Approval Rafal

April 23 - Approval by Rafal I woke up quite early as usual, I woke up a few times but finally woke up at 5:30 am. Tooth, brushing, salt water as planned to build a powerful muscular body. I wished Kaja a moment ago. I wonder how he will react to my text message. It is 6:36. In a moment, training and at 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. It's been very cold at night recently and I wake up cold at night. Either I have to cover myself with an extra blanket or dress warmer at night. Maybe we'll try the blanket first, although I still have a fear of hiding myself from 1.5 years ago, although it should be better to think logically. I have a strong body compared to what it was. At 7:00 am light training, mainly stretching the spine. At 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. We haven't seen each other for 2 weeks. This rhythm of meetings suits me even better. At the end of our talk, he said that he saw a lot of potential in me. If I had heard it 2 years ago, maybe I would even feel appreciated and satisfied - right now ... I don't feel anything ... The usual information. I also told him that I turned off my heart / feelings and I only act my head / logically in order to "survive". It bothered him a bit, he said. I also tell him that I don't see any need to change that. I do not see. I don't even feel like changing. But he would like to see me when I feel something. In addition, he also called me a light maniuplator when I told how I want to get to the psychotronics school in Krakow We also stated that education teaches little. You have to learn everything for yourself. Coming home, I did not feel the need to eat. I did not want to eat. So I didn't eat. After 12 o'clock I went for treatments. During the treatments I breathed rhythmically while counting the Silva method. I think I was going into a light hypnotic trance. At the same time, I was saying affirmations to myself: my body puts the circles in their places. Return home at 14:00. Again, I didn't want to eat. Earlier, I ate 2 apples bought in kefirk. I bought some new variety even better than ligola. I ate dinner hard, although I did not want to. My guilt is gone. I really didn't want to eat anything. Eh, my head ached a little from the food I had eaten. I feel full, I feel full .... I feel like I can handle it - I'll go clean my teeth and buy a chewing gum :) A moment ago I lent another PLN 30 to Szymek. Together, I already have 200 zlotys Yes, I just got to GetMenu. It is possible to save as ... I found that information about handles can be retrieved from the WinApi course. After 4 p.m. I went to practice, probably even around 4:30 p.m. at the yellow stick on the playground. I met some little girls from the sanatorium. I really enjoyed talking to them :) They were cute. It also seemed to me that I saw dr. Panza. I even imagined meeting him. I wanted to pull him down with my thoughts. However, it was just someone similar. Later I also saw our neighbor, whose name I do not know until today, but she had a young son named Krystian When I was leaving the park a girl said hi. There was actually a group of girls there. I think they liked me The NormaPrinter program has ended. Amazing: D When I finished it, I felt like writing even more programs. Then fear for the spine again, a moment of Rebrithing to the beat of the mattress. In a moment I have to jump to the store .. I ate dinners weirdly. Ok 18 3 apples. Around 19 to 19:30 I ate Zoly cheese. Finally, a large piece of bread, about 3 small slices. However, I felt sorry for myself afterwards. I wanted cheese - ate it. Then I ate for bread, too, but Michal Tombak forbade eating cheese with bread - protein with bread. It's unhealthy after all: D PS I also saw Angelike Twarog in the morning. I asked her something, we talked about dr. Dragon. Besides, Marta invited me to a bonfire today. Once it invited, once it canceled. As a last resort, she called at the last moment and wrote that she was there, but somehow I didn't feel like coming to the fire. How cool it is when the pain has not traveled. I thought, I imagined different things. How fun to imagine how fun it is to think!