Petter

How much has happened until I do not want to write everything, therefore I will write very briefly: On Monday, August 6th, my mother and I went to Nowy Targ invited by aunt Marta. We entered Fuss for the first time in Nowy Targ. Dad asked me to try on new T-shirts. They were nice, although I did not want to go there because of Jada !!! Then my mother and I went to the MOK in the new market. Auntie from patrycja arrived. We visited a pub. Although we really didn't want to eat, our aunt forced food on us anyway. I wonder if she made it and she is fat and wants to fatten all the skinny around or if it's her kind of hospitality. After that, the restaurant took us to the apartment with Patrycja and Dominik. Pretty nice apartment, clean and tidy. We watched a movie about Smugglers in the series "difficult matters". He talked about a woman who hoarded unnecessary things until she littered the whole apartment. In the evening there was a movie called "Recruit". He talked about people admitted to CSI, the way they were trained, how to recognize a lie, how to curl ... etc ... I felt tiny with them. Watching this movie made me feel very little about my own personality. These people were brilliant compared to me. Athletic, intelligent, they could do a lot. Later, when they arrived, I found out that "my mother married a goldsmith and she had a hard life". I suppose it was about my dad. At night we were teased by the villagers through the window. They did not sleep. Mom went to pay them attention. Until I believed me, I did not want what kind of mother was with them. She spoke such a squeaky voice that you wanted to tease her even more. How is it possible that she fucked us so hard all her life and did nothing to them? I wanted to stand up for my mother, go out there and fight. One problem - health. Or even two - I can't fight properly. Fear would destroy me. The next day my heart ached terribly. We visited a museum, then a castle. But before we did, we visited Peter with whom I became friends afterwards. My heart ached terribly. My aunt gave me food every now and then - sweets of course. I couldn't watch them poison themselves. I am ahead on these issues with my life experience. There was a great blonde in the castle, that's just great. After the castle we went to Peter. I promised him help with the computer, unfortunately he failed. And again a lack of assertiveness. Peter invited me to his place to the festival, but on average I wanted to go to this festival. I could have said: you know, I don't like festivals (I'd be honest), but if you're in a new market, then maybe we'll agree and bring this computer. We agree in some place and I will try to fix this computer for you. After peter come back to their apartment, eat, talk about sailor ass. Literally, country talk about sailor ass. And finally coming home. I felt so bad But I prayed and I experience this moment as well as a gift. I experience what I once experienced for a year - sick with almost complete insomnia. Thanks to this, I appreciated even more what I gained. The next day, ie yesterday, nothing special happened. Monika and Agnieszka invited me to Mass on Friday. I agreed. It will cost me PLN 20 What I learned today: I appreciated that I was sleeping again. That I can be like a battery according to Michael Tombak's book that will work even harder !!!