Bloody Confession

November 19 - Bloody Confession In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly ask what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry. After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow. Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, while massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them What I learned today: Truth always triumphs!