tomorrow to school

Well, tomorrow to school, or rather to the boarding school. Actually, I don't feel anything. Send Aske I don't want to live somehow now, because what for. I don't care what is tomorrow. I don't feel anything, normally as if I'm just a programmed machine whose purpose is just to live for some reason. Eh I packed up, my mother is getting into any shit again, and I don't know what's going on as always. ehhh .... I feel strange. Sadness and pain in my heart must have stayed forever. kurrrrr ......... waaaaaaa. because how else am I supposed to describe it all. I got into the school I had been dreaming about for a long time and I'm sick of it. Whore. It feels strange. Recently, I talked to Monika Babinska about her problem (loving, of course). She must have been hurt a little, but probably not as much as I did :( But at least I know that there are girls who have a bit of heart like her. Ola about her problem. I was comforted by a little girl. It was nice to talk to her. However, her problem from what she told was not as advanced as mine, she is only sad, and I got the tingles 1000 times. The girl can fall in love. She was also very nice to talk to. It's cool. It's just a pity that the net was broken, because the conversation was interrupted at very important moments. Ola is a cool buddy: D . It was also very nice to talk, I relaxed thanks to it. It's just great: D: D He was supposed to invite me for tea at his place, unfortunately, when that mummy did not attack him. Well, it was nice to talk to him. for me, such a scout Asia, I would love to. Then it feels like the dark side of the force is slowly absorbing me. if I had superhuman abilities, I would kill, use my anger and hatred. ehh it would be fun to kill like Anakin. Except that he had nothing to hate for, and I do, too, and here we will separate. In addition, there was a unification of the Jedi Order. We all met for the first time on Friday. Grzesiek even liked Ral. I do not know if I wrote, but recently this order was me and Maxy. There is no other name for it. Grzesiek was jealous of May's friendship with Maksym, and Hubert convinced him to his side. And it's even good that it happened so, thanks to that we met Maks all the time, day after day for the whole vacation, and even a bit earlier. Thanks to this, I was well trained in the arts of Jedi: D It would be a dream to create a film. That's all I don't want to write anymore. I'm going to exercise and then eat something. You have to gain weight. When I come back to Rabka, I will be strong, mighty and invincible. I would love it.