wtorek, 23 października 2012
Ice-cream
The day started with nausea at night. I really wanted to vomit several times until I woke up because of it. But my body has taken a poison. I was calm and composed. I explained myself and thanks to this I will be strengthened. My body will remember in the future what to do with such a poison. What you accept as truth becomes truth ... Truth?
I fell asleep for treatments. Mom woke me up and I went. I took the medication a little earlier. On the way, I met a farmer. He said I still go everywhere.
When I finished my treatments, I visited him. I bought milk and cranberries. Even though I had 2.40, he gave me cranberries for 2.60. Nice of him.
I went home, training, thermos, green tea. The training was so exhausting and I wanted to throw up.
During the day - I don't think I did anything special. I programmed a little, in the afternoon I ate a liter of ice cream, which I regretted with time and so much. Teznia, music. Day like everyday.
Have I learned anything today - I don't know ... Boring day.
I asked Arletta what to do to strengthen my self-esteem. She told me that when I start working my self-esteem will increase, so my feelings will be mixed.
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