Pawlik's stories

December 3 - Pawlik's stories The morning started around 5-6 am. It was cold, I woke up sleeping on my side. I also had some dreams, I wanted to write them down but unfortunately I forgot to write them down. At 8:30 I went to Rafal Pawlik. We talked today about Lyme disease: one woman had 3 years of boleliosis and was treated for neurosis. Of course, she was told that she was better. Same as it is done to me. About a guest with schizophrenia who was 35 years old and Rafal Pawlik himself sent him to a psychiatric hospital. I confessed that I am also being treated by Donata Bargiel. Rafal said that he has great respect for this woman (referring to this woman who was treated for 3 years for neurosis). Today I confessed about my stay in a psychiatric hospital. He recommended a great movie to me: a rebel by choice that I later watched. Saying goodbye to him, he handed me a film and there was also a blonde girl. Probably plagued by despair, depression. I wanted to go to donata Bargiel to register. I thought about possible positive and negative aspects of my behavior, but couldn't think of anything special. On the way I saw this bald guy drinking - nice guy - I feel sorry for him. Being at Rafal Pawlik's, my blood flooded me - how can FUCKING DOCTORS treat people this way? FUCKING HUJE. I was treated like that too. Wrong, unjustly, diagnosis made in 2 minutes ... I cried when I left. I couldn't hold back the tears. The blood is flooding me. While at home, I watched the movie "Mutineer of Choice". Incredible Mathematical Genius, genius slog, he read books. He reminded me a bit of Ryan Atwood. From appearance. - A patient who does not trust you will not be honest - When a patient does not trust you, you will not drag him to bed, and that should be the goal of any good therapist. - Puzzling: nerd and street troublemaker. Describe it all. Yes, nerd and street troublemaker. I think maybe he used to be a nerd like me. It was hard for him, he was not accepted by his peers and he learned to be stronger mentally and physically. Seeing this film, I wanted to learn photographic reading again and develop my mind. At home, I gathered up my courage and told my mother that I would not eat soup from tomorrow. oh, in the morning I flooded the shower cubicle. Dad fucked me up for this tonight. What I learned today: The movie Rebel by Choice motivated me to act and develop myself.