Sandra

Full of self-hatred again. I feel sorry for the prophecy again, for the channeling, for everything. I wanted to go back to the House mask again, finally had his talk. You only need to remember everything and the good species will come back Today: I returned to light shoes. Better for the ankle, but weird for the spine. I'll have to ask the hotar to focus on the entire skeletal system. Traditional morning exercises. I started drinking carrot juice, apples. In the afternoon I met Maks with Sandra. It's been so long since I talked to people and I didn't know what to talk about with them. Maks took pictures for his aunt from the state. He leaves on Friday. He will be back in 2 months, so I will probably not see him again anymore in the near future. I read about Reiter's syndrome this morning. My symptoms are consistent with this disease. Rita diagnosed me well: migrating joint pains - everything is correct! Thanks to this, I imagined my next visit, which was much easier for me. Throughout the day, along with the music, I listened to books, which strengthened me in my search for a Tibetan medicine doctor. Yesterday I do not know if I wrote, I borrowed an armchair from Szymek. Perfect for meditation, the thoughts slow down in this position. Cool! More important things. In the evening, while listening to the channeling, I had a lot of regret towards myself. What to do, I would like to contact Rafael. Maybe one day I can do it through Adrian. But I don't feel like anything. Nothing ... I'm lazy and I don't feel like anything.