Despair of Trunks

September 8 - the despair of Trunks AFFIRMATION I free myself from fear AFFIRMATION I free myself from guilt I got up quite early. Meditation in bed to the rhythm of goth and metal. I got down to work on e-dreamToys "Grzegorz is really okay. I can't let him down. He trusted me and I have to do my best" "When I'm done I put my life in order" CONCEPT / THEORY: The body always strives for balance. It tells you what is best for the moment - Over-hydration / Chocolate - Too heavy a meal / Water fast - hot / cool - Fatigue / Regeneracha [and vice versa] TRAINING - Head overhang - Nichi's hips. It relieves them - Push-ups tucked belly - better to feel the chest, as when breathing Solar training. After training, a huge amount of ECR ​​Energy and no feeling of hunger. After all, at home I finished yesterday's eggs with mayonnaise. Delicious Meeting Patrycja - I avoid people and seeing her reminded me of the good old days with her. I wanted to meet her, although as she admits she had drug problems. She thought it made me lose weight, but I didn't tell her why. I felt great in her company! Hey Mr. Evil - brilliant note! My new affirmations are awesome too! In their rhythm, "I release myself", I eat with satisfaction and eat, and I free myself from guilt and fear! BEAUTIFUL! Getting better! Now the question is how to accept bad moments in life? Hania's affirmations? All I experience is for my best good? AFFIRMATION: It's not that bad. Everything is fine! Dinner too early. Meanwhile, I was eating peanuts. I wanted them. But after eating potatoes that I didn't like. I felt like I was eating garbage. I could still smell the mayonnaise. Throws heavy, weakening energy. Even now, after nearly 1 hour, I feel this persistence, the mixing of food and these meals ... AFFIRMATION: But it's not that bad. Everything is alright! AFFIRMATION: The best revenge is success CONCEPT: Following that there is a rule to break other rules, I got an idea. Direct energy and power to, for example, energize food, turn bad substances into bad. If Jesus turned water into wine, why should I not increase the nutritional value of the bread? Then check and compare the taste of 2 slices or 2 potatoes. It probably won't come out the first time, but I like the ritual initially. Wierczor: watching Vanessa movies. Interesting movies: - Earth energy places (earth chakras) - Downloading thoughts - How not to worry about criticism of others. Self-provocation: I do until 21:30. In addition, I noticed an interesting thing today: my mother despises me (probably subconsciously) when I am poorly dressed, I look bad and therefore I feel bad alone with myself. She probably hates ugly people subconsciously. Seeing someone ugly on TV, the first thing he or she says aloud: but he / she looks terrible. I'm watching this movie now https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYNDcaFThbA A technique for stimulating ECR which I have called DBZ, although I could change the name to SuperSajan. Trunks was furious when Gohan died. Bad and despairing. He unloaded all his muscles, his legs strained, his biceps seemed to hold something in them, his trunk bent backwards, his head was bending, his head and most importantly, a SCREAM! This SCREAM discharged his despair. Until the toddler turns when I watch it. A moment ago I came across a book about: - Lifestyle without food - that is what interests me. You eat when you want and you don't eat for a long time when you don't want to - Sun yoga - about drawing energy and power from the sun - mine is also interested. From this I found 2 items - http://mrkriss.net/medytacja/jak-medytowac