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Oh if you want to sleep. It is probably because I eat a lot at night and, in addition, psychotropic drugs. Already after 20-21 I am exhausted with force ... Today all saints. Morning training. On the back of the bar I was pulling normally. Besides, I only put on one sweatshirt vesper. I felt much more comfortable. Training at home tomorrow. I wonder how my brother will react to that, but I'll try to stay close so as not to wake him up. Today I made a bot-free download again. I wrote to the client and because of all saints I am dragging it until Sunday / Monday. I continued testing the tarot program. I made a lot of scams. It turned out that my mother is crying today, and the reason why she is crying is precisely my dad. It turned out that she was making love to another man. Nice program to travel :) I watched the Tarot Film, Image Streamin and Super Strong Affirmations. Listening to the Fool card, I felt like this fool when I was on the Skawinska street. Contrary to appearances, this is a positive card. The fool is cheerful, daydreaming, overjoyed, but he stumbles, gets up and continues to be dreamy and a happy fool. It was me :) Throughout the day, my dad and I lit candles on the graves. Mame's leg hurt after the procedure. In addition, when looking for a pharmacy, I hoped that the night duty was not full of a pharmacy under the star. It was, however, the pharmacy, but somehow it went. What I learned today: practiced tarot, got to know the Streaming image and super strong affirmations. Simple things thanks to which I developed a lot. Blood sugar - chlamydia !!!, Cards - put away the sweets. I learned to feel the sugar in my blood - sucrose, then when I ate too much sweets. Then chlamydia started to feed on this sugar and attack me. I had a terrible craving for oatmeal cookies too. I bought two more cips in Malgosia :) I thought it would be an entry today, but ... Morning training at home, came in the evening spruce cub to see clothes. Today I saw Patryk in the Park, next to another drazku. He showed me his new Exercise which he developed. Feel good triceps. Super Missions - because that's what I called today's entry - I found the Phoenix e-book with Super Missions, which was recommended to me by Lukasz Lopata. Really interesting missions: clean the house, set up a separate bank account for a black hour, lock yourself in a hotel for 24 hours. I decided that I will be the first to do a Super Mission: do not eat sweets :) The name itself already: Super Mission, makes me want to do it :) What I learned today: when you don't want to do something - give it a cool name so that you want to do it, challenge yourself: Super Mission! :) Mission 0.5 - I put the sweets aside completely for this one day. I did not eat the kesa sweets. A day like a day. Exercise in the morning. In the afternoon I tested Rebrithing for 1 hour with vibration of the brain waves in a sitting position. It was much better for me than lying I wasn't hungry for dinner. I ate only fruit Yesterday was written with a delay. Briefly: Workout at home in the morning. Intense. I was doing great. While on a walk, I met a guy who drinks. I advised him to drink plenty of water, lemon water as a detox. In the evening I gave up Radio Bioslone - that's how I gave the title, I don't know why. I was at Maks' family for dumbbells. I sat there quite a lot, as long as 2-3 hours. I broke the Super Mission 0.5 rules - so unfortunately I ate some sweets, and I was treated with broth. We talked a lot about various topics, related to health, doctors, etc ... I really don't want to talk about it anymore, but nevertheless the conversation with them was very pleasant. Max's mom is an amazing woman, yes she is wise. They stopped me a bit - they probably wanted to be hospitable, but I wanted to go very quickly - I didn't want to interfere with their family life. It's a real family, loving each other, talking at home - not what in my home. I listened to something like this when they were locked up on their own: don't worry about him, don't show your sympathy - was it about me? Now I think so - even about me - this is what I wanted. I don't want sympathy. Maks's mother did well and figured me out well Rafal Pawlik, conversation about Fear, meeting Janczakowa at the same time. The day was written on time. Morning training. I lent Łukasz the book Vibrations of Mozgu Waves. He lent me a book on stretching. He also talked about the experiences in the tantric book he lent me. OK 12 I went to Krakow. Being there, I was still living in suppressed fear. Fear of losing your own health. At 4:30 p.m. it was my turn, but being outside, the vibrations of the waves of my brain came out great. I got a test. Chlamydia came out on 2XX. Now the question is, is it a good time to do tests? To be continued ... PS I almost