wtorek, 31 grudnia 2013
film-meditation-hall-jedi
December 28 - film-meditation-hall-jedi
I noticed that when I eat my food, I intuitively want to breathe the wind (maybe because it brings lightness) and I feel like doing activities such as reading books. I do not want to act because I am too heavy, but in a moment everything returns to normal and I treat my breath or rather a meal as one of the forms of energy
AFFIRMATION: I speed up the process of self-regeneration
Every organism has the properties of self-regeneration!
Football. Jedi training hall. Rusty
TRAINING DT tric plus buttocks
M - hands clasped together a cage
Breathe of the rope a moment of relax (fire)
Cut the pipe sideways
So many thighs, leg back
AFFIRMATION: Once he thinks you need to practice like on a construction site. Rest once.
Whatever I do, my body is perfect for any situation!
Huge energy after training. Sun. Glasses. Make affirmations on energy from the sun!
AFFIRMATION: Despite the fear and guilt, my body is doing well in any situation, building zsspmc!
Bic 38cm after training, although he seems soft and regenerated!
2 days of meditation videos
In the evening, a meeting between the farmer and the romek on the escarpment! We talked about psychoactive substances1
guilt-malgosia
December 29 - guilt-malgosia
In the morning, fear for the hips. Healing juice. No net
AFFIRMATION: I am asking God for Reiki energies
I wanna be a pure reiki channel (2x)
100% reiki for my hips!
CODE: Stand up for yours!
AFFIRMATION: Laptop. Tel. 2300 PLN - former Carnegie
Yesterday as well as today I licked by the stick. That is a little embarrassing. Yesterday af the transformation of fear into anger
Home position. 2 rear airbags Front knees The chair is low. Laptop far away (item developed as a result of fatigue / relaxation)
// I think it relieves my knees
Huge body soreness after yesterday's training
Even so, I lent him a suffocating phone
Feeling of guilt: Jarek, Malgosia ...
Master: Please help. What should I do?
Hania: why do I want to go easy and I can't get it?
piątek, 27 grudnia 2013
christmas eve
December 25 - Christmas Eve.txt
Implementation of training. Sunbathing in Ponice. Drawing power from the sun
Yesterday, quite nice gifts. Jacket. Working on the portfolio. Infhack.
AF: I hide my true skills
Hania - Signs. To tell the truth, I haven't exaggerated them yet. Maybe they will help me before going to sleep!
ECR control - sen.
Photo memory of the bike
The desire to exhibit the rest of the books
Combining over the program for Jarek
Affirmation: I would like unimaginable pain to turn into unimaginable force that I can control
Portfolio services:
Data recovery
Remote work
Coming home from my evening workout, I saw a spiderman. Fast, agile body. I thought maybe something like this for a good start, because recently only vegeta, dbz, etc ... They are so strong there that they could destroy the whole planet. Too much to start with. It would be enough for me to do something like a spiderman or Jedi warriors, a uriboyka - something mixed up like that!
Nowy Targ-Expedition-Post
December 27, Nowy Targ-Expedition-Post
A night a lot of cheese. Mother. Lack of sleep in the morning. Late work. There is a lack of sleep and breath. Feel guilty
AF: Poomimo of fear and guilt my body copes perfectly well in any situation
Suddenly I remembered what it was like in the time when I couldn't sleep
I HATE YOU FUCKING FATHER !!!
Osho bibliography - to be put on the allegro
Star Wars: Anyone gaining power is afraid of losing it, even Jedi
The Sith and Jedi are alike in almost everything, including the quest for ever greater power.
Affirmation: What do I feel like doing?
Office bicycle sunbathing on the fright in Zakopane. A mixture of feelings.
Pfron is a tolerant woman. It went pretty well. Refueling at a petrol station. Tension release. A window as a slide
TRAINING: Pulling up the gym on the legs relieves the hands - it is better to feel wide
Zus - I can work up to PLN 2,500, not including the pension. Wow. Despite this, and I have entered - completely unable to work?
AFFIRMATION: Health, strength, power!
TRAINING: M ciwczyc so that the buttocks are also exercised!
Code: I like to have 3 of the same items in stock
Hania: the reverse of the breath of fire and water.
Huge energy on the bike and in the new market. Additionally, a starvation bottle. Awesome day
czwartek, 26 grudnia 2013
survival_world
December 24 - yesterday.txt
Affirmations:
Excess scrap is removed during fasting
Idea: rafal therapy - finishing things, e.g. organizer
Concept: breath exhale relaxes
I have installed ivone on my phone
I noticed a tricky thing about myself. My second psych is to be able to exercise and live without pain. Now I'm breathing in the office. I'm lying. Peace and quiet. It's 12:10 on my watch. And my next psych to go downhill. Relax.
Affirmations:
He is fabulous in pure intentions
I remain silent or avoid answering
AF the sun
Ester conversation at night. Friendship
I have survived the holiday and I am somewhat proud. I used the principle of no. I want dokladka and my parents didn't want to get married. I took the force and then said that I could not do it. I left home with afrmatia
I turn fear into anger to give me strength
And somehow it worked :)
Night computer. Ester. Chocolate Ecr
Chaotic training implementation in the morning!
poniedziałek, 23 grudnia 2013
don't be surprised
December 23 - don't be surprised
Rafal Pawlik in the morning. We talked about time management. His method: organizer. Mine - intuition and chaos. He is curious about my ecr and the way to live in chaos!
Meet Szymka, talk to him. Training, spending considerable time in the office
Marcin met me in his office, calling me a workaholic.
At home, I told my mother not to freak out. I am proud of myself and summoned my courage. Moreover, I stated that I cannot beat my parents together, although I have a better chance separately
After this quarrel until I had the urge to go out and move out of the house
I ate a bit of sour beans, but a piece of bread could be a medicine
na_skraju_lozka2.0
December 21 - na_skraju_lozka_20
A day written with a one-day delay not to mention the earlier day!
In the morning, the bike is full of energy. I have a day off, I can ride a bike a lot.
Oh, yesterday I wanted to go to nt about pephron and disability pension. Unfortunately, once on the way I gave up and two - it was not 34 Szaflarska Street - or at least I did not see a pephron there. A woman pointed me to a nursing home and a social welfare home. Maybe I would use such a house by the way? Who knows....
New plan: carving / tempering
stick overhang
Crunches
Mobilization of the hips B - handrails
Bench bridge
Fighting
Old plan:
=========
B - Silver handrails (p. Cage | triceps) (slightly)
Zx - Sticks bridge
S2 - Neck slipper
=========
D - Dippy ice cream next to the teznia (triceps | cage)
C7 - Teznia, Patrick. fingers (thumb) (biceps | triceps) (front legs)
C8 - as above, only the front stick
I2 - Narrow moves, wide (back)
Fg - Red flag (hip (a), triceps, oblique)
H2 - Body
P2 - Straight legs. Hips & Legs (turns) (toes | forer)
M2 - Lumbar. Slightly. Receive prod, elbows, bench
Gx - Crunches. ko (better belly) = stol pinpong) hip split)
E2F - Squat Fingers shoulders (book). A chair. vibrations (legs | calves)
=========
W1 + W2 - fighting + vibromassage
Ok back to my journal:
I watched the sun hanging on the road. Durable longer, trees help slightly.
