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May 1 - FullAdrenaline My first night on a super healthy orthopedic pillow. I turned to the side. The neck does not hurt, although I rub my hands from a bad position. I did not want to tense my muscles before going to bed, and this is just enough to sleep on my back. I had a dream and I am talking to Wojciech Panz. He gave me a lot of information, I talked to him a little about health. He also said that actually at SOR, I was acting a bit like shuffles. I explained to him that I took Ketonal, although it was really a tram. I download Diablo over night to improve bot this guy. Alternately with 2 servers, otherwise it will take me about 20h. It was quite cold in training. I warmed up by running but I was still cold. But after a while I warmed up. My first training session with a lightweight Adidas punching bag. After training at 11:00 am I had an appointment with a woman from Maciej Wieczorek - this guy from Lazy Richacz. I transferred it to 11:30. Nice woman. I wonder if it was his secretary or if she somehow found me. If she somehow found me, she congratulates her idea. I told her that I am not interested in MLM, what I have is enough for me. MLM is not for me. I have a programming talent, I don't need to use manipulative tricks to trick people and do things I don't like. Oh, while training, I was daydreaming, thinking about various imaginations. I am glad that this state is coming back to me. Maybe it is because pain is very rare for me. Rarely compared to what was, so I can think :) I can imagine different things. Yesterday I even got into an interesting emotional state - I felt great! After 1 p.m. I went to bed and lay in my panties to the rhythm of the mattress's vibration. Around 2 p.m. I stopped the tram. I thought to myself: I have no obligations anymore and it would be fun to have fun from this miserable life. I bit him a bit, but not that thoroughly. I think I felt its power already 15:00 - 15:30. Now at 4:00 p.m., a total departure :) I drank cold cereal coffee without sugar :) From 2:30 p.m. to 3:30 p.m. Jarek was bothering me a lot about the TabelePolkarskie program - although he knows what we'll call it :) Ah tramal, how wonderful it feels :) At 6 pm with Esther, I have an appointment to plant our plant :) I'm only influenced by the tram: D I don't know how it will be :) The couple already has about 10cm. I decided to name him Kaja. You would have Slawomir Strasko, but I will name her Kaja. When I say this, I will feel sad. Such blogs a pleasant light sadness. Oh, and Jarek also mentioned something interesting SQLite. It does not require any additional Database software. This is a very useful thing! Really. The only limitation is the supposed lack of full possibilities. But even if they are missing, I can still manually write queries for me. Ah Tramal, how great I feel. I'm going to sleep in a moment :) Chocaiz has a certain conflict in me. After all, it's 4:00 PM you need to practice. Exercise in the evening. I'll do something new - night training. As long as I can :) Somewhere until 7 p.m. I lay in bed in a tram-like condition. Earlier after 4 p.m. I went to the Zabka to buy some things for my mother. Today, May 1 and everything is closed. I didn't feel like it, because the phase was then the greatest After 8 p.m. I went to the park to train. I met this friend Krystian who is also practicing. I showed him a couple of exercises. But that's not what I want to focus on. I felt mega psychic POWER. Full of adrenaline, full of energy, I was incredibly outspoken. I felt great !! It's probably the effect of the tram. Carrot could have helped a bit, or rather carrot juice + pumpkin seeds. Sober mind. I felt really great! I used the stimulation effect of the tram. It was really great talking to me with Krystian, mainly I was talking. I felt like a young God: D It's 22:00 and I'm still full of adrenaline. Jarek wrote an sms an hour ago: Works already laptop? then another: what was it for? In my head I think how could he know. I felt that it was probably the order I submitted to. It was signed Jarek and in addition it is about sqlite. It's probably him. I found that if I wrote back a text message like some Pussy: but I have a tablet, it will not believe me and I will be even more angry. He has to be a little more resolute. I came up with: - Mr. Jarek, at the moment I work on the GC tablet with Android, which is used mainly for replying to e-mails and watching movies while traveling ... Quite emphatic seems to be: "Mr. jarek". I wrote quite a long text full of feelings. I think it worked :) He wrote back: OK, no problem :) 2 Maja - MocGuaranyT60 I woke up before 6:00. Today I tested the Guarane - it also gives almost identical effects to the sound of Tramal. Great for training. Today I felt a great surge of energy. Cloudy training, then it started raining. I went to breathe too. Additionally, I drank Yerbe, ate 2 apples and breathed my diaphragm with the same nose. Only HUH was mouth. Great energy. ENERGY AND POWER! Speed, speed, adrenaline, until I did not know what to do with this excess energy ... At home, after 11:00 am I ate a light meal. I think my laptop came in today. I have just picked up the parcel. Coming back, it got me terribly wet. I'm drying clothes now. Today I came up with an idea to collaborate with the magical Garden and make a guide to a life-saving one. I have already created the appropriate text file on my desktop. According to the movie Adrenaline with Jason Statham - adrenaline stimulates: movement! Rest of the day. Until dinner, I felt a pleasant hunger. Better and better the spine. After lunch, I started with the T60 package. I unpacked my laptop and did a preliminary inspection. Then I threw out the garbage. The second package arrived any moment in the afternoon. In the morning the postman asked about some Jacek, because he did not have the address given until the end. Unfortunately, I was not able to help - it must be some new neighbor. I felt it was the one where the police used to be. Then again thesis, laptop, exercises. I have more and more imaginations. My brain is getting back into shape. In the afternoon I tested Yerbe alone, but it seems to me that guarana is much better than Yerba. It's a pity because Yerby is much more. For the same price, I have as much as 1000g (1KG) and only 100g of guarana. During dinner, I fucked my mother a little: why do you always crack when dad comes? I felt fear, no longer felt this confidence like yesterday during the tram, but at least I broke down. I broke down with my physical possibilities. Moreover... Today I came up with an idea to also prepare a text file with things how to live economically. It came to me during the afternoon training with water, I can draw from the snow, from public places with a water filter ... Hehehe. I would like to try this life. A flat, a pension and a life will save for free :) 3 May - Planting a Kaja A day on time, although for the first time in a long time I haven't written it up-to-date. Training in the morning, lalo. I got sick under the mushroom where I was meditating in front of people. The "sound" of people made me feel good to meditate. There was a girl who had a tiger from GerlandToys. I thought to buy one Elence ... But as much as 800 PLN And I didn't do anything for the day. Fear of the spine again. Cocks in the neck and cancer. I went to exercise in a panic. Actually, today I have finished the training on Crucifixion. Now a week off ... In the afternoon, after lunch, I went to exercise again out of panic. After 1718, I lent Szymek even PLN 300 After 6 p.m. I went to plant Kaje and Strasko. Puck, it was really wet. On the way, I wanted to give up and plant them somewhere else, but I got to my dream place. I said: I love you Kaju. I really loved this plant, and it also broke on the way; ((( I secured it as best I could. At home, I ate scrambled eggs in the vicinity my mother made. It wouldn't be a problem. Great meal. But I was hungry and ate 3 more slices of cheese. It is also not a problem, but in the head: a separate diet, I will not mess too much? Ah, that tombac ... But the ketchup did me bad. I read there is sugar there. Passing the stool was somehow strange ... Seemingly noble, but there was pain when passing the stool. The color seems not completely digested ... That means one thing: ketchup is not a very good thing. I could chew on a tomato instead. Actually, I did that later, but ... better late than never. In a moment, it's time to go to sleep. I'm still worried about the spine. These strange feelings. I can't wait to register for mruka to set these other 3 circles on May 4 - BoCiPrzypierdole I had 2 dreams today 1) I spoke to my grandfather about his dry eyes 2) I kissed a pretty girl with glasses. She kissed great. A bit similar to Ola Paternogi. I also had some strange ticket to some place that I gave her. She was a cashier. The ticket was in the form of an MP3 player and a memory card And anyway, today I'm deviating from my routine. He gives up training in favor of: writing a program. In addition, I am concerned about a decrease in body weight. After the morning weighing, it weighs less than 69 kg. 6 hole in the belt is not enough :) Although if the other dimensions would be kept normal or even increased, I would not email anything against :) About 11:00 I gave up writing the program. It was cold, in addition, WB did not translate Java Script code After 11 I was also home alone. Dawid went to work, and I stayed home alone. I watched TV, which I rarely do: - The first program stuck in my memory when my wife cheated on her husband with her boss so that he would not lose his job - the other was a bit more like a certain possessive father, a military hand, treated his children. I couldn't look at it. Poor girl - the third is a Tuesday, when a little boy had no care, because his mother always went out somewhere. The boy was drinking coca cola for breakfast, he didn't know what butter was. Just after 2 p.m., the expectant mother. There is a quarrel again, maybe it's my fault and nothing is done at home - mother started to crack everything, I decided to wait a while until she finished and I returned to the room closing the door the mother came in and started screaming. I explained to her and closed the door to wait until he was done cracking everything. She said that nothing cracked, that only her keys fell off by accident. I was like that and by accident all her life was falling out of her hands. Some kind of exchange of sentences and I said: I can't stand it in a moment and I will give you a hard time! I looked at her with a look, almost voodo, it is a pity that I did not look in one of her eyes, but in both of them. She will send me to prison and burn in hell. - Somewhere here again I felt sorry for myself and I did not come up with any strong sharp retort. It's a pity it wasn't like a few days ago when I took the tram, but it wasn't too bad. At least I said something. I reacted to the strong stress with vibrations of the chest. I'm going to clean up. Normally I would leave the house, but ... I have to today. Today I have to write a program for Jarek. When I write this program for him .... End! Wait until June for Donata to help arrange a social flat for me and move out of the house! I hope and help me. I'm fucking fed up with this house. I'm fucking sick! Statham: organization, order, great manipulation, if you kill me you go sit. These are the short conclusions I wrote down today after seeing the transporter. I was most interested in this form of manipulation: if you kill me, you won't get anywhere, you don't know the number of the ignition key. Epic! In the evening I was able to discover what was wrong with TWebBrowser and HTML code;) I interpret the debugger differently and it is displayed differently. I managed to fix it. Jupi: D But the most important event in the evening, related to the quarrel with my mother in the afternoon. Some time ago I took out the Affirmation card. There were type-affirmations - Glod regenerates my body - Anger and hatred are in me ... - I don't let this whore feed me like pigs (that's what struck my mother the most) .... // I think, god, that there would be no affirmation about drugs ... All happiness was not :) Somehow I survived this conversation, although under a lot of stress I survived it :) And here I thought: I need to be more secure in the future! necessarily. Because what if the next thing to be discovered is that I'm not taking medication? I'll be turned into a plant again! Because of this motherfucker and these psychotropics, I lost the most beautiful years of my life, I don't want the situation to repeat itself again. I already had thoughts like: - Write in the old code R. - Take a supply of NAC to neutralize drug effects - Read about something that neutralizes drugs (lemon for sure) - Tell Bargiel I'm not taking medication - Change doctor to dr. Prochyr now officially. They are on my side. I'm fucking scared. Just in case, I chose the lesser evil today. I took the pill. Then I drank some lemon juice, but the primer chose the lesser evil. The situation was too serious, unfortunately I couldn't risk it. French proverb says: never believe a cook! May 5 - AgainTramal Wake up at 3:00. I ate the apple and went back to sleep. I was even thinking after yesterday that I must act! I wrote down my plan in the calendar, among them to call: Maków Podhalański about Lyme disease, where Donata Bargiel recommended me. 7:00 a little depression, a mixture of different feelings. So I took tramal 100mg chewing well sipping cereal coffee without milk and honey as recently, which in my opinion probably strengthened Tramal quite well. First effects already at 7:30. I'm perfect for training. Despite being bitten, Tramal held a really long time. Somewhere until 17. Training was excellent with the tram. Adrenaline and speed. Loosely monthly until I had to do a few pull-ups and squats to relieve the tension in the form of "too loose". Then breathe too. It relieved me of this adrenaline, but when I got home I felt that adrenaline again. Mom was just getting ready to go to the church, I went to the store to buy a new sponge and some gray soap. I chose some new gray soap that smells like some fragrance ingredients were added to it - I don't know ... I chose something new according to my philosophy. Actually a philosophy acquired by OSHO. I still gave my mother 2 zlotys to the church. After she went, I jumped in the shower and then went to bed, including the movie about the Anonymous. Blog tramal sleepiness, that was what I needed. At 2pm I woke up for dinner. I really didn't want to eat it. I ate the dinner that my mother was preparing. It was probably because I slept and ate breakfast late. After 4 p.m. I went to practice. Earlier, I wrote this program for Jarek a bit. It goes like blood from my nose. At the playground, I met this Bartek with friends. They played Ping-Pong or table tennis. I practiced, I was still under the influence of the tram, which makes me laugh when I practiced. There was also a kornel hemmer and a lot of people I didn't know. I think Bartek already has a child Then, on the river bank, you can tan your back a bit. Then moments too, but I didn't breathe very long. Home, dinner, some program writing and now I'm going to sleep. It is 9:35 pm. I noticed that I have punched a hole in the mattress, because my lumbar spine hurts in the morning. Tomorrow's most important: To Rafal Pawlik at 8:30 and still register for Spermiogram. However, registration for Spremiogram is much more important! 6 May - MiodowaGlodowka Dziena somehow exceptionally instead of writing during the day, written almost at the end ... I got up quite late, 6:30. I took the measurements. Weight: 69 kg, you can say that I recovered a bit. 77cm waist, but Biceps ... At the beginning, after training, it probably showed less than 36cm, and then 35.5cm ... Later it is only 35cm ... Well fucking: D I fell ... These starvations are not conducive to muscle gain, or something I'm doing wrong? Perhaps this phase of regeneration? So I switch to short 16-18h fasts. It will be easy to carry out. Practical: it's enough not to eat dinner! In addition, I change my meal times. It is not healthy to eat in the morning, but in my case when I get up at 5:00 on average, I could plan this: - 7:30 am breakfast - 10:30 apples or something light - 2:00 p.m. lunch - 17:00 * / possibly something light / * - 19:30 dinner Total Fasting time between meals would be: 12h. I think I will try this new method next week! I have already written my new thoughts in my diary. Surprisingly, today I realized almost all my decisions that I wrote down in my calendar. Jupi: D 7:30 training. 8:30 I went to the appointment to see Rafal Pawlik. I mentioned it to him and I got the Latpopa T60. I was also wondering whether to mention the Affirmation card that my mother recently found. I even wanted to talk about it, although the conversation was focused on the subjects of my College of Psychotronics. Talking whether I get in or not ... How do I plan to play etc ... And so almost our entire meeting. Then I stretched the spine a little more in the playground. Coming home, having breakfast, and then I had to act fast. I need a Spermiogram, I have an appointment with Pomorskie on May 9th. I took my wallet on an impulse, I wondered if I might not call earlier, but I don't like to plan. I like to be impulse. I did the same, I went to Nowy Targ on an impulse basis. There I asked an elderly lady where the pharmacy was. In the pharmacy I bought a container for ... urine: D and I headed towards the Orkana Laboratory 19. On the way, I think I met Rite Jozwiakowska. I avoided her gaze, though I felt that our thoughts somehow faded away. On the spot, I told you in the registration how the case looks like. Earlier, I was in the bathroom to pee. The lady called a colleague who deals with it. He was gone for a long time and I started to wonder: he was a mess with me. There is a toilet here, a long time he was gone, I could give my semen. But due to the fact that I am waiting for the next 2 minutes and it is not there yet, I decided: I will take a risk and I will do it now. And I went to the toilet. It worked, yet when I left he was gone for a few minutes. The guy was really cool, nice, he treated it like ... Seriously. The laboratory is 20 years old - lots of time! There was only a question about the testicular trauma in the last 3 months: I said 2 years ago, although I did not say in detail that it was a venereal disease. Looking around the laboratory, I saw that a doctor was visiting: the father of Kais and Hakam. Dr. Mohaisen. He had a doctorate. He must be good if he still works in such a good laboratory with tradition. The laboratory had a lot of diplomas. On my way out, I went to the post office. I wanted to ask for a PO box, but the line was so long and I gave up. I bought some chewing gums on the market. I started towards the hospital. I saw one bus go to Rabka. I wanted to run before, but I was afraid to run, still in these heavy shoes (those light ones still dry on my windowsill) As for the shoes, I can give here a metaphorical power of the sun. In the sun they would dry up in a few hours, and here on the windowsill it is drying one day :) The sun really has power and gives energy! On my way back to the hospital, a bus was leaving to Rabka, I stopped it and luckily it stopped. I went to Rabka, went home and ate dinner. I did not want to eat dinner. I felt so full and full again - as is usual in my case after lunch. After an hour, my mother went somewhere, I went to the park to practice. The weather was beautiful, I practiced barefoot. About 5 p.m. - 6 p.m. return home. I decided I could use some cereal coffee. I also added milk and honey. I repeated the procedure many times, so from 2 p.m. I called this starvation honey. So far, I do not want to eat yet. Oh, I also called the purr today, but he doesn't accept it yet. You can make calls only at the end of May. I also drank carrot juice which was kind of sour. At the playground, I also talked to an obese woman from Krakow who came with her daughter. She also told stories of a boy who allegedly had asthma was prescribed a lot of drugs and was told how good it felt after them! How do I know it ... We talked for a while, it was nice to talk! At home I wrote a little program for Jarek. I was also thinking today to strengthen the effect of muscle mass try Creatine? I don't know, maybe I'll try this next month without creatine. I will use the power of a new diet, sun, 2x a day training and New Affirmation! Oh, and Marta wrote to me today if I want to run with her. It's great to have a running companion in 2 months :) Man, I feel that the new arrangement of meal hours will be a hit :) Because let's face it, I'm doing something wrong in these posts. I don't want to analyze it thoroughly. I think they are too long and in addition my meal times are wrong. Lunch after 3 hours. Moreover: Since Tombak and Hipokratez recommended 2 meals a day for health, I think that on 3 meals I can build a huge muscle mass! May 7 - HoneyRegeneration I woke up at 4:00 am. I went to pee, although I still didn't want to eat. In the morning after 7:00 am I take