Dark Affirmation

Ttyl actually started with: Turkish Loneliness, due to today's day, however, I changed the title practically to the Dark Affirmation which I will write about in a moment. Everything spreads throughout the body: anger, food, emotion, poison, drugs ... I have already mentioned it, but because it was written on my board, I decided to repeat it. I was stupid to analyze, I thought, and it turns out that there are simpler methods and, in addition, more effective. You just have to change the way you think. I wanted to be like House, and that's what I was. I analyzed everything around. It makes you mad. I made the statements that the subconscious mind should be making consciously. Low expectations are the best way to succeed. That's what I was doing today, when mom left. I started meditating, actually WFM for the head combined with a Turkish sit and a diamond position. Wow, I was doing pretty well already! cool! and in addition, this meditation gave me real joy when my mother wasn't there. After 30 minutes of nodding plus Hemi Sync Positive Thinking, I was incredibly positive, I didn't hurt anything, for a while I didn't think about pain when I do it all the time, and in addition I was super focused. This form of meditation was great for me. I felt very well with it :)) In the afternoon I felt like having ice cream. I ate up to 1 liter. Exaggeration. Now I feel it all over my body: my eyesight, dryness, burning when I pee. And I felt pretty good. But it's not too bad. My body is in better condition now and it's just a small poison that will soon be removed. Interestingly, there are sweets after which I feel good like cereal coffee on sugar, cookies. However, the ice cream, although good in such a large amount, harmed me rather than helped, but it is not that bad. It's been pretty good lately. You need to exercise your body to adapt to each situation. After all, in March the pants were too heavy, and in April too. Only 3 months of amazing progress :) After 6 p.m. I played with jack. Nice, until mum and dad came back. What I learned today: the key issue of today. My dark affirmation that gave me incredible power: Every day I take action to become stronger, even more powerful and to implement my plan of revenge. It made me happy to write this diary ... I will take revenge Dear Daddy !!!!!!!!!