HymnKu GloryTramalowi

February 16 - Hymn To the Glory of Tramal A day on time. Walk in the morning, breathe, but I didn't feel like anything. Then a hearty breakfast of 5 slices, but a whole onion to kill the bacteria in me. Guilt again for eating so much. this conflict again - I would like to switch to light feeding, I don't need food. How much money would I save on scorching, how much time. That would be cool. on the other hand, I succumbed to the temptation to taste and stuff my stomach. But yesterday afternoon I was stuck in a beautiful feeling of light hunger where I felt a lot of energy. It was so beautiful Today I feel sorry for myself again. In the morning I had a bit of energy, I wrote an article on my website about vitamin C, I made a new logo, then I went into a state of sapascia, self-criticism, feeling that nothing will fucking help me and everything shot. At the same time, while writing this article, I was thinking about my physical ailments, about traveling pain, about cold needles ... Yes, I knew I was taking a tram today. In the afternoon I took it, but also went to the alberta store, but it was closed. Today I had an interesting conversation with Esther - it was great talking about the NLP Scam artists in this King Arthur, about medicine, about the tram. Tramal drank Inka Bean Coffee, but it worked great. For the evening: I fucking ate all the chocolate. FUCK feeling guilty again, but she was so delicious. When not in exercise feels stagnant power, I feel that I have to eat. And when I'm exercising my energy is positive and I don't feel the need to eat sweets. You have to exercise and run, but on the other hand, I'm really afraid to run now. I'm really scared ... About the heels, those cold needles. Tramal worked divine. DIVINELY! Maybe the coffee enhanced the effect, even though I read that it does not contain caffeine. BOSKO and blogo. Washes effects after 1 hour, and after 2 hours a total departure in a crib. My mother interrupted me about 20 for obvious reasons. Then this chocolate, a dot dot made it impossible for me to go to bed now according to my principles of healthy eating. Even the food will rot in my stomach, and in addition I felt like a pig before going to sleep. Whore. I was also going to put my masturbations aside to feel the energy, but whatever. It is like chocolate to me, like candy. What will I regret. Ester just wrote about some technique of raising energy. I'm already looking at the gg.