KundaliniYoga

Yoga calling, talk about kundalini lukasz 18:00, starvation audiobook, morning leg training, light cold. Revitalizing the body with lemon juice.

The Zarowski affair

The day began with a wake-up at 6:00. It was exceptionally warm. I lay in bed for a long time, until 8:00 am then I went to exercise. Today my mother was cleaning the windows, I cleaned my room ... I had a lot of negative emotions related to Rafal Pawlik. I was wondering what to do with this fact? Fortunately, I passed now in the evening. I started listening to a new audiobook today. About Wojkiewicz's starvation. It promises to be a really interesting reading with research on hunger. Just a moment ago, Afera: I have not had the courage to tell my father and my doctor, Donata Bargiel will be. Dad said that in any case he made an appointment with Zarowski. But I felt stress, tension in my stomach and head. I wonder how to tell him this. Maybe I'll text him when he goes back. This is a thought Jeku, I relied on the decision made by a fairy, and I can not make decisions on my own ... I haven't learned anything today. He feels fear. I'm afraid of my father. I'm afraid of Mother. These two motherfuckers ruined my life with these psychotropics. PS suddenly after 8 p.m. I feel strangely pleasantly relaxed. Could this be the effect of the drugs I take? Or maybe my exercises? It's warm in the room. The warmth is conducive to relaxation. Maybe that's why ...

Renta Rafala

Dermatologist in the morning, Rebrithing 4:00 lack of sleep, RentaRafala and tests - stress ... immediately Arleta. Going to Damian - relaxing conversation. Laying love letters. Dryness!!! In the morning of 4:00 am I woke up spontaneously. Then some breakfast and went to the dermatologist. You were very kind at registration. Dr. Stoch was diagnosed with some kind of keratosis or atopic dermatitis. She had to show herself once a month. She wrote a note with a certificate of how she felt it for a friend. at 12 A visit with Rafal. It's already stress ... Some 100-question test. I had high hopes that it was related to the borderline style. At the beginning he asked about pensions, or rather insurance. Then and talked to my brother. I needlessly said that he is interested in such manipulative tricks. I wrote to Arleta immediately. I got the answer and David talked about schizophrenia. Unfortunately... At 15 I went to Damian. Stress. Dryness related to Lyme disease, which I have not felt for a long time, because I thought andrografis eliminated it. This conversation relaxed me a lot. We talked about women, about love letters. On the way back, so as not to forget, I promised Kaja and I will write her a love letter today. I thought about this raphael for a long time. What will happen next. Will I be diagnosed with schizophrenia or Borderline? The test seems to show borderline, but I don't know all mental illnesses, right? So how do I know what will come of it ...

Schmidt

Today I met Bogdan Schmidt at the same time Besides, I would feel sleepy again during the day when the weather was bad. Nnatomieast when it lightened up I felt incredible energy. I greeted Mr. Bogdan, unfortunately I was somehow muddled with breathing. I lied to him and he is well - I don't know why. I had to answer something. I didn't want to talk about myself. I am channeling with Adrian tomorrow, and then I will be raral, stoch and damian. It's finally going to be an interesting day

Sleepy (2)

Nothing special happened today I haven't made a bed for 2 days. This is conducive to such a blog-like pleasant nap during the day. My tongue hurts. I can not eat anymore. Horror. I've been to the pharmacy for aftin, but it's probably not for that. It was nice to see the fountain. In the morning I practiced with Łukasz. As he said: joints are more important than muscles. I talked to Mrs. Marysia who cleans up. A very nice and likeable woman. I told her about my spine. I guess that's it. I also issued Cortex, a person has already reported.

Crossed chair

The Crossed Chair, as I called it, is a fantastic form of meditation !!! Crossing my legs on the chair, I feel that my energy is not escaping anywhere. Besides, the position is incredibly comfortable for me. Today Wacek called me. I gave him some advice about his illness. I was proud of myself and I could help someone. I wrote down his phone number in my contacts. Yesterday I also recommended magicznyogrod.pl on the forum. I wondered for a long time whether to do it. Black thoughts came to me - this is how someone will make money for me, right? However, everything that I gives comes back to me seven times. These herbs greatly improve my health, so .... I believe that it will come back to me seven times, or at least I hope so :) A moment ago my mom was fucking me about drugs again. She probably wanted to do something at that time, she was waiting in the kitchen to check me if those fucking psychotropics were not breaking into the toilet. That's why she kept shouting at me to come to the kitchen. I used to tell her something: Don't be so nervous. I too have the right to a few minutes of peace. Then, to her attack, I could answer: blah blah blah ... Donata Bargiel's psychoanalysis: She is very nice, smiling, outspoken - somebody might say nervous. I think he believes what he says. When I told her that she wasn't feeling well at home, she believed me. I told Keidy that I feel muddy after these drugs - she also believed me. She knows chlamydia, has had patients associated with it. Chbya cares about the health of the patient, not about making her believe. She must be careful now, I suspect chlamydia and they did not mention it at the hospital discharge. She will be the perfect doctor for me, maybe even help me a healer. I wonder what he thinks about all this, what he thinks about me. Do you reveal your personal borderline? I have analyzed it before. I could ask her - what do you think about all this now? What I learned today: Psychoanalyze people again :)

CPN

I have noticed that recently I answer everything with simple retorts. Is it the fault of psychiatric drugs or this, and I have not communicated with people for a long time. So I decided to go back to the old times in my diary and then write down my imaginary retort. Here they are: Dawid: You must do everything you write: - I think you got your dad's genes. Everything you do, you must criticize, because you are the smartest peppers in the world. Mom - are you slimming? - yes, winter is approaching and I would like to lose unnecessary kilograms! Fuck, fucking fucking. They made me sleepy with these drugs !!! I lost my super good talk. I hope, however, that I will recover. Today I read some of the basics of esotericism. There was a little bit about sex and Kundalini. About kundalini, I learned that this energy can be stimulated through pranayama. I also practiced in the BrainChallenge program. My mind has to go back to the old quick-thinking that this program gave me. I have a lot of shortcomings, but it's a matter of a few months before I recover. I also commented on the CPN forum. It was nice to establish a relationship with the users. I wrote a little about gerson therapy, medicinals, buffer and Reiki. I also made private contact with jabadabadimdi who mentioned satanism to me and that he was playing in manipulations. Besides, I talked to a certain user who had unpleasant memories of reiki because someone was sending negative energies to her. What I learned today: Writing in the CPN forum. It's nice. And play BrainChallenge. PS I also installed a self-diagnosis program yesterday. But I ran into a problem and gave up. PS 2 I gave my mother a reply a moment ago: there is an abundance of water in our country. We are not the poor kids of Africa. I noticed that I am afraid to give a sharp retort. Fear overwhelms me. But it will master it thanks to WFM. I will be nagging Dr. House :)