me have anything to do with my low cholesterol. I wonder what else Kasia infected me with. I have to remember to ask Jozwiakowska for a throat swab to find out what's wrong with me ... I wonder what can happen after taking such breaths for a week.
czwartek, 12 maja 2011
Chemotherapy4Laki
in the morning the pain again
walk with lakim. makeshift house cleaning, I saw bacteria everywhere. An hour's walk, I gave him medicine. Then I ate dinner - my grandfather made dumplings with meat, unfortunately I felt like a liver ache. I went to dr. Beaty. There was a moment that she left somewhere, it seemed to me with my file, maybe to Dr. Koziany? I forgot to check. At that time, I used the toilet.
She prescribed the medication I asked for. However, I forgot to ask for a throat swab. And then I also found a referral to the hospital at home.
In the city I met Bartek - he came terribly. At the top of the spa, I tried to repair my glasses. I put them in my backpack. In the newspaper, I bought a few things for everything for PLN 4: glass as a cup for pens and a plate. It was hard to scratch the sticker off the plate, so I figured I would read: www.chomik.pl
środa, 11 maja 2011
Chemotherapy 3
A day written with a delay.
3 or 2 am I got up to get my medication. I am not sure about 8 drugs or about 7 already.
Watraba continued to hurt. at night I listened to a mental samora. I stayed home alone for a long time with my grandfather, I didn't go out anywhere. Sometimes it hurts from the side under the rib, sometimes from the back. prophylactically I took a little more sylimarol 5-6 because of the liver.
I discovered that Kryniczanka water harms my rod, and so does our tap water. The member is running, the urosept helps it somehow. In the afternoon, when I was walking with Kasia, I inquired in detail about her illness. I saw this blonde with his Audi80 3B. I went to the store, I bought 2 juices to have something nutritious to drink in this heavy condition. On my way back I met Jarek, but there was no topic to talk about
The walk seemed to do me good. It was evening at home and I was trying to set up the antenna with my grandfather. The liver seems to have improved. Grandpa made 7-8 meat dumplings. Dad came in as late as evening. Make my towel. I wrote to him about this, my grandfather lay down earlier. Then I followed him, the alarm clock was set to the north, I went to take my medications and then I was so stressed out that I did not sleep at all until 4:00 am. I went to rinse my mouth again, so prophylactically and so that I would feel better mentally.
I have noticed that frequent washing of this crap on my face helps me a lot and slowly it all fades away.
wtorek, 10 maja 2011
Chemotherapy 2
A day more or less written on time ...
Or rather, I started the entry, because now I am writing 10 minutes after midnight.
In the morning my grandfather woke me up. At 3 o'clock at night I took the drug, slept during this time and listened to osho - the courage and joy of a dangerous life. I fell asleep listening to his wise words.
At 8 am I woke up, I was sleepy, despite the fact that that day I went to sleep quite early. at 9 o'clock my grandfather woke me up. I got up, started taking a bath - everywhere as if I saw bacteria that can possibly be infected: D Dad came, I packed up and went with my dad to the dermatologist. The liver seemed to be sore a little under the zebra again, if it was the pain.
I got off at the hospital, we picked up my grandfather on the way. At registration they said that it is closed for now. I had to ask the doctor. Well ... she agreed and I signed up. A woman also came in and I told her about it all without getting embarrassed. She examined the leakage from the member, she said that it does not suit her, because then there is foam from the member, and I have an ordinary leak. Besides: my blood was checked by a nurse, waserman's test in 10 days. What else ... I asked about this revelation on the eye - she said that it has nothing to do with it. I asked for a dry hand. I registered. At the end, a woman with a small child came in, Mrs. Jozwiakowska answered, did she not find it later? Besides, I gave her a referral and said that I would come with Kasia on Friday.
I wanted to shit, after a while I settled down there. I went to the table to eat potatoes with dill for 7.50, a fillet in curry sauce and a bag of cucumbers and tomatoes. Pretty good dinner. I also wanted to wash my hands before the meal, the knife was a bit spotted, but I ate it. I registered with the Neurologist, I asked discreetly which one was the best :) The lady in registration recommended dr. A violinist in a specific way, because as she says she cannot say which is the best. You have to remember to call 30th May in the morning and register for him. Then the registrations take place for the whole month.
I went out, on foot to the house. In the bus, I took my medications to the rabka. On the way, I visited 1001 little things next to my dad. I bought a lemon, an alarm clock and a thermometer. I hesitated between the tomato and the apple, but the lemon was the most solid in my opinion. I went to the stop, 13:50 I had to take the bus to Rabka and I took my medications: this antibiotic, probably without hepatitis medicine. Earlier at 13 I got this antifungal.
I got to the station, I bought an additional antibiotic in our pharmacy. I went to Zaryty.
I ate lunch in my food: jellies, I took some medicine, my grandfather gave me some bedding. I remembered that I also met Łukasz Jarosz. I talked to him about our business. I told about my college friend who drives a brand new alpha-romeo. He was still interested in this business.
What else at home. I noticed that after plain water my dick hurts more, but after kubusiu it hurts me more. Perhaps because of the stone in the water. So I decided to eliminate water completely from my schedule. And the liver - I don't know if it is the liver or the initial symptoms. The stool I do not know what it was like in the hospital, but a moment ago I gave up a thin and thin stool, slightly discolored. maybe because I didn't do my exercises? hard to say. It seems to me that the temperature is slightly higher on the right side under the zebras. Grandpa gave me bedding for my birthday. Dad told a cool joke with a goral and a billion Chinese.
I have performed some way to recognize a good doctor. Well: a good doctor has a nice, neat handwriting, but a bad one, unfortunately, a scribble.
I have to be referred for liver tests tomorrow morning. an ophthalmologist is also welcome, just in case. I listened to Michael Lauren - millionaire and you. He is a great lecturer of his texts. I wrote down his quotes because his words are extraordinary to me.
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