poniedziałek, 16 maja 2011
Slow death
day written with 11 minutes delay
In the morning I woke up, as usual, I gathered myself for a long time, despite my will. I breathed a little, but not as much as planned. I was sitting on the computer and on the net. heyah finally limited the transfer, but it's still much better than the internet era. I showed my dad how terribly his modem radiates. Yesterday I still talked to ester about marijuana chilling.
Before lunch, I went with my laptop to the bus stop and downloaded files from our neighbors. I noticed that an old man in a blue screen seemed to be watching me. As soon as I left, I think he got scared and went. I wrote down his car number by voice.
I went home, installed camtasia and delphi 7 enterprise. Camtasia is great on my laptop, although I had trouble getting the screensaver for my grandfather. Today I really wanted to finish what I had in the notebook. I am wasting my time, I am suffering from illness, but before that it was exactly the same. Although I felt better after stopping the drug, this afternoon or in the evening I noticed another pinching of the member. Whore! what's going on? my neck hurts, my bones are also in my lower legs and under the knees. Sometimes the hip. Today there was also one finger next to the one that was once broken. All this worries me.
Desperate I wrote to Michael if he could help me. Unfortunately, there is no time, despite the fact that my health is quite serious. It is true that it is not critical, but people should be treated in order not to bring them to a critical state !!!
The aunt of the hive came, the aunt from London was also supposed to come, but she was not there. I put this shirt on from Daddy Kaki, I found out that Dad got it from London. I would love to have some such shirts as well, I feel good in it. I also wrote to the poet, kbronisz wrote and gave me a comment on the offer. However, I do not have the strength to check it. I signed up for the Unite opera today. There will be an additional page for Google positioning. I also downloaded a new hamster box. Due to an ailment problem, I have not started writing a warez program. It is great that I have such an order, when thanks to this I will finally be able to move with the ark! although it must be admitted that arek is a bit too much to expect, because the 50% is definitely too much!
A moment ago this pinching began to worry me more and more. I felt them in the church as well. Today I tried to somehow listen to the priest, he said that the chain is recognized by the weakest link. Probably the only metaphor I liked about this place! he was absolutely right, you need to have a strong mind and its areas, body: hands, legs, organs and even fingers. Each element is important so that one of them does not turn out to be a weak point. However, I omitted the rest of the words spoken that I did not like very much. In the church I also sat next to the fluorescent lamps and for a moment my left eye and head hurt me.
Now, scared, I took another unidox pill. The doctor recommended 1x a day, but in despair I took the second one. Besides, lately, instead of 24 hours, the interval was much longer, maybe even 30-36 hours. for this urosept, I drank liquid, juices etc ... Tomorrow I absolutely want to go to Zakopane. Maybe he will help me there. I remember to sleep everything possible: take a phone, notes, laptop, black briefcase, medicines, tram just in case. But now I will not take the tram, I would like it to come out on resonance. Orange briefcase, because all the necessary research for my diagnosis day is there. God ... I had a fight with Kasia about it, Michał Staniszewki didn't have time for me to heal me. Man, if someone would ask me for it and I would have such abilities, I would devote myself to him. Michal just likes to keep people at a distance on the Internet, to show that he does not care at all, even in such difficult situations as this one.
I have noticed that my hair is becoming thinner and thinner. A few days ago, or maybe even a week, as I called it in the morning, there was 78.5 kg. What has this Kasia infected me with? I had an argument with her today about it.
I made some kind of incidents on the computer, recorded two CDs, and finally the day before yesterday I got a lot of them from my dad.
PS A moment ago I was farting properly, as if I was a thin fart, as if there was water there. God what's going on? There was clearly blood in the stool in the morning. The stool was probably fairly well-colored, and the tip was full of red blood.
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