two long% 20 weeks

So maybe I will start with the fact that this page of my memoir is written in a very good mood, in the rhythm of the music "you are crazy": D During the last two weeks a lot has happened and I do not know if I will be able to recreate everything in a generation, but I will try Aug: D Two weeks ago, on Friday, when the older classes were writing their junior high school exams, Zi�biec teased me terribly when I came home from school. There were also Cyganek and Skawianczyk. Every now and then he cut me off, he made fun of me. I tried to calm down. For a moment he stopped, then he started again, and I was in front and he was behind me, I gave him a fist in the mouth of the turn. I couldn't stand it. However, when I struck the blow, I got scared for a moment. I waited until he would give me back. However, he still laughed at me, but didn't raise his hand at me. He was still laughing at me, I think I wanted to cry, he was mentally stronger than me and he defeated me mentally. He said "what krystian, you will cry". I went to my room, I packed up, I went home and that's it. The next day, for the first time in my life, I decided to visit a gym. I was in the gym in two with David. After that incident with the finch, I wanted to be strong, trained, skillful and powerful. I exercised very well, everything hurt, I practiced for about 1.5 hours. Later, probably in the afternoon, I fell into the geyser, I don't remember what we were talking about, I think I only told him that Tomek is our master, I lied. Somehow I could not reveal that Maxym is my master and also the master of the entire order. On Sunday I went to the boarding school. On Tuesday, dad came to the boarding school, to meet my tutor, what grades of behavior, etc ... We talked for a while, very nice, he also set us up on the Polish TV, tv4 tvn etc ... Dad also told Durowski that they would not let me sleep and that he will try to sort it out. On Wednesday I couldn't stand it !!!!! These stupid things kept me awake all night, so I packed up and went home. I was pissed. My heart ached, I felt bad, I had to sleep at home. I just exploded. I had had enough of this life and of that life in a boarding school. I managed to sleep for a few hours at home. The next day, unfortunately, they chased me back to the boarding school. I arrived in the afternoon. On Thursday, the polling station caught them not sleeping between 23-24. It seemed: D: D Now there was an excuse to take my computer. I met Max over the weekend. I don't know if our meetings still have any sense. I keep asking myself this thrilling question, does max like me yet? I was with him a little, we discussed the film, preparations, etc ... The same day I was later to talk about the geyser. Then I also dropped in for a moment for jujutsu or a seminar to see how he fights with sticks. Nothing interesting. Then again to the geyser and home: D On Sunday, when I was already in the boarding school, Durowski hit them under the guise of Mrs. Agatka, took their computers and that's it. However, I did not sleep during the week, and so I did not have too much. Nothing special happened during the week. From Thursday to Friday I spent the night at my aunt iwonka. I was able to sleep well in comfortable conditions. Man, I felt good in their company there. Uncle relaxed guy, nice to talk to him, aunt iwonka the same, just great !!! I would like such a life with them, at least on probation. Now I am at home, learning to use devices, because on Wednesday I missed this test, because my tutor talked to him about me at the request of my thesis. Complicatedly, I wrote: DI so now I have to do it myself. That's it

You turned% 20all% 20 against% 20m ...

