wtorek, 31 lipca 2012
Workocholism (2)
Wonderful day. I spent it amazing.
I worked almost all day standing. A great item for your computer. Ideal. Mind is tired now, time to go to sleep. This is exactly what I learned today.
I was also looking for a way to earn. On earning.com I found a person who offered help on firecash.org
I started creating programs, portfolios, etc. in this position. It was just brilliant !!!
Szymek's eyes
Again, I terribly did not want to write anything yesterday. Therefore, I will only write a few abbreviations
Sick's eye problems - he got lime in his eyes. Biedy is deciding whether or not to quit this job. It is clearly visible that it does not serve him
I wrote the Adf.Ly Virus. Almost done. Practically no autorun.
Rebrithing. I wrote down a list of the closest Rebrithers. I believe deeply in this method and I would like someone to introduce me to this world.
I came up with the idea to program while standing. Today I'm testing this method :)
What have I learned today. My health has improved significantly. What is Szymek going to say now? There is no one, he has to deal with everything alone. I am in better condition because: I am a powerful charismatic sect leader because I work on my skills every week, every month !!!
PS It is worth adding that some kind of aunt, mother's cousin, arrived the day before. Cleaner, kind of cool, but you can see that in his nerves he is still talking only about Marynia's ass not interesting things at all. She invited us for Sundays, but to tell the truth, I don't feel like going. You will have to make up an excuse.
niedziela, 29 lipca 2012
I love you
I am a powerful, charismatic sect leader because I learn and work on my skills daily, weekly, monthly.
What a beautiful affirmation, I like it very much. There was a lot going on during the day, now I will try to briefly tell you
I spent alone. Mum went to Morczyna in the morning.
I listened to Organizing and planning time. Entries in the previous diary.
In the morning I started writing this worst function from FindChildWindow and programmed the LogmeIn script in my bot
Tick - I was terrified when I met him in the park on my hand. I even talked about it with Rafal at the beginning of the conversation
I spoke incorrectly with my mother. She screams - I smile. As a result, she screams even more and I feel resentful. We criticized doctors a lot about how to treat. That heals the symptoms instead of the causes. He gave me an example with Pascca virus.
And the essence of something I need to work on. Identification. How a person hurt, instead of how bad I felt. From what he said, this is a problem for 98% OF THE PEOPLE AS THEY KNOW, not just my problem. When I identify myself better in the eyes of others.
Sleep with Nifuroxazite - I started therapy today believing in my dreams, and I believe deeply in dreams.
Alcohol - Euphoria: For a while I was able to forget about everything, even though the amount of alcohol was really small, I felt great !!!
Professor Starzyk - I was thinking about him, he had to live what I did then in the hospital. I was exactly like him back then.
I love you, said the dexter to his daughter. I watched two episodes today
It's an interesting day
I am the Charismatic sect leader - beautiful affirmation.
Entertainment
Again, I terribly did not want to write anything yesterday.
I called the diary entertainment, because I started watching Dexter. I found myself having some form of entertainment.
The blonde insisted strongly: don't back down now. This made the dexter say he thought and succumbed. I would also say that and I would succumb to it.
Things I Have Discovered: Abdominal Wave Vibration plus Rebrithing gives you more opportunities.
I had a dream about Nifuroxazite. Earlier antibiotics, I guess that means I have to take this antibiotic.
Maybe I wanted to see a great doctor, and a great doctor wants to see a healer. Maybe one day our paths will meet and this great doctor will heal me. Besides, I already know my body well enough and I should think better.
Now I was listening to the planning and implementation of goals:
- The ability to save. Success is goals!
- When you set goals, don't share them with anyone. That's right!
- Failure is essential to success. You're getting close to him. You know what you should not do anymore!
- Goals must match. Willing to breathe all the time you will never earn
- You want to lose 10 kg. Set yourself a loss of 1 kg, e.g. up to 73 kg
- 3 goals within 30 seconds: health, money, independence
- Goals with my family and with me. Material and finances. Personal development.
- Do what you can with what you have where you are.
- Set a goal for the next week, month.
I noticed that writing all this on the blackboard I felt better and so fascinated again.
Yesterday I finished writing my program. I made some extra options like a ruler. When writing a post in the evening from the internet heyah on 4programmers I got an interesting answer in the morning to use the FindChildWindows function. It almost solved my problems in the app :)
At night my mother came in and closed the window for me, while the phone with Tombak's e-book was on.
Writing on the blackboard gives me a lot of fascination: D
sobota, 28 lipca 2012
Saturday (2)
I missed writing my diary again. After 7 pm I fall asleep so terribly I do not want to write a diary then. I'm going to sleep and that's it?
