yesterday

September 14 - yesterday - Yesterday was written with a delay - I read an article about Cocoa. That cocoa alone in small amounts is really healthy. heals 100 different diseases, can be combined with honey and fruit. - From 3 p.m. I started cleaning until late evening. I had tidied up the medicine cabinet and the bottom shelf, but I still felt sorry for myself and did so little. Alternate self-confidence with impotence. - From the morning, the energy was fucking fucking me, but in the afternoon after potatoes, unfortunately I lost this energy ..., 2 kg - In the morning and in the evening I wanted sweets. When they were over I used bitter cocoa with cream. If you choose the right proportions, it would be really good. “I was eating at once again guilt over eating despite making affirmations. I feel like I'm standing still because of this. - In the morning after apples, ECR was at a really high level. DIMENSIONS [65.2kg 35.3cm]

AlternativeEnergy Source

September 12 - alternativeEnergy Source - Measurements in the morning. The weight may have dropped a bit 64.8 kg, but the biceps after the "energy prana" increased almost to 36 cm. I also wrote it that way. - IDEA: Odor absorber for the office. Sponge + vinegar. Maybe you should look for something else. - A moment ago I slowly warmed up intuflow + 4 breaths + slow affirmation. The breath was relaxing, slowly, as I exhaled I felt my body warming up. - Work: I focused quite strongly on the appearance of dreamtoys, Also a lot of problems and wondering. I ate sweets feeling guilty about eating. I was wondering about the cottage cheese - eat not eat. I did not want to eat. - And a moment ago I felt strongly: D Positive, I am afraid of only one. - Eat, don't eat. Something is healthy or unhealthy. So I had an idea - is it time to move on to a gradual transition to life without food? With my affirmation: - "I draw energy and power from alternative energy sources" - "Building / her even stronger, powerful body from alternative sources of energy" - Gosh, I have a positive mental attitude to it. I feel that I can accept this as truth so strongly, according to the books I have read, and that you can draw life energy from prana, air, sun, water and other sources. I feel it is possible. Thinking about it and imagining it feels free! When I want to eat an apple, or even sweets, and then I can not eat for a long time, using energy and power to, for example, transform sweets into something positive. Eat what and whenever you want without feeling guilty! Cramp what a beautiful dream. - But there is a problem. Fear! Fear that I will eventually get splashed. Danger with my container. And guilt: what a pity such a delicious meal. I can overcome my fear, boost my confidence and at the same time do the right thing and feed the chick - right? Man, he has a positive attitude. Two years ago, I was telling everyone I do and I think they had negative thoughts towards me - that's why it didn't work out. Now - now that's different. After all, in the morning I had nearly 36 cm in my biceps - How to protect yourself with the thoughts of others: - I arouse curiosity in people. I don't tell them anything. - Gosh, I feel free to think about it. Finally free from food! Just that fear. 1. Family 2. Fear and lose muscle mass "It draws energy and power from alternative energy sources" "He draws energy and power from every meal" - Everything is fine. // sw. I said it, so I wrote it down "I build even stronger muscles and body from alternative sources of energy" "He directs 1. What can I do if I am afraid of my family? "Negative thoughts (people / family) have no influence on me. At any level of body and mind. "Negative thoughts have no effect on me. Everything is fine. "I tell no one. I keep the secret of my power to myself "He draws energy and power from people's negative thoughts. Everything is fine." "It directs energy and power to build an even stronger, powerful, muscular body!" "I can eat what I want, when I want, as much as I want - building an even stronger, powerful, muscular body!" {just like burnt cards - freedom from} - rmramyrochrotrey rprozbrycy rsrie rtregroyrtwrarryozkru rjrakroyrsrymbrol rruwrolnrinrirenrira rsrire rodyrjredzrenriayr - Got it, I can feel it. Apply this affirmation to meals as well as to alternative energy sources. I can feel it, I don't want to explain now. I feel it! It is beautiful! - And he feels fear at the same time. Danger. Danger, and one day someone will read my Diary, my Journal of a Young Jedi Warrior. He will discover the secret - and my old thoughts were like that - as if I would like someone to know the painful story of my life ... But today I do not want to. I'm afraid ... What will happen next? - And now I think again - because if I had managed to master this method - I could ... - "I am the openness in which the universe speaks with the voice of god". - I felt like watching Undisputed. See the strong powerful body of Uri Boyka, apart from his weak psyche. http://www.5fantastic.pl/plikosfera/73851/Video/3894089 DIMENSIONS [64.8 kg; 36cm]