All in all, it was a long time ago that I had to write these experiences. I'll start last week. Then it was very nice to talk to myself about the life with my neighbor in the room, unfortunately somehow it turned out that I do not know his name yet, but never mind. It was very nice to have a chat that I want to change school. He himself stated well that he will not survive long at the same level as here, especially in mathematics. Besides, he wants to go to a music school. Now, when he leaves this school, he wants to do extramural high school and music school 5 days a week, and he will continue electronics on his own. Besides, it was fun to talk about what was interesting at school, what were the balls, teachers, etc ... I relaxed a lot, we talked for over an hour, just a bomb. Really cool dude, and I wish him the best. Good luck!!! Two days later, I accidentally met another guy who was interested in music. In fact, I left my laptop with Sebastian and was downloading another CD by Hans Zimmer and John Newton. When I went to dinner, we chatted for a while about this and his musical interests. He even gave me a DVD recorder to record what I have after the weekend, unfortunately it was Christmas and somehow I couldn't record it for him. I feel stupid with it, lately I have completely failed. And I wanted so much that he would listen to music from star wars, the last samora, pearl harbor, etc ... I hope that I will be able to get him back. Another interesting person I was able to talk to was Krasik himself. We chatted mostly about the girls of our life. He was very eager to talk about these topics, and so was I. At the beginning, he briefly introduced his girlfriends to me: that he had walked with Iz� Draganowska from 3 to 6 years and that it was he who had dumped her. That they even licked, she would come to his bed at camp etc ... In fact, he presented it very superficially. Then I introduced my girlfriends, then he specified Ize, I specified Aske etc ... such a good discussion. I found out from him, among other things, that Ola Ostrowska had thrown him in the first gymnasium for Maly in the first gymnasium, and he had just dropped Ize for Ola in the 6th grade. Iza cried for this reason, she was grasping him why Krasik does not want her anymore. And in the first junior high school, for unknown reasons (probably Krasik himself), Iza was transferred to his class, despite the fact that her friends were in grade D where she was enrolled. And then Max began to take an interest in her. And Krasik, as she claims, often used him to make him jealous in front of Krasik, and she always had him in the ass anyway, so I did not find out anything about her next igorka boyfriend. And so I am told about Anka Jamroz that she was sowing Krasik and he was giving her only to get to Ola somehow. However, his feelings did not tell me like Max by gg. Rather, I made him "angry", he used profanity, he said that he was screwed up. But I understood him and he understood me too. We chatted since midnight and we finished 3:30, so don't mention the whole conversation here. Even from Krasik I learned the story of his life that he had to leave the girl because she was smoking and calving for him it was a very painful experience. Eh, but I wrote ... Another thing I wanted to write here is that I want to make friends with Kuba Bednarczyke from my class. A normal guy, nice, nice smiling, in class he is neither popular nor disliked. Nice guy from him. I don't know why I suddenly wanted to be friends with him, on Friday I didn't change my shoes, the director came and asked us to go to the corridor, including his, and then I noticed that he was a nice guy. When I came back on Monday, we even chatted for a while, as if I felt that he was following me, unfortunately somehow I was not in the mood and he could feel that he was ignoring him, although I am not sure that he wanted to be friends with me. He's a nice guy, and I think I'll have to be friends with him. We'll see something bring. Another thing to note is that I bring a Pegasus to the boarding school. In the past, for example: we played with my brother in Contre, one did not care for the other, everyone was racing to get a better weapon, etc., we could not go through the whole game cooperating with each other. Now, however, when I played with Konrad, it was completely different. It was cooperation, such a game was a pleasure. One of the other people took care not to die, and it was beautiful. Having fun together, playing a game, we sent the whole game and started another time again. Really great. Even earlier, however, during the weekend I had a great conversation with Cornelia, about life, alcohol books, etc. Although I feel that she "party a little". The following sentence can reveal about it, "but I would not live there alone ... if I went to lo, I would live with my sister ... ce zarzygana after the party .. "So it seems to me that I was already drinking and zygala. Simple. So she wouldn't even mention anything like that. The only thing left is to hope that it was something like Max's father gave me a beer, which was a really nice experience, and not for alcohol, but for Max's father character, cool guy. I relaxed a lot and we talked for almost 2 hours, it was great. Coming back to Max, I don't know what to play with us. What happened, there is no more power in us, there is no: D Yesterday I gave such a provocative description, moreover, I even felt so, so I gave such a description to myself "You turned ALL against ME! Even you, Master and Friend :(" He didn't even write back and even Cornelia wrote to me "what happened". And I had a few more things to write, but somehow I suddenly didn't want to. So that's it

You turned% 20all% 20 against% 20m ...

