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On Thursday, December 14, I talked to someone for the first time in a long time. �omnicki. How cool was it. He said something interesting, I said something interesting. After all, I talked to someone and I relaxed myself. It is a pity that I did not write what I felt right away, because now I feel bad and everything went right :( sorry to say .... it doesn't give a shit !!!: (: (: (((((((( The next day my class went to tear, luckily my dad fired and I managed to go home earlier. We talked to each other, talking to people relaxes, now somehow I really like talking to old friends, but I do not have the slightest desire to meet new people :( that david discovered that there is a poorly secured computer in the office. He actually broke most of the security (lucky guy). A regular shack, secured with the "kiosk" program, no access to the system shell, but one usb input. Arek even laughed at us with such a hacker family: D But being in such a great mood for the weekend :( :( now I can't describe what I was so happy about then. Cornelia wrote to me yesterday on Saturday, we chatted for a while :( :( :( Master !! !!!! Where are you !!!!!!!!!!!!! I relaxed talking to Arek, walking him home, David even liked him very much .... it was beautiful .... about the gym and now to Krakow, everything it started to break down ..... and it was good ..... I tried ...... I want to kill myself. Why didn't I have the courage to do it sooner. I feel something that on New Year's Eve I will feel so bad that I will do it and kill myself :( :( :( Remember last year, jealous, pissed !!! I was looking for her under the mushroom, because she said she will be there, but unfortunately I did not find it :( :( And today, suddenly, it came to me to find Aski's photos :( :( Why ??? How beautiful she is. Suddenly I remembered about her :( :( :( I can't stand it :( :( :( WHY !!!!!!! !!!!!! And you Aren where have you gone !!! Now I need you, now I need to talk to you !!!! :( :( :( And you are gone. We had plans, ambitions and dreams .... Even you have destroyed everything. I lost her ... and you :( :( :( It's a plague How sad, how bad ...... Why is that so ........ She wants to kill herself .... But before that I will kill her !!!!! He will pay me for the hell he inflicts !!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!! and I love at the same time :( :( :(