czwartek, 10 października 2013
resignation
October 9 - resignation
Get up early. Fear. Preparing for an interview with Grzegorz. I wish 3700zl for dreamtoys
I masked the template on the server. I wanted to remove it, but I am going to be forced to bluff nothing. In the end, Grzegorz does not know himself anyway, I feel that he is taking relanium, so he will be calm. I changed the names, I will bring back when I'm in place
I have dressed up well. This is also how the tight white fleece feels for this affirmation:
AUTO SUGGESTION: The dark power is within me. I feel powerful!
Nice conversation with Grzegorz. Easy parting. I was under the influence of the tram
I slept for the day. Mom started to remind me and I didn't eat anything but finally I turned her attention to it. She disconnected from me. I also set up her mail.
Before the evening, Grzegorz called to ask us to complete our dreamtoy. I agreed
Marcin also called. He warned me that Jarek is Grzegorz's family, although I told him that I had clear intentions and I just wanted to talk.
I went to sleep.
In the morning I ate a lot of cookies and bread. Cramps guilt again and ate at night. But in the morning the weight is stable and the biceps are close to 36 cm
środa, 9 października 2013
dark_moc ...
October 8 - dark_moc.txt
Yesterday was written with a delay
Quitting your job. 3 days off. Terrible fear of what's next. Escaping like some pussy.
Sucking the tram like a meal. Reflexive power. Fear vanished and I gained courage and power. WOW something beautiful. I imagined myself going away with honor and respect, taking 3700 PLN for dreamtoy.
15:14 fear is suppressed, although the circle thinks and Gregory will call his mother or something like that. I'm afraid about this. Another Mateusz ... ah ... I want to go to sleep.
And in general I feel like a Gregory. Cheerful, calm and composed :)
I think so, since tramal gives such power as no auto-suggestion, what power does creatine give
Herbs for depression / neurosis?
Bach drops?
CONCEPT: Putting Self-Suggestion to Power T This state is beautiful.
"The dark power is in me because I am a sithe"
Imagine how I take the 3700 to be tough and strong. I remembered what strength is. Dark power is in me. I want to live again.
Fear of the hip after lying down. Shaken balances:
AFIRMATION: With all the power of my subconscious (...) I am completely healthy, my body is radiant and harmonized. Each cell vibrates with pure and creative light. It has now been done, I approve. AMEN!
- Room PLN 30
Honor Recovery Strategy:
- Prices ranged from PLN 3700 to PLN 11000. I take 3700.
- Dark power is in me!
- I act like a kid - You act like a woman who says something like this and another time something else. It's hard to please you.
- Speak with a hard voice about his forbearance and his merits. These words are meant to have power
- Tramal
- I did a long time and I have to face the consequences. You, too, have to face the consequences that you gave me a fucking job that we didn't arrange for
- Kazek the red color. Brothel created?
- Taking so much money buys respect
- To marcin: when Dawid has beautifully positioned the pages, why don't you ask him what it is all about.
- Funny that the dreamTOYS foundation costs PLN 300
- I'm taking it slow. Everyone has some curves. But since you prefer to pay for website positioning, the guests of the boilers do not do it and they cancel you sharply.
Again, I can do anything and more.
poniedziałek, 7 października 2013
Sunday (2)
October 6 - dobryna_niedziela
Remotely repair Mateusz's computer - to no avail. The viruses were too powerful for me to do it remotely. Brought the computer to me tonight. I met his son - my little cousin;)
AFIRMATIONS:
I can bend, adapt the content of the affirmation to my own needs.
I can create new affirmations for my own needs.
I haven't put them into practice yet. It's like too beautiful to be true ...
I haven't felt the need to write so many things lately. He can accept this state and actually write on the next day what stuck in my memory the most.
In the evening I was hesitating on creatine but the first time I took it was this morning.
Tuczylem_sie_oddychac = (
October 7 - Everyone wants fast ...
Kieratyna - the first game after 2 years.
Underestimating at work - wanting to cry, inner despair ... Fuck ... I tried so hard, I do everything thoroughly, carefully and I still get my ass ... I want to go to Zakopane after work and see this fucking banner. My heart cries, holds back tears. I have not felt so aggrieved for a long time.