finished my chakra basics book Check tarot prophecy, very slow breath = great voice Boring day. Somnolence. The tarot prophecy has come true and mom will be disappointed in buying a coat. So it happened. They also closed, i.e. the pump is not working during the winter. While at the same time, I discovered the technique of super slow breathing. Practicing work with chakra today, I tested the chakra sounds method. I finished reading a book on chakras, started reading the art of getting rich. I have enough health and I can read with peace of mind. Being in adasiu, there was an announcement that he would employ a person with a mild disability group, i.e. with a certificate of a mild degree of disability. We are all gods - lie. sleep with a tick. We have varicose veins - a second leg. Cancer the grandfather of the moraine. I don't feel like writing in this diary. Now in the evening I am reading a book by Jan Van Helsing, Conversations with Death. God, it is also a book that I do not want to read so terribly. I learned something about Christ, a little bit about a chosen one with a great sense of humor. I read this passage with great interest, but I did not find out more. I have also read Mantaka Chia The Love Potential of a Man - it's great to read, an excellent book. I wrote to the hotar if he could become my spiritual guide. I am waiting for his reply. I also watched a movie by Maria Bucardi. It was about cleansing by rain and embracing a tree and absorbing its energy. Oh, my tooth broke this morning. I felt sorry for him. Another part of my body has been damaged: (I've learned to meditate. I'm glad :) Here's the technique: - Vibrating armchair 15min + PranaYama + ChakraSounds = entering into the depths of yourself How does it feel: take it easy. I don't feel a great revelation, it may not be what I want yet, but it is the first step towards achieving more. Even after meditating, I imagined the situation with Patrycja Czyszczon in a bar: I can't pick you up anymore, my dad interjects and I say: Brave dad :) It is not the fullest of my good talk, but thanks to the emptiness I was able to talk better in my imagination. I felt an incredible desire for this kind of meditation. It serves me very well :) I am calm !!! I am Fulfilled !!! I feel more diligent. A moment ago, I calmly read an excerpt from osho dynamic meditation while I was focused on it. What I learned today: Meditation technique for me :) Wake up at 4:00, maybe a little later. I was thinking to look for an honest job at podhale24.pl. Finally, I found a link to profilbux - then EmpireView service for punching visits to any website. I haven't trained I took the tramal today, only 50mg. I did not feel great euphoria, but this dose was enough to regain my character for a few hours, which I suspect blocks psychotropics. Sober mind, meditation was great. Patrick - conversation about the book. He asked what I was reading: I said about the chia mantaku. He even asked if he wanted to speak. It persuasively worked with me. I could lie about Tai Chi or something else, or avoid this unconscious persuasion. Besides, in the afternoon I also tested peralgine on myself. It was also working quite cool: the bacterium moved its face to the area around the teeth. Although the tramal is better anyway. I also wanted to test alcohol in the evening, but maybe I'll do it tomorrow morning :) What I learned today: I got to know the effects of drugs on myself, their feelings. The tram produces a kind of toxin that covers the entire body. Likewise Peralgin. Today I started watching Dr. House. I tried hard to copy his personality, but my mind is no longer functioning as it used to be. Is it the fault of these psychotropists? I started playing BrainChallenge. Enough well I have drawn my mind. When my mind was tired I would do a little vibration of the brain's waves. I have also read about kundalini. I've come to almost 50%. From what I read so far - a pain in my whole body. As if it is not worth awakening the kundalini. But what these articles are really daunting ... Mom's leg is twitching. Oh well, the most important thing: in the morning I was at Rafal Pawlik's. We talked about my speed, about being irresponsible. In his eyes, however, I seemed to be responsible, composed, solid and thorough. We had a lot of fun talking together. PS I also downloaded from my hamster: BigLive change your life, no one will come out with a dangerous unknown disease House says in two ways, for example: I wanted to say no to your business, but I said it too subtly. Affirmation: You become malevolent, hateful towards your father and mother, regaining even more of your power like Dr. House. Talking to a guy who also knows about running. I was talking to the old man, not having as good a conversation as he used to be: I admire your condition at this age. Congratulations. He told me about