All in all, it was a long time ago that I had to write these experiences. I'll start last week. Then it was very nice to talk to myself about the life with my neighbor in the room, unfortunately somehow it turned out that I do not know his name yet, but never mind. It was very nice to have a chat that I want to change school. He himself stated well that he will not survive long at the same level as here, especially in mathematics. Besides, he wants to go to a music school. Now, when he leaves this school, he wants to do extramural high school and music school 5 days a week, and he will continue electronics on his own. Besides, it was fun to talk about what was interesting at school, what were the balls, teachers, etc ... I relaxed a lot, we talked for over an hour, just a bomb. Really cool dude, and I wish him the best. Good luck!!! Two days later, I accidentally met another guy who was interested in music. In fact, I left my laptop with Sebastian and was downloading another CD by Hans Zimmer and John Newton. When I went to dinner, we chatted for a while about this and his musical interests. He even gave me a DVD recorder to record what I have after the weekend, unfortunately it was Christmas and somehow I couldn't record it for him. I feel stupid with it, lately I have completely failed. And I wanted so much that he would listen to music from star wars, the last samora, pearl harbor, etc ... I hope that I will be able to get him back. Another interesting person I was able to talk to was Krasik himself. We chatted mostly about the girls of our life. He was very eager to talk about these topics, and so was I. At the beginning, he briefly introduced his girlfriends to me: that he had walked with Iz� Draganowska from 3 to 6 years and that it was he who had dumped her. That they even licked, she would come to his bed at camp etc ... In fact, he presented it very superficially. Then I introduced my girlfriends, then he specified Ize, I specified Aske etc ... such a good discussion. I found out from him, among other things, that Ola Ostrowska had thrown him in the first gymnasium for Maly in the first gymnasium, and he had just dropped Ize for Ola in the 6th grade. Iza cried for this reason, she was grasping him why Krasik does not want her anymore. And in the first junior high school, for unknown reasons (probably Krasik himself), Iza was transferred to his class, despite the fact that her friends were in grade D where she was enrolled. And then Max began to take an interest in her. And Krasik, as she claims, often used him to make him jealous in front of Krasik, and she always had him in the ass anyway, so I did not find out anything about her next igorka boyfriend. And so I am told about Anka Jamroz that she was sowing Krasik and he was giving her only to get to Ola somehow. However, his feelings did not tell me like Max by gg. Rather, I made him "angry", he used profanity, he said that he was screwed up. But I understood him and he understood me too. We chatted since midnight and we finished 3:30, so don't mention the whole conversation here. Even from Krasik I learned the story of his life that he had to leave the girl because she was smoking and calving for him it was a very painful experience. Eh, but I wrote ... Another thing I wanted to write here is that I want to make friends with Kuba Bednarczyke from my class. A normal guy, nice, nice smiling, in class he is neither popular nor disliked. Nice guy from him. I don't know why I suddenly wanted to be friends with him, on Friday I didn't change my shoes, the director came and asked us to go to the corridor, including his, and then I noticed that he was a nice guy. When I came back on Monday, we even chatted for a while, as if I felt that he was following me, unfortunately somehow I was not in the mood and he could feel that he was ignoring him, although I am not sure that he wanted to be friends with me. He's a nice guy, and I think I'll have to be friends with him. We'll see something bring. Another thing to note is that I bring a Pegasus to the boarding school. In the past, for example: we played with my brother in Contre, one did not care for the other, everyone was racing to get a better weapon, etc., we could not go through the whole game cooperating with each other. Now, however, when I played with Konrad, it was completely different. It was cooperation, such a game was a pleasure. One of the other people took care not to die, and it was beautiful. Having fun together, playing a game, we sent the whole game and started another time again. Really great. Even earlier, however, during the weekend I had a great conversation with Cornelia, about life, alcohol books, etc. Although I feel that she "party a little". The following sentence can reveal about it, "but I would not live there alone ... if I went to lo, I would live with my sister ... ce zarzygana after the party .. "So it seems to me that I was already drinking and zygala. Simple. So she wouldn't even mention anything like that. The only thing left is to hope that it was something like Max's father gave me a beer, which was a really nice experience, and not for alcohol, but for Max's father character, cool guy. I relaxed a lot and we talked for almost 2 hours, it was great. Coming back to Max, I don't know what to play with us. What happened, there is no more power in us, there is no: D Yesterday I gave such a provocative description, moreover, I even felt so, so I gave such a description to myself "You turned ALL against ME! Even you, Master and Friend :(" He didn't even write back and even Cornelia wrote to me "what happened". And I had a few more things to write, but somehow I suddenly didn't want to. So that's it

