Fuck again. 2

July 8 - Again Fuck Gowno 2 - Depressively, I was lying in bed, on my neck. Receiver from the back. The neck stiffens a bit, especially in the eyes. Like cpun, even though I didn't take anything - Strange dreams: one that I stuffed myself with a loaf of bread that I hid in the cellar. The second was with Kasia Skrzypczak. I wanted to confess my love to her, but I did not have the courage. We talked about her headache and that she was training Yoga. Why did I dream she? She was my infatuation with the times of primary school, then I probably never thought about her again ... - I took the tram. Depressive, hopeless state. Yes, I prefer to take the tram rather than stuff myself with food. I took Tramal with an apple and a pear 100mg. I divided it into 3 parts. In a moment, he will add some drops to his head and coffee - OK, it's 8:00. I already feel the first satisfactory effects of the tram :) I feel great again :) I made a little mistake with mixing a pear with an apple - sweet should not be mixed with a sour one, which resulted in a smelly bakery that even my mother felt. After 30 minutes, coffee and Venol. But it is rather an Apple with a Pear - I felt it already eating that it was not a good composition, hence such a reaction of the body. As a medicine, I feel the need for Inke's bitter coffee. But this is not such a big mistake. Who knows, maybe after running I will have even more energy and a desire to act :) - Fuck, the tramal came in brilliantly. It is 8:27. Conclusion - tramal goes well with fruit. At macikowski's he did not come as well as today :) I feel great! :) - A moment in bed, Gourang's breath and a stronger voice after 4 breaths. - Maciejowa jogging, beautiful weather, MegaPower, no fatigue. I could compete with the tram. After running the entire episode, I wanted more and more. Even more. At the top, I met a nice girl. Butter eyes, nice loudspeaker, pretty and kind. I think we liked each other :) - On the way back, I was breathing Gourang. The voice was momentarily stronger. But coming back, I also felt stress. Because the phone, because I did not do the projects and I did not fulfill the contract. So Stress. It's a pity, stressful tram, but this moment of running on the tram was really beautiful! I hope that soon I will install Endomondo and I will do an experiment on a tram and without a tram. - A moment ago, when I was at home, I was just breathing the diaphragm deeply in a 4-4 system. I would actually call it 10-10. I was just freely breathing while on my stomach and lying in the living room. Mother to the river. A pleasant blog of ants. I felt light and at ease. Very discreet technique when someone is nearby, on the go. Oh, and I didn't inflate my lungs and exhale somehow. I was just breathing deeply relaxing. The voice may not be strong but there were nice ants. I feel blogging, calm and relaxed, relaxed. The technique can also be brilliant for traveling by bus where people are looking at you. - I was eating a separate diet today. Snaidan only steamers, previously a lot of apples. Potatoes for lunch and meat and 4 steamers for dinner. Today I felt full of energy - After 6 pm I was running to Maciejowa for the second time. At the top, a woman spoke about ticks. There I ate meat and drank water earlier. - Now I have eaten shells forever. After all, you have to start eating them more often. - Moreover, I have decided. I quit my job at TGS ... I have to do it as soon as possible. - After running in the evening I feel very tired. I feel like you will sleep well today. - Although there is one advantage worth describing today. After running, I don't even think about chlamydia for a few hours. Running is a great form of active meditation. Finally, a breath. When there is a hateful thought, I speed up, I rest calmly. This is a sweet form of observing your thoughts.