PROBLEM: Work on the affirmations in the fist. Auto-suggestion bending, etc.
It doesn't matter what I say. it is important to work!
Pose on the edge of the bed, hands behind your head to discharge your fear. Peace and quiet. calling a celebration. Maybe this is a good way to survive the weekends at home?
AF: The technique of naming a feeling works just as well, and even better, than affirmation.
AF: I touch this part of the body tenderly
AF: I heal my body with Reiki breath (15 min)
Sunday
December 22 - Sunday
in fact, I don't remember much what I could write here!
I was in jail, but I didn't visit my grandfather
I was cycling a lot of the day.
Worrying about hip pain
Technique of work calm music
Escarpment, silence, relaxation.
Meeting with Łukasz Lopate. Impressed as if I lost weight
niedziela, 22 grudnia 2013
fast_uzdrawiajaca_afirmacja
December 20 - quick_uzdrawiajaca_afirmacja
Today I have developed an interesting way to make an affirmation
I was stressed, or rather under stress, and I am still speaking very fast:
"Whatever it is, I forgive it completely"
Very quickly, as if mentally drained the excess adrenaline
Then I gradually slowed down and there was no longer such a big problem!
apartment rental skawski apartment
looking at toxins in the lungs
Jarek nt daddy breath fire. Healing. Kaja Imagination - it was quite an interesting technique
CONCEPT: ECR for breathing and healing
Mom, you are so struggling under your feet. Daddy mad properly, you should give way
mom
I could answer: every woman gives way when she needs it
Muffled ecr feels clogged. Huge ECR in the new market and in my dad's car. Dad a bit
pissed off that he gave me a ride home and I scared him to ask for it. I could have spoken
affirmations:
I direct fear and turn it into anger to give me strength.
This is how he subconsciously took me as an orphan Mary and pissed me off, he drove me home
And in general, in the new tag in the car, I was touching my body, my hips and I felt good about it.
I had different thoughts and imaginations thanks to which I kind of calmed down.
New Food Affirmation:
I can eat what I want, when I want, as much as I want because I know the secret!
piątek, 20 grudnia 2013
one word
December 19 - one word
I'm at work now. I slept a little to the rhythm of RED's music - Hymn For The Missing.
It was probably the first night that I didn't get sick. I only drank water or ate mandarins. I am very pleased
it got burned.
Yesterday, before leaving work, I also installed the lights with my mcGyver pocket knife. I did pretty well. Even
I told myself in my mind: now you will do nothing to me.
At work, I shared my method with ultrasound to Jarek. I could have aroused a mystery and I unnecessarily betrayed him
my way. However, how to get out of it now? It would seem that Jarek himself has to check this method on his own
eager to believe in its effectiveness. Maybe thanks to the fact that these cadres will act, she will believe and energize this way
with your own thoughts.
AFFIRMATIONS I am asking God that I could be a pure Reiki channel:
At work, I ate the tazze dumplings from last week. They were almost 6 days old. A full meal, I guess I was a bit pleasant too
he fell asleep, but it really burned blogging and pleasant. I'm not complaining :) Maybe if marcin will go for a while
hurry.
I think again about the man who was on the way with me in an ambulance. I wish to avenge his loss ... his harm ...
I also feel a little hypoxic. Slightly sleepy, tired and sleepy ... But everything I experience is
for my best good
Yesterday Hania wrote back to me with a proposal to heal the Reiki of inorganic matter and she uses it herself, only that it works for
while. Today I tested this method in work on Kadridzs and my x lenovo x220 battery
I'm wondering at all - this morning I was more sleepy eating little at night than when I'm frolicking like a pig
bedtime. It's interesting ... Could food be an additional fuel for regeneration during sleep? We will see...
That's just what my interesting observation writes.
oh now I noticed a tempting thing:
all passwords on the agnat (tgs) server are based on the dictionary. I remember at the University of Technology with prof. Nedzy when it was necessary
to set up my password to the account on the PK server, no one could do it. Every now and then a notification popped up and we have a password
based on the dictionary
Probably almost everyone does it - the entries are based on the dictionary ... That's why it's so easy to break it ...
now it reassures me in this as well
It's tempting to use Hydra, and here next to X220 with linux puppy, which looks so great hacker. I just need to
regenerate: sleep, breathe and then maybe I'll get to work - as long as nothing else comes up ...
I got a response from a large importer regarding the table - they can not exchange or return even though I am 12 months old
warranty!
Staring at the affirmations about the psyche, I noticed:
Because revenge is the only goal and meaning of my life at the moment !!!
BEAUTIFUL!
Because it is. Whatever you want, health, strength, muscles or housing is to take revenge!
and maybe that's what to do ...
I am asking God to be a pure Reiki channel ..
and then
Because revenge, because revenge is the only purpose and meaning of my life at the moment !!! ...!
I have just tested water healing with one hand!
Today is such a strange day to work. From the moment of stronger gravity in ponicec, my hips often hurt. Although
I also thought how to use it in a different way: like a dbz chamber / capsule in which there was stronger gravity to
training
A moment ago I was looking for housing offers in Podhale24. I found some interesting offers in NT! One for PLN 650, only in
at the moment I am not able to manipulate this person, thinking about the pain constantly and for the work to end.
Today I also listened to sadSongsChannel1 channel on youtube great music!
AFIRMATIONS:
Please, let me be a pure Reiki channel
K: AF as one word, e.g. straight spine !, Health!
Treat breath as one of your energy sources!
Marcin doesn't mind that I take care of my own affairs!
K: byobraznia rub her hands and soap
Jendo the word: revenge!
A healthy body, a straight spine
I want to be a pure reiki channel for my body!
She always gets everything she wants!
Renting an apartment
Skawski dwelling
looking at toxins in the lungs
środa, 18 grudnia 2013
stable_position_in_work
December 18 - today txt
So far, my legs are hurting. I'm at work. I just finished doing yesterday's overdue entry.
Oh, this morning I had a great urge to print my old apartment advertisement!
But I had a nice idea. I noticed that in my zafu pillow at work I can take out this buckwheat. It's great when it seems really too big to me, which often puts stress on the knees, and sometimes also the hips ...
In addition, a moment ago I developed a new item at work. Something like the one in the bed (pollodka) One foot on the ground, the other a diamond. Quite interesting and gives interesting stability and comfort. It puts less strain on one knee
At work, someone sent Marcin a Trojan under the pretext of an alibaba pdf directory. I told him about this technique, a little bit about my ways and Kevin Mitnick, "I broke people without slogans".
