wtorek, 24 kwietnia 2018
poniedziałek, 16 kwietnia 2018
fatherlist.txt
unjust accusations .... injustice ....
one day I will come back and take my revenge, destroy you as much as you destroy me !!!
It won't come down to anything
pretending, playing for show ...
I walk away, but it all makes no sense and it doesn't come down to anything. To forgive, or forget - as I am unable to fully function through you today. It's all because of you, it's anger and hatred for the rest of your life. Do you think that an evening lecture, blaming 700% of the blame on me, talking like a child to a child will change something, help? You fucked me up more dungy stench and problems in life like you helped ... Because you never really wanted me, you made a child with the first better woman you didn't even meet - and now I am a floor cloth for you and for you, since I already have me you produced .... Because your interests are not going well, because the woman does not love you and you spend most of your life on the couch ...
You are a totally incompetent, irresponsible person for the words you say, especially about me and me. He came with a curled tail ... hahaha you would like it to be ... world, me and only I am always right .... you always consider only the first better hypothesis You do not deserve to spend a holy day with me I have to pretend that everything is fine if it is not?
I cannot forgive, let alone forget.
What if the neighbors don't say something, don't think etc ???
For so many years you have been lying to me with lies, poisons, caring more for others ... that you and what people think about you than that I ...
I take the most important things, the rest you can burn, sell, destroy, throw away - you can do whatever you want with them ... and one day I will come back and destroy you just like you do me! And I'm not talking about murder or anything like that, no ..... I want a fair trial! I lost too much of my life and you stole too much of my life ... Still reproach, blaming everything on me - it was necessary not to make a child (that is me), and at first it was good to get to know each other, go crazy, muck with the woman you took for wife, I have to guess what her whole life is about - this is it, since you were not ready for marriage, let alone a child!
- revenge: how it works thanks to you - this is my flooded laptop ... once it works, once it is broken ... one key does not work, to press a certain letter and achieve the effect ... you have to combine !!! once a moment will work, once something will happen beyond its capacity and you have to wait 2 hours for a restart - because no one was willing to fix it properly on time! If it works efficiently - you would convince yourself that it works badly as long as it breaks down, if it breaks down, it will eat efficiently - because you are like that ...
- this is something he gave me this: apparent cure
- how am I supposed to do anything, when for years something has been consuming me from the inside ...
- it makes no sense to live with the greatest enemy under one roof ... such repetition in a circle made me feel stuck, seemingly cured. go to the warm-up to observe my father's reactions ... don't just check the action ... I'll be back and destroy you just like you do me
czwartek, 5 kwietnia 2018
miraculousruteinoscorbin (2)
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the wonderful rutinoscorbin as if sucking it is the cure for everything. after all, it's vitamin C.
April 5
- krystian what you typed
- I could answer in a hard voice: what do you think I invented it?
wtorek, 3 kwietnia 2018
April 4
April 4
My father asked me, as usual, in an aggressive voice - where is the key to the porch ...
He is preparing himself mentally for homelessness, but somehow ... still stuck there ...
A better answer would be - I'll give it easy soon.
I prepared a nice tapete brolly ... lightning through the center sharp and dirt outside like vE.
cramps recently I lost the diet.sk file, I deleted it somehow and used the new rich edit .... maybe there is something to stop drinking, since nothing happens by accident ... and maybe just stop doing it for a while and then somehow try to get it back (I have a spare bath, but from over half a year ago) ...
poniedziałek, 2 kwietnia 2018
środa, 21 marca 2018
temp
sms: did I move out? ... no ...
pack up, fall from here and move out ... clean up on the way ... run enough, then clean up the food ... now I'm leaving and I'm moving out ...
and what about the family ... well, it's hard to explain it to them later !!!
concept: wroclaw (IT) + rabka (justus) ???
gayatri + visual !!!
sobota, 17 marca 2018
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email (mishmash, precision), rsupercompensation, compression ();
nz return ohoporowy even inside the mess
walk / run (umycsie), 60zlzadania, listkasia, listojć, moving out, tasks
alternative voltage discharge - saving everything in the container
poojcucomysle ... fuck off ... come back to delivery ???
