Cossack and% 20skar

Well, I did not kill myself on New Year's Eve. New Year's Eve was awesome, Tomek gave a great deal: D I was supposed to be at home and be bored at home on New Year's Eve, but suddenly in the evening I decided to call Tomek and ask him what and how, and it was really worth it: D We went me, Tomek, Janicki, geyser and mati. Tom was the main attraction of our pack. If it weren't for him, everything would be really boring. It's just a great New Year's Eve, fun under the shell, nice meeting of friends (except for those salt mats). Tomek really did a great job, he's fucking funny, he can tell every story from his life in an interesting and funny way. And that was the magic of the entire New Year's Eve. Only Tom ... I returned home late in the evening, probably two in the morning: D My parents shouted a little, I went to sleep, nothing bad happened at all: D I don't know what else to describe, I just felt well ... maybe it's a pity that My Master was not with me. And as for the heat and the Cossack, they came to me last Saturday to see the basement from which we are going to make a gym. I am starting to worry a little about making it, because from my point of view the heat will want to turn it into a box for smoking and smoking. I'm starting to dislike it. But in general he was quite impressed, he said that a nice cellar, just clean, paint and it will be bent: D However, the boots and heat have equipment that would be of use to me. I would just buy a bench. I don't know what to do anymore ... that's it....

Aska -% 20pami% C4% 99tnik

On Thursday, December 14, I talked to someone for the first time in a long time. �omnicki. How cool was it. He said something interesting, I said something interesting. After all, I talked to someone and I relaxed myself. It is a pity that I did not write what I felt right away, because now I feel bad and everything went right :( sorry to say .... it doesn't give a shit !!!: (: (: (((((((( The next day my class went to tear, luckily my dad fired and I managed to go home earlier. We talked to each other, talking to people relaxes, now somehow I really like talking to old friends, but I do not have the slightest desire to meet new people :( that david discovered that there is a poorly secured computer in the office. He actually broke most of the security (lucky guy). A regular shack, secured with the "kiosk" program, no access to the system shell, but one usb input. Arek even laughed at us with such a hacker family: D But being in such a great mood for the weekend :( :( now I can't describe what I was so happy about then. Cornelia wrote to me yesterday on Saturday, we chatted for a while :( :( :( Master !! !!!! Where are you !!!!!!!!!!!!! I relaxed talking to Arek, walking him home, David even liked him very much .... it was beautiful .... about the gym and now to Krakow, everything it started to break down ..... and it was good ..... I tried ...... I want to kill myself. Why didn't I have the courage to do it sooner. I feel something that on New Year's Eve I will feel so bad that I will do it and kill myself :( :( :( Remember last year, jealous, pissed !!! I was looking for her under the mushroom, because she said she will be there, but unfortunately I did not find it :( :( And today, suddenly, it came to me to find Aski's photos :( :( Why ??? How beautiful she is. Suddenly I remembered about her :( :( :( I can't stand it :( :( :( WHY !!!!!!! !!!!!! And you Aren where have you gone !!! Now I need you, now I need to talk to you !!!! :( :( :( And you are gone. We had plans, ambitions and dreams .... Even you have destroyed everything. I lost her ... and you :( :( :( It's a plague How sad, how bad ...... Why is that so ........ She wants to kill herself .... But before that I will kill her !!!!! He will pay me for the hell he inflicts !!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!! and I love at the same time :( :( :(