AFIMRATIONS
Internal earphones help you focus on your breathing
Let's get along with Marcin about the window
http://www.windowsmx.pl/zm Modyuj-system/53-windows-7/99- Optimalizacja-i-poprawienie-dziaania-systemu-windows-7
When I left work, I installed a bicycle light myself. My intuition guided me well. I burned the excess energy on my bike. At home, looking at myself in the mirror, I felt as if I had a light, slim, flat stomach. Perfect!
Before leaving with the jar, we had to deal with the printer. I called the HP Center. I have received information that these carcasses cannot be filled. hahaha, why did they make a ball / carcass hole in them? But we managed it and as a last resort I was able to print a new and improved catalog. Perfect!
I also lost my reflective wristband today. Either she's on the road or she's been somewhere in blachotrapezie ...
MalcolmX announced Windows 7 MXn editions
wtorek, 17 grudnia 2013
afirmacja_smierc_apteka
December 17 - today txt
Krishnamurti: When something is done it loses its value for a long time
CODE: Never apologize
AFFIRMATION: I get an additional job
Method to get a job: send your CV. People prefer to see than hear.
Work: Leaving a remote computer at work. Repair at home
CONCEPT: Reabiling the sun?
HTTRACK Template monster
AFFIRMATION: I want revenge, I want death
Work: The principle of yes to no. Sell off and you will be attracted. Lower and you will increase your value
AFFIRMATION: Whatever it may be, I forgive it completely
AFFIRMATION: The power of Reiki heals / builds my body
Affirmation of the death of parents. I won't have to run away from home
Pharmacy affirmation. I wrote down the arguments in my notebook: after all, no one has time to study certain things as thoroughly. After all, a good friend of my father's ... etc .. And I only changed the zero to 6 so that the date was fairly accurate.
In the evening before going to sleep, I listened to the chakra sound of my 16gb flash drive. I liked these sounds very much!
AFFIRMATION: The power will harden and sculpt my body!
In addition, after leaving work, I went to a bicycle to buy a light so that it would be faster. Grzesiek gave us PLN 300 for the holidays that I gave to Mommy with Zalando. I finished the new catalog (still fixes) of slippers. I like it very much. And in the evening, these death affirmations and pharmacy affirmations that I liked very much. Especially the affirmation of death. again this fear so that no one notices it ... I hope that everything will turn out well and my affirmation will be able to compensate for the balance (balance) with my parents ...
poniedziałek, 16 grudnia 2013
interview_test_of_work
December 16 - interview_test_o_prace
Nothing much happened after all. I am at work and I am waiting impatiently until Marcin will leave
TRAINING:
3x crunches - front legs
CODE:
When something is done it loses its value for a long time
Never apologize
Method to get a job: send your CV. People prefer to see than hear.
Job interview. Koperniak. Test phones. Read the ads carefully. It may even be better not to call and send your CV right away. People don't like answering the same questions over and over again.
Leaving the remote computer at work. Repair at home
CONCEPT: Reabiling the sun
Ht track templates
In the evening, Grzeogrz wrote and checked 2 of his cards on the tablet ... They work ... Well, I did not check it, but only superficially
Affirmations:
I remain silent or avoid answering
I want revenge, I want death
niedziela, 15 grudnia 2013
po_chaotycznej_glodowce
December 15 - today txt
rglrodyr rlreczyr rwszrelkrireyr rchryroryobry!
rgregrorry rspredzrayr rczrasyr rz ryrodzrinra yrnriremrayr rczrasruyr ranriyr rchrecriyr rtruyr rprofitryr
Vibrating mattress - getting into relaxation
Vibromasase (drazek)
Wfm hips (drazek)
Hear you weakly!
Everything comes by itself
Ask and you will be given!
Technique: I have a business to do!
Help for patients injured as a result of a doctor's error / Highest compensation
I am a little afraid of my combination with my studies
AF: The technique of "saying nothing to your parents" protects yourself
AF: without blowing your lungs too much
200 PLN ham
Avenge the wrong man
hamster free:
evoonya
hamsters
I'm so sorry buddy
that I was not able to help you
SORRY!
I will do my best to drm
he paid us for it
I was more lucky
which you didn't have
Don't let your suffering be wasted!
DBZ when I don't want to exercise
Charging the battery for children - Concept
Tombak battery
Whatever (..) connects into a logical whole
I release myself that (...) the weights are destroying the joints
How to make weights
Super belly - front legs
Day plan: Morning bike, martial arts, drag
K: long reabiling of the radiator
K: Reiki battery healing
CONCEPT: Ki Energy Control (Aura)
http://pl.dragonball.wikia.com/wiki/Energia_ki
This is how I deleted the diary / codex from my computer today. I moved to my shell server. I am using the simple pico editor - why learn complicated commands in the vim editor?
CONCEPT: How to use excess energy in the body?
AFIRMATIONS:
People do the simple things I ask them to do
Everyone is screwing up with deadlines
Not everything has to be perfectly accurate (I waste time)
Do things quickly and reasonably accurately
Stopped by the police. It was the second time when I was going to zaryte. This time they won't give it to me.
Contact with Jarek Klavny, Malgosia and Mateusz Labuda. things still not quite taken care of
After the chaotic starlets:
waist: 78cm
biceps are still 38.3cm #zajebiscie!
sobota, 14 grudnia 2013
chaotyczny_suchy_post
December 14 - chaotic dry fast
TODAY: // chaotic dry fasting!
Weights - under the influence of ECR, I established left-leg / right-hand and vice versa
Returning shoes gora albert (carefour) - only 3 months warranty
Finally, sending the table back!
Mateusz, the computer failed again. I guess it's because of the cold (contacts). Then, in the middle of the day, he was walking properly!
I don't have much water for today. I only filled 0.5l of alberta water. So I decided to do a chaotic dry fast. I have breathing techniques: earth, water, fire, which I will help myself with. I still have wind, but I don't know this technique very well yet
I feel great soreness in my hands after these weights. Muscles fantastically discharged
Already at the beginning, when I got to work - it's cold in here. I help myself with the breath of fire to warm myself up. ELEGANTLY! I feel much warmer. In addition, the muscles in the hands were positively discharged. It's good! In a moment I will take measurements!
In addition, in the morning, under the influence of cream with cocoa and buns (these are one of the best foods for stimulating the ECR), I elegantly relieved the tension in the muscles on the stick
TRAINING
Stretching between the fingers
Weights
Bridge bench / small drazek
I thought a bit about the last conversation I had with the donata. The last few months have had a really high sense of worth, and after talking to her, for a moment I felt like a creep again!
CONCEPT: Graphics Card Rebaling Radiator + Ultrasound!
NEXT DAY:
I forgot to mention and tested drawing energy from the sun. After just a few times, I could hold out for a few seconds!
In addition, I made an appointment with Hania for the New Year's Eve :)
piątek, 13 grudnia 2013
lenovox220
December 13 - lenovox220
NEXT DAY:
JOB:
I got a new order to write a website ribond.pl
Alan crashed: "Hello Klystlian: D" - I promised him to download some cool fairy tales
Earlier I finished. Hairdresser. Uri boyka. The hairstyle almost rubbed against the ideal!
