Again, Tramal

May 5 - Trama again Wake up at 3:00. I ate the apple and went back to sleep. I was even thinking after yesterday that I must act! I wrote down my plan in the calendar, among them to call: Maków Podhalański about Lyme disease, where Donata Bargiel recommended me. 7:00 a little depression, a mixture of different feelings. So I took tramal 100mg chewing well sipping cereal coffee without milk and honey as recently, which in my opinion probably strengthened Tramal quite well. First effects already at 7:30. I'm perfect for training. Despite being bitten, Tramal held on for a really long time. Somewhere until 17. Training was excellent with the tram. Adrenaline and speed. Loose months until I had to do a few pull-ups and squats to relieve the tension in the form of "too loose". Then breathe too. It relieved me of this adrenaline, but when I got home I felt that adrenaline again. Mom was just getting ready to go to the church, I went to the store to buy a new sponge and some gray soap. I chose some new gray soap that smells like some fragrance ingredients were added there - I don't know ... I chose something new according to my philosophy. Actually a philosophy acquired by OSHO. I still gave my mother 2 zlotys to the church. After she went, I jumped in the shower and then went to bed, including the movie about the Anonymous. Blog tramal sleepiness, that was what I needed. At 2pm I woke up for dinner. I really didn't want to eat it. I ate the dinner that my mother was preparing. It was probably because I slept and ate breakfast late. After 4 p.m. I went to practice. Earlier, I wrote this program for Jarek a bit. It goes like blood from my nose. At the playground, I met this Bartek with friends. They played Ping-Pong or table tennis. I practiced, I was still under the influence of the tram, which makes me laugh when I practiced. There was also a kornel hemmer and a lot of people I didn't know. I think Bartek already has a child Then, on the river bank, you can tan your back a bit. Then moments too, but I didn't breathe very long. Home, dinner, some program writing and now I'm going to sleep. It is 9:35 pm. I have noticed that I have punched a hole in the mattress, because the lumbar spine hurts in the morning. Tomorrow's most important: To Rafal Pawlik at 8:30 and still register for Spermiogram. However, registration for Spremiogram is much more important!

