czwartek, 14 marca 2013
Reliable Obligation
March 15 - SolidneObzarstwo
Hearty breakfast 4 slices
I will have to correct the program and write a new one for the next guest.
Software update
Conversation with Mateusz Labuda on Skype.
Buried rabka
The nonsense of living in the afternoon
Falling in love with Kaji.
I like the name Nathaniel
Hearty supper - feel sorry for yourself
Today I was supposed to do 2 orders, but I neglected this matter.
Despite the heavy binge eating for breakfast and dinner, at least I didn't stuff myself with sweets. David noticed this and said: what sweetness are you not eating? I said in my mind: more for you. Fuck, where is my cut retort, this diary writes so much and I can't get them back ...
Now that I stuffed myself like a pig for dinner, the pains began to wander through me.
Today Jerzy Krupa called me again. Like a coward, I avoid talking to him.
PS a moment ago, out of this nonsense of life, I decided to take Tramal 100mg of course. This is the perfect dose. Although I took 5 days ago, but fuck with it. I pissed myself off like a pig, but fuck it. I really want a tramal.
By the way, he will write down how this drug worked for me with such a large meal. And why not take a 200mg probe to check something new, see what I have to deal with then?
Ok dear diary. New experiment - I have now taken 200mg of Tramal. This is against my rules, because at 150 mg I am already mega sleepy. What will happen at 200? In addition, I chewed well. It's 20:22, after biting what I remember, the first results were after 30 minutes. We'll see what happens...
środa, 13 marca 2013
Gouranga (2)
March 14 - Gouranga
At night a dream where my dad discovered that I was hiding psychotropic drugs in my coffee.
Today, excessive fantasizing. Since I eat well - the pain practically does not go through. My thoughts run to fantasizing because I keep focusing on the error.
Prepare yourself emergency medication in your wallet.
In the afternoon I went to Krakow
I was finishing my SEO course earlier.
In Krakow I learned 3 meditations, but the only one I liked was Gouaranga. Can fully clean the lungs. She is great! I could feel this volume of my lungs. Just how to do this meditation at home. We were also treated completely for free with delicious herbal tea and vegetarian cake - healthy! No gluten, some kind of healthy flour. It was delicious. I have registered for a vegetarian course.
On the way back, I met Ole Paternoge. She was returning from Katowice from studies.
Paper selected
March 13 - The Pope was elected
Morning - life nonsense again
Dream: I had a dream and my mother made tea for me to drink my medications. I couldn't spit it out. Maybe it's a warning ...
WFM meditation + back pillow = relieves the legs.
Satisfaction of my client.
I have finished the project for PLN 1000
The paper was selected today
During the night I made an appointment with Esther again, although this time he got drunk and he didn't get hypnosis.
On fb kuba wojewodzki gave a nice photo regarding the choice of paper "this time they chose two: D"
The day before I read about healing fasts as it heals even cysts. I wrote a new interesting affirmation:
"Hunger regenerates my body, destroys all diseases, eliminates cysts, rejuvenates and extends my life, gives energy and power"
poniedziałek, 11 marca 2013
Milky Tramal
The guy who threw 17 pages of algorithms - I didn't want to read it all. Just like the doctors to whom I presented my views
WFM at night. Fasting in the morning too.
Today I gained as much as 1 kg, 1 cm bices drop. WHORE!!! Fucking doves!
Beautiful music from youtube
I chose the Tramal. I drank 2 cups of coffee with milk, of course, grain Inka because healthy. I will see if milk actually reduces the effects of drugs. Theoretically, many drugs contain Lactose
I wrote a new interesting affirmation: "I don't let this whore feed me like pigs." She is really strong.
A light morning meal = tremendous adrenaline and a boost of energy. No pain wandering :)
In addition, today I took 0.5 tbl of tram from 1 week ago, maybe it got mixed up. For breakfast cereal with milk, cayene pepper and honey. I feel great !!!