In addition, before leaving, the IT specialist asked me about our boss: "what are we doing? Or is he late with payments?"
Wow, these 64GB Samsung cards are banging on to me! I put them in the microwave for ultrasounds!
So I was wondering if Moca Reiki can heal and regenerate laptop batteries!
At home, feeling guilty, I ate potato pancakes. Pros: The feeling of satiety was nice and the overeating passed quickly and turned into energy! A single meal without much fuss!
I installed a bicycle bag and started wearing reflective bands.
Lenovo X220 came to me - it looks like a beautiful laptop! Magnificent
czwartek, 12 grudnia 2013
KKK
April 1 - PrimaAprilis
It is 1:09 am. I woke up a moment ago. My methods did little to help me. I still have a bad cold, it even feels stronger than before.
I decided to take the remnants of lemon and in addition I wanted to drink terribly. So I took 2 cups of coffee with honey. It was what I felt like doing. In addition, I did a nettle too and am considering taking the NAC. I have a fondness for this preparation and I will read about it in a moment when it comes to colds.
oh, also before going to bed I took baking soda to rinse my throat and nose. It moistened the throat and mucous membranes a little. Now at least it doesn't hurt me that much.
I also took the book Immediate Healing and found out how to deal with a cold. 2 cups of water which I have already done, a blanket of forgiveness. A cold I can conclude is the suppression of anger and you have to explain to your body that you don't need to get angry anymore.
I just found how to check who visited me on facebook. Here is the link:
http://niebezpiecznik.pl/post/jak-sprawdzic-kto-przegladal-twoj-profil-na-facebooku/
03:19 - I fell into a nap. I woke up, drank nettle and took 600mg NAC.
It is 7:17. I guess I don't feel better. I had a dream that I was in college. I was sitting in a bench on the left back with Artur Krasinski. The teacher was picking on me that one sheet of notes was broken. It was like a physics / math lesson ...
When my parents were gone, I stuffed myself with the dough like a pig. I regretted it, I told myself affirmations: white sugar is fucking poison. It destroys my mighty body. But on the other hand, I used to say to myself: there are holidays. I hate the world, you have to stuff up like a pig.
I was afraid to forge the vertebrae in the spine again, so then I put a massage mattress on the bed and my whole body vibrated. I felt how my bones are strengthening and cleansing my body of toxins. After 30 minutes I entered such a meditative relaxation. Now my body is extremely relaxed - my eyes are moisturized. I feel great. I will add that I did it immediately after eating a meal. After the eyes and the body I feel that the meal has been absorbed, the body is firm and juicy, the eyes are moisturized, as if it has helped the digestion of this meal.
I see. I mixed a lot of cake, mainly lemon with orange juice and sugar. I added Citrosept to it - it drips poorly. I will take NAC in a moment, I would like to train in the afternoon.
It is 3:06 pm. But I wish I was stuffed like a pig with this cake. Fuck, but this will motivate me not to lose cakes and sweets like a pig. White sugar is a POISON FUCKING that destroys my powerful body. In addition, my head hurts more than lunch. But he is ill for a long time, and up to 4 days. With garlic it would only be 2 days ... Why is that stupid Echinacea practically not working? Probably because I got caught on the first day with the window open.
Afternoon training at home. Tomorrow at 8:00 to Rafal. I told my mother that I was going to have treatments at that time. I wonder if it would be possible to postpone these treatments for some morning hours?
I only found a salad for dinner. Although I ate her quite a lot. It seems to me that the vertebrae in the thoracic spine have returned to their condition again.
In addition, I think that NAC, although I'm not sure (it's too early to say anything yet) has caused little chlamydia to pass through my body. I watched a movie for the evening with my family about this slim fit guy who lost his memory. And when the pain did not travel again, I imagined a circle of various thoughts, dreams and imaginations. Gotta get it back! How I felt well then. I have to get this state back.
Eh, I guess I missed it, because this is where the cpn appeared in my thumb.
I also read today a Trakai book about chakras and possibilities, but I think I will read it tomorrow. I think it is going away, the headache is less. I ate little for dinner, a nutritious meal. April 2 - Hopono
00:15
Great joke:
http://niebezpiecznik.pl/post/nasz-wczorajszy-zart-na-prima-aprilis-z-facebookiem/
This is how I woke up at midnight. I'm cold ... I'm going to bed.
From Facebook I found out that producing 1 grosz costs 5 gr.
I was in the morning at 8:00 at Rafal Pawlik's. We talked about a multiple personality, about my stay in Wroclawska, about how people deliberately make crazy themselves to go to Rent. I told me how they wrote to me on Wroclawska. We also talked a little bit about Esotericism about the esoteric school I want to enter.
Then I went to Malgosia to buy garlic. By the way, I bought a few apples. I went through Skarpa to the PPU to change the hours of my treatments, unfortunately I failed. By the way, I wanted to spend some time to come back home later.
At home, I ate breakfast and 3 kills of time to kill the cold virus. He wants a quick healer. I already know that garlic is the best for colds. 2 days is enough for a heal, 3 days you are healthy. Echinacea is also very effective, but I got caught unnecessarily at this window. In the following days, Echinacea helped me little. As a matter of fact, I started Echinacea therapies in order to get rid of chlamydia in particular from the heart and tailbone.
In the afternoon I felt much better and even wanted to start training. For dinner I ate 1 pig, after which I felt full of energy. A light meal gives me energy! My mom was a bit clingy and that's not enough, I even had a tag in my head again or to take another one to satisfy her. Somewhere even in the subconscious it was: maybe I ate a little, I will eat one more to get stuffed. Ultimately, however, this conflict simply put the dish in the dishwasher and went to the room to listen to the sound of heilting - the sounds of health hemi sync in which I deeply believe! In the end, they worked sensational in the hospital in Wrocławska Street.
Around 16-17, I started training in the Park. I did forearm spins and squats. However, I felt too weak for a full training session. I feel that I still lack strength! So I went home and told myself that this training session will be done tomorrow afternoon. It will be 24 hours. For the evening I will take 2-3 more balls of the flower, These balls are just very small.
Kregi hens in the thoracic and lumbar spine. I'm going to practice panic now.
Today came a package of Tea of Yerba and Guaran. Somehow I want to read my diary from the overdue months.
A moment ago I registered with Stanisław Mruk. There was a conflict of disagreement. Well, at the outset, he answered firmly and firmly and it is impossible to register. I ask and next week, he says NO! Finally I said aha, and I wanted to hang up. I think I misunderstood something, because in the end he registered me on Friday. Instead of plotting in such a way as not to upset him, I could clearly and straightforwardly say: you cannot hear the Lord! probably poor coverage! That would openly and straightforwardly resolve the matter.
Reading the February diary:
Sorry, forgive me, please, thank you, I love you
I wrote to Esther regarding the seeds of MJ. I think I know where I can go. Somewhere in a clearing in Maciejowa, where I called this place "choose the unknown!". I feel they will be safe there. To check this place, I can go and sunbathe for one day. Alternatively, if I can't stand there for one day, I can stay for 1 hour and check if anyone will be there.
