Hopono (2)

February 13 - Hopono In the morning I argued with my mother about how many slices I can eat. Today is a great strict post so only allowed me to eat one slice. I put some cheese on myself, it still clung to the fact that there is cheese, it should be eaten without cheese because Jesus suffered terribly on the cross. Later, even out of anger, I ate snickers and peanuts. It is true that without her presence, but there was something about me to anger her. morning training I saw an eagle shade. I didn't do all the exercises. Today I resumed training. I also resumed my mind training a little. In the afternoon I did not do sit-ups, I did not warm up, but it made me overcome this great laziness. adrian - hopnono - as he claims saying these five words changed his life. I feel happy, I do not hate. And as he claims, he read many books for 2 years and shit changed his life. 1 is that you say in your mind the words: I'm sorry, forgive me, please, thank you, I love you Captain Bomba - Driving without a ticket is like driving without a rubber band - cheaper but more dangerous. Hehe: D In addition, in the evening I read a book a little, it was about the miraculous power of garlic and onions. About color therapy. In addition, I was unlucky enough to pour the coffee on the recipient and my notebook with notes got a little wet. Dad tried to help find a thief on the Allegro. I wrote today with Kaj�. Something was hard to make this conversation. She wrote me that she missed. I too ... - I replied. I was thinking to write her a text message

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February 12 - Borderline Suggestion The morning after cleansing. I woke up many times during the night and finally slept on my stomach. In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today I revealed to him the secret of my personality: I am an actor and I am able to play anyone. We discussed this for a long time. In addition, for the day I was downloading a movie about a girl who had a similar personality disorder, but because I did not identify with her and, moreover, I had already watched this movie - I interrupted it and deleted it from my hard drive, following the Polish law. I also listened to a little radio broadcast, but I didn't like it either. I accept my personality. I like who I am. I don't want some psychotropic to take away my acting skills.

Today, cleaning

February 11 - Today it seems like a Purification The day was mainly spent at home. I am still gorging myself on sweets and food, and the situation has been going on somewhere since the day I gave up my blood. On the one hand, I want to be scared, and on the other hand, I have a hard time feeling guilty. I wrote back to the Gracians a moment ago. In just over 2 hours, the aura will be cleared. And I ate a lot, I was overwhelmed with sweets. But fuck with it, at least I will read the decree 20x That's probably what I have to say today ... But I feel depleted - I ate so much for dinner a moment ago, still at 20:00. How not to get pissed? Probably when I get up to weight and see that I will get fat ...

Shambhala

February 10 - Shambhala Sleep: a bleeding lump in the foot. Yesterday was written with a delay, so I will shorten it as much as possible. I entered the Shambhala Meditation Center. I remember talking to a girl when I was leaving about my health. Generally, I was taciturn in company. In the evening, Gracjana wrote to me, today I wrote her something back. I ate sweets like a pig. I even thought about the tram, but today I have a clean-up ... FUCK, What to do? Fuck Wam In Dupe Aniolki !!!

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February 9 - Fuck You In Dupe Angels 5 Dream: szymon got a flat in the Rabka hospital. One little green room like in the basement of a hospital. Today I was doing interesting things: I marched a lot in the park, trying to perfect the hate march with my original technique of deepened breathing. Clenched fists for me are a brilliant uniform, they wonderfully discharge the hatred that is inside me. I was in a science institute to do something new A moment ago I took a tram, some 50 minutes ago, around 9:00 pm Fuck your ass angels! Fuck I still think about pain, cold needles in his heels, spine. I'm afraid ... But the tram will surely ease the matter ... I am waiting for the full power of the tram, I juggled a little to strengthen its operation. Today I watched a bit of a fairy, a bit of Krzysztof Jackiewicz, the famous clairvoyant. Now I'm talking to the ester. After all, after the tram I have a great desire to talk to people. I found PLN 20 in my jacket today. The extra money will definitely come in handy. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to a Zen center in Krakow, but somehow I don't count that she will help me the first time. 15:40 I'm supposed to be there. I still have to check the timetable of buses in Krakow. Although my technique is: do everything in excitement, anyhow. Maybe it's bad, but it feels good. I like to be impulsive, chaotic and irresponsible. I like to do everything haphazardly. I listen to vegito1089 music all the time. She is great. How vegeta turned into Majin Vegeta, that hate! She's beautiful. I like that feeling. I only want to be angry, hateful, only when I regain my full mental potential. I feel suck, I feel bad. Ritalin? Meditation, breathing didn't help. He can get this Ritalin. Can Donata Bargiel prescribe it for me? FUCK YOU IN DUPE ANIOLKI !!! FUCK YOUR FUCKING PROPHECIES AND MEDITATIONS

