środa, 14 lipca 2010
The vocal cords
The morning was horrible
From 5:30 am someone disturbed, woke me up, dad comes in, david, ringtones on the phone. Ok 7 I took my laptop in advance, the files were downloaded. I needed it for my alarm clock. Meanwhile, David came. It turned out that Daniel fell asleep and they were to go to work that evening. Luckily David fell asleep too. I do not think I did wake up sufficiently, because I did not have a lucid dream. I hope that today I finally get up at 5:30 with my mother. Put the alarm clock somewhere else - that's probably for the best. I wonder how daniel's father accepts such an employee, in addition, he pays PLN 150 a day with meals.
The morning was so bland. Today I did not exercise, I went to the river, probably before 1 pm. Marta wrote about whether Arek still likes her. I called Arek. Arek said that he does not mind keeping in touch, but I think he does not care about further acquaintance. I wrote back to marcie similarly and added that arek sends 200 msms a day to Paulina. Marta thanked for the explanations.
After my return, I also do not remember much ... I watched the detectives, ate dinner, an insane friend tried to reflect the client's husband. The client herself became a suspect by the police. I went downstairs to practice my voice. I was doing mattress blowing and cow blowing. I don't think you should overdo this cow - for the first time I overloaded my voice and found out what it meant. I took the egg for recovery. I watched Star Wars while resting - the voice rested and after the recording I like it very much :)
Pajamas came, he had a grudge against me, he calls and I don't write back to him. I explained that I live downstairs and have a renovation. He gave me the Bruce Lee books, as always, he also talked and talked a lot. I had a few jokes in front of the girl, although I failed to tell the bird what he was shedding (an egg during the trip). We talked for hours
We also exchanged a bag with David, my mother asked for fear - I explained everything to her and confessed. I also told Monika that she doesn't have to pretend to be my mother anymore
I also tested the purchased recording - we'll see if I can really fall asleep. I talked to Bartek wasp about joint vacations next week, and to poet Łukasz about illusions - although I do not agree with his views. I also sent him this recording to test on himself
PS on the river I listened to the next part of schizophrenia and listened to the end. The girl talked about recovery and now she is a therapist herself. It seems to me that the book is incomplete because it is missing how she recovered. I need to talk to Esther about this
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