Today I am writing from April 3, yesterday I forgot to title the diary.
In the evening I practiced Hopono cleansing
Sorry, forgive me, please, thank you, I love you.
I think I felt subtle effects, as if everyone wanted to destroy me, attack me, and I don't care. I am kind, calm, understanding towards others, but others do not accept it. They want to destroy me, unfortunately ... April 3 - 4 Angels
I woke up relatively late. I got up a little before 6:00. I made 3 coffees. Back in mind: meditation, meditation, meditation ...
Now, recently at around 7:00, my mother entered. She asked if Szymon wrote back. She decided to report the matter to the police. I will add that yesterday I almost fell asleep on my back. However, I heard my mother talking behind the walls and she wanted to report the matter to the police and it woke me up. Later I couldn't sleep on my back anymore, so I fell over to my right or left side.
I wonder whether to start training today 8:00 in the morning ...
I wrote youri buka on YouTube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpfTq-DxhqM
in addition, I was looking for a running music playlist.
I found an interesting website:
http://www.ezo-ogloszenia.pl/
Oh fuck, mom called the cops. The police are here. She interrogates mom and david. I'm tucked in my room, I hope I won't be questioned. I'm here monitoring this situation.
I ordered MJ seed for the first time in my life. hah, what a joy: D
Yesterday on ezo-announcements I sent 2 emails about free healing. Today I got one text message. I suppose that since this person bothered to text him on this matter, he is beginner. In addition, he does it for free and one session. Probably the next screenings may be payable.
I just finished my treatments. That's how I remember them. He was a guy who I think had a little neurological problem, but cool guy. He put peat slices on me. The quality of the rooms leaves a lot to be desired. For a lady in registration, I will have to return 2.50 for something green under the body. In addition, the Guy massaged poorly. The massage lasted about 5-7 minutes, I still applied some cream to which I was disgusted. Then solux. During solux, I really wanted to pee. After the procedure was over, a mother with a young child entered the treatment. I went to pee - for God's sake ... I was wondering why he was baking me? And I found out. It is this cream, with the addition of solux, that made it more strongly absorbed into the areas close to the intimate zones and kidneys. That's why hell me. I left. I felt the urge to run. Nerves about health and adrenaline. While running, I imagined the cold air cooling my urinary tract ... Hehe: D
I took off my cream at home. I thought that I would not be wrong at this hour, especially that my mother would be pissed. I will endure. I feel the need for a lump of water with plenty of lemon. I have already brewed water in the kettle.
In addition, I decided to write to a guest whom I met 2 years ago in Gex regarding the Lenovo warehouse. Surprisingly, he still remembered me. Wow. He gave me the contact information for the company "koncept.pl" Rafal Kurka. Phone 660724214 and 126330076. I accessed their website from the phone, but I think they are not specialized enough to order my own Lenovo x220 tablet for me.
During the solux session, I had a feeling to check my email. I felt that Anielica would write back to me. It was so too. As she wrote that I am terribly tense and we have postponed it in 2 hours, I have to light a white candle and relax.
As for the procedures, I have the impression that the area of the lumbar spine with the hips hurts a bit more.
Once I read an article somewhere about getting things you want. It involved visualization, of course, but visualization in an unusual way, so as to print the object you like very much and hang it on the wall. Look at him often. I remember even the movie Mamuski, where they got an old TV and a car in this way - always something :)
A moment ago I found out from the Angel and I have as many as 4 Angels with me. Anielica also wrote something like this: "You don't have diseases anymore :)" But I'm impatient, I'm waiting impatiently for the rest of the message.
I wrote on Chlamydioza.pl An announcement regarding the resale of Buhner's herbs.
Wow, but I was glad a moment ago. I checked in Free Google Monitor under the slogan of commissioned programming. My website is in second place on google, right behind the offer. And it's practically empty: D: D I'm fucking, but I'm glad: D Amazing how a good domain gives such amazing results. Wow. And it's empty there, nothing. Oh fuck, you gotta get to work. I don't want to go to sleep tonight. I have a great start to work on April 4 - PoczytajKurwaJezusa
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I woke up in the morning, then exercised. This time I ate 2 apples before training.
I did not want to exercise terribly. I was doing it by force. Then there is such a nonsense of life. Full of hatred for my fucking father. Fucking Run and motherfucker !!!
I was lying on my stomach in bed to discharge my emotions.
Just like yesterday evening, I was full of enthusiasm, especially when my website under the slogan of contract programming was in second place on Google. Today I don't feel like anything. It would be nice to win 100 million, live carefree for the rest of your life and not worry about anything !!! Nothing.
In the morning I took measurements. Theoretically, nothing has increased, nothing has come. Though, I did only measure biceps and waist and weight of course. I did not measure the rest. In any case, I suppose it was the effect of a poorly diversified diet, I was still ill - I had a cold. Well, I think so ... That's why Ania was shaking.
I have planned a Healing Fast for today from 14:00. Tomorrow I'm going to Mruk.
I just returned from medical treatments. I gave a delay of 2.50 to registration for this pseudo "green blanket". The guy from Borowina informed me that he would not be here tomorrow, but I told the massage guy that I was allergic to this cream. He even noticed a rash somewhere on my back. There was another woman on the solux, there was also a marriage with a child. They told the child some fairy tales.
After the treatments, I went to the chimon. They detained him in prison for turning a tractor. I wanted to laugh. Earlier he wrote if I could lend him some money. I guess he needs a lot if he didn't even want to talk to me about it. Even so I thought whether I should just give him this money ...
Just now because I feel a bit of a drop in energy at 4:00 pm I took a teaspoon of guarana raw to increase my performance during training. It is true that I have fasting from 2 p.m. to 2 p.m., but I will treat guarane as an aid to fasting.
Moreover:
I will name the entry fee with a starch: Purple Glodowka!
Suddenly, today I wanted to write an old Trojan, which I once called HEYAH ... I wonder what suddenly took me ... With a function to do something like a web control center on this free hosting server, PHP support. Wow, that would be a work. But I would start writing it practically all over again. The old Trojan was based on Piglet. Wow, it would be a beautiful work! To improve my skills in MySQL, I would support it instead of writing commands in txt files. Wow, something beautiful :) ActiveX applet for remote desktop control :))
A moment ago Paszczak called, but somehow I didn't feel like meeting him. Hence I told a lie and I am in Krakow at the doctor's. Fortunately, my conscience doesn't bother me. I don't like to lie, but luckily my conscience doesn't bite me.
Now I'm looking at these service apps. Man, it's a little hard to write. There are no standard components. There is nothing...
Don't search - everything comes by itself when you are ready - message from one of the angels.
It is time to put spiritual science into practice. Hmm, that's probably why you wrote to me :) "ASK FOR YOUR DATA".