March of Hate

February 8 - March of Hate dream: These friends of my aunties from vacationing countries offered me work on a construction site. strange because somehow in the car still in the toddler I explained what I can and gives up. Matthew said he would have to find someone on the offer. March of Hate - breath and tight fists Mrs. Gosia's laptop with a dog. Vegito1089 music full of hate. Marek Truczka and others ... malgorzata Rakowska backbone. Today I was also looking for a doctor from Nowa Sól. I wrote down a 20 point plan to find it. I have also read the instructions for cleaning the aura on Monday. I took notes. I just called Arek about a PLN 200 loan. I need Malgorzate Rakowska. What is interesting is probably the daughter of Andrzej Rakowski. He conducts classes in Zakopane and probably also has an office there. Cramps because he's alive with these cold needles My tailbone started teasing me too. I took the Codeine pill out of fear. Tramalu I only have 4 tbl so I prefer to save on pleasure or unpleasant moments, while Antidol probably relieved the pain perfectly. I also used the ointment from Bonifratov. I lived so much today Malgorzata Rakowska - spine specialist. Besides, I ate loads of chocolate again today. PS Being on a walk in the afternoon, I reached the top of Albert. I was in a clothing store where there was a lot of nice things that I liked. Shoes fastened on the side for about PLN 65, flip-flops, earphones and many other interesting things that I would like to buy at a really decent price. When I get an ejection I have to go up there.

Donate Blood

February 7 - Donate Blood Sleep: taking blood from Marta. Marta stuck needles in the wrong. In the morning, I woke up around 5:30 but of course I was still lying in bed. I got up in the morning, brewed a thermos with herbs, prepared a pillow for sitting, ate a light breakfast and went to the bus stop. I got on the Red bus, a moment later Marta joined. We went to the new market together. When we got out, I forgot to take my gloves with me. First, we went to the labor office which was located at the back of the hospital. Very nice clean. However, we quickly left and headed towards the blood donation station. I think I saw Rite Jozwiakowska on the way. I even thought about her, I was a bit afraid of contact with her. While we were there, we filled out the questionnaire. I mentioned that butcher's disease and that I pose a risk of infectious diseases. Ladies reading this poll were a little scared. I tried to keep myself calm. I was controlling my breathing. I was also a little nervous about what it will be. Numerous questions about the butcher, the doctor then examined me. Throat, eyes, glands, she said fine. She was probably a little scared by the pressure of 160 / xx, but she said it was nervous :) My blood was drawn. When I was still looking at what was typed into the computer - my case of the butcher was described. In some qualifications, I think I got a red -1 instead of a green one. hehe 8 chocolates, juice and canned food as a reward. I went out and ate some chocolate in the corridor. Earlier, the ladies also treated me to tea. We moved towards the gallery. We walked a slightly different way through the cemetery. We went out through the halls and into the gallery. There we missed 1 bus, for the second we had to run to the stop. We made it. Home later, nothing special. I played a bit of these stick insects. Being on the bus, I plunged into the world of imagination. I imagined how I was finally in the hospital in Nowy Targ, I found dr. House z Nowa Sól and I dismiss him, saying: I'm fine, I'm healthy. I'm fine ... These my fantasies and dark imaginations lasted quite a long time, most of the journey until I started talking to Mart. At home, I tested Rebrithing a little while I slept. I ate a total of 3 chocolates today, a hearty dinner of 7 slices. This remorse again. In addition, my feet hurt a lot today ...: ((Terrible, maybe I exaggerated, but the pain is quite clear. I'm afraid of this pain) To ease the pain, I soaked them in cold water with affirmations. After getting wet, however, I got a slight cramp in my lower legs. I forgot to warm my feet at the end and hence the cramp. But I thought to myself - no panic. We will use something new. I have tested the fast repetition of affirmations over and over: my legs are hot. But something was working poorly, I just kept repeating like a parrot. I wasn't sure it would work. I changed my auto-suggestions to: my calves are hot as fire. A slightly sharper tone of the voice, and the word fire somewhere in my consciousness and in my subconscious, produced fire in my feet. Ah, this pain stop ... I also tested a bit of rebritning today. It was supposed to be classic breathing, but it turned into Rebritning. Oh, at 3 p.m. after lunch, I went to buses. I got my gloves back. I saw the guy and he was proud of himself and he could help me :) Thanks mate! :) Something else important regarding the imagination http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSgcixeadn8 I'm listening to it now. There was a story from Majin Vegeta, this music made me hate. I had such stupid imaginations that I was entering Skawinska, stabbing my own blood in the shoulder of a Marksman, and hypnotizing him by making a plant out of him. Markiewicz falls into madness, a psychological shock caused by hypnosis, and my infected blood ... Blackmailing doctors that if they want, let them save their most outstanding specialist. I leave them my notes and my observations on this strange unknown disease. Act. for him they certainly did everything to save him ... I haven't had such visions for a long time. It really is a long time since I plunged into the world of imagination. It moved me to a completely different world, when I was happy and lived with my grandfather. Imagination... Ah, those feet, I'm scared. What to do now? Rebritning, auto-suggestion ?? Right to sleep, maybe start with 5 minutes of auto-suggestion and then Rebritning. Oh, they wrote back to me today from the Shambala Zen Center. I have declared that I will come on Sunday 15:40. I think I only had 20 zlotys left for the trip to Krakow. I will have to go down the bus so that I can stay a little bit.