sobota, 21 sierpnia 2010
Honestly Grandpa
Yesterday was once again written with a delay. Write down a few of the most important things.
In the morning I was trying to help the boys with the concert. I tried to download cubase from the internet, I was even in the field, but when turning on torenna the connection started to fuck.
In the afternoon I wrote in the description: After crossing with the computer, the status of the contact list = absolute 0. She wrote, among others. Kaja. My heart started beating harder. After a brief conversation, she remained silent. Then I suggested a joint meeting on Monday. Then I was afraid to read it and she wrote back late that she would not be able to make it on Monday, but she hopes that we will meet again this year. I think to write back that I will have little time - I put it into words somehow. I made a few mistakes in this conversation. I was looking for a connection strength - probably subconsciously. I could just say "aha :)". Then, while talking to the boss, I said haha: D which means I liked his joke that I kind of deleted the contact list.
Before the evening we had a very honest conversation with my grandfather. Was great. We talked about his family, about his grandfather's life, about the fact that he has dreams from the past - mother, after all. I asked what she was like before the wedding. From my grandfather's face, I concluded that he did not like the future daughter-in-law, but I put it after thinking that I did not know her. But the body language and facial expression said otherwise. I told him about our family life - deathly silence. A� I wonder whether I should stay here permanently with my grandfather. The conversation lasted at least 2 hours.
I made a banner for the poet on the site, gave Michael access to the domain account. In the evening, I decided to cut wood for my grandfather. Mrs. Jadzia said that I have my dad's voice, which cheered me up :) Later in the evening, my aunt iwona came with Jacek. I took their porch away, which made it impossible for me to stay for a few days.
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