BoCiPrzypierdole

4 Maja - BoCiPrzypierdole I had 2 dreams today 1) I spoke to my grandfather about his dry eyes 2) I kissed a pretty girl with glasses. She kissed great. A bit similar to Ola Paternogi. I also had some strange ticket to some place that I gave her. She was a cashier. The ticket was in the form of an MP3 player and a memory card And anyway, today I'm deviating from my routine. He gives up training in favor of: writing a program. In addition, I am concerned about a decrease in body weight. After the morning weighing, it weighs less than 69 kg. 6 holes in the belt is not enough :) Although if the other dimensions would be kept normal or even increased, I would not email anything against :) About 11:00 I gave up writing the program. It was cold, in addition, WB did not translate Java Script code After 11 I was also home alone. Dawid went to work, and I stayed home alone. I watched TV, which I rarely do: - The first program stuck in my memory when my wife cheated on her husband with her boss so that he would not lose his job - the other was a bit more like a certain possessive father, a military hand, treated his children. I couldn't look at it. Poor girl - the third is a Tuesday, when a little boy had no care, because his mother always went out somewhere. The boy was drinking coca cola for breakfast, he didn't know what butter was. Just after 2 p.m., the expectant mother. There is a quarrel again, maybe it's my fault and nothing is done at home - mother started to crack everything, I decided to wait a moment until she was finished and I returned to the room closing the door the mother came in and started screaming. I explained to her and closed the door to wait until he was done cracking everything. She said that nothing cracked, that only her keys fell off by accident. I replied that by chance her whole life all flew out of her hand. Some kind of exchange of sentences and I said: I can't stand it in a moment and I will give you a hard time! I looked at her with a look, almost voodo, I wish I was looking in one of her eyes, but in both of them. She will send me to prison and burn in hell. - Somewhere here again I felt sorry for myself and did not come up with any strong sharp retort. It's a pity it wasn't like a few days ago when I took the tram, but it wasn't too bad. At least I said something. I reacted to the strong stress with vibrations of the chest. I'm going to clean up. Normally I would have left the house, but ... I have to today. Today I have to write a program for Jarek. When I write this program for him .... End! Wait until June for Donata to help arrange a social flat for me and move out of the house! I hope and help me. I'm fucking fed up with this house. I'm fucking sick! Statham: organization, order, great manipulation, if you kill me you go sit. These are the short conclusions I wrote down today after seeing the transporter. I was most interested in this form of manipulation: if you kill me, you won't get anywhere, you don't know the number of the ignition key. Epic! In the evening I was able to discover what was wrong with TWebBrowser and HTML code;) I interpret the debugger differently and it is displayed differently. I managed to fix it. Jupi: D But the most important event in the evening, related to the quarrel with my mother in the afternoon. Some time ago I took out the Affirmation card. There were type-affirmations - Glod regenerates my body - Anger and hatred are in me ... - I don't let this whore feed me like pigs (that's what struck my mother the most) .... // I think, god, that there would be no affirmation about drugs ... Fortunately, it was not :) Somehow I survived this conversation, although under a lot of stress I survived it :) And here I thought: I need to be more secure in the future! necessarily. Because what if the next thing to be discovered is that I'm not taking medication? I'll be turned into a plant again! Because of this motherfucker and these psychotropics, I lost the most beautiful years of my life, I don't want the situation to repeat itself again. I already had thoughts like: - Write in the old code R. - Take a supply of NAC to neutralize drug effects - Read about something that neutralizes drugs (lemon for sure) - Tell Bargiel I'm not taking medication - Change doctor to dr. Prochyr now officially. They are on my side. I'm fucking scared. Just in case, I chose the lesser evil today. I took the pill. Then I drank some lemon juice, but the ground I chose was the lesser evil. The situation was too serious, unfortunately I couldn't risk it. French proverb says: never believe a cook!

Planting Kaja

3 May - Planting the Kaja A day on time, although for the first time in a long time I did not write it up-to-date. Training in the morning, lalo. I got sick under the mushroom where I was meditating in front of people. The "sound" of people made me feel good to meditate. There was a girl who had a tiger from GerlandToys. I thought to buy one Elence ... But as much as 800 PLN And I didn't do anything for the day. Fear of the spine again. Cocks in the neck and cancer. I went to exercise in a panic. Actually, today I have finished the training on Crucifixion. Now a week off ... In the afternoon, after lunch, I went to exercise again out of panic. After 1718 I lent Szymek even PLN 300 After 6 p.m. I went to plant Kaje and Strasko. Puck, it was really wet. On the way, I wanted to give up and plant them somewhere else, but I got to my dream place. I said: I love you Kaju. I really loved this plant, and it also broke on the way; ((( I secured it as best I could. At home, I ate scrambled eggs in the vicinity my mother made. It wouldn't be a problem. Great meal. But I was hungry and ate 3 more slices of cheese. It is also not a problem, but in the head: separate diet, I will not mess too much? Ah, that tombac ... But ketchup did me bad. I read there is sugar there. Passing the stool was somehow strange ... Seemingly noble, but there was pain when passing the stool. Color as if not completely digested ... That means one thing: ketchup is not a very good thing. I could chew on a tomato instead. Actually, I did that later, but ... better late than never. Time to go to sleep in a moment. I'm still worried about the spine. These strange feelings. I can't wait to register for the growler to set these other 3 circles.