Oh, it should also be added and in the morning I did over 1 hour of breathing sessions in the 4-4-4 system at the same time
Finding a free meditation on Thursday 18:00 Krakow
joga-medytacja.pl
Strasko - my new nickname
Tomorrow morning at 8:30 to Rafal, earlier meeting with Łukasz and giving him the book, then to Mszana and buying a tablet.
I have just tested the Brainwave Vibration in the Diamond Pose - wow. This item is PERFECT for me. The spine is simple and does not get tired. For this we could use 3 more candles on the sides, music. My hands are very taut so that I can discharge my hatred. This is something for me !!! You just want to sit like this !!!
The chair has bad associations. It is simply not suitable for meditation!
PS next Day:
I hypnotized Esther for the night. I made him anchors for stressful situations, one of the WFM chest, the other of the Mundra toes. I was going so well, I no longer have the power of words that I had before. In turn he later hypnotized me. I was under the influence of the tram and I absolutely did not want to move. I was a bit distracted by quarrels at home.
I found that for hypnosis in bed, headphones with a microphone in the phone would be perfect. Maybe I will buy them, because the original ones screwed up.
We create Sect
March 12 - We CreateSekte
Morning from meditation, quite early 5:00. The effect of a healthy lifestyle and light meals.
A trip to the rafal - a conversation about my techniques of "manipulating on the offer", the beginning of the conversation - sauna, taxes, fees, adult life.
Expedition for the tablet, measuring shoes in the mszanie. Then in the koperniak - the guest knew something there, he said himself that he was running. Earlier, probably registration for treatments at PPU. Coming home, my mother called in the meantime.
Yesterday and today I lied to a client and we had breakdowns in our area.
In the evening, Kaja wrote, thanking for the delayed wishes on the Women's Day. She wrote that she is worried that we speak so seldom.
In the evening, also Adrian wrote to me. He said he wanted and willing to learn hypnosis and meditation. Together we decided to civilize together and master esotericism. After all, in a group it is better, more pleasant, one in quotation marks "pagans" or rather enters the other's ambitions. Oh, I made an appointment with ester to channel 22 or 23, I'm not sure anymore. Until then, I have to write an appropriate script.
sobota, 9 marca 2013
AdidasBoost
March 10 Adidas Boost
Adidas Boost - I got hot on those running shoes again, just like the last time I got hot on the tablet.
In the morning, light the pitch from the client, but we managed to undo it. It was cool. Today I wrote exporting data to Excel.
Someone called us last night. We thought it was a simon.
By day of programming. In the evening it was very pleasant for me to program. I wanted to program, but I stopped it on purpose, because I finally wanted to practice the vibration of the brain waves.
Again, regret that I ate as many as 2 large pigs while I was full, then I ate apples and then even dinner, although at least only 2 slices.
Tomorrow is Monday. I hope that david will want to lend me 200 zlotys, in the end I can transfer the money to his account right away.
Ester also wrote today that the girl quit him and asked me for help. I advised with breathing exercises, moreover he asked me for hypnosis.
I am glad that I have planned that I will be programming by 22:00 and I have finished my goals for today. I still have to remember about the QT project for this student.
piątek, 8 marca 2013
4-4-4
March 9, 4-4-4
4-4-4
Work on optimizing the program and fixing errors. No time for QT
He was horribly eaten - I didn't want to eat today.
Buying pens on the Allegro
Urgent C ++ PLN 227
I think so when people write stupidly. The guest gave all the necessary details, and you also write: "Hello, I would like to work, please send more details to the e-mail I amstudentem@zrobiezadarmo.pl"
I felt guilty at night and ate a lot. However, I had to make a good appearance. Dad drew my attention to the thin slices.
Tomorrow you will have to weigh the 2nd day of regeneration and we will see what the results will be. Overall weight for the evening was 71.5 kg, the biceps was 36 cm. But it is terrible to eat, I did not want to spend the night after lunch. Even though the dinner was of normal size, I did eat it enormously.
I used to write so many wise views, and now somehow I feel crazy when I philosophize in such a way, if only with this project for PLN 227.
Well, it's not the worst physically and mentally. It remains to believe that someday I will reach the state of meditation and gain the divine POWER!
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