party at grandfather's% 20and% 20week% 20 onwards

Now it's probably two weeks away. Well, in short, my grandfather had a party. I met cousins ​​whom I have never known before, one cool 5-year-old and how cool she was talking: "uncle, you have rotten eggs: D". The second 5 kl is also nice. But the best part was talking to Uncle Jack. He's just great talking to him. We talked about what we used to do in the past, earning money etc, scruffy, he listens, wants to listen, he's a nice guy. In addition, I told Beata about my love problem, but now it's even less important, I almost forgot about it. It is a pity that I wrote about it so late, because I wanted to describe the conversation with Uncle Jacek in more detail, but well .... Now I am not sure if it was all three weeks ago. A week ago, I persuaded Max to come over to him. Eh, we were building lightsabers. When I was with him, I had any thoughts about the fact that he doesn't want me anymore. We built lightsabers, he told a little about his Beatka, that he bought her a teddy bear, and that something is not going to be discussed with him, but never mind the details ... I do not know if it all makes sense. I do not know this Beata, and if I wanted to see it, I would know anything about how to assess the situation. Besides, it was nice, as always, time was spent :) But today I am overwhelmed with thoughts that he does not want me anymore, he does not like me, I am an unnecessary garbage and he is afraid to tell me about it. It's probably like falling in love, before or later, one of the partners is bored with the other ... I think so is with us now. As he writes to Max on GH, he never writes me in. When I was leaving Max said: "I will write you a text message" and, what, I never got any text from him during my stay in ZSL, and I am already there for almost 2 months. When I am available on GH, he will not write to me, as it used to be. I already know his character and lifestyle perfectly well, and I know one thing that he is a perfect man, without the slightest flaw. He naturally inspires friendship, just as some are fearful. People want to meet him, and I was lucky to meet him. The second person in my life I met who was able to arouse friendship was Mieszko. However, Mieszko and Max are two different styles of being. Mieszko is very popular, everyone likes him, no one will say a bad opinion about him, or at least I haven't met with it yet. However, Mieszko likes to be popular, he likes to party, show off, and Maxym is quite the opposite. If max had the features that still has a bellows, he would be much more popular than him ... And now, thinking about myself .... I used to like to show off ... now not. I am not liked anymore, I am a garbage. And why someone who is a junk would be liked by someone better. From my logical point of view, Max and Mieszko fit together perfectly as no one, and I don't even know how now he tried to become friends with me. I think even Max at the beginning of our acquaintance wanted to be more friends with me than myself. But when I got to know him so much better on a trip to Krakow, then when we threw eggs, we walked next to each other. Although there were four of us, our two were in the center, like kings, while Marcin and Romek were next to us. Eh, it was the most beautiful day of my life, I never felt as good as I did then. And today I feel hopeless. Man, what happened to us, it must have started to fall apart when I went to Krakow. Or maybe even much earlier, but somehow I didn't notice it, cramps ... Eh, maybe because we met every day on vacation? Am I bored with him or what? What am I supposed to do now. I have lost the love of my life, and now I am even going to lose my greatest friend with whom I would be able to give my own life? Man, I have to talk seriously with him on this subject, because he will not have the courage to tell me all this live. But one thing I don't understand. It was he who asked me for any help in making a close-up on the face, with the operation "cow hair in upholstery glue" .... He even said that no one else but me could ask for it. He was addressing me as the first "friend", but he was addressing rala in the same way: / eh .... I don't know, I have a tag in my head. Although I am reminded of a certain situation that perhaps makes little sense. Once, when we were at the Rokoteka, and we were already under adasiem, he really wanted to come back home when I really wanted to talk to myself, because it was really nice to have cramps at night, only us. And he didn't even want to talk, he wanted to get back home as soon as possible :( Nothing, it's hard to say .... I think the best solution for me will be to get Max's archive and install a Trojan on his computer. Then I will find out the truth. everything, we understood each other perfectly. I wrote to him yesterday if I can come in, he said that he was getting married at the liking. But he did not invite me from himself, as it used to be :( We only told ourselves everything that was possible and he He doesn't need me anymore And we wanted to make a movie so much :( And what came out of it, he doesn't even want to make an article for a website anymore. Yesterday I had diarrhea so I came earlier from school. My chances of rewriting to another school drop to 0%. Geyser will probably not do anything about it and I will stay in Krakow for a long time. I will stay in Krakow, this is how I feel :( Finally, because I don't want to write anymore, something bad has been done to me ... And yet I opened this file a second time, because I want to add something that I had to add when creating this file in the boarding school. Unfortunately, Krasinski and Konrad did not allow me to do so because they were staring at my screen. Well, lately, while reflecting on, I would like to change my life. I want to be strong, powerful, agile, know martial arts. I want a concept of telecommunications electronics, I want to be a hacker. But it will be the first. I'd love to beat a guy who rapes, kills ... So neatly, that he would always remember it once. And it is more like something in life for yourself. I would like to be someone, change my character. All in all, I can manipulate my character, change and modify it. I can read the mind of my interlocutor. I can make friends as well as the opposite. Jenakze I always arouse the opposite. Since I am devastated about the loss of Aski I do not want to make me friendly, I want everyone to dislike me, but even more I would like to arouse hatred, anger, anger, so that everyone hates me and feels even more afraid of me ....

