Lost love% 20 and% 20 even% 20 friend% 20 ((

First, I will describe my current state of how I feel: cornered, angry, wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr: /: /: / Kurrrrrrrrwwaaaa !!!!!!!!!!! I'm better now. I hate, Max doesn't give a damn about me already, he prefers this rall more than me. I train with him, talks with him, he won't even write a text message to me ... Rall separated us, our friendship fell apart, it's a fucking complete end, max doesn't want to talk to me anymore ... After that, a week ago I had a chance to meet Cornelia. Maybe a little unsuccessful meeting when it comes to his organization. There was no blanket, Max screwed up, whore ... It wasn't supposed to be like that, although maybe it wasn't even bad, but this kind of wandering back and forth made no sense in the long run. It's hard. I didn't get the letter promised by Kornelie, but I still hope that something will work out. I would love to talk to someone honestly. Generally, another week in Krakow sucks .... I have had enough to go to the mass. I still hope that I will be able to attach to the mass. Well, it would be nice to want to go to the classroom and the same school with a geyser. Recently, I want to make friends with other people, I would like very much with Tomek and Geyser, more even with Tom, because recently he has become a great guy. I don't know what to do and I can't explain why I have wanted to become friends with them lately. It's weird. Yesterday I even talked to Arek. You talked to him as horny as ever, friend to friend. Damn it was great. Damn, I'm fed up. Recently I even made friends with Krasik. Fuck, I'm going to see Tomek right away to talk to him. I do not care. I even want to get to know him now, even though I never liked him, then suddenly at the end of 3 years I started to like him. Later, maybe something else, I'm going to see Tomek, make friends .... It's over with Max ... It's a pity ....

Consecutive days% 20 of the new% 20 life

A few days ago I was home again for the weekend. Then I sent a text message to Kronelia on Friday, whether she would like to make an appointment with me. She sent that she was for and only had to go with the banner, because I would hand over the banner and let me know as soon as it was all over. I was glad and I thought it would be great: D: D Wogole for this time I was doing a list of what I was supposed to do on Saturday, because the schedule of the day was very tight: Kornelia, Max, Krasik, Doctor etc etc ... Well, Mateusz knocked me out of the rhythm of the day, who came to pick me up to fix his computer, unfortunately I failed again and it ended with a failure :( In the afternoon I waited only for Cornelia to send a text message that they had finished this trash. I still remembered her coma but she did not reply to anything. I'm going to sleep, bye ". I did not understand anything, I wrote a text message what happened and a moment later I received a reply to gg. She explained everything to me that 4 hours with the banner the baby bottle was standing. She felt so bad about it, she said that she was stupid, that she felt guilty, and at the end of the conversation she said that she would call again, write and twice apologized to me for being so stupid. me not p mumbled. Although on Sunday nothing came out of the meeting, it still does not matter, because somehow I felt good after this conversation on the gg and she satisfied my desire to meet my wife, I do not know why, but she satisfied it, I just felt nice. I enclose the archive of the conversation. Today I came to Rala, edit a picture and add a red moon. It worked !!! I sent Cornelia and she was probably even satisfied :) I am very happy about it. That would be it, I'm going to sleep, because we've only been sleeping 4 hours lately, which is already exhausting me. During the weekend I also talked to Geyser and I was prompted to change school and rewrite myself for the Mass. I don't know if I won't do that either. I still have to sleep well with this problem, because I have enough of this shitty Krakow, no rabka, computer, net, I feel bad here and probably even the level of teaching from what the geyser said is much lower than here in Krakow. I will have to sleep well with this problem, and think about it because it is a lifelong choice. but it's stupid to change about such a school, so much money went, so much commitment, I even wanted it ..... Stupid and I don't know what to do with it now. I'm gonna have to talk seriously to my dad about this. That's it.....