Power Guarany T60

May 2 - MocGuaranyT60 I woke up before 6:00. I tested the Guarane today - it also gives almost identical effects to the sound of Tramal. Great for training. Today I felt a great surge of energy. Cloudy training, then it started raining. I went to breathe too. Additionally, I drank Yerbe, ate 2 apples and breathed my diaphragm with the same nose. Only HUH was mouth. Great energy. ENERGY AND POWER! Speed, speed, adrenaline, until I didn't know what to do with that excess energy ... At home, after 11:00 am I ate a light meal. I think my laptop came in today. I have just picked up the parcel. Coming back, it got me terribly wet. I'm drying clothes now. Today I came up with an idea to collaborate with the magical Garden and make a guide to a life-saving one. I have already created the appropriate text file on my desktop. According to the movie Adrenaline with Jason Statham - adrenaline stimulates: movement! Rest of the day. Until dinner, I felt a pleasant hunger. Better and better the spine. After lunch, I started with the T60 package. I unpacked my laptop and did a preliminary inspection. Then I threw out the garbage. The second package arrived any moment in the afternoon. In the morning the postman asked about some Jack, because he did not have the address given until the end. Unfortunately, I was not able to help - it must be some new neighbor. I felt it was the one where the police used to be. Then again thesis, laptop, exercises. I have more and more imaginations. My brain is getting back into shape. In the afternoon I tested Yerbe alone, but it seems to me that guarana is much better than Yerba. It's a pity because Yerby is much more. For the same price, I have as much as 1000g (1KG) and only 100g of guarana. During dinner I fucked my mother a little: why do you always crack when dad comes? I felt fear, I no longer felt that confidence like yesterday during the tram, but at least I broke down. I broke down with my physical possibilities. Moreover... Today I came up with an idea to also prepare a text file with things how to live economically. It came to me during the afternoon training with water, I can draw from the snow, from public places with a water filter ... Hehehe. I would like to try this life. I will save a flat, a pension and my life for free :)

Full of adrenaline

May 1 - FullAdrenaline My first night on a super healthy orthopedic pillow. I turned to the side. The neck doesn't hurt, though I rubbed my hands from a bad position. I did not want to tense my muscles before going to sleep, and this is just enough to sleep on my back. I had a dream and I am talking to Wojciech Panz. He gave me a lot of information, I talked to him a little about health. He also said that actually at the SOR, I was acting a bit like shuffles. I explained to him that I took Ketonal, although it was really a tram. I download Diablo over night to improve bot this guy. Alternately with 2 servers, otherwise it will take me about 20h. It was quite cold in training. I warmed up by running but I was still cold. But after a while I warmed up. My first training session with a lightweight Adidas punching bag. After training at 11:00 am I had an appointment with a woman from Maciej Wieczorek - this guy from Lazy Richacz. I transferred it to 11:30. Nice woman. I wonder if it was his secretary or if she somehow found me. If she somehow found me, she congratulates her idea. I told her that I am not interested in MLM, what I have is enough for me. MLM is not for me. I have a programming talent, I don't need to use manipulative tricks to trick people and do things I don't like. Oh, while training, I was daydreaming, thinking about various imaginations. I am glad that this state is coming back to me. Maybe it is because pain is very rare for me. Rarely compared to what was, so I can think :) I can imagine different things. Yesterday I even got into an interesting emotional state - I felt great! After 1 p.m. I went to bed and lay in my panties to the rhythm of the mattress's vibration. Around 2 p.m. I stopped the tram. I thought to myself: I have no obligations anymore and it would be fun to have fun from this miserable life. I bit him a bit, but not that thoroughly. I think I felt its power as early as 15:00 - 15:30. Now at 4:00 p.m., a total departure :) I drank cold cereal coffee without sugar :) From 2:30 p.m. to 3:30 p.m. Jarek has been bothering me a lot about the TabelePolkarskie program - although he knows what we'll call it :) Ah tramal, how wonderful it feels :) At 6 pm with Esther, I have an appointment to plant our plant :) I'm only influenced by the tram: D I don't know how it will be :) The couple already has about 10cm. I decided to name him Kaja. You would have Slawomir Strasko, but I will name her Kaja. When I say this, I will feel sad. Such blogs a pleasant light sadness. Oh, and Jarek also mentioned something interesting SQLite. It does not require any additional Database software. This is a very useful thing! Really. The only limitation is the supposed lack of full possibilities. But even if they are missing, I can still manually write queries for me. Ah Tramal, how great I feel. I'm going to sleep in a moment :) Chocaiz has a certain conflict in me. After all, it's 4:00 PM you need to practice. Exercise in the evening. I'll do something new - night training. As long as I can :) Somewhere until 7 p.m. I lay in a bed in a tram-like condition. Earlier after 4 p.m. I went to the Zabka to buy some things for my mother. Today, May 1 and everything is closed. I didn't feel like it, because the phase was the largest then After 8 pm I went to the park to train. I met this friend Krystian who is also practicing. I showed him a couple of exercises. But that's not what I want to focus on. I felt mega psychic POWER. Full of adrenaline, full of energy, I was incredibly outspoken. I felt great !! It's probably the effect of the tram. Carrot could have helped a bit, or rather carrot juice + pumpkin seeds. Sober mind. I felt really great! I used the stimulation effect of the tram. It was really great talking to me with Krystian, mostly I was talking. I felt like a young God: D It's 22:00 and I'm still full of adrenaline. Jarek wrote a text an hour ago: Works already laptop? then another: what was it for? In my head I think how could he know. I felt that it was probably the order I submitted to. It was signed Jarek and in addition it is about sqlite. It's probably him. I found that if I wrote back a text message like some Pussy: but I have a tablet, it will not believe me and I will be even more angry. He has to be a little more resolute. I came up with: - Mr. Jarek, at the moment I work on the GC tablet with Android, which is used mainly for replying to e-mails and watching movies while traveling ... Quite emphatic seems to be: "Mr. jarek". I wrote quite a long text full of feelings. I think it worked :) He wrote back: OK, no problem :)

