poniedziałek, 14 października 2013
birthday_biuro
October 13 - birthday_office
Perfection in filling dark power
Comparison of food to the amount of coke in a blast furnace and its quality (paper, wood, coal)
Elen, I'm writing to get you a little bit of channeling
Gregory phone open window
Sunday spent at the office
He will meet zazie and Bartek in the morning
Fear for the heart - cracking from the spine
AFFIRMATION: All the power of my subconscious and all the power of my higher one, I make the following rules: I am completely and healthy (...) now I approve the amen!
In the evening the tramal. No sedation. Super ECR. First cream, then apples
In the office, writing down notes
In the evening, training and writing Kaja's wishes. She called back 2x. I missed ...
niedziela, 13 października 2013
1500 PLN
October 11 - PLN 1500
back to work. Grzegorz clearly did not want to look for a new employee;)
It was great. I had good contact with Jarek, I was motivated and willing to work and act.
We talked a little bit with Grogrz about my pension. I told him that I have a social pension (I don't think I know myself). The accountant asked about it
I stayed at work longer. Marcin invited me to a hockey match. I declined. I did not want to go with him and moreover, I wanted to work a little more.
The last centimeter shows 36cm at 66kg. Nice result, I think a really nice result.
So much for this day, a day exceptionally written with a 2-day delay.
pseudo-studios
October 12 - pseudo-studio
Yesterday is written with a 2:30 h delay
In the morning I went to college with impulse with David. I wanted to rent a room in Ponice, although no one told me to go with him.
In Krk, I ate a lot of delicious cookies from the pastry shop, almost without fear or feeling guilty. 3.90 for close to 300gr.
I haven't been to any of the classes in Wszibie. The weather was so beautiful and I trained twice in Jordan Park
TRAINING:
P - Hands wide, like a new form of exercise
W - fighting + vibromasaz
I want to sweat like a young god again. I want divine power - zeus
CONCEPT:
Letter: getting rid of everything: loss of power, max, kaja, kasia, parents: burning.
I wanted to visit my grandfather, but I missed it. I was practically bouncing around in Jordan Park.
He will meet Dawid Michalka and Piotr Danielewicz in the labyrinth. A young boy asking for food and I gave him cream. He did not eat, he left. But I was angry and I wanted to go give him an apple and some money - if only I knew that he had eaten!
Return to rabka, Marta could not accept me. Staying overnight in a forest folk on a couch for free: D Where is the guard. Now back to the office, warming up, sitting on marcin's chair - really very comfortable. Only further support. I'd like a little more cream. I feel like it.
Today is already the 13th Kaja's birthday today. Make her wishes?
I remembered that earlier in the morning I was listening to the Tibetan book of the dead, as if I felt something this time ...
And generally seeing how the forest folk is secured, I had a concept to use the "universal key" to spend the night in the rooms.
piątek, 11 października 2013
for PLN 700
October 10 - for PLN 700
All day spent in the office
Clarification of matters with Jarek and Marcin
Late return home. No training. Normal day
I am doing dreamtoya and the rest of the work for 700 PLN
The day written on the next day I do not remember the rest.
czwartek, 10 października 2013
resignation
October 9 - resignation
Get up early. Fear. Preparing for an interview with Grzegorz. I wish 3700zl for dreamtoys
I masked the template on the server. I wanted to remove it, but I am going to be forced to bluff nothing. In the end, Grzegorz does not know himself anyway, I feel that he is taking relanium, so he will be calm. I changed the names, I will bring back when I'm in place
I have dressed up well. This is also how the tight white fleece feels for this affirmation:
AUTO SUGGESTION: The dark power is within me. I feel powerful!
Nice conversation with Grzegorz. Easy parting. I was under the influence of the tram
I slept for the day. Mom started to remind me and I didn't eat anything but finally I turned her attention to it. She disconnected from me. I also set up her mail.
Before the evening, Grzegorz called to ask us to complete our dreamtoy. I agreed
Marcin also called. He warned me that Jarek is Grzegorz's family, although I told him that I had clear intentions and I just wanted to talk.
I went to sleep.
In the morning I ate a lot of cookies and bread. Cramps guilt again and ate at night. But in the morning the weight is stable and the biceps are close to 36 cm
środa, 9 października 2013
dark_moc ...
October 8 - dark_moc.txt
Yesterday was written with a delay
Quitting your job. 3 days off. Terrible fear of what's next. Escaping like some pussy.
Sucking the tram like a meal. Reflexive power. Fear vanished and I gained courage and power. WOW something beautiful. I imagined myself going away with honor and respect, taking 3700 PLN for dreamtoy.
15:14 fear is suppressed, although the circle thinks and Gregory will call his mother or something like that. I'm afraid about this. Another Mateusz ... ah ... I want to go to sleep.
And in general I feel like a Gregory. Cheerful, calm and composed :)
I think so, since tramal gives such power as no auto-suggestion, what power does creatine give
Herbs for depression / neurosis?
Bach drops?
CONCEPT: Putting Self-Suggestion to Power T This state is beautiful.
"The dark power is in me because I am a sithe"
Imagine how I take the 3700 to be tough and strong. I remembered what strength is. Dark power is in me. I want to live again.
Fear of the hip after lying down. Shaken balances:
AFIRMATION: With all the power of my subconscious (...) I am completely healthy, my body is radiant and harmonized. Each cell vibrates with pure and creative light. It has now been done, I approve. AMEN!
- Room PLN 30
Honor Recovery Strategy:
- Prices ranged from PLN 3700 to PLN 11000. I take 3700.
- Dark power is in me!
- I act like a kid - You act like a woman who says something like this and another time something else. It's hard to please you.
- Speak with a hard voice about his forbearance and his merits. These words are meant to have power
- Tramal
- I did a long time and I have to face the consequences. You, too, have to face the consequences that you gave me a fucking job that we didn't arrange for
- Kazek the red color. Brothel created?
- Taking so much money buys respect
- To marcin: when Dawid has beautifully positioned the pages, why don't you ask him what it is all about.
- Funny that the dreamTOYS foundation costs PLN 300
- I'm taking it slow. Everyone has some curves. But since you prefer to pay for website positioning, the guests of the boilers do not do it and they cancel you sharply.
Again, I can do anything and more.
poniedziałek, 7 października 2013
Sunday (2)
October 6 - dobryna_niedziela
Remotely repair Mateusz's computer - to no avail. The viruses were too powerful for me to do it remotely. Brought the computer to me tonight. I met his son - my little cousin;)
AFIRMATIONS:
I can bend, adapt the content of the affirmation to my own needs.
I can create new affirmations for my own needs.
I haven't put them into practice yet. It's like too beautiful to be true ...
I haven't felt the need to write so many things lately. He can accept this state and actually write on the next day what stuck in my memory the most.
In the evening I was hesitating on creatine but the first time I took it was this morning.
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