Sad Glow

February 27 - Sad Glodowka Shoulder tiredness after sleeping on the side. The first day of the fast - we'll see how it goes. I see a lot of food everywhere, I have an appetite. I don't feel like starving to tell the truth, but I continued my hunger. Rafal - a child in the car. Little hair I didn't talk about sex. Today, a conversation about how feelings flow through me I got a message from Parsley for chlamydiosis. I told Rafal about it and I feel helpless that I can't help my boyfriend. We talked today about how feelings flow through me. After I left I called home to check if they were at home. They also called me. Fortunately, they were already leaving Starvation diet I was in town. I bought: nettle, urine containers. I saw a guy in town with a cool mohawk. He was walking with some blonde girl. I wanted and next time I also want to have such a true Mohawk! In the morning I threw out the food. In the afternoon too. I cooked dumplings for disguise. I hope these entries will never get into the hands of the family. I even started to analyze everything as in death note, but when I did, I had a lot of fears. So I preferred my chaotic tactic - to do everything haphazardly, somehow it will be. Now they fucking come. Stress grabbed me. I take a deep breath to control my stress ... Finish. I can't write anymore. I was so sad for the day. So sad, such a pointless life again.