sobota, 22 września 2012
Crossed chair
The Crossed Chair, as I called it, is a fantastic form of meditation !!! Crossing my legs on the chair, I feel that my energy is not escaping anywhere. Besides, the position is incredibly comfortable for me.
Today Wacek called me. I gave him some advice about his illness. I was proud of myself and I could help someone. I wrote down his phone number in my contacts.
Yesterday I also recommended magicznyogrod.pl on the forum. I wondered for a long time whether to do it. Black thoughts came to me - this is how someone will make money for me, right? However, everything that I gives comes back to me seven times. These herbs greatly improve my health, so .... I believe that it will come back to me seven times, or at least I hope so :)
A moment ago my mom was fucking me about drugs again. She probably wanted to do something at that time, she was waiting in the kitchen to check me if those fucking psychotropics were not breaking into the toilet. That's why she kept shouting at me to come to the kitchen.
I used to tell her something: Don't be so nervous. I too have the right to a few minutes of peace. Then, to her attack, I could answer: blah blah blah ...
Donata Bargiel's psychoanalysis:
She is very nice, smiling, outspoken - somebody might say nervous. I think he believes what he says. When I told her that she wasn't feeling well at home, she believed me. I told Keidy that I feel muddy after these drugs - she also believed me. She knows chlamydia, has had patients associated with it. Chbya cares about the health of the patient, not about making her believe. She must be careful now, I suspect chlamydia and they did not mention it at the hospital discharge. She will be the perfect doctor for me, maybe even help me a healer. I wonder what he thinks about all this, what he thinks about me. Do you reveal your personal borderline? I have analyzed it before.
I could ask her - what do you think about all this now?
What I learned today: Psychoanalyze people again :)
piątek, 21 września 2012
CPN
I have noticed that recently I answer everything with simple retorts. Is it the fault of psychiatric drugs or this, and I have not communicated with people for a long time. So I decided to go back to the old times in my diary and then write down my imaginary retort. Here they are:
Dawid: You must do everything you write:
- I think you got your dad's genes. Everything you do, you must criticize, because you are the smartest peppers in the world.
Mom - are you slimming?
- yes, winter is approaching and I would like to lose unnecessary kilograms!
Fuck, fucking fucking. They made me sleepy with these drugs !!! I lost my super good talk. I hope, however, that I will recover.
Today I read some of the basics of esotericism. There was a little bit about sex and Kundalini. About kundalini, I learned that this energy can be stimulated through pranayama.
I also practiced in the BrainChallenge program. My mind has to go back to the old quick-thinking that this program gave me. I have a lot of shortcomings, but it's a matter of a few months before I recover.
I also commented on the CPN forum. It was nice to establish a relationship with the users. I wrote a little about gerson therapy, medicinals, buffer and Reiki. I also made private contact with jabadabadimdi who mentioned satanism to me and that he was playing in manipulations. Besides, I talked to a certain user who had unpleasant memories of reiki because someone was sending negative energies to her.
What I learned today: Writing in the CPN forum. It's nice. And play BrainChallenge.
PS I also installed a self-diagnosis program yesterday. But I ran into a problem and gave up.
PS 2 I gave my mother a reply a moment ago: there is an abundance of water in our country. We are not the poor kids of Africa. I noticed that I am afraid to give a sharp retort. Fear overwhelms me. But it will master it thanks to WFM. I will be nagging Dr. House :)
czwartek, 20 września 2012
Propolis
But today I was glad when Breads noticed something in the picture.
It was freezing cold in the morning. Mum was worried that I took my medications a bit earlier, although now I think she probably meant it and she did not look after me while taking the medications.
I went to practice. It was freezing cold.
On my way back, I ate a hearty breakfast. Mom complained about the onion smell. I dressed nicely, took some extra photos and went to the new market.
I stopped by on the way to the shop next to the minibuses. It's twice as large, I think for that corner with the machines.
Being there, I had to let a few people pass, but let's focus on the most important one when I was already in the office.
Mrs. Stanislaw Pierzga found something in the photo that worried me. She was surprised that I had full mobility and that nothing hurts me there. She also noticed a spinal injury when chlamydia clung to my spine. There were more of these injuries, of course, in the spine ...
I was glad that she found the disease. I still used phrases that he is already recovering and this disease is probably ending. She replied that she had to check and investigate. So you have to say: I'm healthy now :)
I returned full of satisfaction.