measurements. Complete no change. JUPI: D I think the spontaneous Honey Glodowki is the perfect solution for me! Then the training, only after 11:00 am I started to feel a little hungry. To unlock again 2 Inka Bean Coffees with milk and honey. Cool thing. And before 12 o'clock I had a hohland sandwich with onion and tomato. It felt like a great meal. In total, this spontaneous honey fast took me 21H. Interestingly, these 21H lack the feeling of hunger, and I feel much better. The training was nice, a lot of sun, I stretched it well. Better and better the spine, only those circles in the neck and chest give the ass. In some places I even felt that My hands were in better condition Krug Baumen Watch Manipulation - I recently bought a watch on the Allegro. Krug Baumen Sportmaster - my favorite model, only with a yellow dial, but for PLN 100. The guest probably asked a friend to raise the auction to PLN 99. I gave PLN 100 and won. However, I wrote to the guest and brought it to his attention (with a sense of humor but firmly) asking for a well-secured package. Today came a package. Better protected than NASA's government computers: D I was unable to do the enema planned for today, unfortunately ... Maybe another time, but I am very happy with the course of the starvation process;) Ok 15 I went to the hairdresser to fix my hairstyle. We have dressed the mohawk on the back. Now it looks much better, and I had this haircut for free :) 3:30 pm I ate lunch. I wasn't hungry yet, but ate. It's still a better time than 2:00 PM. At 4:30 pm I went to Martin that from GerlandToys. We talked for a while about my work. Tomorrow I have an appointment at 9:30 with their boss. Honestly speaking, I don't want to work ... I don't feel like working, I'd like to move out of the house, but I don't want to work. He dropped me back home. After all, I have absolutely no photoshop experience. I see it poorly .. Coming home. Somewhere around 6:00 p.m. I ate as many as 3 jelly beans and drank some carrot juice. But I felt stuffed. Then at 7:30 PM I ate something like dinner: two sandwiches. Here, I felt that I was exaggerating. I did not want to eat it! I was not completely hungry even more stuffed and now I regret it .... Maybe I can go for a walk? Oh ... I haven't been for an evening walk for a long time. He's at home during these hours. I will be burning this dinner a bit, because I don't want to do the program for Jarek completely now. Ah, my parents returned a moment ago. They bought fresh buns. I tried two. I'm fed up but I want one more :) Like a drug :) Well, one did not end as dad said. I wonder if he gave me some self-suggestions? I ate or the buns. I feel super heavy, my belly is huge. But what's good about this situation? I remembered what it means to make a mistake ... Now too, breathe and burn it. Ba ... I just have to get a damn vacuum. Come on fucking .... Why would David never ask him to vacuum? It's 22:00. I was breathing for almost an hour at the same time. It does not feel a particularly stronger voice, but it feels as if it is a blog. And chlamydia travels like crazy. In addition, today, during an interview with Marcin from GerlandToys, I cut my tailbone and it hurts today. Regrets ... Oh, oohoo ... But the breathing exercises were quite successful I must admit. Eating the buns for the night made me feel like eating. I want ice cream or chocolate ... I have broken my own rules. While breathing, I focused almost all my energies, concentration and thoughts on revenge against my father! Even for moments I thought how to get rid of the work tomorrow. I will simply say that my earnings are probably higher and I have a lot of free time for myself, which suits me very well, so I would rather work on commission! I have been thinking lately to gain weight, get some creatine or take even steroids. Ah, since I've eaten like a chlamydia pig wanders like crazy ... May 8 - I got a job I woke up after 6:00 am. Pelen toxin in the body, eyes stuck together. Although I slept on my stomach, I woke up on my side. The neck is a little taut at the side. The prone position I think would have been successful if it had not been for this and the legs were too loose. In addition, I can be full of toxins because yesterday I ate up to 3 buns + 2 slices, right? It's 6:40 and I'm supposed to go to the interview at 9:30. The weather is so beautiful that I will probably be tempted and go sunbathing earlier :) I am after the interview, I was accepted. I used to sunbathe before :) I had an additional idea related to drugs - placebo tablets - Chewing gum # in case of problems - Stock of lemon juice - NAC For chewing gums, I just wrap the tablet in chewing gum and swallow it. I would have to go to the tram first, for example: will the tram work for me then. If it doesn't work, the rubber has been neutralized Man, it's now 3:20 pm. I feel so excited, excited :) Excited about a new job, I imagine how I am working with people, how my job gives me satisfaction, and how I give out self-suggestions explaining what I am doing. And here, after all, for Jarek we have to finish the program: D Being in the afternoon training session, I fell into dreams again. I imagined myself buying a multimeter and a device for measuring electricity consumption and a similar backpack / bag on spikes in which I keep my tools and laptop, only this time slightly smaller than the one I bought. It is supposed to be a company backpack: tools and a laptop, CDs ... Ah, what beautiful dreams :) I think I'm about to go to the Allegro: D Heh just weeks after payment I read Channeling from Elen When asked what I was doing incorrectly in the breathing exercises, I was given metaphors, maybe nice, but I don't understand it ... When asked if Markicz suffered consequences for how he treated me: No, there was a conversation with his superior, who is his colleague, nothing more. When asked how to regain my actress's gift: (...) I was an enthusiast who wanted to show who is in charge ... Write down on a piece of paper what lies on my conscience in connection with this hospital and burn it! Oh fuck mac, nothing practical !!! Absolutely fucking nothing! However, I bought this backpack on the Allegro. I will keep my tools and laptop in it. Black color, thanks to which it is not conspicuous. 9 May - Urology Fun Sleeping sideways - tired hands. Lots of cheese for breakfast. Short breathing training, picking up packages from the post office. I picked up the shorts and the Magic Herbs Book. There, herbs actually serve for Magic: D I like this book: D Home, preparations for the Urologist, On the way to the hurricane, test results and joining everything after 2.50. Buying a lot of things. At the urologist, someone blew me in, but I had no complaints. I had a lot of discussions with the urologist about the health service, asking for an internist. Referral for the treatment Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. I wonder if I should use this referral for testicular surgery ... I don't know ... I found out a little how the public health service works: and once the public health service in Poland was one of the best in the world. However, I did not have time to take a referral and a copy from the rheumatologist and neurologist files. I had to go home for dinner. Coming home, I bought juice earlier and drank too much as much as 1l of multivitamin. Along the way, I was afraid of the spine, especially the neck In the park, I met this woman with great Artur, I just greeted myself and said that I have to go because I'm in a hurry :) At home, I ate doves abundantly. Mom bragged about her shoes. I feel as eaten as a dragon, gut pushed forward. I don't like that feeling. I had an idea to write a computer current optimization program, something like IBM Power Manager. After lunch, I was so driven and did at least 15 minutes of WFM, but the tailbone pain prevented me. I put up my tablet on Facebook. I decided that I do not need it for anything. Idea: Internista Nowy Targ Well-known doctor A moment ago I was doing the WFM Meditations while standing. The legs are slightly extended, and the hands are resting on the table with the fingers. This relieved tension and relieved the tailbone! After afternoon training in the sun. I was still thinking about eating a big dinner. It was not good in my stomach, I also drank 2 cups of coffee with milk and honey. I felt a little vomiting ... Ah, how I regretted it. Between 18-19, walking across the river, I met my husband, Patrycja Czyszczon. Wow as the saying goes: husband. I don't even know what the guy's name is. He talked to me that I lost weight and I took it for myself ... I was a bit afraid of this team and I really wanted to go home. I wanted to finish quickly. He also said that I'm done with "fun". I was wondering what he meant with this game ... Przemek having fun? Sex? I don't know, I didn't know what he meant. Only after a few minutes, in silence, I associated: he is Patrycja's husband, and I talked to Patrycja about various things, such as DXM and summoning spirits. I suppose that's what he meant. Good, I don't even know the name of the guy, but he already has an opinion about me ... In general, I felt a slight fear and discomfort in their company. I wanted to leave quickly. And at the same time leaving the hatred for my father. Even more hate! More anger! For fucking up the most beautiful years of my life. I avoid people, I don't like all people's goods. I like being alone. At home, I ate 2 apples and a carrot. I didn't want this carrot, but I promised my mother that I would eat it. Then a hearty dinner around 8:30 pm, 2 slices of chalka and butter and a lot of cheese. After that, I felt like eating somehow. It's been a long time since I had such bouts of marriage. He controls himself. But now I would eat something else to fill myself. To stuff and to purge from hatred - as H. Louse claims to keep such people "martyrdom". Yes, I haven't had it for a long time, but sometimes you can sin! I feel stuffed right now, but I don't feel such remorse that I ate so much! Earlier, I went to bring the dinner to Szymek. I had fun talking to him, but I had to go. He's tired and I have to write a program for Jarek. How about going to the kitchen and eating another slice Heh, about the operation jader: I don't know. I asked for this referral. I think to myself: an additional procedure: something will be added at least to the file, always some proof. But on the other hand, I'm worried about my testicles. I am afraid that I am screwed up with this procedure, although I told the Pomeranian that I am not afraid of the operation there. I lied. I'm afraid that they will hurt me. What to do? I don't know fucking ... Ask a fairy, an angel, a channeling? Anyway, I have already asked about this procedure ... I could take a risk, but I would like to have an answer from the card + from an angel that the procedure will be successful ... Eh, I think I know what hurts me right now. I feel sorry, I feel sorry that people remember me as Cipe, as a huge tight fat pussy, and that's how I feel now. I want to show, regain my honor, build a powerful body and muscles, straighten my spine and learn to fight like Uri Boyka. Supposedly I feel strong enough to achieve everything except the last one: the science of martial arts. I hate you fucking father May 10 - ChwilaSzczescia Day like everyday. Training in the morning - after training, however, I had a great desire to show my program, but at the same time thinking a lot about the spine. Afternoon and morning training great - the sun was great Mom was at the funeral today, we were home alone for a long time. Online meditation - I entered this password in google before the evening. I found a guy channel that runs something like this. But the event of the day: In the evening, the simon invited me to his place. We drank one beer at a time. It was really cool, we talked for an hour. Was great! I haven't talked to anyone like that for a long time, I relaxed and relaxed. Thanks to this, I did not think about my illness for a long time. I also imagined how alcohol kills chlamydia. I was in this state of relaxation for a long time and I am until now. Only that ... I ate a lot for the night! Not enough that earlier, some 6-7 apples are 22: 2 slices of chalka + probably 150-200g of cheese. In addition, 2-3 more slices of plain bread with butter. I was going to eat and eat. I felt a slight hunger after alcohol for 2 slices of petticoat with butter, but I wanted to get drunk like a pig. And so do yourself well. I don't even regret my decision. I'm a little cold. It feels like my body feels bad about it. But I had an idea. I do not want to sleep exceptionally. I just don't feel like it. Maybe it's this effect of physical and mental relaxation after talking to the simon. But I thought I'd go wash up and then put on my clothes again. I feel great mentally in clothes. And in his clothes, he meditates before going to sleep. I feel this is the moment now. I feel this is it. Standing WFM, me and my laptop, maybe Krakow radio. Ah, now suddenly I start to regret and I ate so much in the evening, although on the other hand in my head I think that the body will process it into muscles and at the same time I think that once in a while you can indulge in "such a drug" which is eating! Moreover, now I have a non-training week :) I had a cool idea: Now I set a goal for myself: a purifying meditation until 2:00 am to cleanse myself of the sins I have committed today, specifically solid gluttony for the evening. However, tomorrow, until 2pm, I am doing the Post :) Only psychological pressure will be on me again and I will have to go through my mother and smuggle sandwiches. But ... In meditation, set a goal for yourself to be successful. Cramp I feel that I have a desire for meditation. I feel that I want to meditate until 2:00 am (3) May 11 - DynamiczneWFM Yesterday around midnight, as I wrote, I was doing WFM meditations in the intention of cleansing, and today I will post until 2:00 PM. So I'm not eating breakfast. I will take Kawe as an unlock later. I felt the vibrations. At first I nod my head upright, then my hips, when I got tired, I sat up. I just felt what to do to make it as good as possible. In addition, I did it in clothes, thanks to which I felt better mentally. However, I could not stand it, as I planned until 3:00, even until 2:00, but just after 00:00 I went to sleep sideways. One night I woke up on my side. It was not that worst, but I felt like the effect of "restless heart" with which I lived for many years suffering from insomnia and stuffed by my father with ineffective psychotropics. I hate you fucking huju !!! Then I lay down on my back with my hand behind the orthopedic pillow and fell asleep. Until the morning, only one hand suffers, the rest of the body is almost OK. However, I am as if sleepy. Too much food for the night did its job. Toxinized teeth, eyes, heart, tired shoulders - I suppose it was through this pillow and it was too high. Today, fast until 14:00, that is until lunch. I'll start with some breathing exercises, but first, bean coffee. I feel like bitter. So I think what good is in my well-being now: I got to know how average people feel every morning who live unhealthy lives. All in all, I have felt this way for many years, and even because of insomnia, poor bed and family atmosphere, I can say boldly and I felt 10 times worse. A few days ago, someone posted a demot on the Bieganie.pl profile with the text: "To feel reborn - first you have to feel like you are dying" - maybe that is also about me. Today I have not exercised much. However, I was breathing a lot at the same time, thanks to which I slowed down a little and calmed down. It was nice to breathe, I felt the blogs relax but as usual without these ants / energy. But still not too bad. At the same time, I had an idea. Well, that my goal of building a powerful body can be issued as Affirmations of conversation with the body, such as: - Okay Body, I provide you with a healthy light meal and you build a Mighty Body from it! - Me and my Body are building a POWERFUL BODY! - Body, I feel I need fasting today - Body, I feel you need to fast today after yesterday's gorge! Use yesterday's excess meal to regenerate. I was wondering whether or not to use the words I, my mind and my body, although I do not know why the word Mind fits him strangely here. I don't know, maybe it even has bad associations like love? It's hard to say, that's why I stayed with the formulation of Me and my body! Oh, coming home I felt a choke like a cervical spine. I thought it was from a circle, but I touch it is not the place ... I immediately thought, hoping that it would not be a tick ... Being at home, I noticed this pest upside down on the floor in the living room. I did not want to kill him, he is also a living creature. So I took it for a tissue and "blew" it on the balcony ... But my mom gave the sheets to air and it feels like blowing into the sheets when blowing ... Well, whore ... Also throughout the day: I cleaned the floors after lunch. Wogole Dinner, not counting coffee, was my first meal today. I felt a bit cramped but started doing a Head Vibration with my hips. I felt the rhythm of the vibrations, as the author mentioned many times. I felt what I was supposed to do and how to do the vibrations. I improved Jarek's program after I finished wiping the floors. I have fixed 2 main problems related to the service of binary states, e.g. united-states and the problem with the Schedules Table. It was missing and I had to manually add this tag to the code. There was still a problem with the England Championship table. I thought to program as an exception, but made a change so that every table should now work. Now after 8:00 PM I've found out how to do nice Rebrithing on the bed so that you want to do it. Hands must be on the back as if lying taut on the back. Receives as if leaning against the wardrobe. Perhaps that is why anger has two ways out according to Osho: hands and teeth. Until I wanted to do this rebrithing and I can't wait to go to sleep today May 12 - Become a Young God I woke up relatively late. 7:15. A few minor wake-ups during the night. I got up in the sideways position, however, I find that with these 3 more broken vertebrae it is not a very safe position. I feel my whole body tense, especially the vertebrae in the cervical spine But at least I checked this item. Today, in such a case, the product positions lying flat, the side of the orthopedic pillow is turned. Before going to bed RB + pleasant muscle tightening (positions I learned on yoga + hands on the back). Hah, now I'm thinking about my cervical spine. I had a few interesting dreams before I woke up - I was with dr. Feathers - I said that Dr. Sebastianowicz ordered a hip resonance imaging. In addition, my hips were balancing a lot, and I was in pain. - I was like Uri boyka in prison, I was looking for a way out of prison. - something about a psychiatric hospital, saying Zarwskie, and I haven't been taking drugs for a year, but I don't remember much what it was about. No, a definite mistake with this side position, I'm done with it, now I'm trying to sleep on my back with RB15 + tense muscles at the same time! Eh, I'm a little worried about the vertebrae of the neck. I feel that I have jumped a little ... A moment ago I tried WFM on an orthopoedic pillow upside down. Smaller under the shoulders, larger under the neck. Quite a relaxing position. I think I'll try it today! At 8:30 am I ate a very rich breakfast. I feel a little guilty. Az 4 slices of petticoat with butter and then finally cheese directly. A bit of guilt, because I was not hungry, first and secondly I ate a lot - Okay body, no more guilt. Build a mighty body out of it! In addition, from tomorrow, I am resuming training. I was planning a breakfast at 7:00 am, right? so you need to get your body used to the new situation for 1 day. There was no training today. A moment of hanging on the line and breathing in tsnia. I was breathing with intention / affirmation: - Body, build a mighty body out of this meal, that we may take revenge on my father! Then back home, mom went to church and here I came up with an interesting thing. Dawid is then in college, my mother goes to church, so: - I can carry out my enema on Sundays, even every other week as planned! Then again, too, I met Lukasz Lopate underneath me. I didn't really want to talk to him, but I did. Tezna, I listened to osho and returned home. I was worried a lot about my neck today. From the very morning. So far I'm worried. At home, dinner, for a quick dinner, I brought dinner to Szymek. After the meal I had eaten, I stood for about an hour and went to sleep to breathe. Breathe with intention, affirmation - Body, fuck that chlamydia! It is true that it failed. It is in my psyche that this traveling pain is impossible to get rid of, although in combination with the vibration of the chair and SadSongsChannel1 I entered quite a pleasant state of blogs + a bit sleepy, a bit similar to the tram! I was also worried a bit that I was sleeping, my food was going to rot: /: D However, the vibrations of the chair + breath should do their job. Pleasant sleepiness blog, this experience was somewhat similar to the tram. Oh, and the orothedic pillow upside down, which makes the neck tense again, but smaller. But I had another idea. After all, the vibrating armchair makes me a bit taller when I'm asleep, and the pillow is slightly lower on the bed. Let's check it, so I put it in the normal position and we'll see how it will be tonight. After all, I missed my afternoon training session. And not in the morning either. There is nice music, so maybe I'll do it in a minute at home for a change instead of in the park, because it's raining in the field anyway. Hah, I took my hunch on a project for Jarek. I did the tag removal on an ongoing basis and it was a bull's eye. I have already written how to solve this problem here and I felt it and it worked;) My mom and I had a little fight about her finger. She said touch me when it hurts. I said: I also have a pain in the circles in my spine, did you touch me when I asked you? And she: you don't want to touch you, after all, everyone says you have a good backbone! But I was pissed off. I went to my room to practice because it was raining! I unloaded the hatred and it occurred to me to think of something, moments later, when ester wrote to me. Will write a new script. Hypnotic script combined with either rebrithing or cw. respiratory 4-4. plus music. It will be like a prayer for me, like a beautiful affirmation. I put it in points, when the ester comes back, we'll refine and arrange the text together! I'm going for a drag and also because stress is taking me over the spine and vertebrae. I just came up with an idea for another business. To sell nuts, yams etc and not to sell on the road, put up an advertisement, just like the advertisement people put up for honey. May 13 - SuperTraining 6:20 wake up, I woke up earlier, but I was lying sideways. My body must have tilted to this position at night. Today there was a resumption of training: herbs, guarana. In the morning I woke up feeling a little hungry. And I went to training, earlier buying bread in adas, as my mother asked me yesterday. Nice feeling to go to the store this morning. I left at 7:40 am wanting to be before 9:00 am. It almost worked. A quick warm-up, the training was divided into 2 parts and I finished a little after 9:00, probably 9:15 but I'm not sure. Great training, I felt mega power, a slight feeling of hunger. Cool! Mega muscle tension. I felt great in addition to giving out affirmations: - Good body, we are building together a powerful erect body! The training was really great, I felt the power. I was very pleased with myself. At home, a light meal, then around 9:30 am I ate breakfast. I felt hungry. 