his successes, the impact of running on health, shoes, marathons. He recommended that, with my health, I try to run several dozen meters a day and see how I feel. In his opinion, the spine will adjust while running. On my way back I ran a little bit. I imagined (even during the conversation) how to run a marathon, how to win a medal, how to prepare myself with fasting, breathing exercises, proper training and diet, having a great body. I am thinking now that I have experienced such unimaginable pain, maybe I will be able to reach the other pole of this strange story - super strength! Mom and Dawid left. Dawid for a job, mother to visit my grandfather. Besides, I'm afraid to turn on the gg. I decided that I will probably give up this Chomikuj bot. I don't want to write it, I can write it, but I don't want to :-) Marta came to visit me today Before she came, however, I was doing breathing exercises. Traditionally, I didn't feel like anything. Absolutely nothing. During my visit, I was wondering how to say hello to her. I feel embarrassed about saying hello to a girl - I don't know whether to kiss the cheek or to hug or shake hands. I do not know. Nobody ever taught me and I have no idea. We talked about everything, I gave away the old books for Lukasz Pizama. She promised to bring me some interesting book. I lent her the book OSHO Meditation Techniques. I also downloaded the book Angelotherapy. I also listened to HemiSync to the rhythm of WFM - good experience. Here's what I learned today I went old again and did not turn on gg Yesterday was written with a delay. In the morning my mum went with my dad to Zakopane. I am blogging lazy in bed. The night before going to bed I ate 4 pieces of butter and a lot of cheese, breaking my own rule, to eat the last meal 18-19. Interestingly, the dream was restorative - I slept on my stomach waking up at 6:00 am without any problems. The urine was only dark, but that's normal. Again, I did not have the courage to turn on the hg. Mirrel wrote back to me regarding the purification of karma for PLN 69. A friendly woman - we'll see what will result from our cooperation. With David, we ate meat on Friday with pasta. When my mother came back, she was a bit clingy. I answered her: it is difficult - Satan will send us to hell. He becomes the malevolent, hateful father and mother of Dr. House. Recovering its power like a discharged battery !!! I have read Osho Creativity. There was a little bit about the role of the lips in meditation. The mouth must be closed. It is good to do a few yawns to calm down. Not having the courage to see a woman who called on the phone. I could have said - do you want to invite me somewhere or sell me something? I spent this day cleaning my room. I threw out unnecessary things, and put most of the things in the room. It took me most of the day I played tetris on FB. A great game, I was able to change the settings of the keys so that I swipe on facebook. Again, I did not want anything. I promised myself that I would not do anything. I will live at my parents' expense and enjoy life. I remembered the situation from two days ago when I needed a little money on the account. I wanted to pay for the purification of karma and the TaiChi manual. I was left with David, but he is reluctant to lend money to the account - right? If so, then meditation came to help. I meditated in the intention that David would lend me money. It worked :) I felt a bit more confident thanks to this. Today - my mother went to see my grandfather again. I don't know if I mentioned - he has lung cancer, so my mom is going to see him now. At that time, I downloaded GnackTrack alone, but the distro is not updated anymore, and it is not a network card. The author himself encouraged to download the BackTrack version with Gnome support. I did so too. In the meantime, I came across the website backtrack.com.pl where the author translated the BackTrack version by adding additional interesting tools. We will check the official first and then the current one :) November 19 - Bloody Confession In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik. Today there has been a breakthrough in our talks. I confessed to him about schizophrenia, about the wrong diagnosis, about what it was like. I was afraid to tell him this, but somehow I broke down and managed to confess it to him. Rafal took it calmly, with understanding, he even said that he could discreetly inquire what could happen if I confessed in the file that I had never been treated psychiatrically - this is what I feared the most and the reaction of Rafał and Dr. Prochyry. After the confession I went to get my blood tested. There was a red-haired woman who was crammed in front of the line. She was a bit irritating in the window, especially when she still said: let me write here again ... I'll get the results tomorrow. Persuasion