niedziela, 11 lipca 2010
Tramal2
Today's written on time
I didn't take olanzapine that day. Before 9, I woke up fully rested and refreshed, although I slept until 10-11. I got up, some sandwiches, and went to the silk. Mom went out 3 times today. The first time in more than 4 hours - apparently she was sunbathing. It is difficult to say if I see changes in her skin.
In the gym, I did shoulders, knees my stomach. The cage had terrible soreness, I guess I'll do it once a week to get a good rest. Meanwhile, mom came in. As usual she was preaching, I already instinctively move away when she speaks, eventually she pissed off and left. Mum either doesn't say anything or too much - which could be simpler and shorter. Besides, I don't want to talk to such a girl. Yesterday I remembered that I stood up for Dad again, she again makes him complain about choosing a color in the kitchen. My mother is holy, of course, and blames my dad, she tried to explain, but I'm on my dad's side anyway.
Hah, I thought for a good 30-60 minutes
After the gym I went to sunbathe in front of the block. Initially, I was in front of my mother's lounger, but I moved to Bartek's block. At 13:40, as Bartek had planned, he came. I saw him, but he was walking around the block - as he said, he saw a pretty girl and wanted to see her. He also said that my stomach is smaller, which made me feel very strong.
At the beginning I made a conversation with Bartek with his subconsciousness. I asked about the future: the subconscious said that Bartek will meet a pretty girl today and tomorrow there will be nothing interesting. Then a break, a conversation. In the meantime, my dad came by and wanted something. PS I invited Bartek to the apartment earlier, he used the bathroom and my dad called me, we agreed that I would leave the keys in his shoes for him.
Then I hypnotized Bartek again. We were doing regression, also incarnation. He was in 1900 or 1899. He was about 20 years old on the border between Poland and the Czech Republic, probably the Austrian partition. As he said, the visualization is very pleasant. He was upstairs, he wrote a poem, then he went to town, some friend asked about him and how his girlfriend was. He was home too, but nothing out of the ordinary happened. I left him in this visualization for a long time. I said that I have to stop because I'm in a hurry, but the laptop is actually raining (low battery). I could have said it straight, but I told Bartosz that I was scheduled to learn speed reading.
Later I spent some time at home, it was probably 4 pm. Mom went out again. Between 5.30 p.m. and 6.30 p.m. I took the tram. At first it didn't hurt my head, but it seems to me that over time it turned into positive energy to act. I was in the church, I saw the quartermaster with her son and Ola from the cafe. I like this girl, she has a pretty sister too. Earlier, my brother asked me to give him a suitcase. I succumbed at first, but at the bottom I realized that I must be tough and did not agree. It was a long curse.
I have also given files for hoarding and uploading. I am sending meta-leadership and downloading Lech D�bski liberated mind. I have to hurry because tomorrow the transfer for this week is gone. During the week I didn't have a net and I didn't have how to do it.
I also went to the GG, I talked to Tomek Glowacki, the ester invites me to his place, we arrange the details. Tomek was admitted to the Jagiellonian University, and he has the same% of matura exam as I do. Beata wrote a long letter from her cousin, in short: applied computer science is crap, and I have already signed up there, unfortunately. hmmm ...
I guess that's it. I still feel the positive effect of the tram. Now it's Netherlands-Spain but the match sucks, a lot of fouls, it's not worth watching, that's why I'm on top
PS I bought some recording at gaze.com.pl, but there was an error and I have a problem with getting my money back.
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