Take care of your immunity. Look at your body, you have information in it. If something harms you - give it up. If you want to drink - drink. Listen to yourself.
hah I'm still thinking about it: Read Jesus Fuck ...
Even to paraphrase this, I came up with a funny affirmation: Read Jesus Fuck, and the pain disappears !!! : / April 5 - Apple Glodowka
It's 5:15 pm, time to start
I got up somewhere around 2:00 am. I went to the kitchen for something to warm up. I also ate 1 or 2 apples, I don't remember exactly. At that time, I had some ideas and a great enthusiasm to write something about guarana on my blog. Time has passed and I wrote little about guarana in practice. Besides, I don't remember what else I was doing at that time.
Between 5 and 6, I started to gather. I packed yesterday's sandwiches to give them to the animals in the basket, I brewed Yerbe on the road instead of herbs. On the bus to Mszana I drank them for the first time, they had such a pungent Indian smell. I also took some apples, road medication. Oh, my dear, I still have them in my pocket. I'm going to get rid of them and I'll be right back to writing today.
Before I left, my mother noticed me. I told her that I was going to Nowy Targ.
I went to Mszana by bus. The busier to Limanowa was not supposed to exchange 100 zlotys. So I went to Tesco to buy chewing gum. There, the woman also had problems with the release, but luckily she succeeded. I even used the toilet for PLN 1 in Tesco and returned to Busiarz. I went to Limanowa.
We got there much faster than last time, in about 40 minutes per eye. I could make an appointment with mruek even at 9:00 am.
And I went on foot to the old village. On the way, I asked 2-3 people if I was going well. I was about 15 minutes early. Around 8:45. What a departure! So the murmur took me first. He corrected this last painful lumbar disc. All in all, I told him that the lumbar pain didn't hurt me anymore, but luckily he corrected him anyway. His pain is now imperceptible, although I suppose the pain was a bit different, kind of tired than crushing like in the case of the thoracic and cervical vertebrae.
Then I waited about 2 hours in the corridor, counting that someone would take me with him. Unfortunately, I miscalculated, nobody was going towards Mszana Dolna. I waited in the corridor until about 11:00. About 2h. At that time, I was browsing the internet. There were as many as 2 unsecured networks next to Mruk. Interestingly, there was a fog and during the fog there was a better range, because when the fog ended I had problems with the connection, I had to go outside to have any range. I was able to update ClockWorldMod (whatever it is) necessary to update the new operating system.
Being at mruka's, I had a lot of ideas for various things that I wrote down in text messages as notes. Here they are:
- Will small doses of creatine restore my super-fast working mind?
- Do you decide to have a testicular surgery? # these two are questions for that clairvoyant Vanessa I found yesterday. He allegedly does this without cards and asks no questions like other fairies do
- Android eavesdropping, or your own eavesdropping program
- Writing Android programs (delphiDroid)
- Selling the Zus ID card
- A multi-search engine program
- Purchase of books
- False ID of the Disabled Group for traveling
- Solar Charger
- Oskar University of Podhale
I went, on foot I went to Limanowa to the station. Luckily, this guy was leaving right away. In Mszana I went to Tesco. I craved apples very much. The ones I took from home, I ate at Mruk's in the waiting room. There were Ligole apples in Tesco for only 2.49. Delicious and at a lower price than at Farmer's. I went to the stop, I met Oskar who was returning. I found out that he is doing a school for the Gardener here. Cook. He already has a brown karate belt and we had a little chat in general. It was fun to meet him. Somehow I feel like talking to Oskar rather than to Maks. We made an initial appointment for Thursday.
In rabka I went to Niedzwiadek, there was Echinacea, or rather Jezowka Purple to brew for only: 3.60: D: D Hahaha. Being there was also some young woman who asked about some preparations.
Then I went for treatments, I guess. I think I stopped by Kefirka for a while, although I'm not sure anymore. But I guess so because today there was no farmer. After all, today is Friday and probably studying. Then I went for treatments earlier. However, before I went for a mud massage and a lamp, I ate 2 apples at the Concert Cafe. It wasn't this guy from Mud, there was a woman. She wasn't too talkative. My tailbone started to lighten up already and I didn't take the ointment with me. I tried to put on the tailbone somehow, but I think it worked out on average
The massage guy was happy to be here a little earlier. We talked a bit about packing. He said I had great back muscles (butterflies as he put it). But a nice compliment :) Then to the lady from the lamp. Very nice, she asked if it helped. You can see that the woman wanted to help me :) On my way out, I asked a woman who had a green lamp on her face, I asked what such treatments are used for. She told me it was for the upper respiratory tract.
I left and wondered where to go now. So I went to WIKA to ask if they had a coaxial cable for the antenna, unfortunately they didn't. Then to that across the river - they had there. The ends of 2 PLN and the cable 1 PLN per meter. Elegant, I guess that's what I needed. I wonder if the guest would agree to 10cm: D
Oh, I was in Malgosia before. I was walking through Skarpa. In Malgosia I had a terrible desire for cabbage rolls. I bought 3 and I was fed up. But somewhere in my subconscious mind said: I ate too little .... I also bought nuts in a ladybug. I ate them all and until now I am very full, and from that moment it has been up to 3 hours. I bought nuts fried with onions, I wonder what I took so much for fried. Actually, I would eat these cabbage rolls more and more willingly, but I took the nuts somehow to stuff myself.
Then almost directly to the house park. I met an older woman with an older man who paid attention to me. They did not ask, maybe they thought that I had recovered.
Nothing special at home, my mother exercised. I started writing the Diary and stuff ... I was taking notes. I am waiting for the phone to load and I will update the operating system to Android 4.1
Oh, I sat down in front of Bash's script. I found out what's wrong
if [$ 1 == $ 2]; then #blad
if [$ 1 == $ 2]; then # correct
There were no stupid spaces.
While I was at Mruk's house, just before the Bus to Mszana Dolna, I read the Mail from Anielica. She said that no affirmation would help me and said that if she wanted to, she healed more than one disease and can help me ... I wonder how much ... April 6 - Work from Marta.
As usual, I woke up full of hate. I slept on my side, I think my automatic body shifted into this position
For breakfast I ate 2 apples, a banana, then 3 slices of bread with butter and some cheese. I ate well. Somehow I wanted to eat a few slices of butter.
I took measurements for the gliders, and also a summary of the training. RELATIVE: nothing has come, nothing has decreased. I suppose it's a result of a poor diet. Little protein. Now one week off and from next week resume training with a proper Protein diet: milk, cottage cheese, nuts. However, I have certainly gained strength. I was able to easily do 12 dips in 6 series. There is definitely a plus here with the current training.
Ah, I have planned the last training for Monday. In addition, today I am the day after Mruk's treatments, maybe I will do some training in the afternoon.
Tips I got from the Angel:
- Pay more attention to your body # fucking I do it all the time
- Pay attention to spoken words # that I do not really understand ...