Didn't want bad, wanted good - requirements too high for PLN 300 / month. Even 1000 PLN. I quit my job, I have to look for a new one.
Wow, now he is listening to the conversation where David who was supposed to position the pages and he did not want him to position them again. Fuck! ...
BREATH:
Breathe exhale s .... Better voice and feel strong lungs!
JOB:
Never improve after coms.
Never do complicated things
AFIRMATIONS:
Uwilebiam showing off
Since nobody loves me, I can fight for myself
I arouse curiosity in people for fun
I did AF64 thesis with affirmation - little success
Is there an affirmation that will allow me to unite everything? In one logical whole?
New hairdresser near the track - everyone wants fast ...
Meeting of Mrs. chicken. I wanted to apologize. I was sick ...
Shoulder braces.
Training a huge amount of ECR
Albert night a beautiful place to meditate
The meat in the afternoon gave me a lot of strength.
Look for a new job.
niedziela, 6 października 2013
I'm a student
October 5 - I am a student
CONCEPTS:
Bedbug skypecore
Marcin johntheripper
Sparta guide: lie, theft, survival ...
Mantras instead of affirmations?
Traveling by hitchhiking:
- a sheet of paper "Krakow"
- hand high
- visible silhouette
- lean forward
- backpack
- nice clothes
- looking people in the eye of cars
AFIRMATIONS:
He directs energy and power to manipulate events in the company. Adapt them to your own needs
I love showing off, showing what I can do.
I can bend, adjust affirmations to my own needs
He drives fear to fight for strength
TRAINING:
Gradual exit from exercise
P at the very end of the leg a bit up. Head down Better to feel the muscles
Mixed training speed system.
Squat with clenched fists or a book (shoulders)
M1 hands back
Refinement of M1 - light movement, hands on the back
VENUE: Krakow, jordan park.
F2 - squat against a tree. By the way, energy consumption.
A small drazek instead of a fight to the vertebrae - great!
Oblique belly. Masselup barge. Philip the landowner
AFIRMATIONS:
Love and hatred are in me. It all depends on the situation
The body has wisdom of its own. I take care of my body, my body takes care of me
TECHNIQUE: Brief affirmations (1-2 Words) e.g. Adrenaline or Directs fear
Today:
An attempt to hitchhike to Krakow
The girl in the bus bragging about her money. I was impressed that I earned little. I wonder what parents think when I don't tell them anything. This syt cheered me up
AFFIRMATION: Manages my fear to make my parents think that I am earning well and can afford me a living.
Father and mother themselves propose and agree that I leave the house.
Rooms for Rent. Rabka
I will sell student ID cards
Login and password
A little draze instead of a fight to the vertebrae. Spoktanie 2 nice guys in Jordan Square. Drazek helped the vertebrae.
I was looking for a flat to rent.
Being in a bohemian, I felt like a trickster. For moments like before. I was thinking about Kasia, I wanted to meet her, I'm not even sure, but I think I saw a bit ... But I'm not sure ...
Returning to krk, I picked apples through zakopane / chabowke. I stepped into the office to warm up. Marcin came over to take something there. Come home, eat a delicious cheese. Today, the 3 or even 4x ECR was at a very, very high, fucking level.
In the morning, after eating sweets in the morning, then after breakfast (potatoes and cauliflower + carrots (juice)) and eating apples in the city. I had to go again to discharge this energy. In Krakow, near the road and in the lunatic area, and now at home after a meal. It is power, only now this energy wants to be stretched neatly.
Moreover, this "W" "vertebral fighting" feels positively affected my psyche and the vertebrae in my spine.
It is worth taking an interesting note of the interesting situation. Namely: finally a good stool, odorless, nice smelling, not a rare one due to my fat burning at night.
