czwartek, 27 grudnia 2012
I am a god 2
Today's dreams: something chic and holy. Szymek left for his father. I also had some mashed potatoes. I saw a list somewhere where you could mention, among others, medications related to stimulating the kundalini energy
December 26 - I am God, a young god2
Compared to yesterday, today probably not so much happened. I woke up a few minutes before 8, but my mother brought me medication. Unfortunately, I swallowed them. I listened to the song of Nightwish throughout the day
In the evening I went for a walk with Laki. He was walking very slowly. Old man - as grandfather said. I didn't do anything today. Luc wrote a new article about exercise, but I already knew most of it.
I am thinking: when would I feel God? Then when I could fight and fight well. Have the power to destroy, have the ability esoterically. Unfortunately, I do not have such abilities, so how am I supposed to be a god. It's a kind of self-deception, but that's what affirmations are all about. Telling yourself all sorts of things.
Oh, last night I had a little alcohol. I noticed that after drinking alcohol I breathe much better with Rebrithing.
I bought an African dream root for a magical garden hoping to reach land. In addition, I became interested in Hemi Sync - I downloaded a few that could be about lucid dreams. One that I want to test is chakra cleansing.
FROM THE LAST MOMENT NEXT DAY:
Okay 22 I have been doing Kundalini OSHO meditations. A little bit modified, because instead of an earthquake I was doing vibromassage. After 30 minutes, I sat down on the vibrating armchair. The body itself adjusted the correct posture for meditation. There were moments of silence in this position, and when there were thoughts I was just thinking. It takes 7 weeks to practice. I was doing meditation to the rhythm of nightwish music. This meditation gave me such energy and I couldn't fall asleep and was programming the speed reading presenter.
środa, 26 grudnia 2012
I'm a God
December 25 - I am God ... a young god
Luc young god.
Affirmation: I am a young god!
The day started at 7:40 am when the alarm clock woke me up. I quickly put on my panties to hide there and get rid of the psychotropic drugs that my own family uses. A little more and he will learn ways and techniques not to take them at all. It worked flawlessly. Mom got up at 9:00. She was surprised that I took the medication, she was clinging to the fact that the water in the kettle was cold, but it was not so bad. I will add that the morning I was terribly sleepy. I finally went to sleep at 4:00 in the morning doing my service. And my position on the slogan of perfect health fell from 37th to 6th place.
Today I was able to buy the domain niezapalezdrowie24.pl twice I did not receive a text message with the confirmation code mbank, only the third time after a few hours it came. I have configured everything as it should so that it works for a pure domain and from www.
I was also with Laki on a walk around Rabka. I chose the unknown and walked across the park, the river, the old new world and through the streets I came back with it. I was a bit embarrassed and the lacquer pissed somewhere. What do people think. God, I started to really worry about what people think about me. Fuck me ... At least I was proud of myself and I chose the unknown.
Today I wrote to krzycha666. I wanted to invite him to my fanbook, but it turned out that he himself deals with unconventional medicine, esotericism and helps people. We exchanged a few sentences with each other. I was especially interested in liliotherapy - stone therapy, and clavitherapy / reflexotherapy - it is regeneration based on reflexes. Probably quite similar to those used by the Bonifraters. I also gave the silent my speed reading program.
He is now writing this diary to the beat of new music: Nightwish Imaginaerum Album HD. I thought it was Within Temptation, and this is the good old Nightwish I listened to when I was a teenager. In this way, as I have emphasized many times, the diary is much more pleasant to write.
I read Maria Bucardi's recap video after December 21st. She wrote that she sensed a lot of Evil that day. It was determined by the struggle between good and evil. She stated that there is a time of change - there is a lot of bad things in the world that each of us can do.
I read a little about psychotronika.org in Krakow. I like this school more and more. There is a list of teachers listed on the website as if the headmaster of this school wanted to emphasize how outstanding people are at his disposal. Hogward of Harry Potter as I came across in one of the articles. There is a library with numerous publications and books. You can gain several professions at the same time. Of course, I can't say a word to my parents that I'm studying at this school.
http://www.adsblog.pl/installc-udostepniaj-platne-pliki-na-blogu/ I found this InstallC site where you can earn money on your own private proprietary programs.
And the event of the Day. I am God ... a young god. This affirmation is now developed after Luc wrote me a link from his blog. At first I was slightly intrigued and he reworked my motto a bit, but then I thought - the more you give, the more you get - right? He wrote 3 posts, but they were brilliantly described - you could feel that he was actually writing them by the god himself. I don't think even an angel while channeling wrote to me in such a powerful language. Enjoy powerful health and attractive appearance. Now, as I psychoanalyze my website and the offer is intended as if for grandparents - he created an advertising motto aimed at people who want to become young gods, at young and old people. I like it very much.
I also tested Binaural on the phone of some dose mental activity while on a walk around Rabka, where I chose the unknown again and went along the Malgosia, then Pilsudski and on May 1st returning home. I don't know if I felt anything - probably nothing at all.
I had a lot of sweets and cake today, especially for the night. I felt as if I felt guilty for having stuffed myself so massively. However, this is what I have to do for 6 more days during my candy-eating period. I wonder what will happen next, if it will be difficult for me to wean it off like in the case of Affirmation and Prayer for which I have been hard to do recently.
