niedziela, 28 maja 2017
sobota, 27 maja 2017
1 May
psychoanalysis of recent data:
- yes, by my aunt about yesterday's dinner: you'll get diabetes etc ....
- calling everyone crazy (especially Wojtek that he has schizophrenia, he listens) - I will have to do much more closely later.
-a kind of attack on cold dumplings
- it reminded me of the ... attack on my bike ...
- Marta's technique: look, joli: this kind of powerful round face ...
- he seems to be here in general, like some kind of madman! yes ... to be honest I feel honestly like a kind of madman .....
replay: from hania - no lack of expectations, self-confidence ...
just for a long time to cope with helplessness ... go on living and doing your own thing.
On the other hand....
I understand why people are coming back ... hardly anyone has the power to say: fuck .... fuck there ... I can do it ... so I said, but it didn't happen.
replay: therapy (5-7d) rnzrt
something to work on the dark and on the light side of the force ...
my boss is in a very difficult situation. I neglected my very strong psyche ...
I just gotta keep on living with it all ...
analysis of the thoughts of words from years ago: I wanted to show that I am someone, I neglected my psyche, maybe somewhere I judged the aunt of the hives for her ...
I treated the diary, in general, tetris and other computer games as a kind of self-improvement
Today I had to remember 3 things: horsetail, water with sugar, wash / breakfast - I think I took something.
hania replay: what do I want?
Somehow I took it all, I advised ...
so far, probably only that much .... then I will start to write even more
by putting up resistance to oppose ... if it does not come out, be content with the fact that I can, after all, analyze everything here ...
I wanted to have adhd to be liked one day etc ... I experienced it in a way.
Yes for
I have to go for a run, hold off and change the method.
analysis of hives - maybe the hive has more trained imagination in a certain ensie? uses a light, modest ipt diet ...
basically playing detective about hives I have tips about it:
- he carries a heavy burden, he is strongly dependent on his husband, he is not a human - he is a robot!
all in all, I would like to reconcile with her, but on the other hand, I would also like to answer her somehow for all this
combining dark and light side of power only jk to cry with each other?
a reply to my aunt: fuck! (like when baczkowski with me)
little sukcjes. my aunt iwona on May 2 asked me:
you don't want to eat anything ... I answered ... no (visualizing the gloves) I don't want to eat anything anymore ... it would be much better: no no no, I don't want to eat anything anymore ... with the visualization of gloves
it would be much better: no no no no no, I don't want to eat anything if you want, eat it yourself (it would be really very good in the case of aunt hives)
a moment ago aunt iwona asked me ...
you cheap dinner ... I told her: so chaotic
I could answer: yes, you ask out of curiosity if you control me this way?
or even better ... you mumble and in your mind to answer just something like this ... it would be really great ...
Now let's imagine this situation again .... hmmmm ... yes you ask because I don't know ... out of curiosity, can you somehow control mine?
I need money ...
or this:
sending the power of words: you dear aunts, one of the other ones, repress me !!! repay !!! (especially aunt of the hive).
yes ... clear water ... clear water would help me to resist ... the transformation of chical to be a bit like dr hosue.
I could give my aunt such a firm .... ".... and // aggressive hmmmniecie" // like my boss / manager
Miss decent citizen who challenges everyone from idiots and lunatics to make everyone do everything your way
then do not listen to this warrior because this uncle takes everything too seriously ... hehehe .... you probably know that I was joking :)
for the moment he feels helpless. practice the art of silence.
I received letters from my father ... I don't tell him anything ... you don't need to know ... I answered something
I was too weak, but at least as hard as I could, I didn't say anything to him. at least so much good.
I am impressed that the family sends me dark thoughts not to practice anything ... I don't know ....
replay: neg ob - aunt's lunch syndrome
I passed to write down 2 things ...
1st diploma a strong answer to aunt hives: "... hmmm you better be careful that these words do not turn against you later." - I am not thrilled with guilt, I have not the soul of emotions, I replied the attack.