- Stop thinking about pain # like fucking pain, how fucking it hurts. In order not to think about pain, it must not hurt
- Read the words of Jesus # I will not read Catholic nonsense
- Don't look ... everything comes by itself when you are ready # I agree with that, I stopped looking for a long time. I hope for a lot of luck.
- The time has come to put your spiritual science into practice. ASK FOR YOUR DATA "- I fully agree.
Oh, I took 100mg of Tramal today. I think I feel its first effects. It's pretty good. Interestingly, I stopped the tram a little after breakfast, about 2 hours after. Ok 11. Now it's close to 13 and it should be like that. It's been 2 hours and I feel blogging. Mom wants me to vacuum. I think I will do it and then I will have less stress on my head :)
I just got a job interview. Great persuasion, I said what is my forte. I don't know much about the pages.
Conversation with Anielica. Klotnia and then come to an agreement. For a moment, some new conversation, something new in life. I looked at the world differently.
I repaired Monika's computer today. 3 minutes of work, problem with the hanging explorer. I got 2 beers as a proof of thanks: D7 April - Vanessa
In the morning, around 2:00 am, I woke up. During this time, I auditioned the films Jasnovidz Vanessa. Oh, I also got an answer from her in relation to my question. She wrote that my question: "What should I do to get a positive result on Lyme and Chlamydia tests?" Cure Lyme disease will be easier and chlamydia more difficult. And she said she would treat the question as a joke.
I had to correct it and explain to her, because I care about the answers, right ... Now I think to myself, if I will later pay her 200 PLN for unlimited questions, will my 20 questions not be treated like that? Maybe I will add a few 5-7 most important questions to which I would like to know the answer. Well, we'll see how I deal with this question for now.
Some time ago there was a website aleksanderdeyev.pl on gmail - healing the soul. I entered this site but forgot about it. Moments ago, about 30 minutes on Facebook, in the company of obenauts, someone wrote a post that today on Radio Paranormalium at 8:30 pm there will be an interview with this Alexander Deyev about the healing of the soul.
I wrote it down, and now I downloaded mp3 files from the broadcast from his site. I wonder if these are the same files that are supposed to be today at 20:30? The guest charges PLN 500 per working week. A lot, little? If it worked? On the other hand, I do not want to heal my soul somehow. I want to be full of hate! To have indestructible responses, to swallow the tram regularly and to live in solitude peacefully.
I wrote to Esther on the Psychedelic Substances: mushrooms, cacti, ayahuasca etc ... Maybe thanks to something like this I will manage to reach deeper states of consciousness ...
I am also thinking of taking a DXM tonight ... although, this week I want to get a blood test? Although with my great diet it should definitely be fine :)
I watched videos on Youtube today. Something about Atlantis now buffers the power of thought. I watched lying on the vibrating mattress. The perfect excuse to make this massage more enjoyable.
A while ago I spent some time with Simon. I haven't been with him for ages as long as we watched the Vacation Diaries, as a mean fairy tried to break up a woman's relationship because she liked this guy.
Anielica wrote to me - she says that since we started writing about Angels, etc., she is feeling bad, her head started to ache terribly. He doesn't know what's going on ... April 8 - Today.txt
Yesterday I went to sleep quite early, between 20-21. I got up quite late around 6:00 in the morning. I slept for a long time, probably because recently I sleep on my side, I don't stretch before going to sleep, which gives this effect. But thanks to this I know how my techniques to improve sleep have a colossal impact on my body
I ate breakfast quite early around 8:00. I was a bit hungry. Already after 2 hours I felt a slight hunger, I drank Yerba - I think this tea does not stimulate me at all compared to guaranosis.
Mum and dad went somewhere, we were left alone.
I talked to Esther a little about Salvia and Ayauasca. Initially, he offered me Szalwie because ahauascsa gives too realistic psychedelic effects. I agreed with him and promised myself that as soon as I received the money, I would buy myself a sage.
In a moment I'm going to breathe a little to the rhythm of the vibrating mattress on my bed.
Some time ago I went to send herbs to this Lyme guy. Shipping costs higher than I expected, this Polish post office is constantly increasing the price. In addition, coming back, I had a feeling that it is already spring (although there is snow) and maybe it is also open. I was not wrong. The thesis was open. I poodled a little diaphragmically, in the same nose 4-4-4, then 4-4-4-4 checking which technique is best for me.
Now in a moment I'm going to the orthopedist Wolski. I have already prepared an excuse why I came so late.
I checked the description of Kaja he has for some time. Ti odio - I hate you. I suppose those words are addressed to me. I wonder if it was before or after we broke up ...
I came back from dr. Wolski. A bit of a nurse was grumbling that she was writing urgent here! We do not have such long terms, although the nurse was quite nice. I met Wolski, these were the last hours of his work and he wanted to go home quickly. He said he would do an MRI. It was fast, 5 minutes.
Maybe that's the advantage of coming for the last hour. The doctor is in a hurry to go home then, the last patients, so it is easier to arrange certain things then :)
When I left the office, one older gentleman was picking on me with a stick: You are healthy: D I will excuse myself like this: tearz is such a control visit. He says: yeah, arrange something, try to figure it out: D: D
Then I went to the Farmer. Here I realized: I have absolutely nothing to talk about with the farmer. Dead silence on my part, despite so many months of writing the diary, I have not yet fully regained my good talk and the power of Ripost cuts. It's probably the fault of the home atmosphere. House faults, I have to move out of here ... I have to!
We had a little chat with the farmer, but as I say, dead silence on my part. More asking questions. Just like Kasia once when she was still with me. Now I'm a listener. I also bought Ligole apples. There was also a lady later who also bought Ligole. He asks her: the ligoles are the best: she confirms it. Marcin replied: Man, I wonder if I shouldn't increase the price: D
I had a beer at home. I thought whether or not I should go to the Szymek, I will give him dinner by the way. Unfortunately, moments later David comes. It says that what is going to the terme. I wanted to go to the chimera at that time, maybe we could have a beer together, maybe he would shave my head by the way. But David says: Simon is coming with us.
I'm alone ... But I don't feel bad about it. I like loneliness! It also has its advantages, sometimes so many times from time to time I want to meet someone, but then I want to be alone again ... I drink myself beer.
Oh, in the morning I also printed a photo of Denis Siergowski. As a visualization of my goal, my desired figure. Now it will get better into the subconscious - at least I hope so
It's a little after 6:00 PM. Warka strong, I feel horny: D: DRano I went to Rafal Pawlik at 8:30.
I talked to Rafal a bit why I gave up two weeks ago to come to him. I told him that nothing big had happened, I just didn't want to come to him. I was wondering whether to tell him that I broke up with Kaja that day, but I forgave myself.
We also talked about Meditation. I told him again about my achievements from nearly 2 years ago, about Shambhala, and I do not like their approach to meditation. I told you how big plans and dreams are related to Meditation.
Afternoon treatments: mud, then massage. There was a very nice girl with soluks, maybe a bit older than me, I liked her. Then I went to Marcin to buy chewing gum, but before that, I must have tried to change the coins in the exchange office, but they didn't accept it. In Malgosia, however, they only accepted the euro. Coming home.