ThanksCiMacikowski

April 30 - DziekiCiMacikowski I woke up around 5:30. I'm still not hungry yet. Interesting... I have a little stiff necks and collarbones. I was even wondering if I could try to sleep my head a bit up ... So that there would be no friction. I guess so much room, time to get to life: weight, teeth, tea for training, etc. I just changed my pillow to the orthopedic one. Though it seemed uncomfortable for a year to sleep on my back, it now feels OK. At least at first glance. We'll see how the rest goes. Training: cloudy. I stretched a little and the spine. In general, it is much better when it comes to strange backbone ailments. I practically do not feel them. Just clasp your neck. When I was leaving for training, I ate 2 of yesterday's sandwiches. It's already sunny in the afternoon. I finished the NormaPrinter program quickly. Seems to be quite ok. Besides, I was at Macinkowski's today. // because I'm just writing now that I'm worried about the spine: D I tested an ultra-light adidas backpack. He was doing great. Macikowski - he practically did not examine me: D believed me when he said that the light hurts, it hurts the neck, the chest. It was 6:00 PM. He probably wanted to go home soon, so he didn't test me. Or the doctor on the second visit does not check it at all. - He prescribed medication - He stated that the thoracic spine is bent and twisted - just a photo after this event on the Skawina - He noticed narrow hip gaps. He said you have to be careful. - he kept asking about things like nausea, vomiting - probably he meant a stroke. Coming back, I stopped by the spa for a moment. I studied the mirror for a long time. I was delighted with my appearance, I was delighted with how handsome I am: D I got a laptop today. I would love to test it, but once I'm afraid for the spine, and two I want to sleep. However, I ate a lot during the night: a whole cube of cheese, a handful of nuts, previously 2l of grapefruit juice, which already gives 10g of protein and 800kcal. But maybe I will wash myself, do spine mobilization and play with this laptop :) I just unpacked my laptop. It's not a laptop. It's a rucksack on colic: D and that's what I wanted to install Damn Small Linux: D I went to sleep and woke up after 1 hour when windows shutdown was programmed. I went to drink. I spoke to the Diablo3 bot guy. It turns out that: AutoHotKeys is some universal bot that I wanted to write myself ... Interesting ...