2 slices + 4 scrambled eggs. I feel pleased with myself. I feel mentally great! I provided what the body needed. I also saved the shells for later. I am glad that it finally succeeded :) Shower immediately and then too! K. Szafranowskeij's suggestion worked - I remember that ... Nice for mom = peace at home. Nice to dust, do some chores ... In the afternoon I worked together with Esther and talked to him. Supposedly, multitasking does not exist, and while talking to him at the same time I was working much better! I suppose it is because the team works better, although we talked about other topics. That's how it was multitasking - doing anything myself I don't want to do anything. It was like a split attention! It relaxed me like a background radio. I don't write down the rest of the day. I felt great eating a meal every 5 hours. Super mentally and physically. Feeling a little hungry. Simply cool! May 14th - Hypochondria I woke up well rested 4:30. Slight pains in the vertebrae resulting from the position on the stomach. The next 2 hours I lay flat, resting. Only a head fight, no other pillows. Brilliant, after these 2 hours my muscles relaxed. Apparently, the condition of the spine has improved so much that I can only sleep in a fight under the head. We have been testing this method since today, I remove all other pillows. And in the morning it is already standard: stress on the spine, herbs. Today Tuesday, I'm going to do stretching breathing at the tsnia and stretching the spine in the dangle. It is a pity that I did not get up right away. I had a great desire and willingness to work, but one thing was blocking me - fear for my spine, especially my neck. Training for a while, dude was mowing the grass Selling a tablet to Marta Interview with Marcin at 4 p.m. in the office. On the way, I bought flaxseed in the shop next door. 500gr for 2.20 and the same amount of protein as nuts. Fear of the spine. Free breathing, tiredness and sleepiness. The breath softened the matter. Until 8 p.m. I was completely hungry. Maybe I didn't. soreness, Pleasant soreness after yesterday :) Now back at 22:00 I ate a lot of cake. Maybe I wasn't hungry, but I felt like I wanted them. Earlier, I ate a lot of apples. Before going to bed, I will do a lot of breathing so that the body absorbs this powerful musculature. And fear at the same time: it is 22:00 in addition, it is sugar, but I think there is also cheese protein, but also with sugar. All day long you have pleasant sore muscles :) I just changed the title from Pleasant Sourdoughs to Hypochondria. I still think about the Pie. Is it rough, will the body absorb it properly? Before, I thought I didn't eat dinner: will I gain muscle to build a powerful body? In addition, I ate 6 more cubes of chocolate. Now it feels like remorse. But I know the breath will destroy it, but will I last that long breathing? Now I have this unpleasant feeling of overeating, like after a big dinner ... I haven't had this feeling for a long time ... May 15 - Breathing Enema I got up really early despite the tons of evening cake eaten and no drinking chocolate. Really early! You can say that after 5:00 am, then I lay in bed for a long time, vibrating armchair. Now it's 5:50 as he writes. Great result! And I still think about the pie I eaten yesterday! That is why I say: Body, build a mighty body out of it. Hah I forgot to write: yesterday I was reading the OSHO passage he said about hypochondria. There was a moment that you ate a meal, you wonder if the meal will be well understood: this is exactly what I had yesterday: D I am going to go to life, w / w The training was great. After 7:30 am I started to exercise. The sun was fine, I didn't want to eat it at all. Very intense, so I decided to drastically modify the order of all exercises Noon in the morning A1 I B1 C1 E2 D F H P G With Z I wondered whether to use the mind of logic or the heart. Now I have plan modifications above. For example, I wanted one of the chest and back exercises in the morning and in the afternoon, but I turned my heart on. In the morning, full chest + legs, in the afternoon, full hands! I feel that such a modification will be much better. In addition, I modified the E2 squats a bit. Feels better with a medium lane. A medium stick seems to brake, which means that I do the exercise slower, in addition I hold my arms more widely and work my legs harder. Shoulder stretching with a medium bar I do kneel, push ups on the yellow handrails I do every 4 pins - closer to my hand and I feel the chest more strongly. I felt my forearms super today. After training, around 10:00 am I went to the river. Yes, I broke my prohibitions, but I was not hungry. But I had a terrible desire to drink green tea. I washed my legs, I returned home - luckily there was no one. Earlier still, I met an elderly couple at the side of the road. I guess tourists were taking pictures of themselves, specifically the Lady of your husband. Preparing for an enema at home. Shower and then the rest. I will not describe in details. The enema didn't work out, but at least I had some experience for the future. I know in which position it is better to pour the water: maximally forward, the mother's table under the legs, the tiger's position, lean with the whole forearm and the head in a comfortable position. I think whether it would be better to lie on my stomach, but well - so far I do not have such an opportunity, especially on Sundays! And great breath - 16 breaths on your back, hands on the back. I felt light ants and, most importantly, a strong voice! A lot of things on the head: joomla template, OCR Mail and Jarek fix. I'll start with joomla. I have already settled my matters, I have practically trained after 4:00 PM I still fear for the spine, but thanks to lying down and breathing, I better adjusted my position to work. Practically only the neck, I stand a bit further, arms more forward. It would be best if the head was still upright ... Two girls talked to me during the afternoon training. One asked what the exercises were, the other one just admired how I was doing the splits. The former seemed to be clearly interested in me. The other one just talked like that next to the stick. Afternoon training also great. I have more strength when breaking up twice a day. Coming home. I feel like I'm in the hypohondria again. Fear of the spine. My mom made me eat too early and I didn't feel like eating. Then 3 apples for the night. A slight regret, but fortunately there will be breath for the night. I've been working on dreamtoys a bit - I wanted to make an animated tiger, but it didn't work out. In line with my philosophy of life, somehow I will do what I could :) May 16 - Today.txt I woke up quite early, but was murdered. Maybe it's the fault that I sat at the PC late yesterday and ate tons of apples before going to sleep. I prepared myself for training, took a backpack with herb and set off. The sun was great. I trained, or rather stretched from 7:30 to 8:45 somewhere. Then I went to the river to wash my feet and at the same time I came up with the idea to breathe on the river. The noise of the river made me feel curious. I also thought to burn my thighs (to be in only underpants), but today I did not want to do it. Returning home, my mother was leaving for Nowy Targ for unemployment. Even though it was 9:30 I was not hungry. I drank the juice, I had a great desire for a cold shower because of the soreness for several days. I made this shower much more thoroughly. The sourdoughs changed by at least 50%. Unfortunately, I ended the Warm Shower badly - the water was so lukewarm and I was cold for a long time when I left. I've been cold for 1 hour! 2 slices for breakfast, egg paste and a lot of cheese at the end. I was wondering whether to eat it, but I developed a new affirmation that I really like - (we) build a powerful body out of what I have, in the conditions I have. After breakfast, I went to the bridge. We were reminded of the good old days on the bridge. Mainly because it was sun and I was cold. I met Monike Pitek - she asked why I'm in a sweatshirt. I met Marcin Gajewski from Zona. Pretty! And slim for two children. Gnyla also asked if my legs hurt. I understand why that question - she wouldn't be able to do something like this. And back home and I'm still cold. 45 minutes have passed from the end of breakfast, so I thought that I would break my rules and drink coffee. Hot coffee to warm up. Maybe I will repeat my affirmation: - (we) build a powerful body out of what I have, in the conditions I have. The weather is beautiful and I feel like walking and I have to work here, unfortunately. I will complete the program for Jarek, OCR Mail until 1.30 pm and then I will start breathing exercises. I also came up with the idea to cover the drugs in the toilet with toilet paper and do the so-called Bedbugs. Then I would feel safer and they ran well in the toilet. Oh, in case of detection, I came up with other methods - vomiting - look for some illusionist trick. Mom has gone. From the morning I was starting the programs, the website, but something was not working for me. Already at 2 pm I felt a slight, pleasant hunger. I could have eaten dinner but I made another mistake. I ate Linseed and 2 apples. He feels like he is stuffed up and he thinks again: I have to breathe, I have to burn it. Dinner will be soon. Now some 1 hour has passed since this event. David boiled the potatoes. Once again, and I think to myself: they are being cooked again. They will be unhealthy. Real hypochondria. Even though I'm stuffed, I eat chicken meat, and I put the potatoes in my yellow container. Real hypochondria. Oh, about 10 minutes ago from this nonsense of life I took 100 mg of tramal ... Here I work and I do nothing, stress, here hypochondria, thinks about what to eat, what not to eat, when to eat, when to exercise, go on a stride, think about neck, spine ... I took the tramal. I eat this chicken hard. Strange: I got clogged with apples and linseed. I said fucking everything. I took this tramal. I went to training. I listened to Marcin Rodzynek a bit - Never look down. Perfect music for the tram. I heard her today on the London radio. Feels the blogs a pleasant light sadness. I needed that, blogging. Ah, a wonderful tramal. And training in the sun - I practiced and stretched really slowly. My sore muscles are no more, I can't wait for tomorrow's training :) I have more and more thoughts in my head again. Oh, how happy I was, because I was still thinking about pain and ailments. When nothing hurts me or chlamydia does not move, I have cut-scenes and I delve into the world of imagination. Mainly my imaginations are about revenge. During training, I developed a new affirmation about eating apples. I eat too many of them at once. I say one or two. And it ends with 3-7 apples. I will write it in my notebook in a moment and I will stick to this affirmation. Oh, I accidentally sent her to Jarek: D But it's going. In the rhythm of the tram, I want to Vibrate the Mozgu Wave, but God forbid, I do not want to work ... May 17 - I took a free Tramal Meditation - It is actually a sunny Tramal meditation. The experiences were amazing. Virtually no thoughts, trance music by Hotar. I did not fall asleep, I was sitting on the armchair, my hands on the armchair in a specific way, thanks to which I discharged my hatred and at the same time provided a great support for the spine. Wow. Finally I went to sleep, but I felt terrible hunger. Unfortunately, I have not achieved anything like this in bed! Think of a meditation with valerian. Dream: my mom splashed me on drugs and pulled my cock at the same time. God what could that mean? Good thing it was just a dream. In the morning I was careful. During the night I woke up around 3:00 am. It was quite warm. About 1.5 hours including a break for hot coffee and I wanted to try meditation again, but this time the effect of the tram is over. It was almost 12 hours after he took him and I did not feel this effect anymore. In addition, 50% of hotar's songs suddenly stopped working. In the morning at 6:20 a wasp woke me up. I felt very sleepy. And here again thoughts like: the body wants to sleep, I will lie a little more. I did some breathing exercises that regenerated me During training, I had an idea: Push-up training on the top - feet together then or a broomstick. Back then, I would have used less energy to do push-ups than I am now straddling Light meal in the morning: cottage cheese. Great energy Sleep without a mattress - better. Same fight under the head. After 12 I went to sleep listening to mentalWay. I care about sleep, and at the same time I felt stress because my mother was cracking and banging everywhere - as always. I was making this suggestion to myself: Negative fucking has no effect on me. At any level of body and mind. Breathing at the same time, it calmed me down. Around 2 p.m. I ate lunch. Delicious: cucumber salad, eggs and potatoes. An hour later I was hungry again. Now I'm eating linseed, wanting more potatoes. I chose a substitute. Aha, I wrote to Marcin that today I have free time, that is, I will be unavailable. Michal Staniszewski I made a proposal for cooperation. I don't want to do these pages, and he could do it under my name for 100%. We'll see what happens. Vanessa wrote back about "removing the kernel" ... But I got scared, but we made it all clear. I also wrote to elen regarding channeling on this matter. May 18 - Change of the affirmation Like yesterday, a wasp woke me up. 5:30 am The day before in the evening I was testing Valerian for meditation, but I quickly went to sleep. I took about 50 drops. In addition to the fact that the wasp woke me up, I woke up in toxins, eyes stuck, dry. I tested sleeping on my stomach, but the body turned on its side twice. In the case of this bed, however, it is a position for a while, just like when I slept in the afternoon. I think that's it for the moment, it's time to go to life. Training, or rather stretching with breathing, was also done due to the cloud cover. Today I have improved my Purpose in my notebook: - (we) build a mighty organism, a mighty musculature, a mighty body. # 3x rule by D. Carnegi is impressive In addition, I torn out old pages and wrote all my methods and resolutions in the form of Affirmations. It gives you a really great mental kick. One is to make affirmations during exercise, breathing, and WFM. http://www.bieganie.pl/?show=1&cat=137&id=5275 - I have just read the arithmetic and running causes in the body substances similar to Marijuana, causing an increase in euphoria After lunch, I was working on OCR Mail. I even did a bit - mainly communication with the program through the handles. After 5:00 p.m. and a bit earlier, I started working on the breath with Affirmation. 32 breath. Some 2/5 of the energy intensity (ant) in the body and the affirmation: my body neutralizes the wandering pain! Admittedly, it has not neutralized him, but at least he feels much calmer and composed! Time to go to the side of gerlandToys. May 19 - Free Spiritual Help I woke up several times during the night. It's cold, it's a dream: At night I had a dream like with this skinny blonde girl who already has a child from Jurek Wolf's class. I dreamed that I met her in the church. She had 2 cars. In one car she went to hang her family, in the second she had a child and I stayed there ... But why did I dream such a dream? I woke up at 5:00 am sideways. Slightly sleepy, luckily the vertebrae did not hurt. I found that the pillow performs its function better when it is rolled up, not so hard. Then a little before 7:00 am I woke up again. Lightly in toxins. The sideways position is really bad for sleep, a tired hand. I started on my 16 breaths and went to life. I just didn't do WFM because it was already a bit after 7:00 and it was time to go to training. After 8:00 am I met this Krystian whom I met last year under a stick. We chatted for a while during the exercises, which made my training a bit longer, but that's not what I'm going to do. At the end of my training, after 9:00 am, we went to the sand next door, where there are cars and there is a trampoline. In my eyes he is a great acrobat! Flips in the air, flip-flops, stars. Wow - I want to be able to do that too: D We guessed initially for the weeekend and I practiced a bit of falls. After 10am I came home barefoot and shirtless. I did not want to eat, so I went on a spontaneous starvation. Proper and spontaneous morning fast. I ate some sandwich salad and 4 apples. Then 2 kiwi. I feel great: calm, composed. Cool! You will also have to smuggle sandwiches! Mom went to church, now it's time 15 minutes WFM because I didn't do it in the morning. Then he sneaks in sandwiches. Dinner great entered the stomach. Light hunger before and after a meal repeating affirmations. In the afternoon my mother went to sunbathe. I turned on a YouTube video about World War III. At the same time I tried to breathe. He got me into a kind of depressed mood and I turned it off. It is 15:34: I feel stress: World War III, numerous health problems, in addition, I have 2 projects to complete. Now he thinks of wandering pain ... I thought maybe I would take a Tramal, but I don't know if I want to get high. So I found myself trying valerian drops. And yes, I discovered a brilliant solution quite by accident! I gave my laptop on a platform at an angle. There is a good keyboard placement and the screen above it, so my neck practically does not hurt;) Great solution, why did I discover it so late? Only after a year! Supposedly, everything comes in time and space. Maybe it was meant to be. And according to my rule in the notebook: some things are discovered by chance. This laptop riser is a really cool solution for the spine and neck! : D I just changed my hairstyle - I put a little gel or rather gum on my hair and here's how improving your own appearance can significantly improve your own well-being :) And by the way, I took these valerian drops. I think 35 drops. I'm perfect for training. I only trained for an hour in the sun for a short time. I met Kornel the Retractor with his Episode. They played ping-pong. My heart ached a little. I met Krystian again. He played soccer with the guys, then they practiced on silver handbags. At home I breathed with the affirmation: - I allow my body to regenerate itself, and my breath helps in this. I just ate dinner. 