Sad Maksa

January 4 - Max's sad A day written with a delay of 21 minutes. In the morning my mother got up at 7:00 and she was preparing medications. Of course I didn't take them, then she came back somehow. I was jogging to the rhythm of dupstep music. Euphoria and joy from running. After running, I went on too. At the same time, I developed a new breathing technique, or rather, one element of it has been refined: exhalation. Exhale deeply through the "throat" and I had such chills on the zebra crossing the pressure from the spine. I felt great blogging. After that I was still with poles in the park, but I think I'm breathing so well already. Some two older people asked where the brine thesis was because they had something to sign. Today I was supposed to meet Maks, so I went to the hairdresser, to my favorite hairdresser, Asia. The hairstyle is brilliant as always! Mom went to the moraine after 2 p.m. I watched her on the internet for the bus schedule. I started drinking Rhodiola today. I mixed it with tramadol expecting good results. Rhodiola strengthened opioid receptors, and tramal too. I was drinking 1 tbl every 5 minutes, 3 tablets in total. I was already in the blog post, a pleasant dream blog post. At 18 I went to the max, earlier I bought ice cream from Malgosia. We ate. We tried to talk to you, but I think these conversations came out on average. We watched James Bond, but I didn't want to watch TV so badly. Now I'd rather read a good book than watch TV. I hate television. However, I didn't want to hurt, so we watched to the end trying to talk about everything and nothing with Maks. Maks said that he was leaving tomorrow, at the end of my stay I promised him a 2GB card. He said he wanted to become a chiropractic and study in the USA to ensure Sandra a better life. I told you about my plans to become nautrotherapists. But I was saying it somehow without conviction. I was talking about hypnosis, but also somehow without conviction. I wonder if he believed me. I spoke a little about Kaja. I sadly said goodbye to him and made an appointment with him tomorrow morning to give him this 4gb card. It was raining, I went too well and I imagined how I made love with Kaja. Such a visualization can be maintained for a long time and is very enjoyable. Cool! I came back home, my mother was a bit clingy and is writing this diary. I feel a bit of sedation which is a side effect of the tram, but it's a nice sedation. What I learned today: new breathing and sex visualization.