Boarding school-supplement

I'm sitting alone in that crappy dorm room now. Konrad and Krasik have just gone to play football, so I can write quietly, but Mieszko could not stand it for longer and he just signed up yesterday. So I thought where my friend is now and whether he remembers about me at all. I am here alone, and during my entire stay here, he did not send me even a single text. Man, something's wrong here. Although only me could ask for help in the operation of the Cow's Sling in Glue for Upholstery. He always told me about everything. I wonder if the fact that I stayed with him almost every day during the summer holidays did not accidentally make me bored with him. Rala treats me the same way, and even better tells him about everything he can, so I don't know. Max is kind and honest, and in fact he was the first, as I remember well, to show his desire to get to know me. he took my gg number and wrote it first, we were discussing the operation with a chick on April Fools' Day. Nothing of this came out, because that day I became his Padawan: DI spending time with him would be really great: For no one else it was like with him. Recently, I have been laying the griddle and thinking to myself that I will not be able to discuss with Cornelia and it is a bit impossible. She has not written a single text from herself yet, and I tried to write regularly for a week every day, and at some point she stopped wanting to write back, I think. ehh ... I wanted to write so much about my feelings, thoughts and I forgot everything. Exactly. I have recently become interested in many love stories from the lives of ordinary people my age. The first such person was, of course, Maxym. Then there was Monika Babinska with whom it was very nice, honest and fun to talk to. It was a really fun conversation, it made me believe that a girl can have a heart too. I even told her that I had sent Aska flowers and that I had faked my death, just to know her reactions. I wish Monika that she would succeed in her life, she is a nice and sincere girl. I even had a great desire to comment on her blog, although I'm usually reluctant to do so. Then Max's sister Ola. She also did not work out, and I guess that someone was probably Kamil the ladyron, although she did not say who she really was talking about. In her case, according to me, based on what she told me, it was her and his first infatuation, so nothing came out, because they were both ashamed of each other. Even before that, I talked to Ral about his love. In his case it was probably that, unfortunately, he is not very handsome, and they were pretty and therefore nothing came out. This is my summary in a nutshell. Plus, he pretends to be who he's not, tries to be funny and his jokes suck. Czyms will not impress any and niekomu. Ola had a great dislike for him from the very beginning, as soon as she saw him. Well, although I'm a little jealous lately, it's okay, homie, and I wish him luck and real love. Next there was some fifth grader "Anna Szpura" who also told me a lot, wanting what she says through these text messages seems to be a little unbelievable for her age. How can you fall in love in 4th class? This is absurd to me and I don't know what to say about it. But if she is telling the truth, she also failed and she was wronged. From her account it appears that she is trying to find some new love, and she liked the apartment, among other things. Another very interesting case is Jola with bristles, which I got to know thanks to Anka Szpura giving her my coma and I talked to her. She recently jumped from the Window, broke her arms and legs, only because of the boy. Basically she wanted to kill herself. Dziwczyna from the second junior high school ... What if you don't let God kill you !!! If someone had killed themselves because of me and someone I love, I would not have forgiven myself. The guy is stupid and he doesn't think he really knows what he has done. IDIOT!!!! Besides, it is very nice to write with her, honestly and pleasantly. Even thanks to her, she is typing faster and faster on the mobile phone keypad: DW in addition, the girl is smart and talented. She knows break dance, she can work splits, stars and others ... She learned it in five months. I'd like to meet someone like her in person, but now it might be hard ... But we'll see ... That's it in short, I don't know what else to write here in this boring diary ...