david - eat or clean up? This short pewswayza caused him to look after me anyway: D Today, my mother went to visit my grandfather. In the afternoon Marta came. We watched the movie Project X - some kind of comedy. Besides, Marta wanted me to give her a massage I couldn't control the excitement as I massaged her. She claimed that I was doing her massage better than my friend's massage therapist. At one point, I wanted to make love to her. Next time I will give the music to make the massage more pleasant for her. Oh, massaging her, I sat on her buttocks :) She agreed :) It was so much nicer for me to massage, I put a little load on the lower spine, but then I was in control of the situation Today I was interrogating my diary from June 2010. I haven't heard it for so long and I don't remember a lot of the situation. I just listen, I don't remember some, some I know that she was, but I can't see the pictures as accurately as I once saw them What I learned today: Truth always triumphs! Wake up 5:00 breathing exercises. Then running - perfectly calming down, coming twice for the test results - unfortunately everything is still normal. Basque stories, meeting Marta at the same time. I met a girl in the park who was lying on a bench. Unfortunately, some woman wired it and called the police Running is great for calming the mind and body. I'm taking a week of such a break. Also: I tested BackTrack and breaks my home WPA network. Unfortunately, I was not able to do much with it :) reading information about nmap Installed BackTrack extreme and partition problem but managed to overcome it :) Today I met Hanie Zawadzka in the park with a child, then Marta Tomalczyk also with the child. We talked about everything and nothing. Hania Zawadzka gave nuts to wrons. I didn't know they liked them. The event of the day - in the evening I was hypnotizing adrian. Contact with Angel has been successfully established. I had to put Adrian to sleep in order to get even deeper contact with him, unfortunately it didn't work out. Besides, Adrian got scared when the angel started to move his bark. This is why contact is made at the level of thought What I learned today: making contact with an angel. PS I wrote to Marta and I will give her laptop for free. November 22 - Hacking a midge I got lazy lately. I don't even want to wash. I don't even want to acquire new skills. I have stopped writing and saying affirmations, but I still crave meditation. Running in the morning, it was the 3rd day when I was running. In order not to run to the river, I had the idea to run on the lawn in the park. The soft ground cushions my joints :) around 18 I met with a maw at teznia. He was rummaging around my teeth again. It irritated me a little. Because of this fumbling in my teeth, I wanted to go home as soon as possible. Finally, I turned on the music for writing the diary. Thanks to this, I am able to write it longer. I was working today another day before BT. I wrote a simple script to scan the network, I played with coloring echo -e "/ 033 [1; 33m" Yesterday David crashed the car, I just forgot to write about it. Help for mara with alcohol nettle, help for lazarska olka, netris, petris, tetris 3d Conky configuration, hackthissite, wiping the floor, removing unnecessary programs, a strange spill in the spine, talking to the ester and I didn't get old at all I start writing my day at 18:50 Today I helped with my marching pain relief after drinking alcohol. Marta wrote that everything hurts after yesterday's party. I was proud of myself and she asked me for help and knew that her ailments caused excess toxins in the body and washing out good relationships. I recommended drinking lots of water, lemon nettle and a few other things - but she chose lemon nettle. I hope she added this lemon because it is much stronger then. She wrote back to me and her state of well-being improved significantly. I also helped Aleksander Lazarski with the PROMIL beer competition on FB. After all, the more you give, the more you get :) On Linux, I got to know programs like netris, petris, but they were not usable. The reason: both programs were running too slowly for my gaming abilities. The keys hang, i.e. they jam when you press two keys at the same time. The blockout2 program made a stunning impression on me. This is Tetris3D. I had a great time playing this game, I think I will master it in no time :) I found a great Sidebar Conky panel and a configuration that I slightly modified. Now everything looks great :) I was trimming the floor today when my mother asked me to. My heart hurt something. I am glad that I write better and faster. This is because there is fast and energetic music playing in the background. Today I felt a strange burst in my spine. It was when I was healthy, but I panicked and went down the slope. I even hung my legs down on