4 sandwiches with cottage cheese + tomato + radish. And finally, 5-7 slices of cheese. And again, a conflict of thoughts: can these products be combined? And here's the affirmation - Negative thoughts and events do not affect me in any way - it is rather a self-suggestion of silva. And now he lives on what I ate or eaten well. And at the same time affirmation by eating: - Builds a powerful organism, a powerful musculature, a powerful body! Interesting, now I have been doing WFM for quite a long time at the same time as this affirmation. I kind of fell asleep, as if I entered a trance while saying affirmations to myself ... Interesting ... It is 8:02 pm. Even though the sun is shining, I think I'm going to sleep. Fuck everything, fuck work, I'm going to sleep. I'm going to wash and sleep. Oh, the highlight of the day. On Adrian's profile I found: Free spiritual help. Which is the problem, I wrote to this guy. We'll see what comes out. I spoke to Adrian for a while about this guy. Heh, that's how it was in my head and I read a little about cheese: - Contains a lot of calcium and phosphorus. Calcium contains more than a glass of milk. Lots of protein. It contains a lot of vitamin D. I will say the same health :) The disadvantages are that it contains a lot of fat, but I'm not afraid of fat there at the moment. I am skinny, I have a great figure :) Oh, it also has a lot of sodium, which is harmful to the kidneys, but with my more powerful than ever body, it is not scary. Fun fact: - Two slices of cheese (60g) provide nearly 500 mg of calcium, which allows you to meet about 50% of the daily requirement for this ingredient. May 20 - PracocholizmGerland Light toxins in the morning - that's probably too much cheese for the night. I woke up early before 6:00 am Sleeping on your stomach sideways - slight thoracic stress. Item to be refined. In addition, there was pain when I tried to the side 32 breaths, guarana, it's time to train I put the herbs right after I got up to let them brew. I came up with the idea of ​​revenge against my family during training or even earlier. I will buy SWIFT flooded - yes, the water-soluble one ... I will not write if I want to use it ... Revenge will be sweet! But today a lot has happened. Morning training was super effective, although it will have to be repeated once again. I did not do afternoon due to workaholism. I modified the position of the hands on handbags and A7 pumps Lunch: I felt stuffed. Probably because I ate breakfast late after 10:30. In addition, dry bread, which I did not like. And I've been working on the GerlandToys site all afternoon. Finally I took my hand! It was a pleasure to work with. Today I found out from my mother and Father Kornela died. Exactly on May 18 ... I continued my affirmations with the breath today In the evening I hesitated whether to train or not, but I was so tired that I quit. Thanks to my work, I completely forgot about the pain. I mean the pain was there, but I didn't think about it that much. A certain situation of the day when I sold Marcin Rakowski, or rather translated. I lied that I did. It's good that somehow I picked it up, saying that the browser is loading it with data from the Cache. Ah, how nice it was for me to create this website today. I felt like a work of my own strength, a beautiful work of art. Time to stop, time to go to sleep. For dinner I ate slices in separate mode and finally a cube of cheese. I felt that my body needed it. After morning training, I went to the store. I bought with my own money Carrots, mountain milk and vegetable margarine for myself. I hesitated which product to choose, finally I chose something new at a similar price. In addition, up to 500g So much... I want to work more, but my body and mind are tired. May 21 - Today.txt I think I'll start with some wonderful news for me. Yesterday I went to sleep after 00:00 and woke up around 04:00 - refreshed, well rested and fully recovered. Wow :) I feel great physically, mentally and I have a lot of time for myself! :) So I decided to list what factors could have influenced it. Here they are: MAIN: - Last meal 19:30. I ate nothing else - 2 cloves of garlic with dinner, which could have contributed to better sleep and regeneration (5000 mg of vitamin C + other compounds) - I was warm at night, I did not freeze at all. Maybe because I gave up the vibrating chair. - Sleeping flat on your back - I drank a total of 3 cups of coffee at bedtime at various intervals - A thorough cold shower before going to bed could regenerate me better - Breathing exercises before bedtime - Positive mental attitude (work) - Affirmation before bedtime! SECONDARY: - No afternoon training - Check back tomorrow! Today I will repeat everything almost exactly the same. Maybe with the exception of garlic. I will also have an effect without afternoon training. Now is 4:48. Time to go to life. I also have herbs that I brewed in a thermos yesterday. I wonder how they will taste now during morning training. And as I promised myself - the morning training took place a bit earlier due to 8:30 am going to Rafal Pawlik. Morning training so-so. I decided that I will train 6 times a week. I break down the lafay training instead of 2x3 days into 1x6 days. At Rafal Pawlik's, we talked about suppressing feelings, about how I got a job, about the fact that IT specialists are thieves and about tolerance towards doctors ... At home, I ate 3 slices and left feeling slightly hungry. It is true that the 3 last slice at 11. But yes 13: 00-13: 30 I will do breathing exercises. Somehow it struck me that IT specialists are thieves ... And I don't want to pass for a thief! Between 11-12 I went to my friend to pay my bills and buy batteries for my toothbrush. I still have to report 20gr. When I finished, I felt like checking out my old house and its surroundings. Besides, my neck hurt. It was great. Behind the motley is "Prison Zaprawa". Imagining myself training there, I felt very free. It is true that the equipment is old and much uglier, but there is no plastic, trees around, fresh air and large grass, although close to the street. But the most important thing - loneliness - no one is looking at me! I also called Mruk. I signed up for Tuesday 10th. He said something about lumbar but I didn't hear because there was a storm and the connection was temporarily interrupted. I could have asked for a repeat! But I didn't, I wanted to be nice, I didn't want to piss him off and I nodded OK! I think maybe he can only do the lumbar spine right now? I don't know, at most I will just go for a ride. As a temporary affirmation in the draft, I gave: once in 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple. So far it is only in the scrapbook. Today I broke my fear and asked a chemical store in front of the queue for batteries! I don't want to work again. So I started doing 50 diaphragm breaths. 16 more for tradition. I suddenly felt like visiting the old site gratyzchaty.pl - After all, I haven't been here for a long time. Maybe I can find some nice clothes;) At 15 I had an appointment at GerlandToys. What fear and panic about my own health: tailbone, cold needles everywhere, from an uncomfortable position for the spine. Wandering pain in places. Oh shit ... But I was scared. And so 2 hours ... In the future I have to make an appointment for 4pm, then I will only sit for 1h, and then take a pillow with you. Now wandering pain clings to the testicle, somehow so strange. He feels the tension in his head, light in his teeth. Temporary imbalance. slight Panic ... Eh ... I don't know what to do, it's cold in the field until I don't want to exercise? Brac tramal? Cramps like panic, suppressed panic because through my spine I have various strange but discreet feelings - and yet I am calmer. Much quieter than when I was working in the afternoon. Cramps for the next long time, despite the recurrence of spinal feelings and the pain wandering through the nerve cells, I started to say affirmations: I love my body, I love my sexuality, I love myself ... I felt full of joy, maybe even love and peace, no panic. I felt happy with this affirmation and my hateful old ones that I developed about a powerful body began to seem worse to me ... Strange ... Supposedly today's title was: Super dream, but I changed it to KochamSwojeBody. May 22 - ScanFileCheck I woke up at 4:00 but I was terribly cold, I also thought to lie for a while and lay sideways until 5:30. 5:30 as standard. Despite the fact that after yesterday's affirmation I fell into anger again and I tried it again and somehow it worked out. After 7:00 am for training. Later I finished and returned late. I finished my belly. I came up with the idea to look for spy glasses on the Allegro that would look like computer glasses. As usual, the plans ended. Yesterday, while talking to Esther, he said that Adrian knows some clairvoyant who does skype sessions for free. I just wrote to her Mum went to Morczyna so I made dinner earlier. After training, I had a lot of ambitions and plans for the future. I wanted to take my hand again. I wanted to work! Today I discovered a new tool SFC.exe - Scan File System (Check) It is like an alternative to the R function - repair from Windows which for reasons unknown to me is inactive in SP3 ... I used it to restore system files so I have XP skin again :) JUPI: D With the pendrive I was able to reset the password (HIRENS BOOT CD) in windows 8 on Tomek's TGS laptop. And for the day I kinda fuck at home. I was still doing it at home. Affirmation works in an average way. I think about needles in the spine. I overloaded him. I'm going to exercise! And I think I have practically done nothing again today and I probably will not do anything anymore ... At 6 p.m. or a little before I ate. Almost an entire tray of cheesecake to build a powerful musculature. Perhaps my mother was extremely pleased about that. Now, however, I'm a bit sleepy after him and it's a bit before 8pm For the night I ate a total of 6 slices (4 slices + 2 usual) and I was hungry. A little guilt or I'm doing right. I ate the last 2 with the feeling of being quite full. But if I regret it, maybe not. By breathing, food will be transformed into a strong, muscular, powerful body! 23 May - Affirmation I think I slept sideways at night. I woke up twice. One dream I remember that I was as if I was completely in the "tight". That's why I slept sideways, it woke me up. A little bit of guilt and regret ... But what's interesting: I got up a little before 5:30. And before going to bed, I wrote down the affirmations / auto-suggestions on my blackboard: - He gets up 5:30 to finish the project and enjoy a beautiful sunny day Was it fulfilled? This is exactly what he told me to do silva and this author of the book get rich while you sleep. Maybe someday I will use it for such mental / esoteric purposes, although I will show you what I need to use it for real / manual dreams! In addition, the positions sideways feel like a "tightness" in the stuffiness and a stuffy nose. What's good in this situation: I have found another wrong solution how not to be done. Okay, time to go to life and the project It seems to me that the effect of waking up so early or quite well rested is probably the effect of affirmation. For the night, I ate as many as 6 slices, previously almost an entire baking pan ... The fuck is 7:35. He feels a chill in the right testicle from the spine and the right side of the throat. During this time I was making Windows for DreamToys. Time to train. Cloudy weather, but it's time to train. The training went quite well. The only exercise I didn't finish was the head pull. But I will start to pull up a bit with a monkey grip - then I noticed that I have more strength, which I also wrote down. Somehow, after the training, I edited the photos of Arnold Szwarceneger on my blackboard. I cut out the face and cut out the pictures and now I really like his silhouette! Expressing his affirmation: "It builds a powerful body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body" and looking at these photos I feel a real desire to express them and work on such a figure! At 11:30 a.m. Tomek came from TGS, the one for whom I was configuring the laptop yesterday. I missed breakfast, only an apple. During this time, fortunately, I was able to complete the IncrediMail configuration. I used the technique here and explained a lot of simple things to him. The more you know, the better you are with your method. I made him a ViStart start bar in Windows8 + IncrediMail. I guess he was really happy. He picked me up and gave me a ride to the company. Marta brought back PLN 100 for a laptop to the company. Mom, I lied that the PLN 100 is for repairing a friend's PC. I do not want my parents to know that I work, because they will convince me again, especially the FATHER, that I know nothing, can do nothing and are useless - and then I will be praised by what a gifted son he has. At 1:00 p.m. I ate my soup. You can say that I had a light morning fast, but after yesterday's eating for the night I was practically not hungry. By the day I am making a website. I have already made some windows and am now extending the page. I think in Joomla you will be able to set the appropriate options. I was working on the website for the day. I succeeded :) I expanded, I am proud of myself :) There was Mrs. Basia, I talked to Michał Przybyslawski. I'm dying because I'm tired, especially my back. In addition, Dad said before going to bed to clean the wells in the basement, then the air in the room will not stink. And I really appreciate fresh and clean air. May 24 - CzystyPokoj I guess the affirmation to get up again at 5:30 worked perfectly as if I had a watch in my hand. I have tested sleeping on my stomach, I have already developed an appropriate technique, but there are moments when I want to roll over to my right side and now I am atoning for this sin :) The shoulder was pressing on the thoracic vertebrae, neck on the cervical. Ledzwiowy is just somehow fine. I thought that since it is cold and the sun is not shining, I will do something new and now I will go to training, and then I will do the page. I'll probably start my day around 8:30. Cool :) I broke the basement drain for the first time. We'll see how this experiment turns out. I'm going to exercise! I think breaking the manhole helped. It didn't stink at home for the day :) It is now 6:25 pm. After a cold workout, my mom started cleaning my room. I came up with the idea that since the affirmation worked, and I am also positive about affirmations with photos + visualization = I can print my dream apartment in this way :) I was also thinking about my own car in which I would have my own apartment - my little hiding place. When I got back my mother was cleaning the windows. I had a great desire to go on my website, but first I cleaned the room a bit as my mother asked. It is really neat, clean and nice here now! Beautifully I also changed the windows shell. Although from StyleXP this option was blocked, I did it manually: I found the file and fired it. It feels like my eyesight gets a bit sick at the same time. Skorki really cool: Project521 I made copies of them to my email address. A 51MB file was compressed to 7MB. Oh, how much I wanted to create a website, create a work of art, but in the end I do nothing again. Today in the evening I want to test affirmations: she sleeps flat on her stomach to regenerate properly + breath + vibrating chair. I tested in the afternoon for nearly an hour: nothing hurt! In addition, I was in the library today to hand over the book about the spine. Fortunately, they did not pick on anything and I am late for several months. I was also in PPU - they called me and I did not give up the procedure card. Luckily, it found itself in my punching bag: a bit wet and wiped out, but it caught on :) Then I went to the farmer to buy 3 onions. And on my way back home I felt like doing something. I left photoshop on top but again did nothing. Now that I have closed it, I feel sorry for it ... I think I will write this rule of self-manipulation in my notebook. Just entering Facebook, I saw an interesting photo of Marcin Miskowiec. He made his photocopies in different positions in one photo. A great effect, maybe I will use his idea someday if I want to work and earn money as a model A moment ago I had a nice joke: my mother complained that it was cold, I said: unfortunately, you have to wait until winter until they heat up. Moreover, I discovered how nice a place to meditate in the room is. In the living room, on the orange sofa. Soft, cozy, irresistible and the TV set hypnotizes you. But I'm bullshit. After all, I do not want to meditate on May 25 - Jesus' Message My mind and body surprised me positively once again. Yesterday, when I was going to sleep, I gave myself an affirmation: - "He sleeps comfortably flat on his stomach to get up at 4:30" I woke up at 4:00 am fully refreshed and well rested. I slept sideways in places, but I suppose this is due to the fact that it was terribly cold at night, despite the thermo-active clothes. I have to buy some kind of thermo-active pajamas. Good today I will start training exceptionally quickly. Maybe even 5:30 I will leave the house :) I finished the training really early. I felt like I had a lot of free time to myself. I even wanted to go to Rokicin or buy new clothes - but I don't want to :) Because the house has been cold for some time, today I overcame my fear and put on 2 sweatshirts on myself. It makes me warmer. Although I am afraid and think about it now, although it is actually warmer. I decided to download Rocky 4 Training for the words of my affirmation / self-suggestion: "Builds a strong body". Somehow, these scenes, when he was training before the fight with Ivan Drago in the Russian frost, remind me of a strong organism. Moreover, it is wonderfully warmed up by the mibilization of the Crayfish spine. Additionally, to warm the house I lit 2 candles in my room. I am afraid that it burns oxygen, I will have stale air, but on the other hand I will be resistant to this situation + now you have to choose something else at the expense of something else. My lungs are fine, but I'm cold. This is now more important and prioritized. I went out around 12:00 to the city to a clothes-liner. I wanted to buy some nice clothes but unfortunately I didn't see anything interesting. I wanted a black V-neck shirt. Somehow, you asked if you could help. God, what are these sellers making a standard mistake - you should not ask right at the entrance for help. First, you should give the client the right decision, see a few minutes and then ask ... Then, out of fear and panic, I bought horse mask at a pharmacy. Message from Jesus - I got channeled from Jesus Himself today ... Wow, what an honor ... Reading Books - today I have added 2 new affirmations to my notebook to build a powerful, muscular body: - once every 3 days I break my fear and do something brave, something simple - I read with pleasure 1 book for 3 days During this time, I read a book: The Greatest Secret To Get Rich. Cala ksaizka is about giving to others as much as possible, then you receive as much as possible. And then I thought about chimek - maybe I will forgive him this debt of PLN 300 ... Besides, laziness and constant hypochondria. Pictures of my dream apartment - I found them on google, saved them on my desktop and will print them out soon. There was an episode on Facebook for good and bad about Lyme disease. Unfortunately, my browser crashed, but it promised to be interesting ... Achievements in the near future. And dinner. I did not want to eat, and I ate the medicin with rice. Then I also took a huge add-on. And I think about it. When I do not eat - I think that I eat too little and my muscles will not grow. And when I eat: I think that I did not want to eat and ate too much. In addition, when I do, I think to myself: heated twice, loses nutrients ... But I know what I'll do. Tomorrow is Sunday. Morning fast + enema, I think it will settle the matter :) 26 May - Today.txt I woke up at 5:15 am. Cold, but I felt quite warm in bed. I think I slept without pain on my back most of the night. I was glad about this fact :) The stool was great, because it had been strange and pale for several days. Today was great! I was also happy about this fact :) And I was getting ready for training today. Before training, however, I felt like rereading WD Wattels - Learning to Get Rich. I decided after yesterday's book the scientific secret of getting rich Joe Vitale and I will forgive the stutters a debt of PLN 300. I still have to do it so that he doesn't feel guilty about it. During the training I was reminded that yesterday I had an appointment with Jacek Gabbie twice. During training, I discovered that after training it is good to do breathing exercises to regenerate and then I want to stretch my muscles. Great technique, I wrote it down in my notebook. Besides, it was quite cold, I exercised in a black light jacket. I was wondering whether to do an enema today or not, but now when I came back I see that my mother is still in bed. And again the question: eat breakfast or not? I decided that I will not eat the slices, I will regenerate, but I can eat this cheese, then juices, egg shells, etc. After taking a shower, I will measure the measurements, eat echinacee to avoid a cold because yesterday I also felt that I could catch a cold. Fortunately, it is much better today. These are wonderful tablets :) I was breathing with a modified affirmation: - "I accelerate the regeneration of my body" In addition, again I fell into a certain swing, i.e.: I imagined how once I do not want to do anything for the rest of my life, and the second time I want to have my combined interests ... I do not know what I want, sometimes I am in this state and sometimes in another ... however, do nothing. In turn, now I have responsibilities again - work. Gotta make this fucking website. Fuck, I really don't want to. Okay, I'm gonna get washed, then finish my book and get the echinacee. Yesterday in the evening I was testing again bedtime affirmations combined with breathing and the technique Get Rich While You Sleep. I guess it's a bit better again. I breathed in the intention of neutralizing the pain that was going on. In addition, I woke up quite early for such a late and great meal and there was a great stool ... A moment ago a guy from gg wrote to me: 42749646 from the website zarabiam.com. He had an interesting patent, he asked people of good will to register from his link. And what the hell, I agreed :) It is true that I will not use this website, but at least I did a good deed. Now I think to myself: crap and maybe this is how I finally finish my Universal Bot? And start making money on it? I wrote down my idea in the idea journal. When my mother went to church, however, I gave up the enema. At that time I went to Adam to buy a present for my mother's day. I think I met some homeless man. I wanted to help him, but I didn't have the courage to talk to him. I could easily give him my old clothes and some money. But somehow I did not do it, interesting because recently I visualized that I help a homeless person. Besides, now around 2:30 pm after lunch I felt quite clear symptoms of a cold. I must have practiced unnecessarily in the morning ... In panic I took another Echinacee. Let's hope he will help me. Peculiar headache - yes, I think I have a cold ... I wanted to improve my speed reading program but in this state I am unable to think. Okay I swallowed Echinacee. what to do? Maybe some kind of affirmation for faster recovery. Now WFM with affirmation, then I'll do the Breathing. For this even hemiSync SoundHeilting. That is: - WFM + Health sounds + affirmation. but what kind of affirmation? Maybe the last one with compassion: "I love my body, I love my sexuality. I love myself" Now I'm after dinner so I can't lie down on purpose, but then I'll go and lie with this affirmation 40 minutes later: CHICKENS, YOU HAVE GOOD! I HAVE COME FROM A COLD OF THIS METHOD! : d: d JUPI; d It is true that 4 minutes before my mother burst in here screaming: why didn't you give him this dinner? Fucking fucking fucking! today is still a fucking mother's day, I have to do my duty and give her a gift. It's good that I only bought chocolates for less than PLN 3.99 + paper. Because I feel sorry for more money! Later it got a bit worse, but it's still much better. Try this method again before going to sleep with breathing. Only with the window closed because it's cold. Also, during the day I did something with edreamtoys but not much. Barely, because I kept thinking about the pain, the spine and the strange sensations from him, and the traveling pain. There was a jack. I gave him his games. I didn't eat dinner. I don't feel laceration - I have a cold. I ate tomato and onions. Now 1 hour later I took Echinacee once again. In a moment to wash and then those hemiSync with breathing. I will do this page in the morning, and I will give up training at the same time.27 Maja - Today.txt I think I forgot to write yesterday and, due to my health condition, I managed to go hungry yesterday. I did not want to eat, my stomach stopped working, my mouth was dry. The only thing I dreamed about was heat and water. I also added Andrographis to my arsenal. Before going to bed I tried SoundHealing lying down, but unfortunately there was no such effect as it was in the afternoon. Time to go to life ... A while ago I ended up listening to Health Sounds. It is true that I did not recover as much as yesterday, but at the same time I was saying affirmations which I really liked: - I love my body. I allow him to recover faster. And so there was no expectation here. I was just saying the words to myself After the afternoon lunch, I felt almost cured of my cold. During the day I did something about Gerland, but again practically not much. At least you can see that I'm doing something ... Tomorrow morning to the purr ... I forgave Szymek a debt of just over PLN 300. I already had an appetite for the night. Actually, after 5 p.m. I wanted cheese. I ate the one I left for these 2 days. The starvation went brilliantly. Virtually no loss of muscle mass which makes me happy. Biceps 35.5 cm, waist 75 cm, weight 68.4 kg. Good results, I haven't lost any weight. It's good that I listened calmly to my body to eat nothing and drink a lot of water and herbs. After 12, I wanted my first meal: oranges. I ate 3. Then 14 Breton beans. I wasn't hungry, but you have to eat dinner. In fact, she even did me good. OK 19 I have eaten my dinner. For 30 minutes a total of 4 slices of egg paste, tomato and onion, and 20 each of ice cream and a lot of marshmallow. At first, I had no remorse over the ice cream and marshmallow. I felt that my body needed it. Now, however, I feel a little sorry because I feel like my stomach is a bit full, but only a little bit. Let him go to health if I needed it. I suppose I need to regenerate for the starves. But I am most happy and I did not lose much in the circuits :) 28 Maja - DoOdwaznychSwiatNalezy Yesterday before midnight I went to sleep between 22-23, eating a hearty supper, ice cream, sweets. I woke up sometime before 01:00. The room was relatively warm - the windows were just ajar. My cold was over as well, but I had a great desire for Andrographis - I felt that I needed something bitter. So I went into the kitchen and drank a bitter. Then somehow I did not want to sleep, so I sat down to read - Only you decide. It had some 85 pages. It's quite fun to read. After a while I went to sleep Massacre, I woke up before 7:00. In addition, I felt that I was lying for a long time, probably somewhere until 3:00. Undisturbed nervous tension. I guess that's why I got up so late. So I put off my daily schedule and took care of the most necessary things for today. Wallet, money, phone, bag, I made myself 3 sandwiches for the road with egg paste and a tomato in my container. Still leaving, I went through the park to stretch the spine on the bar. First I went to Mszana, then at 8:30 am by bus to Limanowa. Finally, on foot to Stara Wieś. Earlier, however, I bought a juice in a grocery store in Limanów. I wanted a grapefruit very much, but I was tempted by some hortex juice or a fortune. I was tempted by the text that he was healthy and sugar-free. But the taste is gross. I could not cope with this pic. I fired him. And here maybe I made a mistake, which I will write about in a moment. Going to the purr I was breathing my diaphragm on the way. In addition, from the morning I had a slightly cold and hoarse voice. It gave me confidence. I liked that strong voice very much :) I was the first at the purr at 10:00. The mutt arranged what he could, but I think that touching the spine I do not see any special difference. In addition, I had such specific feelings in my knees after the setup. I felt I needed more shoe insoles. Because I was expressing myself the affirmations of courage to do something bold and simple once every 3 days, I asked the elderly gentlemen if they could give me a lift to Limanowa or Mszana. Here, too, I used a slight persuasion - an apparent choice. On the way to Limanowa, I listened to the harmonious Persuasion of Artur Lewandowski - the same who wrote the Mind Code - a book I liked very much. I went to the station in Limanowa and there I sat at the end by the open window. Here I performed the vibrations of my brain waves, they calmed me down a little and gave me a little pleasure. After leaving the hospital in Wroclawska, what I would not do, I feel like a crest! I have to finally break it. Therefore, I made these vibrations despite this, saying to myself that within the framework of the 3-day courage that I established for myself. Lest the guest look at me strangely, I said to him: what time the Lord is leaving - with my strong voice. But then I switched to the very front. On the back too much vibration / shock - dangerous for the spine. Instead of fresh air, I chose spine health. I did these vibrations for a while and fell asleep in the car. Oh, I did the vibrations along with the affirmation - I love my body - I let it heal on its own! After such a dream, I felt like grapefruit juice. So I went to Tesco and here I met a homeless man in Tesco. It was dirty and run down. I wanted to help him somehow, but I didn't have the courage. I thought I would do it so in a moment, first I went to the toilet waiting for opportunities until a certain woman who paid came out. I broke my fear and when she left I entered the women's toilet :) Now, when I think about it - I am proud of myself for this success :) Then I left but the visitor was gone. But I felt that it was somewhere and first went to Tesco to buy grapefruit juice. When I bought it, I found a guest. He was no longer inside, but before entering. I wanted to go talk to me, but I was afraid. There were some women next to me, they could look at me strangely that I wanted to give him 20 PLN + a banana. Yes, what has all this led me to: because of the diagnosis from Wroclawska, I am afraid of what people think about me. Whatever I do, I'm afraid I will be hailed as a tip ... Fuck me ... But I came back, waited for these women to go away and I wanted to come, but the guy also left. I followed him. The guest spoke to a woman asking for 2 zlotys - this woman says that the card pays and no change is made with such a rather unpleasant dismissing accent. I pat the guests, the guest wants to shake my hand and say hello, but at this point I was afraid to say hello to him that he would catch some muck, which does not mean that I did not want to help him. I gave him a banana in hand - he hid it, and then I took out 20 PLN prepared in Tesco for him, saying: buy yourself something nutritious to eat! The guest was probably extremely grateful for his help, I think he couldn't believe that someone could give him as much as PLN 20 ... I went to the bus stop and then some thoughts got to me: what if he drinks it or something. But I think to myself: maybe he stinked, but it was definitely not alcohol. It was dirty, there is probably nowhere to live ... I think I will give it a rest, and today I did so many brave things as at the beginning, but I thought what would hurt again. I went to check if I accidentally drank it. Again he was sitting in front of tesco. Earlier there was a police car. Silver Kia. Some other short zebra talks to what I gave him 20 zlotys - what the fuck he got, the police are going here - somehow that was the text. I didn't like this little guy. I could stand up for him and at least say something like "what the fuck do you care?" Today I did not have enough courage, but next time I will try to react in this situation and do something about it. I went to Kibla for a while. This little guy followed me and he looked at me a bit. I looked at him too, finally he gave up and walked over. I was hoping that this homeless man would succeed and keep the 20 zloty, eat a banana and buy himself something nutritious to eat - but not alcohol. Returning to Rabka, I was doing WFM of the head in his intention, then breathing, thinking about him and hoping that he would succeed. I went to Grandpa instead of Akwaria. Someone told me that my grandfather kept the price of 2.50 students. Close, the bus cost me 3.50, but I saved PLN 1 on the ride anyway. In addition, I broke my fear again: I said that I am a student :) I did the same before going to Limanowa twice and back. Mainly because I didn't want to lose more money. And why not print your disability group in this way ... And ride with a guardian for a 95% discount? Marcin Rakowski called in Rabka. I have been throwing off their cramps for some time. I bought a top-up in a store for PLN 5, then breathed for a while and went home. Agnieszka Pitek was walking in front of me with her younger brothers. I stretched again on the stroller. The mutt said something to be careful now with your right hand. I guess he was right. Moreover, when I look at skin cancer, it seems that the skin is less red and less dry. Maybe his attitude was not in vain. In addition, he said that, unfortunately, he is treated oncologically. He accepts the last time in a week. I thought so about offering him baking soda or gerson therapy - but I didn't dare. I thought maybe he would laugh at me or something. But after tomorrow's next time, I'll have the courage. Especially on this matter, I will come to Limanowa earlier. At home, I ate dinner, but I really didn't want to eat. A little remorse, I'm not exercising, so I should have 2 meals a day or something ... But I ate, although I feel well fed. 10 for breakfast, then a liter of grapefruit juice ... However, I'm not that hungry. I can change that to affirmation: - since 2 meals of the diet is enough to live a normal life, 3 meals a day build a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. -Every meal eaten builds a strong body, a powerful musculature, a powerful body. The weather is beautiful. You've got to pay the damn chick. Ah, maybe I'll go some exercise after all, or at least stretch and sunbathe. we'll see. Now, when writing the diary, I didn't think about the spine at all. So cool :) The weather in the weather is encouraging. But I guess I'll go practice :) About 3:45 pm Marcin came to me to jump to my office. Then there was Tomek Urbanski, I took his laptop home to partition him. I said that I have to do it at home because I do not have the program with me and such an operation takes about 1 hour. I talked to the boss about the layout of the website. I think they suspect me that I'm lazy and I slack off a lot, but ... luckily they didn't notice me :) For tomorrow I have an appointment with the Clairvoyant Hania who was recommended to me by Adrian Zielony. I wrote down a few questions I have for her, although my current life ambition is simply to survive and survive. Live in peace and do nothing ... In the evening, or rather before the evening, it was already quite nice. I breathed a little to regenerate myself. I think I regenerated. It seems to me that breathing up to 10 o'clock I have a stronger voice. In the evening I ate a lot again, even though I was not hungry at all. For dinner, 3 slices + scrambled eggs, before that, an apple. and then 9 cubes of chocolate. Even later, some 5-6 pieces of delicious apple pie that smelled so sweet. After all, after the chocolate I didn't feel like eating anything more sweet, but I declared that I would eat this apple and I ate it ... Eh, do I feel guilty? I think to myself: once in a while you can sin, just like with Tramal. Although tramal treats as a lesser sin than eating sweets. Because it's just a small tablet, and here are hundreds / thousands of unnecessary calories that not enough fattening, the body has to digest them! In addition, I feel terribly full and full. I haven't had this feeling for a long time, I always leave the table light and full of energy. What's good about this situation? I got a negative feeling that I have to avoid and, moreover, I have sinned once in a while: I was content with something sweet at the expense of the burden on my stomach. It feels like the stomach is full, maybe even mixed up: bread, ovary + cake ... But thanks to this I know that combining bread with scrambled eggs is quite healthy and tasty. Then I feel fine, I don't feel any unpleasant ailments from the digestive system. I got to know a negative feeling and now I know what is good for me ... Heh, if I did not eat the meal, I would think: I did not eat a delicious cake and chocolates ... Now that I have eaten, I think to myself: but I was stuffed like a pig. It will have to be burned somehow ... Oh, on the Allegro I bought myself niesmeirtelniki. One text was given by Krystian Broniszewski. Second words of Jesus, whatever you ask, believe that you will receive it .... I liked this text and Jesus' quote. The font is gothic, of course. Interestingly, eating so much I don't think about the spine when writing this diary. I'm pretty calm. Is sugar calming? Perhaps, it definitely slows down the body ... Maybe it also calms down :) That's a good thing in this situation. I still want to read the overdue book Silva's method of mind control for the evening. I ate the apple pie burned a little :) It would be useful to wash it, but I feel that at this point it will not be the best solution. So I made a mistake with this cake. I can feel the chlamydia wandering around. It usually starts wandering when I do something wrong, mostly with food. Hah, some moments ago I mobilized Kregoslup A. Rakowski. After this mobilization, I feel energized. It seems to me that the mobilization of the spine increased blood flow throughout the body, also in the digestive system, which increases the digestibility of food. Breathing and yawning have become an inseparable companion of this exercise. It seems to me that his mobilization gives a similar effect to the chodzienei on the Heels of M. Tombak. I have entered this method into my arsenal of methods for building a strong body! In addition, today I was also lying in traffic jams in my ears. Then I was also doing breathing with the intention of neutralizing the pain from traveling. When I wrote the diary later and being at the PC, I didn't think about pain at all, even though it was there. He was on the side, as there are thoughts on the side while meditating. Cramp now I'm mobilizing again. Because I felt like it. This mobilization is really great! Now I'm like a sleepy blogger, unloaded with unnecessary tension and I feel with pleasure that I can start reading a book. 29 May - Hania There was also quite a lot going on today. Really much. I did not write the diary on a regular basis because I simply did not have time for it. Let's start: So I woke up quite early in the morning, refreshed and refreshed. I slept almost nonstop on my back, maybe that's why this was the effect, despite the fact that the day before I ate a lot for dinner. Light preparations for the new day and around 6:30 am I started to pick up the herbs. I was especially concerned about the nettle. is the end of Maja and I wanted to get it. As part of self-confidence and building a muscular body, I went to Adaś to take 3 fresh bags. I think and I do it in order to build a muscular body broke my slight fear. I felt great with it. Going up, along the motley, I saw Darek who was probably walking in the company of some nurses From 7:00 am it was really warm, although the morning was quite cold and I was still after a cold. After 7:00 am I already took off my shirt, put on short shorts and walked up the mountains. I met an old man who was also shirtless so early. I was also still worried about the spine - instructions from the purr to save my right arm. The walk was quite long when I got a lot of horsetail. Then going down I went to see how Kaja and Strasko were doing. Kaja is a bit low, but the leaves sprouted, I couldn't find it. I also wanted to pick up the nettles later, but somehow I was afraid and I didn't. So I transferred it to another day. I was going down with fear for the spine, because in one hand a bag, in the other a sweatshirt + herbs. When I went downstairs, I went to the playground to stretch my spine. Wonderfully crunchy circles, I felt relaxed. And home. There was no one, during this time I was thinking whether I was eating breakfast. Yesterday I ate so much for dinner. I missed breakfast: I drank the juice, ate a few bad champions' apples, which made my stomach ache. I laughed that no one was home. I quickly prepared Marcin 7 visions of the website so that I was doing something there. I was also going to make a laptop partitioned by Tomek. I lied that I did it because I was really just starting out. Yesterday I said that such an operation would take me about 1 hour. I also have to value my skills, which is why I said so. In the meantime, I was wrong, I prepared my laptop, Russian dumplings and Tom came to pick me up at 12.30 at Adam's place. We went to the office together. With Grzegorz, we agreed on a new look for page 2 - without this blue border. Besides, he told me how the catalogs should look like. I noticed he has a Cool black KIE. Great car. I set up something else for Tom on the laptop. It couldn't read .pdf files so I installed FoxitReader. I feel like a computer specialist here. It's good that I took the pillow, it calmed me down about the spine and tailbone. In addition, I also set up a printer. I dressed well, hairstyle, black appearance gave me confidence. When we finished our agreement, Marcin drove me back. I had to go upstairs confidently tell a certain guy to repark the truck because we couldn't leave. Tom slightly hooked the fender on the gutter, but luckily nothing serious happened. I was in a hurry at 2 p.m. because I had an appointment with this fairy Hania. Tomek could see that he was in a hurry and every now and then we had some obstacles on the way :) I missed the interview, but Hania was not upset. Nice old woman. I still had a thought if she wasn't reading my mind now. I didn't get any answers to my questions but wrote down her things. What captivated me was that her son committed suicide six months ago because he was labeled a mentally ill person. FUCKING DOCTORS !!! I really wanted to end this conversation asap. She told me to treat my family not as a brake, but as a bar for my growth. But I don't want to grow anymore. I just want to survive in peace. In her opinion, it would be good if she did not quit her current job at the present stage of her life. Although I don't want to work. I want to do nothing. And by doing nothing, I mean not to worry about expenses, receive a decent retirement due to mental illness, travel and do whatever I want. To live alone, feel free as a man. It would give me joy in life! :) I also talked a lot about this subject. After the conversation, I ate dinner, and at the same time it wanted to shit me. First, I was able to shake myself off because when I ate these delicious dumplings I had a stomachache. But the breaths eased it quickly. I also had to clean the house. Somehow I only started around 17 when my mother came in. The last few days had been quite quiet on her part, but now there was an argument. I cleaned up, but I was angry with myself again that I couldn't tell her. I couldn't and in addition I fell into a slightly depressed mood. So I took the tram. As I watched, I did not take this drug for almost 12-13 days. And after the tram, when I went to training, I felt like a young God again. I felt outspoken, my thoughts are full of sharp retorts. I felt I could do anything. I wrote down to look for natural methods of stimulating serotonin and adrenaline. Maybe testosterone too. Tramal is a miracle medicine. I did training in black pants and a black T-shirt. In this outfit I felt confident! After training, after 9 p.m., I ate dinner. I don't think there was any feeling of garlic due to the fact that I ate the garlic at the very beginning and then 3 sandwiches. It might be late for dinner, but I was quite hungry. In addition, I increased my breakfast and dinner slices to 3. I have a feeling that I am still lean and decided to increase my food to build a strong body. I do not know if the effect of the tram is still holding. I have the impression that it has stopped working for 30 minutes. But we will see. I have planned to listen to Hotara's music for the evening. Ah, end of the day and Tramal. Tramal is a great tool. I promised myself that I would use it next time for Donata Bargiel to make myself feel more confident and convince her to my opinion. 