breaths

September 13 - breaths -IDEA / EUREKA - Improving your breathing. Same (s ...) without excessive "blowing". Easy, no tension. After 2 breaths "blogosc"! And I've been breathing like stupid matches for 2 years ... - Telling Gregory what I had to say. He accepted my apology. - Concept: (...) to build a perfectly divine body - gosh how it sounds ... - Concept: Just a journal. Jedi apprentice journal. - Concept: Wallpaper with affirmations - Today I was working really great. Around 1 pm to 2 pm I ate a garlic halke. It gave me strength. Despite the open window, it was not so cold for me, I coped well with the cold. I was proud of my side. From your work of art! - After I left work - ECR was fucking me! Full energy and power .... Like on a tram. And after all, sweets in the morning and only a petticoat with garlic in the afternoon. I expressed my affirmation for drawing energy and power. In the morning the dimensions were very similar to yesterday's. Body weight even slightly more than yesterday. Another breath, something beautiful! Perfection of power AFFIRMATION: "He draws energy and power from alternative energy sources" - Everything is fine. - In the evening I ate fish. I liked it on average. In fact, I almost didn't like it, although it wasn't that bad. I ate. The ECR really fucked me up, even after the fish, I also mixed up chran, sorowki, sauce - I have an impression that I'm sleeping ... I'm just asleep. It's been a long time since I was so sleepy in the evening. I have theories and concepts to start gradually converting to vegetarianism. This fish was just mean and terrible. It's been a long time since I was this sleepy. This fish seems to dry me up. I have the impression that sweets are better AUTO SUGGESTION: "I draw energy and power from EVERY MEAL!" - Everything's alright AUTO SUGGESTION: "He draws energy and power from alternative energy sources" - Everything is fine. AUTO SUGGESTION: "He directs energy and power to build an even stronger, powerful muscular body." - I really like this method of writing affirmations for negative written experiences - CONCEPT: write down affirmations for negative experiences in a journal. - Now I'm watching Undistputed 3 for the evening, although I just slept a lot of the movie. Sylweka Uri Boyka I love it. I think I associate it with him: "stronger, powerful, muscular body". - Szymek was here, although I did not have time for a long conversation with him. AFFIRMATION: "With all the power of my subconscious and all the power of my higher self, I make the following rules: "I help chimek without any problems, freeing myself from fear and guilt - without any cloud on the choir" "It is done now, I approve it, AMEN!" - CONCEPT: Check the week on vegetarianism. I do not say that all the time, because after all, for example, I drew amazing energy and power from pork chops or croquettes. REALLY! But today potatoes would be better than two bad ones - but I chose fish ... AUTOSUGGESTION: "The strongest animals in the world are herbivores." - Yeah, I guess that's what I'll start to do. I have nuts, sunflower - from them I will draw energy and power! - At home, breathe again before the meal. Alternately: PIPE-RB. Breathing regenerated me perfectly and strengthened the energy in my body AUTO SUGGESTION: "My body and body are doing great in every situation" - Everything is fine. - In addition, after the meal, I had a strong need to lie down on my stomach and breathe to that place. A HAND ON THE ABDOMEN. Although Tombak forbade it ... heh, a pity that I listened to my mind again, especially because I was then in the ECR state and I was intuitively better at dealing with everyone! With everything! I moved the dryer to make it more comfortable for me, I turned the plate to make the potatoes come out better. ECR is something beautiful! Once upon a time I have not felt energy at such a high level as today! - CONCEPT: Breathe after a meal in the prone position. Reka to the center of HARA AFFIRMATION: "With all the power of my subconscious and all the power of my higher self, I make the following rules: "Breathing on your stomach to the HARA center (after a meal) allows you to draw energy and power from a given meal." "My willpower to eat more powerful than Tombak's thoughts. I can break and bend earthly rules!" "It is done now, I approve it, AMEN!" - I still want a tomato, like sugar, and I have provided the body with protein. Maybe a little more coffee, and I'll do it after a shower. But I feel terrible to sleep! - I just ate the cream. How bloody it tasted compared to that fish. This is what my body needed! I have also uttered a certain affirmation that I will not write down. I feel too early, too much at once. Too much mess in the head. - I just left the potatoes and cookies on the chestnuts. We compare their energies with potato and cakes in the kitchen. DIMENSIONS: [65.2 kg; 36.0cm]