What I learned today: write to the beat, you can write a lot in your diary. You can feel that despite the meaninglessness of life and the low sense of value in which there is now something beautiful in my life. And I felt the desire to become God. A young god !!!
niedziela, 23 grudnia 2012
HelpUseromCPN2
Dream: I dreamed that I was a kickboxing trainer in a psychiatry in Wroclawska
December 23 Help CPN Users 2
I was mostly at home during the day. Practically at home. I was still moderating my blog. I wrote about the buhner protocol and field horsetail, which will appear on December 24th. I positioned my blog a bit, giving links to borelia.pl, and the zarabiam.com forum
I also tested the Kundalini meditations one more time. Now my health is good and I am able to do this meditation without any problems.
I met some forum users who were interested in switching to buhner protocol.
I registered on the forum kleszcz.edu.pl to gain even more people who would like to visit my website.
Christmas Eve (2)
Sleep with worry in front of my block. I was coming home, and she was just leaving building 11a. We started talking and I woke up.
December 24 - Christmas Eve
Ah, these holidays. I hate the world and this family atmosphere. This pretending and making wishes.
Today I was still working on my blog. I changed the background, I set the transparency. I also wanted to block the middle mouse button in order to make users click on ads more often. Unfortunately, this procedure did not work for me ... Blogger does not seem to accept javascript code in the dynamic view of the website.
I just read about making money on Facebook using SocialShare Fan Page.
I set up an account on AdTaily.pl, but I set a cosmic rate for ads: 7.90 / day.
Today I shuffled to the rhythm of dynamic music. THIS made me deal with the mess quickly.
Gnyla accosted me today. She was afraid of some thugs who allegedly beat her once ...
Today I had the power to work on my blog, but I am impatient and there are no effects in the positioning of the site and the only views come from chlamydiosis. However, I do not have google completely and my linking in the form of blog comments is not displayed in google ...
sobota, 22 grudnia 2012
HelpUseromCPN
I have 8 minutes to be before the end of ... the day :)
Today I woke up early in the morning. I wrote entries on my blog. It was a real pleasure for me. For the day I was lazy, I helped my mother with something, I cleaned something up there
David and I were wearing a Christmas tree.
The event of the day. In the evening I helped the users on the CPN forum. By inserting my link in perfect health, I had a really good number of views. Huge, ie 15 more than normal. I also played a little bit in positioning.
What I learned today: It's great to help others.
piątek, 21 grudnia 2012
End of the world
End of the world fast, Rebrithing for the night, Aunt Krysia, baking soda. zafu, hemi sync meditation
December 21 - End of the World
Yesterday was written with a slight delay. Aunt Krysia visited us yesterday. A package with baking soda from Auntie came also. I checked its health properties on the Internet. Wow something beautiful! A miracle cure for mycoses, cancer, kidney ... Everything. But since it heals the last stage of the disease, it should heal the earlier stages as well.
I was terribly irritated when my mother brought the drugs to my room. But I was pissed off - with Aunt Krysia. Then, as the future said, don't worry about Krystian. My mom felt as if she was talking. I hate you fucking motherfuckers !!! You fucking bitch !!!
Besides, on the Allegro I bought a zafu pillow for meditation.
I also meditated with Hemi Sync in the diamond position. Thoughts slowed down, the mind was silent moments after this meditation.
I was in town with David in Malgosia, I met under the pretext of looking for a present for my dad. I'm not really going to buy a gift for an asshole that is like a pain in my ass and stuffed me with psychotropics for x years! FUCKING HOOK!
I was in a sweet shop to buy ice cream. I spent as much as 12.50 on ice cream alone. Besides, I bought 4 cabbage rolls today, freckles in Malgosia. I stuffed myself with sweets. Supposedly at this end of the world or the transformation of the earth I shouldn't do it, but fuck with it. He just wants to regain his normal happy life and health. I don't give a shit about some kind of earth transformation !!! HUJ WITH IT ALL!
Oh, I wrote 2 entries on my blog. One about starvation at the request of Łukasz Lopata. Two today in the morning about hydrotherapy.
środa, 19 grudnia 2012
Before the Transformation of the Earth
A lot of sleep in the morning:
including: being in Rabkoland and being aware of it. Going up with his uncle (the owner of Rabkoland) where he showed "boats" flowing on the pond / lake. At the same time, I was listening to the HemiSync induction for lucid dream
December 20 - Before Earth Transformation
Huge laziness again. I stuffed myself with sweetness out of self-hatred and I don't feel like anything, nothing works out for me. I met Bogdan Schmidt in Malgosia. He was the first to say hello to me.
Mom. Dad and Dawid went to Grandpa's funeral. I spent almost the whole day alone at home.
Again, I watched the world by poor people without a picture, practicing my imaginations.
Kaja wrote to me today. After a short text message exchange, I suggested to her that she should arrange a disability group and at the same time gain some money. I was proud of myself that I could help her.
I hope that today before the transformation of the earth I will be persistent and I will be able to do the whole Rebrithing ...
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