30 Maja - BozeCialo Night after the tram. I woke up a bit before 4:00, somewhere like 3:35 by eye. I got up for a moment, wrote my coffee and wondered what to do. But I went to sleep again, this time on my stomach. Sleeping on my back is getting better and better since I modified the position of the pillow. Then I woke up around 7:00 but it was raining a little, then even harder. So the weather was not suitable for training. I breathed, then around 9:00 am I ate breakfast. 3 slices - I increased this limit to build muscle mass. After 11:00 I went to training. For training, I actually ate guarane - just raw, without brewing. I had a lot of energy. Before that, I was looking for some ambient music, but I didn't find it. During training I met a few years old Kube. He told the children a lot of fairy tales :-) I had that too, probably at his age :) The training was really great - a lot of energy, a lot of power. I exercised in black pants and a T-shirt which gave me confidence. Then I downloaded them. After training and before lunch, I measured my biceps. Only 35cm less. I felt very soft in my biceps. I don't know if my biceps are unstretched ... I think I need to stretch my biceps. And that's it. I want to do nothing. I don't want to work on Gerland's website. I don't feel like fucking ... I don't feel like it. This "do nothing" life is now the best for me ... But something, I guess I have to. I have no choice. Between 3:30 p.m. and 5:00 p.m. I slept on my stomach. I slept quite nicely under the folder. I have already mastered the technique of sleeping on the stomach. Then I did over the page. Despite my modest graphic skills, I came up with a fantastic logo. I'm proud of myself. I've been doing it all for a long time ... Late dinner. Az 4 slices. However, with this amount, provoking affirmations, I feel how it can build a strong body, a powerful musculature, a strong body. 31 May - KrystianBroniszewski Chronicles The day started somewhere at 5:45 am, although I woke up at about 4:00 am, despite the late meal. In the evening I wrote down affirmations that I get up 5:30. Despite the late hearty meal, as many as 4 slices, I got up well. My body and mind only came 10 minutes late. They worked faithfully to please me :) As usual, I was getting ready for training, I also did some shopping. I did add some money, unfortunately. Although I have no complaints that I spent some of my money. The training was pretty good. Due to the fact that the pain did not travel so often, and yesterday I also did not plunge into my imaginations. I imagined how Ola's children would translate - where the children come from :) Warmth, sometimes the sun. Mostly cloudy, but quite warm. Before leaving, I played a 26-minute piece of trance mix from YouTube. During training I came up with the idea to listen to newer and newer music for training. I can download some long compilations from youtube. In addition, change the end of the affirmation to: - Build (...) a strong healthy body * / by imagining this photo / * Yes, a strong, healthy body reminds me well. Better than a powerful word. Yes, at the moment better, somehow I don't want to be that powerful. I want powerful armor in a slim, healthy, athletic body and a strong body. I think mighty bad. I also modified the sequence of the warm-up: stretching first, then intuflow. And today's guarana + Inka gave me a great boost! I also came up with an idea to change the name of the Diary of my Diary. The diary is associated with something for women. And if I give the name: - Krystian Broniszewski's Chronicles - sounds better. I need to think about the name. For now he will write yes. I came home barefoot. Julka and her dad were staring at me a bit. Then I thought to answer them: I got my shoes soaked :) At home, I needed an eraser - an old-fashioned flyer to mark a broken pen. As a part of self-confidence (today a new 3-day stay) I went to look for my neighbors. I also went to the chairwoman - she found it :) I think she was happy that she could help me, because she even said that I can still come in case of anything :) yes, people love to help, advise something, show off! I made her a real joy and I strengthened my personality. I thought to go to M. Gajewski for this purpose, I was even ready to do it and overcome my fear, but Gosia finally opened it. Now, for the last 1 hour, I was doing a few things at home, which I wrote on the blackboard. On Zajfon.pl, they completely changed the interface. It's gray, I can better program my free calling program. I even felt like it. I also called the hospital in Zakopane I also came up with such a spontaneous idea that, since I am a graphic artist, I should learn Photoshop to stimulate the Laws of the Brain as part of building a strong muscular organism. I wrote it down in my notebook with goals. With Donat I had an idea to simulate Neuroses. Take a tram for this purpose, then I can play anyone. Then I feel that my acting personality is regaining ... Yes ... Because, after all, Neurosis - I can be angry and furious. I am proud that I have Neuroses, and so Schizophrenia - I feel like a psycho and creep. Yes, I will strive to change the Diagnosis! I am going to register for it, then buy headphones in alsen. About 4:00 p.m., if the weather is fine, I am going to collect nettles by taking bags from Adam. Headphone cable on the back - I unscrewed this technique during training. Not only that it gives a headphone cable from behind the back - the stomach is better to exercise, and in addition it is a discreet solution and you can't see how I'm carrying the cable. Very nice idea;) Before dinner I went to alsen in search of headphones + Bargiel donate. There was no headphone, one that I really care about ... Donata probably took a vacation before the long weekend. Going, I met chimon on a bench with Bartek, zazim, and someone else. You can see they were looking at me. Moments later, Szymon wrote to me where am I going? I wonder if it had anything to do with them? I wonder what they said about me ... I was also in Malgosia. I bought 2 cabbage rolls + 2 fudge fudges for my mother. As part of my confidence, I said that I will show you which I want to have. The lady also gave me 1 grosz. I'm thinking of going there again and giving her this one penny :) Even when I came back, I was a little irritated that my mother heated the noodles for me twice. After all, it is unhealthy - it loses its nutritional value ... Well, I ate it, although this thought remained a little in my head. I forget about the mobilization after the meal. I do not remember whether I did it in the morning - did not ... And no ... but I did, it is written on my board. A bit late, but I did. I will do it too, almost 30 minutes after the meal. Before 5 p.m. I went to gather herbs. Before I left, Paszczak called to buy an UltraBook. I advised him on Lenovo Yoga, although, as I emphasized, I do not know much about the equipment. When I went to the mountains, sunbathing at the same time and finally found nettles, I gave up collecting them. I was attacked by a kind of wasp, then I went elsewhere but I was already tired and I did not want to collect herbs. So I returned home On my way back, I met Pania Basie - Bartek's mother. I like a super woman very much. We chatted for a while along the way. There was also a conversation about work, I was a little afraid that it would come to the topic of where I worked in my life. Then I met dad. He suggested that I should come to the store tomorrow for Children's Day to make something for myself. At home, although I wasn't hungry, I ate a really hearty dinner. My mistake - 2 cabbage rolls - a large pie with butter - a slice of dad - cheese - egg - strawberries - apple All this in 40-60 minutes. But then I regretted it. After all, I wasn't hungry at all. Again this metlik thinks - after all I will not gain weight, on the other hand, why should I eat when I am not hungry. In the end, when I liked it, I ate one big bigos for dinner. With a lot of guilt, I began to breathe and asked my body - is the combination of carbon and protein, or apples and bread harmful or healthy? I listened to the sounds of my body and found: headache where the bloody lump is. Stomach - overcrowded but no pain. Eyes moisturized. So I state: - Mixing fruit and bread is healthy and feasible - I felt like my stomach, although it is overloaded, I am satisfied with the product - Once, 2 years ago, when I had problems with my stomach, I felt like the dinner eaten together (potatoes + sorowka + chop) are better digestible than eaten separately as I did * / one thing but - in my head Tombak thinks that you have to eat it all separately / * - How to get rid of it if my body says it's healthy? But my Master Tombak says otherwise? I also called the psychotronics school today. I think I talked to the director himself. I made an appointment with him on Tuesday. Until then, I have to complete the application form and prepare the documents. I just finished meditating recently. I applied - Traffic jams - KEY MATTER! - SoundHealing - WFM up-down - Vibrating chair These 4 elements introduced me to an interesting meditative relaxation. When there was some strange sensation from the spine, I didn't care about it. I was quite relaxed. It was pleasant in all this. And again today I didn't do anything with Gerland and I probably won't do anything more :) He also wrote a guest on the offer. He had some programs to pass for college. I'm supposed to do it. I gave him a fairly large price because PLN 369 but I wrote that I would do it to him in one day. I thought to myself that the others would probably be screwed up and the guest would come to me the day before, but ... He had contacted me twice :) I offered him what he expected - time! Plus a satisfaction guarantee, although the price is cosmic, it tempted him. He reduced to 250 PLN. Now I have to consider whether to cooperate with him. Now, after this 1 hour of meditation, I feel that I have eaten a really great meal and my body is happy. Although Tombak's thoughts about a separate diet are still in my head, I feel that the fruit goes well with the bread, apart from the fact that I was stuffed like a pig that evening. Cramp after this meditation, I feel extremely calm and composed.

March (2)

CONCEPT: // list of contents at the beginning of one file each month (grep) March 2 Yesterday I finally moved out of the house. today I finally worked out the lying position. I feel horny! I work pretty well in the supine position, but I need to have a good body March 3 AF: Regardless of my state of mind, I'm getting stronger every day in every way! In the evening I was quite good with fiery reiki. I felt the energy of the fire! AF: ecr for height AF: I learn to manipulate the appearance of my body (goku) AF: accumulate powerful energy and power in my body that I can manipulate with the appearance of my body AF: it builds a perfectly divine body! (Dear) AF: ecr for building, healing CONCEPT ecr quick exhale I lost my job. Despite everything, he feels calm. I paid the rent for 2 months in advance. Although I'm sad, sorry - I gave a lot of myself at work. Now I have to ask for my finances. I liked this job so much. I will give advice! On the other hand, it could be a survival lesson. I guess I wanted it, but lest it would be like a disease: AF: I only attract events at this level that I am able to deal with! And who knows ... I have fired so many times ... :) It will do Grzesek well if he feels and it will be hard for him to find a man so versatile for such a sum AF: It calmly gets everything done right now Someone reported me to the police again. it was fun. March 4. At least I know the police even intervene for such nonsense! New lying position. Additional keyboard - I reject 5 Mar croissants with chocolate. Yellow silk training. Conversation with an old man from the USA. I train here every day. It was great! He reminded me that exercise guarantees health! AF: the mighty musculature is impressive I fell for a hypermarket trick. there was no price for apples. You bought more expensive! Positioning, repair of rabka computers use of free .tk .cc domains Yesterday this woman showed me how to get help. Ask for even more. And not like the orphan Mary to ask! I've been experimenting a lot with touch lately. I feel better and better what form of touch my body needs! POSITION: Moaning is a form of sitting. Thank you body! JOB: Crawler spammer I was able to achieve the energies of the earth, garlic bread and chocolate Wrong choice of meals. I haven't felt the need for sleep for a long time! And breath at the same time. This state is much more suitable for work. I'm going to sleep and breathe soon. Until I do not want to eat, but only drink, sleep and breathe! I made an excellent zwm 3.0 wallpaper in the condition described above! Ah what a nice state. EARTH. Nothing hurts me. I am calm, pleasantly exhausted. Maybe it's time to take a break from over-energizing the body? EARTH - bread + garlic. I suppose the garlic is doing its job. Recently, when I was giving blood, the effect was similar! By the way, I am thinking of a countdown. 1l of blood, I think 65 or 130 PLN - I do not remember exactly. I wonder if the bone marrow counts twice? March 6-8 CONCEPT: Double your pension! Shopping binoculars Access to wifi rabka feeders City council password sm@rabka.pl Logmein license Electric cars REVENGE: The longer it takes, the greater the chances Medical Chamber Helping the injured patient CONCEPT: Coaching Perfect Health! Purchase of waste paper, access OPT new water place. Zdrojowa Fascinated, I sent the coins to the Klimin photo by email next to the shell. Free wifi access STRESZCZENIA.INFO = THE EASY WAY TO BUILD A PAGE, PIRATE COPYRIGHT RIGHTS AF: Raise the initial value for greg to pay me OPT: Collect receipts / coupons OPT Talking about the work of a pizzeria (bartek, dawid) OPT: Wedding house Today I was collecting leaflets collections. I am fascinated by this activity. I ate pizzas at Calabria but they didn't give me a coupon. You stupid. For commuters only. BUSINESS Reporting to people about positioning CODE: too many things make you have to do AF: Breaks down weaknesses overcomes fear OPT: Pieczatki pizza - hack email pizzeria or Barbara wodziak (hydra) SURIVAL: Counterfeit Accounts AF: I enjoy every meal, I draw energy and power from every meal! CONCEPT: Car rental Macikowski - getting a sick leave I had an injury 3 times Go to Kalemba Propolis Referral of a sanatorium Read about privileges Prochyra Kalemba CODE: Mind gradual improvement Helping patients scammed email attorney a year ago. content compression / opt Bohdan werbowy cash desk hotline CONCEPT: Telekinesis levitation, flying CONCEPT: SParta upbringing Beer, pizza and cipsy - mixing like the energy of the earth. I'm blogo tired Earth energy concept garlic / product month The energy of izemi made and recovered Moreover, I think that we can exchange one energy for its other varieties Max use of water (eat excess) The battery works great after the 6h format at 77pr AFFIRMATION: I learn electronics and chemistry in the wash. After all, nurses can only give injections! March 9 Quickly saying "I am perfectly healthy". Strech, I felt myself gradually slowing down, until the pain was finally gone, the thoughts of the disease were gone. Additionally, I listened to music. Music is a cure for everything! CONCEPT Training sparta the art of lying survival utterance theft training // just surival The energy of the earth is what it needs to work, regenerate and build the body. Peace and quiet! Garlic helps me with that. useful during stretching A green fuel supply before going to bed to warm up the body! OPT: Sun ironing OPT: old T-shirt for new OPT: Speed ​​reading, belly lying, sunbathing OPT movies plus music (Rakowski) Concept: Reimbursement of head injury collapse? Spikit crack - learning cracking? Game Cheat 6.5 OPT: Old rag as a humidifier + airing OPT: battery cold format work. Using it extends the life span. Today it's warm, even hot. I didn't even feel like eating. I sunbathed my back for a while and read a book I look at myself in the mirror and I think I have gotten a little fat. I was so beautiful and carved during the summer holidays! However, I am explaining myself, I do not look so bad at all and the slight layer of fat allowed me to survive the winter :) Then I wore black. I felt stronger, like P. Kwatyra. I was glad to look at myself in the mirror! In addition, I looked in the mirror today. I looked similar to a bone (frieze) merged with a boy. It was enough to stare at the desktop wallpaper! AF: Whoever I meet on my way, sooner or later, I am stronger than him TRAINING: 2 shirts (thick clothing) feeling powerful Photoshop TRAINING Super-silhouette would make it easier for me to get additional work, e.g. as a model! Offers advertising text - cool ideas Finally, a fairly comfortable position. Laptop as if down, I'm as if at an angle on the bed! Guerrilla. Thanks to the light ecr level, my automatic body adjusted itself! Anyway, today on March 11, I will describe the rest in a moment, because it was a really interesting and inspiring day Title I would still: (sunny) walking barefoot AF: Acquires customers for cpn AF: My breath becomes stressful OFFER finally a simple order and the opportunity to earn good money! AF: I will do a bigger fast only in spring! AF: Whatever I do, my body is great for any situation (33cm @ 73kg) AF: I learn to control myself, to manipulate the appearance of my body! CONCEPT: ECR Control - Walking barefoot In the morning hania gave me a reiki treatment First, the great energy of the earth, I discharged into stretching. It calmed me down, I didn't think about my illness for many hours. I have been calm for many hours! Something beautiful. After 2 hours of staring at the sun, the energy came. Future ECR. I redirected to building, to muscles, I was sunbathing. Barefoot to Albert, shoes, a thermos flask and a house. The expedition was inspiring and lasted many hours. I imposed self-suggestions: It breaks down weaknesses, overcomes fear. - I think it really helped me! CONCEPT: Sparta training - know how to ask for help! I called Victoria. They have almost all weekends busy. Now the question is how to gain food? I think I just want to come to the garniak during the weekend from the beginning of the party. Probably no one will notice :) The keys probably had holes in my bag. I have to reduce