Glodowkowe T60

April 29 - PochinGlodowkowe T60 I woke up at 11:52 pm. Painted: D I came up with the idea that since this starvation did not work out for me, I will now carry out a second, double one. I still do not want to eat, but only drink: D So I drink and see what will happen, at most I will be 34 cm maximum: D I talked to Esther about MJ, told him the good old days when I was working on a Toshiba 32MB Yesterday evening I was looking for some old laptop. I found 2 interesting offers, including one for PLN 25. Equipment almost complete: D - http://allegro.pl/laptop-ibm-thinkpad-560x-2672-14-i3187448648.html - 39 PLN, a bit missing but it starts. In addition, it weighs only 1.5 kg, although now I think maybe because a lot of equipment is missing - http://allegro.pl/ibm-390e-pii-333-64mbram-bez-hdd-i3210514167.html - for PLN 25, there is a trackpoint and more complete. But according to allegrowicz, weighs up to 3.5 kg, according to Google, 2.9 kg. No hard drive and no power supply. The power supply is not a problem, it could be my own. I can also give my own disk and install some linux. Even a floppy drive is included: D Batteries also I can give my own. There will be a git;) I also came up with an idea to fix my lapop on ultrasonic treatments: D Before that, I can try 2 speakers next to each other and turn on the mosquito repellent program: D Okay, but first-class I do a double hunger: D may open a second window in the symbolic gesture. It doesn't matter if it is 16 hours or longer. When I feel hungry, I will start to eat. Right now I want to drink something refreshing like green tea. In the morning, I will do it with a little lemon for training. Interesting thing. It's 2:22. I can't sleep, tram sedation and agitation. I measured the biceps. Once under a strong tension of 37 cm, then back 36 cm. Perhaps even a bit more. Am I regenerated? Could the double starch solution be a good approach to the current situation: D Now less than 36cm, but the situation has generally improved anyway: D The training went pretty well. Sweetheart. Some children wondered why I was walking barefoot. Mom has gone somewhere. And I still did not want to eat. I completely did not want to eat. Only around 2:20 pm I felt a little craving for potatoes and then I ate the beans in Breton. Although I was not so hungry. I did this as part of a double starch regeneration. After 12:00, I was breathing a lot in the same way. Earlier, I called Jarek and my laptop got flooded and I will not be able to do the program for him. Of course I lied because I really don't want to do anything. I just want to build my mighty body. That's it! And adjust the spine. At the same time, Jarek called me and he will offer me IBM T60 for free. I was in shock. Moreover, when I write now I am afraid that the pain will come back soon ... The training was great. I was even under the influence of the tram. I felt a greater desire to stretch all my muscles. That's what I did too :) Today I was a bit worried because the slam started to cling to the biceps tendon. Fuck really awesome guy. In my life, no one has offered me such an expensive gift. I am really touched ... Only now I will be obliged to write this program for him ... In addition, these 3 circles that have been left to set me still: they press on the nape and neck. But forging is less after my practice. Only constant fear of the spine. I didn't feel like doing the afternoon training. I came home, I do not want to eat this bean. Now it's 7:45 pm and I'm still not hungry. Interesting.... I think so - maybe the body treated it as a 3-day hunger: D eh ... not really. After all, I came out correctly from those starvations :) I don't think so :) It is good to finish this NormaPrinter program and have peace of mind, but I really don't want to do it again. I'm tired. I think I'm going to sleep sooner. The only question is: what about dinner? Moreover, today during training I imagined myself as a martial arts trainer. I train people in Zaryta, close to nature, saving on renting a room: DW additionally river, running uphill gives a strong training. I also came up with the idea that at the next push-ups training, lean your legs on the yellow slides, hands on black handrails + a ball thanks to which you will be able to feel the chest pain better. I also dropped in on a message (I thought about it 2 years ago) to do a reabiling of the T41 graphics card for ultrasounds in the PPU or to put it in the sun :) But I still have to check it :) I bought food containers for my afternoon training. I also started to carry my backpack on my back. Less strain on the spine. Better weight distribution on the shoulders. Ah, a moment ago, I didn't want to eat dinner. I wasn't hungry. I was afraid to smuggle sandwiches, but because they were so delicious, I decided that I would not give them to animals. I'll eat them tomorrow. I drank the juice and ate an apple - it feels pretty good. I just have an appetite for these sandwiches. But it's too late for sandwiches :)