I asked for everything

February 14 - I asked for everything - I got everything ... Free planet. Today I read about UFO 50 PLN from a neighbor for a laptop Writing a letter to Kaji. Now I'll be testing Valerian droplets in the evening. My attitude towards lucid dreaming is small, although after DXM also my attitude is small and various strange things are happening ... I don't feel like writing much today. I asked for everything, I got everything. I wanted to suffer - I suffered. I wanted to be like Wojewodzki - I was like House - I was Dr. House and I had super indestructible retort. I wanted to be like Sawyer, like Maksym - I was too. I was like a chameleon - whoever I wanted to be, I was. Now I want to get it back because I still feel like nobody despite these affirmations. I am not able to play anyone. I feel like nobody. Now I see what a great gift I had. Fucking Ablify!