Eve

Self-hate. I regret that it does not work out. Regret that something hurts, alternating with great self-confidence in recovery. I have an impression that I am not sick enough with my health, and in addition I am losing my good talk recently. Wake up quite late around 7-8. I went on too. It was the first time that I touched the stones while massaging my feet. Wow, quite a strong experience. I liked it very much. In fact, many ailments have disappeared. Then Nichi training, there was not much sun, but I managed to sunbathe a little I came home quite late and as usual I did nothing ... In the meantime, I was out for a walk with Ewa in the afternoon. On the one hand, she irritated and irritated me a bit, and on the other hand, a very nice kid. It was nice to talk to us. We were there for pulling and then tezni. I met and met her aunt Ewa is extremely bright, brilliant and brave for her age. I admire her for that. At her age, I was quiet and confused. On my way back, I met Oscar with his friend. I feel sorry for him that he got such an impression from Eve. I was a little stupid. I wanted to stand up somehow, but I didn't know what to say. Maybe now I will come up with some kind of retort: ​​Ewa is a bit messy - in a hard tone. Ewa, and if you would like someone to be like that? Dinner at home, I spoke to Mateusz about our site. This is how I look every day if someone wrote me an e-mail or a message on Skype, but nobody writes anything. Anyway, I never had anyone and I was always alone. For several days, my mother has been paying attention to the fact that I am having a terrible mine. But when I do, she is nice to me. I would have to do that. This bitch married her father for money, destroying the family for years. Now it's time for revision. I will feel like a king here, not only to have food and drink, but I want a little psychological comfort that I have never had in this house !!! Every day I think about revenge on my father. Because of this I have foul and bad breath. I imagine ridiculing him in the company of how wonderful he is, then hypnotize him, put him into a trance and make a plant out of him - exactly in the same way that Dr. Markiewicz. Injustice plus suppressed fear. It would be unfair for him to be a bad father. And the suppressed fear? Reputation is that he is a slipper and a cunt to his wife. I think so. What I learned today: Walking on stones strengthens the body, and remember to take handkerchiefs to clean your feet. Michal Tombak came out of a serious back disease, he did not walk for two years so I can too !!! Although the circles are not yet in place, there is a clear improvement with the spine. End of entry on July 14. Tomorrow we are going to Rafal Pawlik again