Lost love% 20 and% 20 even% 20 friend% 20 ((

First, I will describe my current state of how I feel: cornered, angry, wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr: /: /: / Kurrrrrrrrwwaaaa !!!!!!!!!!! I'm better now. I hate, Max doesn't give a damn about me already, he prefers this rall more than me. I train with him, talks with him, he won't even write a text message to me ... Rall separated us, our friendship fell apart, it's a fucking complete end, max doesn't want to talk to me anymore ... After that, a week ago I had a chance to meet Cornelia. Maybe a little unsuccessful meeting when it comes to his organization. There was no blanket, Max screwed up, whore ... It wasn't supposed to be like that, although maybe it wasn't even bad, but this kind of wandering back and forth made no sense in the long run. It's hard. I didn't get the letter promised by Kornelie, but I still hope that something will work out. I would love to talk to someone honestly. Generally, another week in Krakow sucks .... I have had enough to go to the mass. I still hope that I will be able to attach to the mass. Well, it would be nice to want to go to the classroom and the same school with a geyser. Recently, I want to make friends with other people, I would like very much with Tomek and Geyser, more even with Tom, because recently he has become a great guy. I don't know what to do and I can't explain why I have wanted to become friends with them lately. It's weird. Yesterday I even talked to Arek. You talked to him as horny as ever, friend to friend. Damn it was great. Damn, I'm fed up. Recently I even made friends with Krasik. Fuck, I'm going to see Tomek right away to talk to him. I do not care. I even want to get to know him now, even though I never liked him, then suddenly at the end of 3 years I started to like him. Later, maybe something else, I'm going to see Tomek, make friends .... It's over with Max ... It's a pity ....

Consecutive days% 20 of the new% 20 life

A few days ago I was home again for the weekend. Then I sent a text message to Kronelia on Friday, whether she would like to make an appointment with me. She sent that she was for and only had to go with the banner, because I would hand over the banner and let me know as soon as it was all over. I was glad and I thought it would be great: D: D Wogole for this time I was doing a list of what I was supposed to do on Saturday, because the schedule of the day was very tight: Kornelia, Max, Krasik, Doctor etc etc ... Well, Mateusz knocked me out of the rhythm of the day, who came to pick me up to fix his computer, unfortunately I failed again and it ended with a failure :( In the afternoon I waited only for Cornelia to send a text message that they had finished this trash. I still remembered her coma but she did not reply to anything. I'm going to sleep, bye ". I did not understand anything, I wrote a text message what happened and a moment later I received a reply to gg. She explained everything to me that 4 hours with the banner the baby bottle was standing. She felt so bad about it, she said that she was stupid, that she felt guilty, and at the end of the conversation she said that she would call again, write and twice apologized to me for being so stupid. me not p mumbled. Although on Sunday nothing came out of the meeting, it still does not matter, because somehow I felt good after this conversation on the gg and she satisfied my desire to meet my wife, I do not know why, but she satisfied it, I just felt nice. I enclose the archive of the conversation. Today I came to Rala, edit a picture and add a red moon. It worked !!! I sent Cornelia and she was probably even satisfied :) I am very happy about it. That would be it, I'm going to sleep, because we've only been sleeping 4 hours lately, which is already exhausting me. During the weekend I also talked to Geyser and I was prompted to change school and rewrite myself for the Mass. I don't know if I won't do that either. I still have to sleep well with this problem, because I have enough of this shitty Krakow, no rabka, computer, net, I feel bad here and probably even the level of teaching from what the geyser said is much lower than here in Krakow. I will have to sleep well with this problem, and think about it because it is a lifelong choice. but it's stupid to change about such a school, so much money went, so much commitment, I even wanted it ..... Stupid and I don't know what to do with it now. I'm gonna have to talk seriously to my dad about this. That's it.....