their amount, temporarily I will cover the holes with black foil (in any event) AF: It is me who controls whether the body regenerates faster or slower! I think I developed a hips cw. Podc H, legs crossed Moreover, when I was training, I have no remorse and I ate a lot. Only fear of lean / burning muscles ... AF: Whatever I do, my body is great in any situation !!! [33,5cm @ 73cm] I used grapefruit today as a pain reliever AF: Rafal Jankowski learned martial arts himself! // add previous ... March 13 - I woke up after the tram. Warm, blogging relaxed, just a bit in the lumbar strangely because the hard mattress with a frame, but still great in comparison with the divine and radiation on the hand I want to live again. I want to go to training with my laptop. I have no need for food! I don't feel like it! I don't feel like eating. I feel blogo in this state of relaxation. I do not want to eat, and at the same time I feel mentally free from this addiction! Moreover, yesterday's self-suggestion made me feel calm and healthy for a while, but my psyche was left with grief, trauma, emptiness! Oh divine tram, mentally and physically you gave me what I needed. Peace, quiet and freedom from food! Thank you. Well done body! It's loading my laptop and I want to go exercise with it! March 15 - many days overdue Yesterday, on the impulse of Rafal Pawlik's phone: Mind on fire, I called Kaja. It was nice talking to you! AF: My exercise as I want, when I want, how much I want, just how I can eat what I want, when I want, how much I want! AF Whoever I meet on my way, sooner or later I am stronger than him Super second client positioning In addition, the forgiveness affirmations for errors at the end of measuring your biceps! I tried to be honest with the allegro watch. I sold it. Similarly, the client for small orders - it was successful. A great affirmation technique. Affirmation with imagining (a meter in a bathroom, 32.7 cm) He fasts since morning. energy comes. Awesome. I feel to air out the sheets because everything starts to itch OPT: Cleaning + TV. Jamming your thoughts OPT: Batteries from Romera A few days ago, a conflict of thoughts. Tramal - I was crazy about that! This is a wonderful divine medicine! CODE: Black color, clothes - the color of cleansing. I feel very comfortable in it! ECR: Restore aura - Gohan / goten conversation I understand my body signals better and better. This af probably works. I can feel the moment of catching a cold, and even the yubran will be the best to keep it warm and pleasant to the touch. Great desire for black clothes! AF: I accept every feeling that comes to me. I want to exercise. I'm sad, I'm afraid for my health, I'm lying. ECR on: martial arts (self-defense course dvd) In order to win before the court, I have to learn to wield power! EXP: Energy from the sun. Sunbathing EXP: Present health check. Sunbathing! ECR: Managing moca slow events! I transferred my excess energy to the ground. I'm still energized, but not too much. Comfortable! EXP: ECR to the ground - I've already signed up for the experiment calendar for the next 21 days! EXP: Lying 21 days! AF: putting excess energy back into the earth gains more health. March 17 Interesting, I am now on the escarpment (river). I connected to some LL_R2 network. I have the impression that it was a wifi network regarding cameras in Rabka. And so I drank Harnasia at all. I feel awesome. Soon I will rewrite entries from the phone to the laptop :) I'm sitting on a bench in the park. With less concern for the tailbone. We'll see what life brings me! CONCEPT: Electricity from the lanterns? But how? You would have to look under the mushroom someday, how will the party be, how they draw electricity from the lighthouse! From a few days ago, she concludes that it is healthy to lie down after a meal. It is cer. The energy has come and I am much calmer. Maybe it is also healthy to eat lying down :) So lying from my observations is healthier. Today, lying by the open window was very warm to me. I am going to let you go. Dry porridge and eggs. it feels like my body is struggling to digest them. In turn, the bread and butter gave me a lot of warmth, even with the window open AF: I understand body and mind signals better and better! I noticed that the more ads on the offer, the more advertising I have. Awesome! Psychological trick in the mirror. When I move away, someone will sense my fear. I am happy - I arouse fear and my fear is perceived as courage! Ecr self-healing system body stacking! CODE Post Make the most of your garbage TRAINING Walking barefoot TRAINING Increase, fighting, strengthening plus stretching / loosening CONCEPT: Bills on the way (affirmations) AFFIRMATION: He toughens the body with his breath Toughens the body against the cold and all threats I am resistant to all bacteria and threats! TRAINING: Alternating shower! AF: I only attract events that I am able to deal with! AF: Meditation - collecting your own energy - osho That's how I listened to this old man today, maybe from chapter five. Again, I was attracting to myself just those beautiful words that I needed at the moment! AF: I can eat even when I feel like it. When I don't feel like it, the body gives a clear signal! The handbook of consumer rights wrote back to me AF: I HATE THE Pain! Toughens the body with the breath! I bought a harnasia. Cheaply! I'm fucking awesome! :) interesting ecr energy combined with a slight alcohol intoxication. Cheap beer and very good. So I'm wondering whether I should use mom's ark recipe to make my own alcohol. Bargiel. The secretary called me. Tomorrow, under the influence of the ECR, I will have to deal with it. I already have some visualization of this situation in my head! At least I know how their computer system works now! No matter how you look at it, it's March 17, and I function pretty well on low financial reserves. AF: I can quit if I want, whenever I want, and I can eat what I want when I want! Viktoria PLAN to stimulate the ecr to get there efficiently Self-healing system - intensive training! PLAN Multimeter measuring current! I have found out how bad bread tastes without butter. I can eat with butter without limitations :) I ate with strength, with butter I eat without limitations and I enjoy enormous energy. The training period that I have now is simply stagnation :) I have to read something about it. Today, almost sensational hips. is it a merit of putting energy into the earth? Or maybe an affirmation: I hate the pain! In addition, the hips on the bar jointly struck me when I healed by touch. March 18 Unfortunately, according to my observations, the position on the edge of the three-bed bed places a heavy load on the lumbar section. I need to learn to sleep on my stomach * ew on my back. On the other hand, maybe it is an interesting discovery for the method of regeneration. Sasavana, inte training in the evening) AF: Whatever I do, my body strives to balance. Catch up on // good to the current stagnation! Today I feel a clear overtraining of the biceps. Really clear Now, being training with a laptop, I feel what position I need - lie on a hard and additional breath of air (rebritning) af: I understand body and mind signals better and better! I told my mother where I work. I feel threatened time heals all wounds - I won't say anything. Soon he will forget I lied - admit a lie! People just want to know. They don't like being lied to I don't tell anyone anything, it makes me feel safe I surround my apartment with an energy barrier Come in handsome dressed Pack it up, but only after the holidays will I get a visual effect! I'm always lucky like D. Morgan. It will always be somehow Then I felt such a fear for my own mother, although on the other hand it was beautiful and nothing hurt me :) Help injured patients? Why don't you see my suffering and transitions as an excuse to make my hateful thoughts come true? Master the meditation for that? Use it to communicate with Rafael to solve this problem! It will always be somehow. I used to say positive thoughts. I won't say more. Somehow it will be! Triceps hip brace CODE: I only give to others as much as I am able to give! CODE: Simple rules: people just want to know! (Self-suggestion) Theoretically, since my body has had so much experience, I should be much stronger, more resistant! CONCEPT: How to keep a decent level of order? - Unused clothes for the bag - I did it yesterday! PLAN: Examine the log of overdue entries I ordered the fast: I feel so limited from food and disease. Going to the store for bread! AFFIRMATION: I feed on light. I am healthy, happy, I can afford my own apartment! What is happiness: harmonization I want to be happy - you are happy I want to be angry - I am angry I do what I want Plans and dreams come true balance 70: 30% I play fair, others play fair to me ... I read Joahim about breath as one of the alternative energy sources! I am calmer about this method today, March 19. Expedition to the Orzeczek Niepelnośnosci. He is fasting. I'm warm. I'm energized. We'll see how it goes on. Finally, a desk would be useful. I think I will talk to Rafal so that we can come to the office and take my armchair. I also noticed that when I broke off contacts with people, books - their suggestions ceased to have an impact on me. It's like some kind of therapy! March 21 - uses visuals! Write in a notebook on the phone. better possibility to preview and edit the code to your computer. Thick tight layer training - psych attitude and visualization One insert and one without. I transferred the excess energy to the ground again. I have hope and in return I will be healthier. Please. Exp 21days The body is catching up to add to the words I can exercise as much as I want! Mob Rakowski hip twisting! Post the max use of garbage! I understand your mind and body signals better and better! It's great to teach when I copied the affirmations to the code and calendar (exp 21 days) and read them from the book depending on the situation! Intuitive crossing of the legs while sitting. Kind of regen. The hip Glod heals disease. Heals, regenerates, brings the organism's deviations back to normal Black chair shop! I can exercise whenever I want - construction comparison! Straight cw hip. Chest of legs Fear of others is more afraid. Everyone has some deviations. Everyone has something to hide! OKAY. I am in charge of fasting to gain enough health to keep me happy. I do nothing, spent time loneliness and regeneration. I can practice the visual zwm whenever Arnold wants to. Enough conflict with the suggestions! fear: they are more afraid! I immediately called back in the case of a faulty watch showing that I am not afraid ... I remember that it was working and it was operational! moreover, I tried to be honest and authentic. the watch of the year passed in the closet! install plugs watch the board watch the city exp distraction 21days! af 24h post heals my body! expenses 40zl father sweatshirt jacket pfron nice conversation. greg will pay me only 150 PLN for the certificate. technioka affirming (quick) focusing attention on the picture of szwarzeneger lodowka (visual, distraction) worked for a while. I walked stress-free in the park. af: spare energy is to a small extent toxins and to a large extent spare energy in adipose tissue! I ate a hearty meal: earth - work fire - training I'm not training - the body is regenerating works - the body regenerates. rafal blachotrapez I have an armchair af: I remember last year I printed a picture of a lenovo x230 laptop. I got the ibm t60 from jarek and I was not able to help him again ... MULTIPLE ACTIVITIES: photo memory arnold visualization isometric training! afL impresses with the muscles in front of the jack dbz muscle tightening training af. stretching, pro training regenerate my body! shoulders walk up the ladders af: it toughens a perfectly divine body! the possibility of transformation of appearance Voice manipulation possible! reality transerfing! others are more ashamed than I am they are more afraid than me compared energy reserve as my body was devastating just in the opposite direction twatde bones arnold chamber regen. term salvation foto home page kickinger now in these shoes with orange one feels a bit like a sporty smarthead, maybe even like a gypsy. Once again, I confirm that the office is a great form of manipulation of appearance / character - an actor. shoes give you a silly feeling! yes - Arnold is such an unsolved matter from the past. I wanted to be powerful like him. I believe that one day there will be such a boom! man looked body visual arnold. big margin of error so i'm in general right now. I feel as if the energy of this place with a laptop gave me silence, peace, harmony! compressed body! now night. earth. I've been working for a few hours, although I'm still thinking about my hips. long whip was unloaded. maybe he will meditate while sitting or on his stomach? lower hips tightening rods head lower af my body automatically selects c, thanks to which it straightens the spine (height) March 22 - He overcomes problems with fear! March 21 TRAINING walk barefoot! af: gazing in the sun works like staring at Arnold! conversation with hania. a lot of knowledge greg accusing me of wrongdoing and extorting money. I still live it. until the gestures choked me. strange feelings. I'm sorry it did ... I free the mind from pain. I hate pain! enough pain! maybe a post a few days before reiki? or chaotic reg post every 24h ?? af gazing in the sun works like gazing at arnold! hania's body control system blocks any doubts! af I feed on light. I'm getting healthier af: hunger heals all diseases. I'm getting healthier! exp plan light nutrition in a week? interest in bullish movies. pzu. iorange! tr tight-fitting clothes, weights af: I planned a post and I had a terrible desire to eat something - black post :) tr black clothes, feel powerful muscles! 8semka in a few weeks we agree with Grzesek. we forgive each other with mutual understanding. nothing happened! yesterday this drupal guy also made me think. a commonly used tactic for taking on orders that we do not know about! K: change of name and surname. Maksym Radziszewski Krystian Broniszewski hania said that by transferring energy to the earth, she can also support me when I need it! it's like a bank deposit: d af: I accept every feeling that comes to me! moreover: fine weather today. Saturday. I feel great :) I think I'm going to work too PLAN OF THE DAY: work as well! EXP: body building 3+ visualization! accepts every learner ... destroys doubts. a little success pleases! // builds etc ... overcomes weaknesses ... overcomes doubts every teacher / dosw toughens / strengthens my body everything is fine! I have a perfectly divine body! it is a manifestation of ... the self-suggestion spoken depends on the situation. I may need something else at any given moment! I reduce the load, limits etc ... in case of dissatisfaction: 16 breaths; af everyone wants to understand their situation! af: after all, only too much stress leads to disease! AF: meditation / breathing at the end of the day I release some tension / stress Likewise, at the beginning of the day, I am immunized! Fear - to be compatible / integrated with yourself! greg cash est do alpha fund af nourishment does not build .. is a catalyst! dream: business car! watching myself, I see that my fear is mainly due to concern for my own health / body! I can eat what I want when I want so how I can eat what I want when I want! Breaking the fear - 2x request for a queue - fasting coffee with sugar almost 90% without feeling guilty - perseverance in bedtime - go to the toilet for free! - support the plugins! - enduring 16 breaths at home! // Excellent. Well done! - rgreg rodprisranrire rnra remrairl - rdruzra rprewnroscr rsrirebrire - Well, I started working! - I cleaned the house quite well! - ECR / KI to ground outside thesis. Leaving the laptop // I was afraid of people a bit! AF: My fear is perceived as courage These people are more ashamed than me! - Chasing a woman in the toilet for a lie - I worked for quite a long time, without any effects, but at least I worked FAULTS: Conflict over the body (breath, energy, fear ...) //at home - chaotic life meditation - checking Greg's mail. I'm at the same time. I buy a second cup of coffee even though I'm fast. Such a feeling that I have no money. want cash from the fountain etc ... Such a strange thing circulates in my head to make it possible for me to be able to afford without feeling that I have no money to buy coffee for money / small / trash / use the unused money to the maximum that people do not respect. I wonder if it would be like with emails for 1gr I will do some time and later it turns out that I give up this idea Or maybe have a reasonably well-paid job and do these kinds of things at the same time? TECHNIQUE: Super ECR / KI technique to the ground simultaneously tightening! : D Perfect! At the same time it heals me and the excess goes to the ground! : D Now I'm at the end of the day. I transferred the energy while tensing all my muscles. I feel, however, that I miss something breathless. At the same time, I am going to go to the sunset! My eyesight is good! Coffee without a concept of guilt 90% gave me energy with a slight lack of thermal energy, just like water with lemon and honey of M. Sieradzki! AF: My body can handle any situation perfectly Sunbathing on the bench. I really wanted to sleep. However, my breath was great, and without hypereventilation! cool! But from yesterday I was in a slightly depressed state. Since I was at breakfast in Psroskie. The mind wanted to work, I had a grudge against myself and did nothing, and the other part of the mind and body wanted to lie: Self-suggestion: I accept whatever feeling comes to me. I want to lie - I lie, I want to work - I work! I will have to paste my phone notes later! ayatem straxhu control oddexh tempering with oddexchem Earth energy! making up by breaking down weaknesses! af hanii dot bolu I have to exercise myself, a good gentleman, lest I give birth to me and not worry about me express the wording depends on the situation, on the needs, I want to hear from myself! there will always be something! look how handsome I am Vietnamese to breathe! visual arnold. long exhaust (tip) ecr fast! relax slower calmer! go with the river nirt af whatever I read, I heard (...) avoid guilt. overcome weaknesses! visual aura mirror! I have an impression that it alternately works like a script. There is such a powerful powerful as when I discovered alt source power and first came into contact with the ECR - that mighty divine power, divine power! however to fight the emperor - I am too weak. I still have a lot to learn! ecr / ki to direct events to your needs! one more time !. I feel like I want more, don't give up, never! again! this is my dynamic meditation. life is my dynamic chaotic meditation! I feel in the matrix. Intuition! bach drops! with this chaos I feel like I have released the tension in my body and mind! fantastic. fancy dream thoughts. more only v belly. visualisation! they all want it right away. 2 months. takes time! just the belly! contemplation instead of visualization temporary transformation. Inka. Clothes. a light buzzer and a powerful appearance. time to go! develops a big point of balance! some words evoke peace, other agresies. similar visualization! I am completely healthy gives me peace! I noticed an interesting hatch in Podhale. There is no attachment on the CV form and people often do not provide their e-mail address. only tel. you can use it. asked mmnie to talk to pzu. and Mrs. Godlewska probably was afraid to admit to the boss that she did not provide an email address. hence low competition, maybe even no competition! :) I think I have visualizations so that the losses of MM are stronger in the reg phase. Well, the lost circuit is toxins that the body gets rid of. in the reg phase they are replaced with something useful building material / energy! :) in addition, I noticed that szbzjdz is a kind of way to save time and keep the house tidy, that I will not mention money anymore! ;) 2 dz post. bic 29cm. Pstroski breakfast :) af: I live for half free in my apartment. gives money to the account / car ... self-financing, ?? stronger against the police, family, untouchable against the US) Vietnamese breath on a bench. no hyperventilation. but I have a really strong voice. I want to sunbathe all day and do nothing. listen to the singing of birds, the sound of trees! yes sleep. on the blog, a pleasant fatigue, although when I woke up I immediately felt the fear. maybe tp teach i need to ... get a job in a flexible working hours! now I feel. jeszcdsze raz work: bullish movies, pzu, sesame, orange! as for orange, I think P. Kocurek didn't get my emails. saw in working! I free myself from the negative thoughts of my family! do an eight with them! 8semka tgs my parents flashlight stuff? I noticed that only when I have a hard surface I am able to efficiently breathe my diaphragm to recover. my current bed is completely unsuitable for this! I guess I'll do it though. I will only speak to my parents. and what I get! such a mental fasting from food! from buying because I associate it with stress and pain! sugar obtained from