the crossbar. I was a little scared, but there were no problems. Ester summed up my newly released photos (the black and white ones) with the comment: "how do I do that I don't get old". Today I had a terrible desire to be a Hacker. I like this system very much. In addition, I took the Hacker's Vademecum book, which I haven't read at all so far. Dinner in a moment and I think I'll play Tetris again. Oh, and I've also been browsing the HackThisStie.org site. I managed to beat 4 levels with basic missions. mission 8 porn watching November 24 - SnyMarty Standard morning 6, even a little before 6:00 I woke up well rested. It's probably a result of this, and yesterday I had my last meal, dinner well before 7:00 Mom also got up early. She was supposed to go to Zakopane today. Thanks to this, I was able not to take tablets in the morning and afternoon. I went for a run. I met Luke Lopate on my way home. At first I didn't recognize him - I thought that some woman was practicing with a dog. Only when he wrote a text message saying: "You don't recognize people?" I was wondering where could he be? I could remember in different places: he was not on the back of the road ... Maybe it was this woman ... well, there was a white dog: D We talked a long time about running. According to his book knowledge, intervals favor the development of muscle mass, while normal running causes you to lose muscle mass. Plus the dream-conscious technique - to record your dreams - to make a dream diary. This, according to him, strengthened the dreams tremendously. I think there is something to it. During the time when I thoroughly analyzed my life, I strengthened my memory very much. I had an amazing talk that I have not fully recovered so far. I think this is due to the lack of contact with people and that my diaries are not kept in a precise and detailed way as before. I do it without any music, which makes me feel like writing nothing. MUSIC IS A MEDICINE !!! I came home. Dawid had problems with connecting to WiFi via his PDA. Dawid first thought that it was my fault for breaking into the network. Unfortunately, we have not found the cause of this fault. David in addition changed the password to access the router - as he claims some 29 characters. I complained that I know the password from hacking into this router. I lied. I regretted it, unfortunately I lied to it, I covered my life with another lousy little thing. In fact, I got the passwords a long time ago from a great keyloger that captured only passwords. I tested Wireshark and dsniff today. Dsniff did not capture any password, why? in addition, I met a new command ifconfig wlan0 promisc - turn on network listening mode. In Wireshark I learned a bit how to filter the HTTP protocol. Contrary to appearances, it is very simple, only the whole program looks incredibly complicated. Marta has arrived today. We watched the ProjectX movie. God, how did I experience it all as if it were my movie. I don't know why, I stopped experiencing films like a little child, but I started reliving this film. I also wanted to do a massage - she liked it and I was very excited about it, but she didn't have time anymore. I wonder if I was also excited by this massage? I massaged her in a sexual and sensual way - she should like her :) Today, mission No. 7 or 8 - stop fighting the horse - as the brunet called it. I did a perfect job with the mission. I even watched porn to get excited - I didn't masturbate, but I felt a pleasant excitement and an increase in energy. What I learned today: run intervals. It will make you keep your muscle mass. Write a dream diary - this is the way to conscious dreams. Yesterday was written because of evening fatigue with a one-day delay. I woke up well rested at 5:00 in the morning. Maybe it's the effect of this and I ate a light evening meal. Interestingly, I was not wrong at night. During this time, I was copying information about the Positioning Video Course into my notebook from the magnetic board. I discovered an interesting self-pseudo-engineering mind map in text form. I cannot explain it exactly: it is mainly based on the spacing, paragraphs, black and red pen, thickness and size of the font I write. I also watched porn during this time, but only to get excited. It gave me incredible energy. I felt excitement and testosterone throughout my body, which was positively visible during morning jogging. At the end of my run, I noticed these red and white ribbons were being worn in the park. In order to gently practice 1 thing a day which I am afraid of, I asked myself - I asked people who did it if there would be a marathon. They said yes and encouraged me to sign up under the mushroom. I thought about it for a while. Will my health allow me to run this marathon? Spine joints ... But I made up my mind nonetheless. I came home for a moment to inform my