Hearty lunch at home. I ate it by force. I went an hour later too. I ate a lot of ice cream today
Today I was doing pretty good HemiSync healing plus Sex Kaja imagination. This form of sexual touch plus imagination stimulates the senses and receptors in the body. You can have fun with it :) It is a great form of imagination to heal. Here's what I learned today.
środa, 19 września 2012
Psychology of Esoterics
Today I read the book Psychology of Esoteric
I met Monike and Edyta Trzyiak together at the same time. They looked stunning.
I commented on the forum about herbs.
Today my mother left somewhere with her friend. It wasn't really long. I wonder if it was maybe Mrs. Basia who wanted to gossip about me.
wtorek, 18 września 2012
Paszczak
The day was written with a slight delay
I saw yesterday with the mackerel. He called me on a landline. We met. However, again, which irritated me a bit, he was rummaging my teeth !!!
I didn't want to be unkind to him, so I didn't point out to him. I don't know if I did the right thing. Perhaps I should say: Father, I am terrified of germs, bacteria, so let the priest understand I do not want to show you my teeth.
I lacked assertiveness
On the night of 18/19 I had two dreams:
1) Dream with Damian Wnekowski as he wanted to attack some store. I was trying to buy a bar for myself at that time. Again, I lacked the assertiveness to refuse to break into the store. I only asked: what will I get from this break-in?
2) The second dream was about going to Egypt, in many hotels there was a symbolic number that I called "ro". I don't know what this dream might mean, I have never been to Egypt.
Interestingly, that day I slept on my stomach, and the dreams were incredibly clear!
Memory Athene
I am just reading the information that angel athene gave me on June 8, 2010
Remembering his words, this was the period when I started writing my diary. Work on yourself, your character and personality. I achieved the effects quite quickly. Niesetty now I do not have the opportunity to analyze the diary whether those few weeks were actually angels with me.
In the morning I was supposed to go to dr. Stoch. I called to ask if Dr. Stoch is actually admitting from 8-19. I wrote something wrong because from 8-9. The nice lady at registration, made me feel good that I have a good heart :)
I immediately called Rafal to reschedule our meeting. He called back recently in the evening, he has time for the same dr2 at the clinic.
Browsing the internet, I wanted to find out how to summon an angel. I found something like this:
http://wrozenie.wordpress.com/2009/07/15/przywolanie-aniolow/
In order to prepare myself in a unique way for this ritual, I even cleaned the room. I also have one candle. Who knows, I might be able to experience this angelic therapy.
I also read the vibration of the brain waves. Among other things, they wrote about involuntary movements and focusing on the exhalation, thanks to which the technique becomes almost similar to Rebrithing. It would be correct, I remember starting a long time doing this form of exercises for the hips.
Angel Athene's message was:
The angels gave me a message for you: they are with you. Angel Athene will help you to show your strength and energy so that your relationships (also love relationship) blossom again. It will help you regain confidence and ware in yourself and thus all obstacles that have been in your way - will be removed. There will be great changes in your life in the weeks to come as you find yourself in the realization of your calling. Your strength comes from love for God and trust in supernatural powers. You were created in the image of God, and you carry divine strength within you. Use this strength for your needs and the needs of other people. Be careful not to lose this strength or to destroy it as your heart chakra is fully opened in the following weeks and love is welcomed. You are a strong Light worker, which you will discover in the following weeks. You must accept your calling and your strength. Your mere presence fills other people with light.
poniedziałek, 17 września 2012
Arletta's decision
During the morning breakfast I cut my finger off. This taught me to use a chopping board, however, instead of cutting in the air.
During the day - Dad fixed the washing machine. The arletas came back to me. It shocked me that my dad has nothing on his conscience.
I noticed by psychoanalyzing myself that I was still frolicking before going to sleep. I chase on rebrithing to have energy, but I don't do rebrithing .... I don't want to, I don't have the strength, which is a pity.
I was also looking for a job, I wrote my CV to several companies.
As Arletta claims, work will change my life, although I used the word career. Finally, I would like to get something extraordinary with Meditation, Rebrithing. Although the RB method is like on a plate, I do not want to do it. I find it terribly tiring.
Thanks to WFM, I am becoming more and more resistant to stress related to my parents.
PS Next day
I was at Rafal's in the morning. We talked about religious views. I also told him about bioenergotherapy. I regret a bit because I didn't quite tell him the truth. But the trick is to admit a lie. Maybe I'll do it someday, I'm capable of it.
Hell is paved with good intentions.
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