2. the second thing to write down I don't remember some universal mantra or forgot something
I think I already know add the universal mundra healing symbol icon
- Impress yourself, dear aunt, from me and my appearance. hya you don't want to be my enemy
yeah I guess I found something perfect for my aunt attack
- breaking this bench like youri boyka and some kind of retort .... use of the state in which I was and a retort ... you better watch what you say "not too harsh and not too weak". (pretty good with keeping silence).
concept ... or maybe water after a heavy meal? sipping and at the end of the second additional water? it's as if my arms and legs might crumple, I think so now ...
May 18 - an interview with Andrzej zadlo ... I replied: "hehe ... I know what I know very well, there is no stupid myth ... I got 3 times better results with the 7dbi antenna by additionally connecting such a cable to the LAN port on the router (but you don't have to believe me) .from what I see you are more worried that you will have something to do with this cable and you do not want to lend it?
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I could get better results by being more emphatic: this is no stupid myth ... I got 3x better results with the 7dbi antenna by pinning (...) "// you don't have to believe me without that.
This may be my additional better method like these techniques in the book instant healing unbelievable technique - imagine a change in this situation ... it could be a really very good technique .... really a very good technique.
k: pale during the conversation with my father today ...
the second thing, my pot burnt ...
but I could have used the waldek tactic when we got to know each other for such talk / moaning .... "/ yes ... - this is how I would defend myself against his negative words ...
- what are you going to do? make me feel even more so that I can spend the rest of my life in jail?
today, on May 26, I had a fight with my dad for insults ... I paused, kept silent ...
I am at the moment .... I am not able to function normally
I did not prove my behavior to him ... I have to write it to him ...
what proceedings - answer ...
now write here some of your exemplary behavior that he did not like:
a retort for my father: what a dick did to me ... I will never forgive you for this in my life !!!
Inside, add my father: I will not forgive you, since he also claims that he will not forgive me for the alleged interrogation.
piątek, 26 maja 2017
problem.meetindicationsolution () ;. txt
problem. moneyrecommendation
possible solutions {
- borrow a bohdanwerbowy, -lend a lender / rodzyn / friends?
- food: a monotheistic diet, throwing away tea, potato water ...
- some foreign loans - horsetail as weglpowloka or only water - metypred
- time-saving: ester, lukasz, hania, 2postostalych, kszafranowska? - reiki book being out of time and space!
- value yourself much more! - lucid dreams - advertisements like lending money
- letter to waldek - wrocicnaochikare + listdouli? (engage other people)
- ashes referral to hospital ...
- social assistance
- call and get along amicably with them (no contact on my part is even worse!).
- this whole business of Jakub Glowacki? What could it be?
- silence - bohdan werbowy - hemisync (free time)
- I have a strong feeling that acodin can really help me
- I have super affirmations: all my life is in order .... all my life is in good order (); update: all my life is in order and I am successful ();
- to lock up in the madhouse in front of dr. prochyre?
czwartek, 25 maja 2017
templistic activities
1.wash your stomach, dishes, change the position of your mouth,
dry fractures (e.g.
wood stove ...
sobota, 6 maja 2017
listhania
sham
he is ashamed of himself in front of himself. I don't do anything, I feel like an outcast
in general, maybe I wanted this keidys in my thoughts ... but I also wanted to be very pleased with it. but all this does not please me ...
I'm not doing anything ... once I heard he is fucking psyched (...)
I look at those younger than myself: they are doing something, etc .... I don't actually do anything and I am very ashamed of it.
I was anxious to humiliate my father, even if my anger and hatred were so strong in me / at the expense of myself
but at the same time I really wanted to achieve my goals ...
I came up with an original way of life: a laptop and dumbbells ... a very interesting combination if you don't look ...
original ... people who only devoted themselves to sports, forgetting that they had a good mind
SOLUTIONS
1. ALTERNATE: TENSPOSOBTEZ IS GOOD, OTHER VISUALIZATION: BODY, INTENTION?
wtorek, 2 maja 2017
listalizaula
xxx
hive:
bring her into the game and ... then make up. to take revenge of the flatter at once with restraint. it would be a spectacle
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