mother that I would not eat breakfast, I only ate a pear to eat. I told her I was going to run a marathon. I wrote to Lukasz Lopata whether he would like to run. Short text message exchange, what, where and when. Finally, he wrote to me that he could not do it. However, I met him in the park with a pretty attractive girl in a yellow jacket. You can see that he was drawn to one: D I asked him or would he like to sign up? Beginning at 11:30. What surprised me this time, with his cool and confident smile on his face, he said: I'm going to sign up. And we started the competition together. I felt stress so communicating manually with my body I wanted to calm down. Lots of breaths, vibration of the chest twist and stretching the whole body made me overcome the stress. I imagined winning this competition, but I took the last place. Lukasz took off like a rocket. At the very beginning he was leading. Then, as he claims, he fell down with strength, he still had to tie his shoes and took the penultimate place. At the very end I was niesetty :) We waited quite a long time for the announcement of the results. But we also got diplomas. 5th and 6th places. The host was probably Pawel Stachura - network administrator at the mayor. I came home. However, before I did it, Mouse called me and he has a problem with the computer. I wonder if the day before 183317759 was from him. Mom gave me broth right away. It wasn't that spicy though, despite how many peppers were given away. The pepper was handled badly. She should chop it into strips, then the broth would have incredible power! After a while, Uncle Staszek arrived. He already has a second son, besides Artek: his name is Maksym! I didn't talk to Uncle Staszek long. I was also busy entering information into my notebook. It was also a moment of creativity for me. Staszek had some problems with the computer - I promised that next time I will try to fix it! I found the website hakerczat.prv.pl. Found a hatch to my linksys WAG200G router, I tried to present my problem on this chat. Nobody, however, answered me for a long time, which would mean that the lamers themselves are probably there. I was playing with a Swiss Army knife called a netcat. As a few years ago this tool seemed to me quite difficult and complicated, this time I quickly learned the basic commands and commands related to it. I created a simple backdoor on linux: netcat -e / bin / sh -p 78 And I connected to this backdoor with a simple command netcat localhost 78 Great show. It can also be used to scan ports netcat -v localhost 1-1000 - option -v verbose (verbose) gives more information about ports. I have entered basic netcat-related service in my notebook I also tried to use WiresShark and netcat (initially only netcat) to connect to UDP 916 port on my router and capture a lot of valuable information. However, it was not possible for me to do so despite my best efforts. In wiresshark I found options for searching for packages instead of filtering. More useful for capturing passwords. I discovered Joymia's interesting pornographic films - they are almost as beautiful as x-art. This is not some fucking or fucking - they are real works of art. The day before I met Kornelie with her father. I was the first to say hello to her father, Cornelia was the first to tell me Hey, I answered her. She is pretty and tall. I like her. In the evening I watched porn again and went for a run. I had amazing energy again at night. I thought that I would not fall asleep, but as usual, I went to meditate for a while and it worked. As for dreams, because from this entry I was supposed to write them down: I don't remember any dream. Maybe my subconscious mind has nothing to say to me, or maybe I just forgot. What I learned today: basic netcat handling, extra wiresshark handling running at night. Lending Łukasz a book for taichi and talking to him under a sling. Aunt Krysia's emails. You will begin reading Hacker's Handbook Yesterday's day: Monday, November 26 written with a one-day delay I woke up exceptionally well between 5:00 and 6:00 am. During this time I was sitting in front of the computer. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. Actually, I missed a few minutes - he was used to always coming early, and then suddenly a few minutes late. He told me about my pension and talked about it with Dr. Prochyra. Doctor prochyra said that everyone may have a psychotic episode in their life and the diagnosis is still ongoing and this does not mean that this is the final diagnosis. He proposed to leave this mess that I should go to Zus and admit that I had never had schizophrenia. Get a psychiatrist's paper confirming that I am not mentally disturbed. Unfortunately, I would have to return my entire pension for all years. Rafal suggested that I should do it only when I go straight. As I once thought about it, I