Boarding school-supplement

I'm sitting alone in that crappy dorm room now. Konrad and Krasik have just gone to play football, so I can write quietly, but Mieszko could not stand it for longer and he just signed up yesterday. So I thought where my friend is now and whether he remembers about me at all. I am here alone, and during my entire stay here, he did not send me even a single text. Man, something's wrong here. Although only me could ask for help in the operation of the Cow's Sling in Glue for Upholstery. He always told me about everything. I wonder if the fact that I stayed with him almost every day during the summer holidays did not accidentally make me bored with him. Rala treats me the same way, and even better tells him about everything he can, so I don't know. Max is kind and honest, and in fact he was the first, as I remember well, to show his desire to get to know me. he took my gg number and wrote it first, we were discussing the operation with a chick on April Fools' Day. Nothing of this came out, because that day I became his Padawan: DI spending time with him would be really great: For no one else it was like with him. Recently, I have been laying the griddle and thinking to myself that I will not be able to discuss with Cornelia and it is a bit impossible. She has not written a single text from herself yet, and I tried to write regularly for a week every day, and at some point she stopped wanting to write back, I think. ehh ... I wanted to write so much about my feelings, thoughts and I forgot everything. Exactly. I have recently become interested in many love stories from the lives of ordinary people my age. The first such person was, of course, Maxym. Then there was Monika Babinska with whom it was very nice, honest and fun to talk to. It was a really fun conversation, it made me believe that a girl can have a heart too. I even told her that I had sent Aska flowers and that I had faked my death, just to know her reactions. I wish Monika that she would succeed in her life, she is a nice and sincere girl. I even had a great desire to comment on her blog, although I'm usually reluctant to do so. Then Max's sister Ola. She also did not work out, and I guess that someone was probably Kamil the ladyron, although she did not say who she really was talking about. In her case, according to me, based on what she told me, it was her and his first infatuation, so nothing came out, because they were both ashamed of each other. Even before that, I talked to Ral about his love. In his case it was probably that, unfortunately, he is not very handsome, and they were pretty and therefore nothing came out. This is my summary in a nutshell. Plus, he pretends to be who he's not, tries to be funny and his jokes suck. Czyms will not impress any and niekomu. Ola had a great dislike for him from the very beginning, as soon as she saw him. Well, although I'm a little jealous lately, it's okay, homie, and I wish him luck and real love. Next there was some fifth grader "Anna Szpura" who also told me a lot, wanting what she says through these text messages seems to be a little unbelievable for her age. How can you fall in love in 4th class? This is absurd to me and I don't know what to say about it. But if she is telling the truth, she also failed and she was wronged. From her account it appears that she is trying to find some new love, and she liked the apartment, among other things. Another very interesting case is Jola with bristles, which I got to know thanks to Anka Szpura giving her my coma and I talked to her. She recently jumped from the Window, broke her arms and legs, only because of the boy. Basically she wanted to kill herself. Dziwczyna from the second junior high school ... What if you don't let God kill you !!! If someone had killed themselves because of me and someone I love, I would not have forgiven myself. The guy is stupid and he doesn't think he really knows what he has done. IDIOT!!!! Besides, it is very nice to write with her, honestly and pleasantly. Even thanks to her, she is typing faster and faster on the mobile phone keypad: DW in addition, the girl is smart and talented. She knows break dance, she can work splits, stars and others ... She learned it in five months. I'd like to meet someone like her in person, but now it might be hard ... But we'll see ... That's it in short, I don't know what else to write here in this boring diary ...