Porn

Climbing compared to my life situation. In the end I got to the top and then only gully. In the evening and in the afternoon I watched porn. Interestingly, I did not masturbate, I practiced endurance. Again, I didn't feel like anything. But the push-up rails came today, but they stinked terribly. I have finished reading The Rebirth of the Phoenix by Nicodemus Marshal. Today workers have come to do with the radiators. I was breathing a lot too. I felt great. So hydrated. They finally cracked the muck in their mouth and they bleed heavily, but they come back again. What is this? Maybe it's from the spine? I do not know. I also tested Nicodemus Marshal's CSS meditations to stay motionless for 30 minutes. I also listened to the diary from May and June last year. Today I look at myself how much richer I am in new life experiences. It's amazing how much I learned, how much I got to know myself, what I discovered. How the acquired knowledge allowed me to rebuild muscle mass in a short time. What I learned today: use music to read books and diary. Music is a wonderful medicine as I have already mentioned before.