had a much different idea. Reversal of the diagnosis of sciophrenia and retrieval from another title. Besides, we talked about my feelings. He was surprised that I didn't feel the stress of Dr. Prochyra. He asked what he feels: when he feels fear, stress. I said that only at home I feel fear and stress - so I don't feel fear or stress on a daily basis, apart from my home now. While in the store, I met Dr. Gabis. At first I looked away from him in fear, but I thought - I was supposed to do at least one activity a day that I was afraid of. So as part of training and shaping my own character, I went to Dr. Gabis next to him and stood next to him in the line. So I think now that I could still say nicely good :) About 17 I met with Łukasz Lopata under the drazkiem. We talked for a while. I lent him a TaiChi book. In the morning I also started reading Hacker's Vademecum. So far I remembered number systems and how to create negative numbers. We got several emails from Ciocia Krysia. My mother and I looked at the news. I am still on "celibacy" :) I feel an incredible surge of energy which I felt during the evening jogging :) Thanks to this, I fell asleep elegantly on my back at night and woke up like that. I had a rather realistic dream that I finally write down in my diary. I remember there were 3 dreams one after the other, but I only remember this third part. In the third part, I had a silencer pistol. I was at the same time, but everything was a bit different. He fell into the river, I went to the river to get him out. Being in the river, someone drained the water into a trough and flooded me. I was a little afraid. Finally, some other dream than the doctors :) What I learned that day: I overcame my fear of Gabis. I am celibate :) A day written on time. In the morning I finally had a dream and there was something to drink in my previous post. I will not repeat myself here. Mom got up at 4:30 in the morning today. She went with her grandfather from Morczyna to Krakow to visit the copernicus. During the morning jog, a dog accosted me, but did not hurt me. I found a ICT hamster. Lots of interesting knowledge about computers. Computers, hacking, hacking and scripting started to make me happy again. When I came back from running, I even wrote one own script to translate words from google translate mobile. I was proud of myself and I enjoyed it. However, I lacked the coloring properties. I read a bit of one chapter from the Hacker Vademecum. Overall the title sounds great Hacker's Vademecum, but I am disappointed to say that the book sucks. Little knowledge, little details. Lots of text. I couldn't turn it into a negative number in the calculator, I had to use the program prepared by the author. Today I read on about creativity. I am stuck in the memory of the fragment about the diary. According to osho, it does not create anything new, it only saves. I understood it so and I have to introduce something new to my diary - create! Today I had a stomach ache after lunch. I knew it was due to the extermination process. Reflexively, I felt a desire for andrografis and bitter grain coffee. In the afternoon I was excited at home - unexpectedly pissed mom came in. I put my pants on quickly :) I got the message from Mirriel. It's just that I will not write. However, I went on to read this: weird, feel sorry for these esoteric tricks! I hate this. I found a cool ICT hamster. I downloaded a few books like Hacking the Art of Penetration and Hack Wars on the Trail of Hackers. I wonder what the dream will be tonight :) Wake up 5:00 slightly sleepy, lack of conscious sleep, bitters, an appointment with Dr. Sebastian, the busier's insult to himself and I did not answer him, eating two sandwiches and a multivitamin juice in the hospital, going to Marta Tomalczyk, installing Marta Huda's office, -team MySQL support I woke up at 5:00 am slightly sleepy. Unfortunately, I was not aware of my dreams, so I did not write anything to my diary. Today I was neither training nor running. About 10 am I went to Pierzga. She wanted to refer me to Dr Sebastianowicz - an orthopedist. She wrote out a referral, so I went to the clinic, unfortunately the lines to Dr. Sebastianowicz were closed until next year. Only Dr. Wolski could see me on Friday. I ate 2 sandwiches in Nowy Targ. Being at home, I asked my mother not to give me soup. Such a dinner was great for me. Perfect portion, I didn't feel overeating. On his return, the bus driver insulted me when changing to another bus. I was not offended by this, but only felt sorry for myself and could not answer him anything. I am a former master of a cut retort, I cannot express myself ... Fuck. !!! Fucking psychotropics !!! Today I installed Microsoft Officer 2007 by Marta Huda. I also went to Marta to help her with speakers, unfortunately I did not help. Returning, she called and told