sobota, 30 kwietnia 2011
Finally sleepy
Probably the first day started on time for a long time
Referring to the previous post, in the morning I woke up incredibly well rested. I got up at 8:30 and told my grandpa how great I feel. I decided to start a healthy lifestyle from today, every morning I will start exercising, running, doing these mental vibration exercises. So I went for a run, I wanted to take him with me, but my grandfather preferred that the meadows should stay, because he may bite the dogs.
So I went for a run alone, but I wanted to come back for how. Let's say I researched the area and it seemed to be clear. I was running on the rails, I tried to run like a goose on the track, unfortunately I fell over ... Even earlier, Aunt Iwonka called, surprised that I was already on my feet.
I went home with injuries to my arm. I washed the wound carefully with gray soap and then applied hydrogen peroxide. Grandpa stuck it with plaster for a while later.
The night before, Kasia argued with me that I accused her of my health problems. The fact that I probably got infected with something after oral sex, the only question is what? In the morning today I am writing that I have a bus at 10. I asked my grandfather to buy something in the city: a filter, Acard for myself and glasses
I went to the station by bus to Olszówka. I felt a pain in my lower back, as if the lumbar section was pushed forward. I went, but the fact that today I finally felt excellent compared to the last uninteresting days and physical ailments.
First, we went to the pharmacy to buy Acard because it helped me so much. I felt discomfort in the lower spine all the time. Then we took a walk to the ophthalmologist through malgos. We had a very cheerful character all the time, I also talked full of stuff, but it's a good feature: D Then to carefour, I noticed that there is an optician there. We went up, but unfortunately it was already closed. We sat outside the door for a while and we stared at the tables illustrating the human brain, and next to it there was something more interesting: the construction of the penis: D: D I couldn't look at it, I told Kasia that it looked disgusting: D: D we laughed about it. We went to the river, we started kissing there, stroking on the bench. She said that she wanted to, I suggested that I would take her to a more interesting place, to a forest where we would be alone. So we went to this place, a lot of rubbish looked terrible: D: D we sent for the rubbish closer to the trees, we started to undress, fondling, and even took off our pants. However, stress every now and then - in the background I can hear horrible voices like from NH, and I was not excited by all of this. There was even a question from me: do you have ...? well that's the ass: D we put on our pants and went from here. There were kids on bicycles in the back. I showed her the area further in the river, I wanted to show her this place, but it probably wasn't there anymore. We went to the store, I thought that we would buy something to drink and latex - unfortunately, the store is gone, there is a family home there: D so we came back, a lot of hours have passed. These surroundings were really beautiful, I haven't been to go there for ages, maybe even for the first time.
We returned to carefour, we bet a pile of condoms at the pharmacy. So I asked for red durexes with great confidence, unfortunately they were not there. I asked the Lady which ones she recommends, I asked the blue ones. And ... Kasia by the river gave me an amazing gift: a leather wallet, I always dreamed of such a decent wallet: D She bought water in carefour at that time, then we boiled butter and petitki in adasiu. I drank water in the shop, but they didn't notice me, and I had it too. I bought condoms, drank water - self-confidence is enormous, I feel that I can do anything. It would be nice to finally start approaching women on the street :)
We went to the stop, we went a bit together by bus and got off near the shovel. I was walking towards the slope, and I was calling my dad. They picked me up at the stroll. I said that now, unfortunately, I can't make this website ... from the table. This embarrassment was that I said what to do, how to better position the website, etc ...
Dad gave me a lift, said that he saw that he behaves differently when Kasia comes and I am in love and I told him that I got an amazing gift, and I think I even used the word awesome. In the last weeks and maybe even months, I have an amazing amount of Serotonin which gives me energy, strength - this is how I would describe it
Aunt iwonka was in the house, I watched a little. I ate this Mexican meal, it tasted great better than the oli. I was talking full of my baby and I had an unnecessary sentence that was a bit of a lie and maybe a transfer ...
Talking to my grandfather, I noticed that he didn't speak much, he didn't answer - then I realized that something was deep or inside him. I went to the porch, I texted Kasia in boxer shorts to come tomorrow and we will do it, he says that he still wants to: D I put things in my wallet, finally my grandfather comes and speaks to me in a sharp tone:
- When you David said he was snoring through the walls and I couldn't sleep.
I'm kind of ... I felt stupid, I replied, you know, you can hear through the walls. Have you ever heard yourself? Then he replies that he knows the gibberish. Such strange talk.
And I think to myself, so it pissed him off, and I just exaggerated it. Indeed, he could hear through the walls, David said he couldn't sleep because his grandfather was snoring, but he never said that his grandfather could hear through the walls ... But I felt bad about it, as if serotonin was falling. Man ... I lost my energy and I felt bad about it. I was wondering what can I do now? what should i it taught me not to exaggerate, I hurt my grandfather and it made me feel terrible. I even wanted to talk to him when he closed the door, to teach me how to lock it, but it was obvious that it was not very skillful.
I was lying on a chair with my feet to feel better in the cross. After some time, it helped, in addition to the rules of Wave vibration, I moved a little tailbone to the sides / up / down. Now I feel much better in this episode.
I was also wondering about one thing: take tranxene or not? I finally decided to take. I have already taken lemon balm, but I decided that I will not take it
PS in the morning I also took Ginseng tablets which I bought yesterday at the pharmacy. Unfortunately, there was no plaster.
I did the exercise for a while, I was supposed to start writing this program, the game again. Well, I waited for tomorrow again, even though I even called this boy. So tomorrow remains a full bastard, we'll see what comes of it
Now I feel calmer, lack of this energy, composed, everything after my grandfather left. What ain't I so damn narobil ... Grandpa knows for sure that I lied to him / exaggerated him. I was wondering what to do with it and probably just won't do anything. Grandpa did not apologize for my late birthday, for alcohol, and I do not even feel sorry for him. He may not have either. I just won't do anything about it. In a moment to sleep, I prepared half of the estazolam and to sleep. Now even my grandfather came in
End of period.
PS I have prepared an e-book with spine exercises. I have some limitation in the cervical spine, so I will have to do an MRI of this section.
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