Boarding school

My first day in the boarding school is only now rewriting from a piece of paper, unfortunately I didn't have time earlier. In addition, I will add the remaining days spent in Krakow, Rabka, etc. ... As much from my head as I could remember. So I begin: ... I will try to start in the morning. In the morning I was texting with Korneli. Nice to text. This is a cool girl. It cheered me up a little. I hope we'll talk somehow. Then uncle Kazek came and we went by car to Krakow. The whole time somehow felt wonderful, when I was there, I sent greetings to Cornelia. She said, "Take care of the warm." It was at 20:20. I felt strange all the time. Now I am completely awake. Indifference. And the boarding school is crap, it's a pity to talk. It would be good for Max to decorate these toilets here. We have a great tutor. We were still at our cousin. I'd like to have a chat with Cornelia. I try not to think about Asia. I also sent greetings to Max. Now it is strange without a Friend. I don't feel anything, but my mother's overall well-being is very good. I dream of talking to her now. I try not to think about asi, she hurt me too much. Actually, at the beginning I felt a bit strange, but now it's somehow vague, which is quite good. I'm sitting in a room with my friends from Rabka, so it's not bad. Could use computers and internet. The beginning of the next day was crap. Such bloody boredom. We woke up at 6:00 in the morning and had a breakfast, a suit and at the beginning of the year. We have a great IT teacher. Then such boredom, all day. In the evening it was just fun, because we were playing Toilet paper poker: D It was fun: D Korneli even sent a text, he replied, but I don't know what. The next days are another boredom. Organizational lessons all the time. Plus, I sent over to one guy with dumbbells. Now I can get fucked in this boarding school. I have already been to the Beach and in an internet cafe near the beach. I even managed to talk to Kornelia: D Unfortunately, Konrad was in a hurry and I had to stop the conversation quickly. It's hard. And so the days passed, until a salutary day came on Friday, when I finally left for home. In the meantime, I met some spire and her friend with bristles, but only through text messages, of course. They went out to the bus stop to see me. Then I headed home. On the way I met Kornelie, but unfortunately she didn't look at me very much, but later the signal came to me: D So I wrote a text message, she too, but again it was not possible to make a longer conversation. And when I got home, I somehow felt great: D it's a pity that it all lasted so short :( Dawid made his fortress out of our room. day I went to see Max for Jedi training. Ral became a Jedi which surprised me a bit. I did not manage to talk to Max :( I had a big beer in my life, I was fine and I didn't feel anything, I forgot that I even drank a beer. I feel a bit abandoned by Max. He can perfectly mask his feelings, I started to wonder if he really treats me as a friend, yes Like me his. Sunday I forfeited the meeting of the Cornish. She wrote that she could not, but why not. I'll wait until Saturday, maybe something will come of it. And now I'm back at the boarding school again, mean life again. The litter was trying to commit suicide, which shocked me a bit. He has broken arms and legs. Ah, this life. Even on Sunday there was a beautiful red moon. I sent a text message to Kornela so that she looked at the sky and saw, she wrote that, unfortunately, they are not in the rabka. I wrote that I would send her a picture of this moon. But she wrote back that she would also send me a picture of the beautiful moon, and that I would let me know her as soon as I am in Rabka :) That's all of the more important things, I wrote it as I remember :)

Boarding school

My first day in the boarding school is only now rewriting from a piece of paper, unfortunately I didn't have time earlier. In addition, I will add the remaining days spent in Krakow, Rabka, etc. ... As much from my head as I could remember. So I begin: ... I will try to start in the morning. In the morning I was texting with Korneli. Nice to text. This is a cool girl. It cheered me up a little. I hope we'll talk somehow. Then uncle Kazek came and we went by car to Krakow. The whole time somehow felt wonderful, when I was there, I sent greetings to Cornelia. She said, "Take care of the warm." It was at 20:20. I felt strange all the time. Now I am completely awake. Indifference. And the boarding school is crap, it's a pity to talk. It would be good for Max to decorate these toilets here. We have a great tutor. We were still at our cousin. I'd like to have a chat with Cornelia. I try not to think about Asia. I also sent greetings to Max. Now it is strange without a Friend. I don't feel anything, but my mother's overall well-being is very good. I dream of talking to her now. I try not to think about asi, she hurt me too much. Actually, at the beginning I felt a bit strange, but now it's somehow vague, which is quite good. I'm sitting in a room with my friends from Rabka, so it's not bad. Could use computers and internet. The beginning of the next day was crap. Such bloody boredom. We woke up at 6:00 in the morning and had a breakfast, a suit and at the beginning of the year. We have a great IT teacher. Then such boredom, all day. In the evening it was just fun, because we were playing Toilet paper poker: D It was fun: D Korneli even sent a text, he replied, but I don't know what. The next days are another boredom. Organizational lessons all the time. Plus, I sent over to one guy with dumbbells. Now I can get fucked in this boarding school. I have already been to the Beach and in an internet cafe near the beach. I even managed to talk to Kornelia: D Unfortunately, Konrad was in a hurry and I had to stop the conversation quickly. It's hard. And so the days passed, until a salutary day came on Friday, when I finally left for home. In the meantime, I met some spire and her friend with bristles, but only through text messages, of course. They went out to the bus stop to see me. Then I headed home. On the way I met Kornelie, but unfortunately she didn't look at me very much, but later the signal came to me: D So I wrote a text message, she too, but again it was not possible to make a longer conversation. And when I got home, I somehow felt great: D it's a pity that it all lasted so short :( Dawid made his fortress out of our room. day I went to see Max for Jedi training. Ral became a Jedi which surprised me a bit. I did not manage to talk to Max :( I had a big beer in my life, I was fine and I didn't feel anything, I forgot that I even drank a beer. I feel a bit abandoned by Max. He can perfectly mask his feelings, I started to wonder if he really treats me as a friend, yes Like me his. Sunday I forfeited the meeting of the Cornish. She wrote that she could not, but why not. I'll wait until Saturday, maybe something will come of it. And now I'm back at the boarding school again, mean life again. The litter was trying to commit suicide, which shocked me a bit. He has broken arms and legs. Ah, this life. Even on Sunday there was a beautiful red moon. I sent a text message to Kornela so that she looked at the sky and saw, she wrote that, unfortunately, they are not in the rabka. I wrote that I would send her a picture of this moon. But she wrote back that she would also send me a picture of the beautiful moon, and that I would let me know her as soon as I am in Rabka :) That's all of the more important things, I wrote it as I remember :)