her to solve the problem herself. What I learned today: I lost the power of a sharp retort ... :( Fucking psychotropics! November 29 - Thursday - Dentist Today is written with a delay of 25 minutes. Just like the good old days at my grandfather :) In the morning I measured the circumference - decline in form. Less than 38 cm in the bicep, barely a centimeter showed it. I got up with weird stools too. I guess the effect of my gluttony at night was yellow cheese with bananas. Training in the open air. I trained there where I once met Patrick who developed a new technique of pulling up on a stick. Unfortunately, these bars were not completely suitable for pull-ups or forearm exercises - I didn't feel any muscles at all. But at least I chose something new :) Throughout the day, I was able to avoid taking psychotropic drugs at all. I was proud of myself and I did it :) Today I was at the dentist, hence the title of my diary / report. At the beginning, I told Tom Glab why he was giving a pillow. He understood me, he told how he fell on the spine himself. He fixed my tooth and told me to make an appointment with him after the new year. I was calm and composed, and I bravely endured all the drills and screams. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted even without anesthesia. I had a great urge to take DXM spontaneously today. However, I was looking for in 4 DXM pharmacies. I bought my mother a nettle near the spa, it was renovated at Poniatowski, I bought only tetanic spirit near Gazda because they did not have acodine. I bought a dopoero near Albert. Going this far, I was afraid to ask for a pharmacy under the Star, where I have not given a prescription for Cipronex so far. I studied MySQL today. I took notes in the notebook. He will then copy them into his notebook. I also learned the basics of attacks on MySQL Injection servers in the evening. I really wanted to find some brilliant way to earn money again. That mania again. I was on earn.com - unfortunately, again a crowd of thoughts, a billion ideas and no desire to implement. In the morning at 5:00 am I practiced the Cheat Engine program, but I quickly got discouraged. I added hacking, dangerous, uw-team, earn.com to my favorites. A moment ago I also watched the Pimp My CV course. This is probably the first part of the course. Just notes and sleep. 2 dreams - the first when I was here in the room and woke up dad the second related to MYSQL and hacking. Unfortunately, I do not remember Snow exactly. Today: I wanted to do my CV but quickly got discouraged. I made my decision impulsively and today I will take DXM. We'll see what comes out of it. In the morning I woke up with high pressure and was terribly sleepy. Bad body position contributed to this the late notion of sleep. I settled into a sitting position and was breathing deeply. I passed quickly. I don't think anything special happened during the day. My mom and I had a fight about the broken mouse. I hate when he uses the words: Don't be nervous. Tomorrow he gets up early in the morning and leaves. Now I managed not to take the evening psychotropic pills, of course. I brewed herbs, Andrographis, I have batteries, relaniums, good music. There will be an ester. It promises to be great :) 01:51 Time Trip Report: Based on a skype conversation around 10:53 pm I went to sleep. I did not fall asleep. There was tension in the lumbar spine. It seems to me that there is a hole in the mattress so it got really soft. It will have to be transferred to the other side. Overall trip report I would describe as follows: after 15 tablets dxm I felt a momentary euphoria, quite intense and pleasant. However, there was no euphoria while listening to Assemblage 23 lying in bed, but I felt the pleasure of listening to Polish Radio London music. About 00:38 I wrote to Esther. They were after less than 2 hours. I didn't sleep quickly. The organism is slightly disheveled and muddy, the balance is disturbed, the nervous system is relaxed as after alcohol, but I do not feel very muddy. It's ok :) I drank 3 cups of herbal cleansing composition, then I took NAC, I urinated a few times. The urine, interestingly, was almost white. I feel that the toxins are still inside me. I also drank first-class grapefruit juice. I don't feel like sleeping. When communicating with my body, I feel energy and to do something about the lower spine that feels heavy. I dream of an exercise on a bench in the park, I will do it in the morning during training. And I will sleep on my stomach because the mattress is too soft. PS the body after dxm is soft like jelly. It is as if chlamydia is getting under the capillaries. I have not felt this for a long time. Maybe DXM is a breeding ground for bacteria. But it is not as tragic as last December. I'll get out of this quickly. Mom leaves in the morning, she will use a starvation :)