And what did I do: I was eating tonight too - lots of chocolate, cocoa, butter - almost without fear or guilt, drawing energy and power from this meal. Eat slowly while savoring. Oh, and I didn't go to sleep right away. So I think it is enough for the last meal 1 hour before bedtime SUPER! I am happy to
Maybe that's why the ECR today is at such an amazing high level, and up to 3 times a day. I feel like stretching and alternating showers.
sobota, 5 października 2013
directs_strachem02
October 4 - manages your life 02
Wow, I got great affirmations yesterday. Universal for many things:
AFFIRMATION: Manages fear gaining nergy and power!
Guides guilt gaining energy and power!
Fuck me, it feels great!
I remembered the old situation in the sweet as a woman, she drew my attention, and I, scared, ran away, feeling fear and guilt that I hadn't told her anything. Now, with this affirmation, I visualized something like this:
- {I utter affirmations: it directs fear, guilt, gaining energy and power]
- I turn slowly, watching.
- She will probably answer what are you staring at.
- I'm taking out a lot of money and ordering ice cream
- {take it slow slowly}
- {I'm wondering}
- And at the end of the day I'm a client, right?
- I would like the manager's number.
- Just big nice little balls. I have been a customer here for years and I know what other employees are imposing.
- In the future, "please" think a little before you let go of your nerves. Because I do not know if you have your Period today and you still had to go to Work because of that, but we all have problems and we also have to taste.
- Man, sooner, I could take the bill and ask for an apology. hehehe: D
- Now it's me ASK for apologies ...
- No - so please give the manager's number. woodo look.
Some moments ago I visualized something similar with my father. I don't want to sign up anymore
A moment ago I copied Greg Branden's 20 KEYS OF CONSCIOUS CREATION from Hania in profile.
Today I was almost alone in the office. In the morning, quick training at the drazku. I discovered a lot of techniques that may appear in tomorrow's list. I was working slowly and slowly. It's hard for me to follow his chaotic programming style. Only once for a moment Grzegorz popped in.
Man - this is a guy. Nice, nice and extremely tolerant ... It's a pity that my father is not like that.
Before 5 pm I went to get some oxygen on the bike. I met Marcin R. Ah, I was thinking about him since yesterday. I even had thoughts like to give him a magde: D
Today I ate a lot of apples until my teeth hurt. It was very pleasant to work alone. At home, praising my dad and I gave him a generous home. Maybe everything is going in the right direction;) Maybe my plan and dream will come true :)
And all in all, shit, now I see that when I started to get on with my diary, maybe I can still sit at the PC and do some things ... Yes, let's overcome our weaknesses. I'll do a nicer job. I'll make dinosaurs: D
piątek, 4 października 2013
directs fear ...
October 3 - directs fear ...
Salata in a 3in1 store. Wanting to be compensated. I did a test / experiment, but it will compensate for it well
Mother - PLN 700 dish + PLN 20 per house = PLN 720. Asking about studies, I made a mistake and talked a little
AFFIRMATION: He keeps his knowledge and skills to himself. I don't tell anyone.
Early morning training.
DIET: Butter + cocoa - something delicious!
I accidentally deleted the gerland banner I put there.
WORK: Gregory's gentle admonition to come early in the morning.
WORK: Using energy to repair the compatibility of onet <> tgs: D For this AFIRMATION / AUTOSUGGESTION. Interestingly persuasive emails. Fun fun: D Message rules. I wonder what will come of it.
WORK: Klotnia, or rather a light exchange of sentences with Marcin - about anyway, I have to do everything myself ... Maybe I will use it for a better price for the banners. Earlier, he boasted that he sold as many as 2,700 slippers. Actually, I didn't have time to talk to him but I didn't want to upset him so I listened to him again breaking the beat. I shot because he asked me and finally gave me this amount. Only later did I ask him for something
WORK: Instead of staying longer, breathe by the window and take notes in a notebook. I love writing :)
WORK: Then packing, bicycle, apples.
TRAINING: Technical exhaust
TRAINING: P2 hips on the leg
TRAINING: The phone in the jacket hangs a stick
Today I came up with the idea to enter Beautiful heroic death in ZWM Slide. Full of energy and power instead of a painless death.
In ZWM I have affirmations such as: my earnings oscillate around 17,000 zlotys. I want to improve on 11 thousand - 17 thousand. 11 remind me of the taro bowl. I love this number
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