Boarding school

My first day in the boarding school is only now rewriting from a piece of paper, unfortunately I didn't have time earlier. In addition, I will add the remaining days spent in Krakow, Rabka, etc. ... As much from my head as I could remember. So I begin: ... I will try to start in the morning. In the morning I was texting with Korneliš. Nice to text. This is a cool girl. It cheered me up a little. I hope we'll talk somehow. Then uncle Kazek came and we went by car to Krakow. The whole time somehow felt wonderful, when I was there, I sent greetings to Cornelia. She said, "Take care of the warm." It was at 20:20. I felt strange all the time. Now I feel absolutely nothing. Indifference. And the boarding school is crap, it's a pity to talk. It would be good for Max to decorate these toilets here. We have a great tutor. We were still at our cousin. I'd like to have a chat with Cornelia. I try not to think about Asia. I also sent greetings to Max. Now it is strange without a Friend. I don't feel anything, but my mother generally feels very good. I dream of talking to her now. I try not to think about asi, she hurt me too much. Actually, at the beginning I felt a bit strange, but now it's somehow vague, which is quite good. I'm sitting in a room with my friends from Rabka, so it's not bad. They could use computers and internet. The beginning of the next day was shit. Such bloody boredom. We woke up at 6:00 in the morning and had a breakfast, a suit and at the beginning of the year. We have a great IT teacher. Then such boredom, all day. In the evening it was fun, because we were playing Toilet paper poker: D It was fun: D Korneli even sent a text, he replied, but I don't know what. The next days are more boredom. Organizational lessons all the time. Plus, I sent over to one guy with dumbbells. Now I can get fucked in this boarding school. I have already been to the Beach and in an internet cafe near the beach. I even managed to talk to Kornelia: D Unfortunately, Konrad was in a hurry and I had to stop the conversation quickly. It's hard. And so the days passed, until a salutary day came on Friday, when I finally left for home. In the meantime, I met some spire and her friend with bristles, but only through text messages, of course. They came out to the bus stop to see me. Then I headed home. On the way I met Kornelie, but unfortunately she didn't look at me very much, but later the signal came to me: D So I wrote a text message, she too, but again it was not possible to make a longer conversation. And when I got home, I somehow felt great: D it's a pity that it all lasted so short :( Dawid made his fortress out of our room. day I went to see Max for Jedi training. Ral became a Jedi which surprised me a bit. I did not manage to talk to Max :( I had a big beer in my life, I was fine and I didn't feel anything, I forgot that I even drank a beer. I feel a bit abandoned by Max. He can perfectly mask his feelings, I started to wonder if he really treats me as a friend, yes Like me his. Sunday I forfeited the meeting of the Cornish. She wrote that she could not, but why not. I'll wait until Saturday, maybe something will come of it. And now I'm back at the boarding school again, mean life again. The litter was trying to commit suicide, which shocked me a bit. He has broken arms and legs. Ah, this life. Even on Sunday there was a beautiful red moon. I sent a text message to Kornela so that she looked at the sky and saw, she wrote that, unfortunately, they are not in the rabka. I wrote that I would send her a picture of this moon. She wrote back that she would also send me a picture of the beautiful moon, and let me know her as soon as I was in Rabka :) as I remember :)