MeditationObfitosci_vbeta

September 11 - MeditationObfitosci_vbeta - Again early at work - Morning training in light rain. Re-energizing. No breakfast, only jalbka. Now at 1:15 pm feeling good. No feeling of hunger. I am trying to draw energy and power from prana - Gregory's motivation. A plea, guilt, and I screwed up and risked his money. Just a request, with the same voice as I do. We think we have something to do with each other. - Autopokacja: "I'm finishing the e-dreamToys website by the end of the week" - EXPERYMENT: today, from the morning, he only drinks water to warm up with the windows open. Additionally, I use ultrasound to warm my body. - Draws energy and power from other sources. Everything is fine! B - Build more muscles. Everything is fine! (implicitly + mas�_mi�niow�) - IMPROVED: Build an even stronger body. Everything is fine! - CONCEPT: Before saying the affirmation, issue the command: AUTO SUGGESTION! - AFFIRMATION: I free myself from thoughts whether unwritten affirmations are equally effective. AUTOSUGGESTION! - AFFIRMATION: I leave the past behind. Everything is fine. - AFFIRMATION: Everything I experience is for my highest good. Everything is fine. - MeditationObfitosci_vbeta Beautiful meditation. A neg mys appears - affirmation about this situation / imagination. At one point, I became euphoric and dreamed of myself. However, I will not write details. You want to get up - get up. Move, what to change. Meditation does not have to end when you get up ... You can learn meditation from all of this - the joy of being alone with yourself. - I read a moment ago that: Tomatoes must not be combined with cucumbers And the cottage cheese with tomato ... Strange ... I always put it together and it was ok ... Check? - Now in the evening full of energy, I ate 3 portions of meat for which I had a great desire and aptitude for expressing affirmations. COOL!

early in work

September 10 - earlyWork - Get to work early. - Max 1 series of training before work. BAD was left for the afternoon in the sun. I told my mother that I would be back earlier - During training, some grandpa used to steal me from me. Riposts: - Please, sir, you old people live my illness with wars and thieves. If I put it on the ground, you would say that it is wet and my backpack will get wet. On the sand - that it will get dirty. Hang on a drazku it will fall. - Marcin was surprised that I came to work so early. Nice feeling to come to work early, something new for the mind. - CONCEPT: Arranging dinners to help him ... - TradeKeys, SharpKeys #program for your own keyboard layout - smallpdf.com - Marcin asked me to resize the file (3MB) by at least half. I reduced it to 0.99MB. I wanted to boast about this success but I refrained from saying "what could I have done?" Guiding my thoughts to make him even more pleased, giving more of himself than expected. - Forcing Rafał Kabulski to install LogMeIn - with pure intentions, of course. Every now and then windows informed that the application may be dangerous. - spydrone.pl - interview with the listening device employee. He improved our advertising banner - CONCEPT: Ultrasound abdomen. Warming up. Like WFM-TB. ECR? - CONCEPT: Saying affirmations 4x slowly instead of 16x fast. - The apples seem to strengthen the "speed" but weaken the body's thermal energy. I was cold at work - Sunbathing on the river. Chill - At home, I energized myself with an alternating shower. I felt warm again. Then, after eating a cold meal, the energy dropped. It was a bit colder again. However, I drew energy and power from the meal: AFFIRMATION: Each meal "gives" energy and power to my body AFFIRMATION: Each meal is a building block for my body. Lying before the meal, I made a "half-lodge" in the bed. Sit with one leg on your heels, the other straight. I could go on like that for a very long time. I didn't weight the tailbone. And it was nice to breathe / ziewalo / RB. Really very nice. I wonder how to arrange tomorrow's meal schedule ... Maybe grapes with a breath in the morning. Then sandwiches and only water at work? Man, at work, I modified the services and now the internet does not work for me .... Fuck me, there are still many problems.

