laziness_w_pracy

October 8 - laziness_w_pracy In the morning I did not train, although I ate creatine. The ECR was not at some amazing level though I was very energized anyway From the morning at work: cramp what freedom. I think this is the first time that I am so slack on work. Virtually nothing has been done yet. Maybe that's the key. Time to stop thinking about it all, time to start slacking off. How to think about what Marcin's job is all about? After all, his straight bylepierdoly I do not want to do for me, which I talked yesterday with Jarek. Today Marcin tells me and Grzesiek complained about me - although when I came here he said to work yourself Or maybe otherwise ... Maybe as it used to be according to my concept. In the office, do your errands, rest, and after hours deal with office matters ... Maybe this is a good solution? What a freedom. Marcin is not behind, I am calm, relaxed and composed. I can do what I want. Is beautifully CONCEPT: Pocket gloves. sitting + stretching the hips in the toilet on the radiator WORK: Stretching the hips on the radiator .. Time for a break. You have to energize yourself. Maybe I'll stretch my hips in the toilet again or eat something. Today I am almost so calm, composed. I also took my pillow from the house to the armchair, it is more comfortable to sit. I was already thinking to take my private armchair from home, but I paused for a while :) Wow, if it wasn't for these hips, I would be completely relaxed! AFFIRMATION: Whatever it may be related to, I forgive it completely. Some moments ago I left for 1 hour to train by bike. Damn it. I felt no fear. It was beautiful!!! I felt no fear !!! I met this drunk luke. Now weighs 83 kg. He was wearing dark glasses again, I wonder why. He asked if I had read his guides and I replied that I did not have time yet. I feel a little angry now. As if my acting talent is coming back again. Wow, something beautiful. May my parents not notice this, I have to. There is, there is an impulse. I have to act. You have to get your own apartment and free yourself from my fucking family !!! From that whore and whore and that idiot who knows everything, knows everything - and she really knows shit! Wow, this impulse to act is beautiful - what does it result from? I feel just underappreciated. I took too little money! I feel like a lame lamb and my programming skills are much greater !!! AFFIRMATION: Everyone has something to hide. So why should I be afraid that someone will report me? I'm safe! ZYCIE: cda.pl - hania - website with online films. It looks cool, apparently free of fees and restrictions! http://e-turysta.net NEXT DAY (11th letter (morning)) TRAINING: River ladder dips Broad under the back A similar friend with glasses whom I like Meeting with Ola Dachowska. Nice conversation. Looking for a flat in the office. High self-confidence and good conversation with people. CONCEPT: Renting a room for PLN 20 as an apartment? Hania to make an appointment for Tuesday 17:30