I choose darkness

I remembered 2 dreams: The first time I was at my grandfather's and I walked into the kitchen with my shoes on. I pledged to clean the kitchen. 2 with Dr. House. I felt dr. Wilson. Our block 13a was like a hospital. I dreamed that 2 girls came to me and wanted to complain about dr. House that what kind of doctor is this, since the advanced stage of cancer cannot distinguish from leukemia. I went to House. We injected each other into the patients with some poisons. I think my patient's head exploded - he shouted freezer / freezer. I was devastated to be ready to wire the House for counterfeit prescriptions. Finally, House says he doesn't know who he is, a dermatologist, a nephrologist (...) but he knows one thing - he'll do anything to fix the spine. December 14 - I Choose Darkness. The day did not differ much from the other days. In the morning I read the diary of August 2010 in my speed reading program. I read every 2 words. I spent a lot of time in bed. In the afternoon I had to train so I trained my stomach, chest and legs. At 4:00 PM I had an appointment channeling with Wioletta for today. We talked about it that by December 21, that is when the world entered this whole aquarius (I don't know what's going on, I don't know any esoterics) we should decide whether we want to be bad or good. After listening to this at the beginning, I wanted to be angry. Wioletta contacted some Angel of joy. But when I heard this, I had this regret, I said to myself: I will not be doing any meditation technique. It sucks, it is stupid !!! HUJ WITH IT. I'll be licking like dr. House tramal, I'll get my good old talk back and eat people with my hate. Why do I need some fucking meditation! Before we channeled, I spoke with David about Christmas gifts for parents. Dad a little laptop and mom a new mobile phone. I'm not fucking doing anything! I have what is there, I have a place to live, I regain my health thanks to my herbs. I just want to get back my super earthly good talk !!! I hate people! Huj with Angels, channeling and esoteric. HUJ WITH IT !!!