own Office & Energized Meals

September 9 - own Office & Energized Meals - Wake up at 3:00. He wants to get up and work. Falling asleep in clothes 2-3 times + closed window => sleepiness and sticking together. - Shopping. Nice feeling to do shopping in the morning. It's before 7:00. I eat all the cream I like. Time to go to work. - All the cream in the morning. Then a lot of sandwiches for breakfast. A pleasant ride, though the fear persists. All day I was not hungry at work, even at 7 p.m. when I left. I ate these apples so that they would not be wasted and then I had an idea, but that's it in a moment JOB: - At work, I focused heavily on Photoshop. - Work in Jarek's office. Open window, great frame of mind, comfort, except for the smell of glue - I did not eat anything, I was not completely hungry. I think I got a positive attitude after reading the life style without a lake in the last review AFIRMATION: perfectly manipulates doctors to three to that with NS (old, but I'm not sure if I wrote) AFFIRMATION: he controls his breathing better and better Inhale slowly. Feel the breath. DRIVE: Slide the list of dreams Slide to optimize the life of electricity from public places. home-surival.pl Slide your own apartment (Ryan Atwood pool cottage) CONCEPT: ECR electroacupuncture ECR list of life goals CONCEPT when breaking the laws of physics to justify, for example: An excess of apples is like hyperventilation (energy) CONCEPT ending affirmation, for example: "I have achieved the energy and power of the tram" AFIRMATION Another meal is an additional form of energy for my body AFIRMATION I break free from earthly principles and the laws of physics CONCEPT pay attention to the need for breath as I pay attention to meals AFIRMATION directs energy and power to positively energize this meal. Provide the necessary nutrients and minerals. http://domowy-survival.pl/2013/09/gotowanie-obiadu-soczewka-fresnela/ - cramps awesome! : D A moment ago I asked my mothers: have you eaten my nuts? It improved that "I ate it." Ah, I see she doesn't like the word "eat out" too. I hate that word too. Next time I will answer her similarly: "I did not eat" but "ate".