tech: mantra YOU HATE! + ucrib (); // return ohoporowy
r.ajserpmok ();
r.korrompresja ();
r.einaworeikerzp (ucrib ppiesci, drazek ;; body);
return: rule 3 for sockliners and disable socks
replay: whispering off while I'm with my father - very good really very good :)
rule: hidingheartwormsheart !!!
huawei ale-l21
God, I'm looking at pictures of people ...
nicole urbaniak (actress daughter Darka 4 years younger), marcin bargiel - programmer running ...
visual / nastpsychiczne - homelessness?
concept: take socks or not take socks? that is the question...
Recently, however, my latest research suggests that I should take these drugstores ... and maybe to warm up for a walk and then I could take them off? I do not know
NZ ???
or maybe washing feet instead of socks?
or maybe it is useful to drink alcohol with the windows closed? at home? I don't know ... now I feel much better drinking alcohol ... it would be good also relanium, unfortunately, I don't have it ... unfortunately I don't have these pills.
and
March 3
Aunt iwonka arrived ... suddenly, I got a strong determination with my father ... still planning a trip to become homeless, but something will not help me.
- Kuwa her again, as some submissive pussy I avoided eye contact with Iwona's cunt and in addition I unnecessarily fished her with rice, even though I knew very well that this meal would only hurt me well, well .. hard
gayatri + visualskkieletcialo + ciosojcica !!!
newucrib hand holding, stopywfm
end: cocoa, I'm going out, I'm taking the stuff today and I'm going to get the fuck out of here
replay: the OB syndrome was bad - I felt for a moment to stay in Rabka here, but my father still pissed me off !!!
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run, wash, wear t-shirts, shorts, weighted bag, beer
supermantra: rsuperkompresjaD // zamiasst usperkompensacji ... combines the element of compresses and shells with Deki - great thing.
rule: able to eat only chocolate as if I pull everything together, I am more susceptible to suggestions ... theoretically, the principle that I discovered (including contact with the hive) more work ... . it's a pity ... well, it's hard ... I lowered myself more and more worried about my body ...
now I know better what to do mentally to consume chocolate alone. did I do wrong, I think I did not want to rest, make myself a private holiday ... by e-mail a great job ... to be alone in the shade and also to go out to people from time to time ...
update: training: push-ups, then push-ups! // this method is more caloric ...
another form: normal pompoms, doggy pushups - this is a good technique when there is no drazka
return: clear water - a wonderful medicine !!!
concept: return alt gloves (alternating shirts in the normal system) 2x (without the troika).
concept:
and maybe since there are no 5nz shoes, add socks at home to sandals and no socks outside for running.
replay: pure cold icy call at the end of everything - truly a miracle cure !!!
March 12
I disabled modem + a few other unnecessary devices in my opinion. the system is much faster ... really much faster
a week ago, when talking to my aunt, I could have told her to bring her laptop next week instead of being good to her and giving her my cracking CD ...
the same when leaving the hospital, I could simply refuse these drugs and fasten on .... so why did I do this with a submissive and I could not function normally? because I wanted to find a doctor with new salt, show the world and I have bad parents ??? I don't know ... I don't know I just don't know ...
well, I won't do anything better ... one more time ... lest it be like Asia, Kronelia and other occasions ...
ok okay aunt ... I don't want to hear this (just talk to them instead of being compliant).
okay now I went to my father sharply recently and now you have to whine
(...) everything I do because of you !!! because because of you I can't function normally !!!
all in all, if I used it well, I could be alone for the rest of my life ... I cut myself to see how I will function in this state because even if I acted in a different way and so sometime sooner or later I could crumble for various reasons !!!
so generally a few days ago I didn't need to buy a casserole ...
hmmmm ... I have the impression that eating the poppy seed itself seems to work today on March 16 ... as if I really felt this wonderful pain relieving effect and anesthesia
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