środa, 30 czerwca 2010
Attack
Today I am writing my diary much earlier, and this is because a certain situation pained me. It's around 18.
From the beginning of the day: Wake up at 11am, at 12 o'clock my dad and I were going to Nowy Targ, they filled out the forms for ZUSU. Before noon we watched a teleaudio program on TVN. It was necessary to invent an animal for S. I suggested that Salamander call. As it turned out after returning home - my mother called and received a message - all lines are busy. Although the cost per call has not changed, you pay once. Then it was necessary to enter the first name with the letter U - indifferent where. We went to Nowy Targ, listened to music from Omnia on the way, we drove to Zus. I went to the bathroom and dad quickly gave the papers in the registration window. Then we went for some tiles. Here I listened to the entire first part of BadBoy - write the conclusions in the evening because now I do not remember them, and certainly not all of them. In the meantime, I was sunbathing. There was a nice pool. Then we went to Castorama, David turned on the air conditioning, but we were here for about 5-10 minutes.
Ok, I mention what I remember: a guy should be unpredictable, lead a relationship, he must feel relaxed himself so that the girl is also, the girl shows feelings non-verbally - NOT in words. In the meantime, I jumped on the phone and rewrote everything from today's science.
We drove to the store. Dad gave us money for dinner, there was a discussion of what to buy. I went to Jaga to buy a devolay and a shake, Dawid bought Jaga pizzas. Then we went to the store. On the way I bought some gum at a kiosk. I was also looking for Cola zero, finally I bought Pepsi on the curve. my stomach crumpled. We went to the store. He was the guy who extracted 5 zlotys from me. He tried to ask dad separately: boss for a while. On entering, he said that he would buy shoes here tomorrow. He walked away with nothing. I could tell Ripost� - Caritas around the corner.
Finally get to the point. Jadzia attacked me mentally. She asked me how my final exams went - I don't know, I didn't even look. She in a sharp voice: what - do you want to impress me? This is your future. I said nothing, still staring at her - the least I could do. I tried to keep a smile on my face, but that was a mistake.
At least I could have said: what do you care? And you want to impress me by touching me, hugging me? You are after school and you work here for a paltry PLN 800. Oh ... that would be a good retort. I should also be speaking with a sharper voice. I wanted to complain :(
I could also ask: what do you mean? that would probably be a better retort. Then: I don't understand what you are talking about. And finally the famous: Think better about yourself.
We drove quietly home. I was leaning against the large black car in front of the store. Jadzia said she likes Subaru Party. David was leading, we went to the techbud, but it was already after 5pm and closed. At home I watched the guillotine program, after the program I started to write today's report. I also talked to the bowl on the gg: he passed his final exams. Helmet - also a cousin away. And finally, I also dealt :) computer science solution. 80%, I hope there will be enough for a polytechnic. Comforting message. Walking down the corridor I felt a great aggression. Write the rest later, the day is not over yet :)
Write again. I wrote to Anita - she did not say so yet. I would love to meet her. I talked to Weronika Wabik, but even in the afternoon. In the morning, the arek called that he did not pass his high school exams. I checked my results - I passed. IT 40%, it remains to believe that I can get somewhere. Mum and dad happy, I was supposed to write to my grandfather, but so far I haven't done it. I talked to Beat� - she explained that yesterday's news had come, she wrote me his cousin's data. Tomorrow is fitting
Jacek Gabis fell in: I told him a lot about hypnosis and our little successes. We made an appointment with him tomorrow at 18:00, I hope he won't come. I also asked him to search for pages on lightsaber fighting (in English). I talked with Esther - we were dating the seaside or Masuria, and with the Poet Lukasz - he thought that the ester blocked him, because he has an unusual icon on his face.
Anita wrote back a few minutes ago - it is bad, she is after a suicide attempt. Just write her back, I'm worried about her.
PS
I also talked to Tomek Glowacki - he explained a lot to me about my studies
The tram guy also wrote today, he said that you can combine it with olanzapine, but you have to proportion properly. I gave him a gg, I hope he will speak up
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