tomorrow to school

Well, tomorrow to school, or rather to the boarding school. Actually, I don't feel anything. Send Aske I don't want to live somehow now, because what for. I don't care what is tomorrow. I don't feel anything, normally as if I'm just a programmed machine whose purpose is just to live for some reason. Eh I packed up, my mother is getting rid of any shit again, as always, we don't know what's going on. ehhh .... I feel strange. Sadness and pain in my heart must have stayed forever. kurrrrr ......... waaaaaaa. because how else am I supposed to describe it all. I got into the school I had been dreaming about for a long time and I'm sick of it. Whore. It feels strange. Recently, I was talking to Monika Babinska about her problem (love of course). She must have been hurt a little, but probably not as much as I did :( But at least I know that there are girls who have a bit of heart like her. Ola about her problem. I was comforted by a little girl. It was nice to talk to her. However, her problem from what she told was not as advanced as mine, she is only sad, and I got the tingles 1000 times. The girl can fall in love. She was also very nice to talk to. It's cool. It's just a pity that the net was broken, because the conversation was interrupted at very important moments. Ola is a cool friend: D Besides, a few days ago I was still talking to the mackerel. It was also very fun to talk, I relaxed thanks to it. It's just great: D: D He was supposed to invite me for tea to his place, unfortunately, when it did not take over, the scabbard was not overwhelmed. Well, how nice it was to talk to him. I would like him to become such a scout for Asia, I would very much like to. Besides, it feels like the dark side of the force is slowly sucking me in. if I had superhuman abilities, I would kill, use my anger and hatred. ehh it would be fun to kill like Anakin. It's just that he had nothing to hate for, and I do, and here we will separate. In addition, there was a unification of the Jedi Order. We all met for the first time on Friday. Grzesiek even liked Ral. I do not know if I wrote, but recently this order was me and Maxy. There is no other name for it. Grzesiek was jealous of May's friendship with Maksym, and Hubert convinced him to his side. And it's even good that it happened so, thanks to that we met Maks all the time, day after day for the whole vacation, and even a bit earlier. Thanks to this, I was well trained in the arts of Jedi: D It would be a dream to create a movie. That's it, I don't want to write anymore. I'm going to exercise and then eat something. You have to gain weight. When I come back to Rabka, I will be strong, mighty and invincible. I would love it.

tomorrow to school

Well, tomorrow to school, or rather to the boarding school. Actually, I don't feel anything. Send Aske I don't want to live somehow now, because what for. I don't care what is tomorrow. I don't feel anything, normally as if I'm just a programmed machine whose purpose is just to live for some reason. Eh I packed up, my mother is getting into any shit again, and I don't know what's going on as always. ehhh .... I feel strange. Sadness and pain in my heart must have stayed forever. kurrrrr ......... waaaaaaa. because how else am I supposed to describe it all. I got into the school I had been dreaming about for a long time and I'm sick of it. Whore. It feels strange. Recently, I talked to Monika Babinska about her problem (loving, of course). She must have been hurt a little, but probably not as much as I did :( But at least I know that there are girls who have a bit of heart like her. Ola about her problem. I was comforted by a little girl. It was nice to talk to her. However, her problem from what she told was not as advanced as mine, she is only sad, and I got the tingles 1000 times. The girl can fall in love. She was also very nice to talk to. It's cool. It's just a pity that the net was broken, because the conversation was interrupted at very important moments. Ola is a cool buddy: D . It was also very nice to talk, I relaxed thanks to it. It's just great: D: D He was supposed to invite me for tea at his place, unfortunately, when that mummy did not attack him. Well, it was nice to talk to him. for me, such a scout Asia, I would love to. Then it feels like the dark side of the force is slowly absorbing me. if I had superhuman abilities, I would kill, use my anger and hatred. ehh it would be fun to kill like Anakin. Except that he had nothing to hate for, and I do, too, and here we will separate. In addition, there was a unification of the Jedi Order. We all met for the first time on Friday. Grzesiek even liked Ral. I do not know if I wrote, but recently this order was me and Maxy. There is no other name for it. Grzesiek was jealous of May's friendship with Maksym, and Hubert convinced him to his side. And it's even good that it happened so, thanks to that we met Maks all the time, day after day for the whole vacation, and even a bit earlier. Thanks to this, I was well trained in the arts of Jedi: D It would be a dream to create a film. That's all I don't want to write anymore. I'm going to exercise and then eat something. You have to gain weight. When I come back to Rabka, I will be strong, mighty and invincible. I would love it.