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jogging at night. Lending Łukasz a book for taichi and talking to him under a sling. Aunt Krysia's emails. You will begin reading Hacker's Vademecum Yesterday's day: Monday, November 26 written with a one-day delay I woke up exceptionally well between 5:00 and 6:00 am. During this time I was sitting in front of the computer. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. Actually, I missed a few minutes - he was used to always coming early, and then suddenly a few minutes late. He told me about my pension and talked about it with Dr. Prochyra. Doctor prochyra said that everyone may have a psychotic episode in their life and the diagnosis is still ongoing and this does not mean that this is the final diagnosis. He proposed to leave this mess that I should go to Zus and admit that I had never had schizophrenia. Get a psychiatrist's paper confirming that I am not mentally disturbed. Unfortunately, I would have to return my entire pension for all years. Rafal suggested that I should do it only when I go straight. As I once thought about it, I had a much different idea. Reversal of the diagnosis of sciophrenia and retrieval from another title. Besides, we talked about my feelings. He was surprised that I didn't feel the stress of Dr. Prochyra. He asked what he feels: when he feels fear, stress. I said that only at home I feel fear and stress - so I don't feel fear or stress on a daily basis, apart from my home now. While in the store, I met Dr. Gabis. At first I looked away from him in fear, but I thought - I was supposed to do at least one activity a day that I was afraid of. So as part of training and shaping my own character, I went to Dr. Gabis next to him and stood next to him in the line. So I think now that I could still say nicely good :) About 17 I met with Łukasz Lopata under the drazkiem. We talked for a while. I lent him a TaiChi book. In the morning I also started reading Hacker's Vademecum. So far I remembered number systems and how to create negative numbers. We got several emails from Ciocia Krysia. My mother and I looked at the news. I am still on "celibacy" :) I feel an amazing surge of energy which I felt during the evening jogging :) Thanks to this, I fell asleep elegantly on my back at night and woke up like that. I had a rather realistic dream that I finally write down in my diary. I remember there were 3 dreams one after the other, but I only remember this third part. In the third part, I had a silencer pistol. I was at the same time, but everything was a bit different. He fell into the river, I went to the river to get him out. Being in the river, someone drained the water into a trough and flooded me. I was a little afraid. Finally, some other dream than the doctors :) What I learned that day: I overcame my fear of Gabis. I am celibate :)