tramalChanneling

September 7 - TramalowyChanneling - Wake up at 1:30. Sweets and deep diaphragm breathing. I was able to draw energy and power from nearly half a jar of Nutella. I liked it. I affirmed: "acceputje fear" and although there was still fear somewhere, I liked nutella very much. I was able to draw energy and power from it! Sometimes you need to experience a negative dose to appreciate how much you have, that everything is fine ... But more on that in a moment - Later in the morning, kefir with apple and cream. A little more cheese. I ate it pleasantly - Some 1-2 hours later I ate a huge amount of bread. Pleasant to eat with this meal. Then another 2-3 slices of bread that was left for the family. I didn't go the full amount but I did go there with a satisfactory affirmation. The energy and power from the meal was quite high. - Light training in the sun to the ECR rhythm. The weather was really good. Then I went to the ironworker. The key to the company. He let me report 1 zloty. Awesome guy. - Ride by Albert and 2 cups of water. They made me feel better. I like their water. Mom's meeting on the way. I was in a hurry to meet Hania ... - And here's a ride. Skype problem. Then I read the channeling from Elen. I was pissed. I was really pissed. The words of the angel irritated me as usual, I read it several times. I didn't feel like talking anymore. And finally, on BT5, she wrote nice words with smiles and a quarter of an hour from the student girl passed and welcomed someone else. Dear, wonderful and kind woman. You really like such people! And the angel gave such affirmations, among other things: I AM OPEN, THE UNIVERSE WORLD SPEAKS UPON GOD. I AM SILENCE, OPEN VALUES, SPIRIT. A bit irritated by this channeling, I felt rage. Anger, and I didn't feel like talking to hania anymore. It's good that she postponed this conversation herself. Irritated, I ate 3 apples with affirmation + Tramal. Almost 1 hour has passed since then, I do not feel the effect of the tram yet. Again with affirmations. I went to bed with affirmations: "I am achieving Energy and Power of Tramal". Here I see that there was a certain silence that the angel was talking about. Now I even think to myself: accept the challenge well. I don't want love, I hate that word. I love my hate. But silence ... Like this song. I can work on silence. In the end, it has already been done. About 30 minutes later I ate dinner. Intuition was telling you to eat eggs with calavir. I, however, listened to my reason. I ate potatoes with cauliflower. And here was the mistake. An unpleasant feeling of mixing an earlier meal with a tramal and this dinner. I feel it in my stomach. Like in the old days. But it's not that bad But what's good in this situation: I know that I can eat nutelles, apples, kefirs, even bread in large quantities without any problems. Such as he wants. Because I have experienced what it means to mix apples + tramal (acid) and then carbohydrates. What else is good about this situation: it's not that bad. It's a pity to fight. Better to eat whatever you want. Now I am writing, I am breathing, my breathing is better, my condition is getting better! It is true that the window is closed because someone is mowing or cutting trees, but it's better. BREATH! DIET: Breathe after the meal! (strengthens the energy and power of this meal) Plan for the rest of the day: sunshine again, cleaning first and then painted to bed. I think I am giving up TGS today. I do not want. Eh, I don't get all my energy and power from the tram. And those thoughts again ... Again. And I want to repeat the experiment with Tramal tomorrow, for example, as when I felt indestructible, when I felt like a young boy. The stomach, despite 2 hours after the meal, is still unpleasantly bulged, as if the food was still there somewhere. And these thoughts - I need to cleanse myself, go to training, sun, serotonin, exercise, heal myself. And the floor at home, not to mention dreamToys and my self-defeating thoughts. One thing just made me happy. One I couldn't find once. Radio goth and metal. It's really awesome. http://pc-radio.ru/radio/goth-and-metal And the android stops after 15 minutes. How awesome: D atlantic107.dedicatedpanel.com:10300 Go to sleep early Before going to bed, I ate a huge amount of apples, in the morning still cream, now after 4:30 a little sweetness, but having experience with dinner, I am calmer. There are still eggs for the morning. When I eat it ... Tramal was operated for a very short time. In the evening I completely couldn't feel its power ... I managed to write backlogged emails to Sornat, Vanessa ... But a mess in life. How can I kill myself painlessly? Also for the evening when I listened to this goth and metal song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qr65ph0DfkI&list=PL28GfwNkxRK5jrepOrHLQ4NraB7v3WBY5 Again, I had cool imaginations doing playlists on YT. I was wondering if you can earn money on playlists? Then I do each hamster band, goth and metal main hamster by hoarding these files. But cool dreams .... But I have such a big mess in my life that I am not able to do it. http://sekurak.pl/obchowanie-blokad-www-z-pomoca-google/ google translate works like proxy gateways (Japanese> English) http://sekurak.pl/kilka-przydatnych-trickow-dla-adminow-windows/ shutdown �r �t 0 �m \\ localhost netsh trace start capture = yes tracefile = c: \ capture.etl # works like a sniffer. I didn't know winXP had such a command netsh int ip reset all # reset ip settings