thesis. from the pension itself, plus what I get, I will be able to afford an apartment! after all, I wanted so much to switch to a lifestyle without food! af: hunger heals all diseases. I'm getting healthier af: I eat light. I'm getting healthier! af: the more honest with people, the more gains! I guess that's exactly what I will do! I order a fast from my own food. today at breakfast in Pstroskie I feel calmer. i don't have much money right now and i need to cheat! save money, but as I speak, limiters teach you to think! I will learn to get food. I will do what I want. I'm only afraid of the family, the police and at the end of the office ... this time I have to be careful! the only question is how long to manage this post? again! breath, hard with emphasis on the diaphragm! I drank hot coffee with sugar from an old man! I feel like it could be fun. gaining energy and asking for health in compensation! after all, I don't care about money. I care about energy the most. I did so much yesterday! This is how it reminded me and now I have to pay up to 500 zlotys. now it's different money for me. CONCEPT if not pfron is an EU subsidy or other subsidy for setting up your own business? fun to get energy. money. food. electricity! dream: do nothing ... dream pantry. it's all energy! I think I can buy this prigram spikit! af despite the fear I'm getting healthier, taller, happier! af once again my balance 70: 30pr add zwm now is a beautiful dark morning. she controls her breathing better and better. I think to buy the spikit program after all! ac I entered a full meditative state. silence, peace, deezcz. perfect position 2.0 and grave bedding under my head, hard rest - I have not been lazy for a long time. I haven't relaxed like this for a long time! something beautiful. osho was talking about sex. I'm saying something else. I don't get any other energy sources, so my main one is food. this meditation gave me something to think about. trtraz after this deep meditation I feel like breathing! work sell off and you will be attracted I have no higher expectations! I free myself from pain. I free all thoughts from pain! af I have a stronger and stronger body! to work: break some fear, sipronex raise the concept of values. I already have conversations with employers why you would like this job. to work af honest and genuine - how much gream fair to others, so many others play fair to me! listen to exaggeration in the voice of the body! buy a spikit! freecall voip the return of wandering pain. whore. it was good so long ago ... or maybe how can I overcome it, despite the pain, the pain will pass? I canceled the call in pzu. I even feel good about it. I said that I have already found a similar job; I am doing a flat for a while, I canceled the conversation completely. after all, it was inviting as if for the future. so far I know that he is not suitable for this job, so I showed that I have character and I sold them. maybe someday this will attract them to me! :) I noticed that when I cut down on my food, put it off later, I feel so ... free, happier. this way I raise the concept of values ​​:) maybe write to Kasia Szafranowska this is how I want to live. restful. It'll be all right :) so I limit my food. in this way I raise my concept of values ​​and I feel horny :) --------------------------------- March 26 - Reiki initiation second degree! alpha fund I could say that I don't have any cAsu anymore. because, to tell you the truth, I don't want to do it anymore K: earnings transferring the company to me? Hania: I would like the energy that I gave to people to come back to me in the form of a poor health! af: synthesis hania: wealth more valuable than money! K: chemical a lot of powder temp to shrink clothes? business rewriting the company to me zus? eu funding alcohol helped me relax! signal.pl q033 super red and black armchair! I got a phone call from sesame. cool! business car, laptop, phone. oh, I imagine myself going to the sheet metal trapoez and screaming. hahaha :) a dawid, father: d I already have a conversation in my head. pretend that I don't care. because that's how it is. At the outset, I say that I had a problem with a spine injury. I was doing ochikare. you will be horny! because I don't care! Grzeska's bark will fall! with all the power of my free will, I forbid anyone to impose any programs on my mind! today riding a bike office coffee. Reiki initiation. now high looseness a great desire to breathe 100pr reiki for me non stop for this affirmation: chickens I think about being too loose now. Maybe I would like to reset it like formatting the battery so that I can be even stronger in the future. to this I will add affirmations. I have an excellent body divine. catching up! this state is like a reset I chose perfectly tight clothes moreover, when I left the house I strained all the muscles in my arm. jacobson. to the psychic fear I started to utter pro plus fighting (i.e. the training that I set for myself to 4 quarters, in addition, I printed a photo of a guy with meanshealth figure for what daze! raise the value of your goals in order to build your body shape? moreover, I must admit that today I was finally warm despite the chilly weather. what I did - I was heating at home! af: feeds on the fear of the parents! oh, how nice it is to work :) I'm warm. eaten! reiki. laptop in the room! I feel horny :) I feel the need to breathe the wind! March 27. cancellation of meeting sesame hall tr ​​jedi. I was teased by some kids and I haven't faced anyone for a long time. in fact, I was always teased and I couldn't defend myself all my life. I finally went to the window. some lady opened. I was afraid. however, she has committed to doing something about it. stress in the body. toxins. cortisol. I discharged with tense muscles. a little more was left in the lower part of the chest. wfm jlatki to this breath. autosuggestion. It hardens the divine body perfectly breaks down weaknesses overcomes atrach. These weak opponents were worthy opponents to me! hania 3rd character (add). I got a huge amount of great knowledge information resistance in wfm. cleaning. af I collect my own energy I am immune to pain! I have great affirmations: I am immune to doubts. I am immune to family thoughts! other energies to build the body (burning sheets, helping others) Today's preaching of fear - ream container house - coffee in the office - take some change? - excuses to shave your head off - muscle tension. - boy's poll 5 did not have a phone! - reiki cleaning it (with a little bit, but always something) In addition, today I was in a pollack. I made a new schedule for the day MORNING: Jedi hall training, football. sword. Away from the playground. I feel powerful here Affirmation: I collect my own energy I am immune to fear I am resistant to pain I am immune to family thoughts I am immune to doubts! He's working on Aunt Krysia's chair now. Perfect for working at David's desk. Cool! I think I'll take that chair from David over the weekend. but David compromised me a moment ago. He has 35 cm biceps relaxed and 39 cm tension. O... His exercises: prayer book dumbbells gate tricpes on the back of the dumbbells I think I'll throw in dumbbells. I can't wait somewhere 4-14 April to beat him! He is now my inspiration for training. Well and with today's new affirmations Today's Fear Break - work a few coffees - defense against kids in pollock - family food put in new affirmations! Wogole called yesterday Pawel witek. until I was surprised. I thought how much further I went in my life from him (without embarrassing myself) and I want death ... today March 28 Depressive night. wriggle. sleeping on the ground. I remembered and hated my family as I couldn't sleep for years. I could smell these toxins from eating too much, not being able to catch my breath ... I hate them. Lagodzila this music vocal chilout. Hate, and in the morning I broke down because I beat again only 29 cm and David is already 35 cm. Come on fucking ... Why? Maybe my body has already become immune to all the old exercises. Kasia Szafranowska said that we learn the most in the first 3 months ... Could that be the reason? Brac example from David? At night, I wanted a beer so much - although I made a clear promise of disgrace! I order - I will lie down calmly until 1 p.m. and then I will go clean :( Wow I went on up to 15 without eating. S cool. I want a banana and some caffeine! A moment ago, I gave my mother PLN 13, in addition, an unlucky number. with the current state of affairs it is a lot for me! However, the energies equalized and I told her this in a hard aggressive tone / firm and she was happy. Fuck - 13 PLN - I feel sorry for some of that money. Lots of money, but on the other hand I ate so many of them here ... At least I can eat cookies comfortably :) I hope that this energy in the form of PLN 13 will somehow come back to mine! March 29 - I have a perfectly divine body method of increasing value - setting a mission and fulfilling it. where the error in training. in the summer I had a similar biceps ... no new exercises? I feel so. because I have more energy than David. I feel as if ... as if on the ground I feel better in the pose of a diamond on a mattress! to raise the value of a nice look. inspirational book mateusz loudspeakers 5.1 david a pile of carrots, etc. so that he would not call me a stager. I'll take the armchair and I'll bring the old one home (black) tomorrow on Saturday. and I'll take the blue one from home! after the problem :) mission to avoid the playground af: handing over clothes as energy that comes back to me! band mission elast For a while, I was fascinated by excessive loosening and tightening (of clothes) as a balance of energy! I'm immune to the thoughts of people I'm immune to the news team (PEF) Concept: lots of food - breath. he trains the lungs by the way! add to szbjdz today I read joahim. it blazed like a brilliant affirmation. I threw a great program into my head! I spend the night at my mother's. something beautiful emerged from the codex! :) I went home specifically. the breath of the water is very pleasant. until I do not want to eat! I had a brilliant idea. I will try to use the power of reiki (the energy of water to charge a laptop battery) at least a little. at the same time, I open the code on my affirmation: I eat what I want when I want ... I have too much energy anyway. let's take it as an EXPERYMENT! 100pr reiki for me non-stop for this Experyment! mother: but I would like you to live here. riposte: but I don't want to live with you / aggressive tone! David's hard bed (my old one) plus a quilt. awesome. great breath. the position (sitting / lying) must be such that the breath flows beautifully. last samurai meditation. Yes. 2006 ...; (( Oh yeah... ONCE AGAIN: I want my energies (Kozanecka, father, insomnia 2006) to come back to me! no ... I wish that what was taken from me, what I lost turned into unimaginable strength, unimaginable power. INCREDIBLE POWER !!! INCREDIBLE POWER !!! once again: INCREDIBLE POWER! because revenge is the only goal and meaning of my life right now! af I understand my body image better and better more and more I see how to control the breath! AF 3. Complete recovery! af nourishment is a catalyst hania how to adopt! 5 download dbz absalon the hart of steel! af: I do an advertisement wherever I can (rabka, offer) greg will want something else with pc repair today. takes pity on me! I don't need my keys! pfron lawka dad right! now i'm in alberta upstairs. I can already sit on the yellow chairs. good job body! I have a perfectly divine body! today breaking the fear tethered coffee a few times even home af I have a perfectly divine body for minor threats along the way! cool pain coffee accepts every feeling. I have a perfectly divine body I would also like to join greg! cupboard, car father, grandfather sweets (slight doubt), pain CONCEPT: warming up water inducing an earth effect. alt source power. I have a perfectly divine body Place to work: albert! PLAN coin hole drill! I have a perfectly divine body! I'm starting to admire my body. a fascinating adventure with pain. I have a perfectly divine body! PLAN: book Mitnick. android book! SHOPPING: drill, vacuum cleaner! I may not eat AF for hours, days - and my body will be reborn even stronger! March 30 In the morning I asked a neighbor for coffee. She even gave me a full jar :) AFFIRMATION: My energy is coming back to me! :) I knew he would give me a jar of coffee. Delicious coffee! I did so much for her and it's time for a revenge! Too much chocolate at home! I have to balance the energy of the water. Experimenting with one thing: Greg 300 PLN, I terminator on a bike (change my clothes), showing off PLN 120 + some business (scams) :) I am a bit afraid of the mental grandfather's attitude about the small coffee jar. but I know, I will explain to him: he is drinking Inke coffee! :) stress - this energy can be redirected to one particle; p kL: visual aura I have an excellent body divine. without work, housing. I have a perfectly divine body! working on dsilhouette (motivation) - e-mail model additional work for the future! - again (visualization of poems? fear acceptance (in muscles like energy) breath energy fear energy for strengthening / hardening replenishing energy (breath / meal / calm down) CONCEPT: quite a meter. surival string lasso self-measurement! kiregoslup tension (attitude) - strengthening plus stretching! af: I eat what I want (in chaos)! af: he toughens every como of his body! I have an excellent body divine af: I am gagging the gestured energies and power in my body! now I have a lot of fun working. I'm laying in. tablet. I read quickly and watch movies at the same time, which makes it more pleasant to read. tv a distraction plus other ... visual cErwona code barrier plus music! K spikit crack. key T9 Af: he toughens every cell of his body I feel a bit like a gypsy today. he lives like a gypsy wanderer. I just have to change this gypsy word to something else I have a perfect divine body today or tomorrow will catch up. I have an excellent body divine! af somewhere it is in me and then in cells (making up / hardening) I have a perfectly divine body fear and pain resistant cells. I have an excellent body divine! af wanting to enjoy running again! ;) I have an excellent oboskie body (zaryte ecrki full limited);)) I am happy! 1May days EXPERYMENTOW reiki (build mass visualization) perfectly divine body! method of guilt get out on time! visual aura wiberacjke master! music calling states. running. acceptance doisc ecr. KI. ki energy. I feel ready! In the evening at my grandfather's, I experienced an interesting thing. I always eat to the max. I'm stuffing myself. Now - happiness, love, harmony! I didn't stuff myself like a pig to the max. I didn't need to. I had extra energy from other sources! Probably out of love. It is interesting! I feel that everything is going my way. The battery in the laptop seems to have stopped. or maybe I'm temporarily out of time now: D: D HOUSE what pisses me off, irritates me ... - change it. refine sleep at my grandfather's gave me a little to think. needs a firm mattress and a firm dense heavy quilt. my body is stronger now. I have to compress them. these quilts I have now only piss me off! CONCEPT I am selling aero SZYMoN Szymek is pleased to repay me and give me dumbbells! MOTIVATION for training: work as a model try forces at the construction site! I have 3,000 contract work pain-tolerant get things done pain-tolerant overcomes fear I have a perfectly divine body I have a perfectly divine body (Jacek's strongman, start running, grandpa!) apply for benefits, ID card - social care. How to transform thoughts of pain into an energy that heals them? how to change the mental state? af: tear down the pages as energies CONCEPT: add a tool to affirm / visualize! CODE honesty, authenticity, self-confidence! sad at home. I lay down, I accepted this feeling. The pain is going away so I affirmed. I ate a lot. practice new skills! I persevered in my decision for a long time. I want music. I ordered a post from a laptop, but ... quickly my battery fell down ... as an argument, I told myself that - this will help me sort out other matters ... I have an idea. I'll take an old sack from the office as a punching bag ... yeah ... additionally I will. I left a pile of cash there! I must be without a doubt. I am entitled to! I dressed heavily; densely. tight-fitting clothes. this is how I invoke the energies of the earth! April 1 af: I don't give a shit! somehow it will be the pain goes away. the pain goes away! goth and metal. new force! PLAN for the day: chaos. evening measurements. figure it out. something is not working. change it! EXPERYMENT: I ​​collect energies (electricity, food) EXP collecting energy zavbawa. brakes teach you to think! excessive loosely no. buttock. I sat down I have a perfectly divine body! I understand its signals better and better. I have a taste for the divine body. I took the charger. we charge up at work. maybe I'll get a free coffee. incognito field! Friday gave me a lift af: my energy comes back to me! I have not fucking done such fucking eggs yet. I load my phone at work and I want to format the battery to psp pmp right here. I gave money for the panel, for business cards and they did not pay me back. deserves it. I'm in ecr but don't feel like exercising. I will use this energy for breath. af Ki energy for breath! in addition, I took training bags for my clothes. will be great punching bags. brakes teach you to think! mission 1: I went to the gentlemen next door for sugar;) af: I surround myself with a barrier incognito. fear is perceived as courage! mission 2. jarek kibel. he was also ashamed of it mission 3: apothecary albert pharmacy (keys) I see how while riding a bike the energy of fire (maybe also water from Alberta) turned into earth. I feel like I need stretchng. I want to go pollock for this purpose. great sun! Monika said I'm skinny. I could answer but how carved! af: defend myself against the thoughts of other people! much activities: eating, stretching! mother of cocoa. accepts every learner (...) signs usb charger (...) Solar battery house. forwards pryuszninc as altsourcepower. cool. joahim sensing a cold. 2x Monica meeting. I wrote to a few friends on Facebook asking for their profile approval. I used such arguments to convince myself now at home. I breathe and write in bed. quite a nice feeling. the breath of the water feels good in the cage as if the lungs were used too often when riding a bicycle! applications ID card 2 zus posw pension or increase cramp how to work on a lounger. spikit would be really useful! I'm breathing. like strength training. I'm breathing. wait so I think at least I can look at my notes! K: exerting the state of the tram with the breath? bus lie. I wanted to be with my grandfather! mother fear of insomnia af: I wish the energies come back to me! The lying pose was not the best. I have to endure. conflict of thoughts. fear. round teaching I have to survive! it was so fun. great energy. I ate as much as I wanted. the window needs a breath! one is compression. April 2. no positioning! I noticed that the bike does a great job of toughening the lungs. I have a great urge to breathe! EXP: CV hospital COMPRESSION: fast visual aura. sparta surival CONCEPT: jump basket (psych growth improvement) Negroes Africa. sharp senses, intuition, feeling power! K: Wild eggs! surival sugar, fictional neighbors, guesthouse! that's funny. I'm now in my second thesis (health resort) it's just pretty high up here. I watch and I wonder how to Take away from here eat: 18:00 probably dinner (most people) 19:15 gossiping. probably a change of staff earlier. 19.30 taking food (almost complete), only one more grandpa stayed and tea. I lied to Artur Lipka with the internet. I lied! today I started the beef and I drank the ale. it's still a better feeling than yesterday's huge fear at home! 3kw or 4, I met a casper today. it was fun to talk. I wanted an adventure in the army. 2.5 thousand for a few months to see how it is. one thing but no Drow but I have the motivation to get it back! I find enormous clothes ideally suited to the transformation of the energy of fire on the ground. monadto I called a moment ago under the influence of ki-to-rabka sesame energy. I guess I did pretty well! Business Inwalidzka game. huge money. commuting :) Now I'm in the Karpatka cake shop. great place to sit! oh, it's a pity to spend money ... earning megatypers? I earn. com surival sparta - perfume shop! what is my need at the moment? pain! I am free from pain! another idea - bottles. 35gr each. it is more profitable here. Moreover, on earn.com there is a nice welding of free samples and gifts. mcdonald said there is free coffee! transfoerm. I changed my clothes. I feel better. something new. free from ailments. pain free! daem samples earn.com black handsome mighty! Krystian's meeting with drazka. fuper was talking. I didn't feel lonely. I thought that maybe it's time to create my own team! K training your senses / intuition! K: training slippage. feels something new! street workout! EXPERYMENT I ran out of breath, I did not want to eat, but I treated the meal as a backup fuel (metallurgical furnace)