HairdresserSzymon

In the morning I went to Rafal Pawlik at 8:30. I talked to Rafal a little why I gave up 2 weeks ago to come to him. I told him that nothing big had happened, I just didn't want to come to him. I was wondering whether to tell him that that day I also broke up with Kaja, but I forgave myself. We also talked about Meditation. I told him again about my achievements from nearly 2 years ago, about Shambhala, and I do not like their approach to meditation. I told you how big plans and dreams are related to Meditation. Afternoon treatments: mud, then massage. There was a very nice girl with soluks, maybe a bit older than me, I liked her. Then I went to Marcin's to buy chewing gum, but before that, I must have tried to change the coins in the exchange office, but they didn't accept it. In Malgasy, they only accepted the euro. Coming home. When I returned, I asked Szymek to shave my head on the Iroquois. As for the first time, we had a great cooperation. He did it quite well. A ladybug machine, because mine had a cable and there was nowhere to connect it. I was a bit disgusted with getting this shaved under my arms, but in the end I took a risk. When I came back from the treatments, I also spoke a little to my mother. It was dirty in the corridor: Mom knew she wasn't going to clean it now. I say to her: don't clean up ... And so the discussion broke out, and I had great regret and grudge against myself and I lost the power of my cut retort. I have lost my creative and brilliant mind. I feel sucked, I feel sucked. And again desperately balls, juggling, writing a diary to strengthen my mental potential, and I still can't regain my former power !!! WHORE! I don't even want to play Tetris and brain challenges. I don't even want to do morning stretching. I don't feel like anything, the most I'd like to do is exercise and burn all day ...