What to do to prevent it from happening ?: Maybe you can explain that I exercised a lot and breathed a lot during the day and there is no need to do it all around at night as well. Then devote your time to yourself for prayer, diary and reflection of the past day.
During the day, nothing special happened. About 4:30 p.m. Jacek came, I really wanted to sleep during the day and so I did. I had a terrible lazy.
I noticed that the bacteria always attacks those places that are weakened at a given moment. Thanks to this, I know what is healthy and what is not, how to arrange my life to be comfortable. And until I do it and get rid of the psychological causes of my ailments, I would like this bacterium to stay in me.
I have already discovered a lot, it remains to find some work and entertainment. I may consider reading interesting books as entertainment.
czwartek, 26 lipca 2012
Funeral
Gosh, I don't want to write this diary so much. How could I make my writing more enjoyable? What to do to make writing it pure pleasure? Music - music is a medicine for everything. I can also write everything as if there was an extraordinary story - then each new entry would seem exciting.
So let's check:
No major changes in the morning: I didn't want to exercise, I was exhausted, so I was just breathing in tsnia. I returned early 8:30 for a physiological need. I ate the steamers. I advised my mother which dress would be better for the funeral and we went to the clique. On the one hand, I really did not want to go to the clique, on the other hand I thought to myself that I could learn something new in my life. Always choose new ones, as Osho used to say, right.
Being in church I was terribly afraid of my joints. Over time, my dad joined me. I listened carefully to what woman my great-grandmother was. She is 96 years old. She raised 8 children in hard times, the most important thing for her was God, faith. And I thought to myself - beautifully, I devoted myself to God, but it is a pity that she lived in such a lie as the Catholic and Christian faith. It is a pity that people do not know the truth I have learned. On the other hand, it makes me feel better than others.
After the last year, I have low self-esteem. Maybe because I once recognized myself how wonderful I am. I think so. I felt worse than others, Tearz feels inferior. I stopped in place. However, when I discover something new in myself, I seem to find happiness in it. There is power hidden in the Books, as Ewa Foley says.
After the funeral, my dad drove us to Remiza in the new market. I met 14-year-old nephew of Aunt Bozena from the seaside, we also saw them. We ate dinner there, then a moraine and home.
At the fire station, I felt like I had lost my good old talk. I didn't know what to talk about. And I was like dr. house. I had a super fast and strong mind. What happened to it, where did it all go? I had good conditions in the house where I spent almost a year and I talked to my grandfather. with people on skype, and now everything seems to be lost ... but we'll get back the good old talk. I don't feel the need to talk to people again, but when I talk I'm glad that I can talk to someone :)
I watched the people in the fire station as the poor were destroying their health, they were poisoning themselves: coffee, cola, sweets, cake. What a horrible sight it was for me.
Rest at home. It wasn't good for me to drive back home. It was very stuffy in the car. Instead of air conditioning, however, I prefer a tilted window.
At home I came over to give him dinner, then I went too, but at one point it spilled terribly and I was incredibly wet. As I laughed, I wanted to hear about this situation: D I also remember a woman who was nice and I lent her my kikji to play with her daughter. Potema even wanted to repay me and give me a lift, but I went with my dad since he already called me and wanted to give me a lift. Ah, how a certain lady laughed at me too when I came wet. I also wanted to laugh: D: D
I had an interesting dream last night. How I talked to Max about living together. Surprisingly, he agreed that we should stay in four, as he said. Me, Max, Sandra and Kaja. Interesting dream, maybe it bows me something good :) For now, however, I do not feel strong enough to talk about it with max.
Today I learned to write in a diary about what I feel and what I think about the situations experienced during the day
Im strong
Hard months. I have the impression that the circles are inserted into their place. Herbal medicine worked wonders :)
The morning traditionally without major changes, except that I felt stiff and hard and I was not hungry. At the same time, I taught myself to walk without poles.
Breakfast at home. Then I met Szymek at our place. I thought: her leg was broken again or something bad happened. At first, he had a day off.
My mother was surprisingly in a good mood today. Thanks to this, I was in a good mood too. She hasn't asked several times: what are you saying? what's going on? which is really annoying and annoying.
I read the tombac's book How to live a long and healthy life. I have read quite a lot because I have reached over 1000 items.
During the day, nothing extraordinary happened today and it is difficult for me to say what I learned today. Maybe to read a book while listening to the radio and without sticks. It made it nicer to listen to and I had time to add to bookmarks.
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