When I returned, I asked Szymek to shave my head on the Iroquois. As for the first time, we had a great cooperation. He did it quite well. A ladybug machine, because mine had a cable and there was nowhere to connect it. I was a bit disgusted with getting this shaved under my armpits, but in the end I took a risk.
When I got back from the treatments, I also spoke a little to my mother. It was dirty in the hallway: Mom knew she wasn't going to clean it up now. I tell her: don't clean up ... And so the discussion broke out, and I had great regret and grudge against myself and I lost the power of my cut retorts. I have lost my creative and brilliant mind. I feel bad, I feel sucked. And again desperately balls, juggling, writing a diary to strengthen my mental potential, and I still can't regain my former power !!! WHORE! I don't even want to play Tetris and brain challenges. I don't even want to do morning stretching.
I don't feel like anything, I would like to exercise and burn all day ... April 10 - April's Blood
I woke up at around 2:00 in the morning. I sat in front of the computer for a while, I downloaded some old NLP recordings to my phone, for which I paid 300 zlotys. Then I listened to some new manipulation by Lewandowski and fell asleep. I woke up a little after 5:30, I lay a little more in bed. Normally a long time ago this lounging would have made me sleeper even more, but this lounging gave me energy and I got up to get ready for the NT departure.
Oh, at two o'clock in the morning I must have eaten an orange and an apple.
After 6:00 a.m. I had a little coffee, ate an apple and hit the road. I brewed Yerbe tea, but decided that I will not be so heavy on the tachal road. So I only took apples, butter, x-rayed documents and books for sale.
I went by bus, on the way I met Hubert Zywiol. Penwie went to school or college, but more likely to go to college since he is David's age. I took the bus ticket from the bus driver and went to the hospital. Ewelina Miskowiec with Agnieszka Smolecka also got out in front of the hospital. I asked them what they were doing here - it turns out that they are nurses. Something came out of this conversation for me, I said that the nurses earn little. They want to leave for 2,000 zlotys. They asked what I was doing here: I told them that I came to see the doctor.
First, I went to register with Macinkowski, although the deadline was 30 April. There were no timelines anymore. Then I went to the MRI, but because it was 7:30 the MRI wasn't active yet. I was talking to the patients outside the door. I met Adam the computer scientist on his way to the MRI - I've already seen him here in the hospital once. It's probably even good - if he ever met my father and talked about me - I have a strong alibi and I'm often in the hospital.
I wanted to pee, but because the toilets here in the hospital stink, I went to the Labor Office. There the lounges are very clean and fragrant. Then I went to donate blood. I was wondering about the safety shoes, but the Lord gave me when I entered. Really very nice women work there.
I had to complete the survey again. At the end I left the question: "do you pose a threat / risk of contamination". I guess it was question no. 4. I noted that I was treated for Rzrzaczka and skin diseases related to butcher's disease. As a last resort, I said I was not a threat. Earlier, when I registered and gave my ID card: I was a little afraid that something had gone wrong, some scandal. Czuelm that the lady behind the computer seemed to have some doubts. I looked away, pretending to read a leaflet on the wall, but found that I must be doing a wrong thing, and then started looking at her. Once somewhere on the side, sometimes on her. And we did it.
Later, when the Lady took a blood sample from her Finger, she no longer had a grudge against the Butcher. Everything is OK. I went to the doctor who was supposed to check me out. He only examined the blood pressure properly. I think 145/65. He didn't even examine the mouth, eyes, and lymph nodes. It's probably even good, because I had a red dot on the left side and those red dots under the tongue. It worked.
Then for a blood donation. I felt a bit cramped when donating blood, the nurse must have put the needle in the wrong way. I specially chose the bed closer to the computer to be able to see what is written there. This time I don't think I was marked in red. Jupi! : D I was highlighted in green like a normal patient. I gave up the blood, then tea in the company of this obese Lady. Oh, the lady told me how exactly I thought up the elbows: D She joked, she was very nice.
And the prize is 8 chocolates, juice and canned food. I went to registration, got 10 PLN for the ticket and left. Oh, I also noted that my mother's blood group 0Rh + or -. I felt it was probably a rare blood group, I am a universal donor, but I can only accept blood type Rh-.
I'm about to check on my relatives how rare this blood type is.
And no, Firefox has crashed in addition. Fuck it, it seems to me that it is a rare blood type and you could make money selling it. It would be nice to earn from 500 PLN on giving Blood.
In the corridor I talked to some old gentleman who said how in the past you received 12 chocolates, 100 PLN, a few hams and something else. That's why everyone gave blood. One grandmother was pissed at having to keep filling out the questionnaires. I am surprised by her behavior ... For me, these shoes are OK!
I went to the buffet, rested there, ate a little. Forging in the thoracic spine worried me. I was afraid of the loads I was carrying with me. I headed towards the town through the cemetery looking for Spokojna Street. Along the way, I drank almost all the butter, I ate all the apples.
Ok, and here I go short. I was in the bookstore on the alleys, but they didn't buy books there. Then I went to the bookstore on Szaflarska, although here they only took school books. So I set off in search of ul. Calm. People were surprised that they do not know such a street, one guy has lived here for 40 years and has not heard of such a street. But I found ul. Spokojna 7 where the Antiquarian Bookstore was supposed to be. Unfortunately, it was open from 3pm to 7pm. So I gave up. Such a strange and quiet street, like private houses.
I went to the stop, I already wanted to go to Rabka.
Oh, in the hospital I registered for a hip resonance. It was only on September 16. For almost half a fucking year. I thought to myself - maybe it has some advantages. Maybe one day this outstanding doctor from Nowa Sól whom I meet will look at it differently - but he was disturbed by the visitor, but he waited a long time for the visitor. I hope that's what he will think.
I felt hungry at the bus stop. So I ate 2 chocolates. Interestingly, however, the chocolate had as much as 8g of protein. I drove home, walked through the park and on the back of the road. On the back of the road I really wanted to shit. I pulled the spine a little bit and went home with the luggage. At home, quickly into the toilet - trust what a relief.
But I was weak and hungry. I felt that I was running out of food and oxygen. So I was breathing deeply, then drank the carrot juice. Relief, great juice, in addition, it has hematopoietic properties. I needed that. But I was still hungry. Due to the fact that it was already after 1pm and I had to go to the Treatments, I ate eggs with bread and butter. The perfect meal I felt that I needed it. Although I was still hungry, I walked away with this feeling of light hunger and weakness and sleepiness.
I packed my bags, Yerba on the road, I took my mother's cream on my back, the "green sheet" and went on my way to the treatments. The lady agreed to make me a Borovine for the thoracic spine. Then for a massage, I gave the guest this cream, but it feels like more to me: it was smearing as he was massaging it. Darek and Maksym gave me a lot of massages, and this guy just smacked me.
Then on the lamp. There was a slightly different woman, but then the one I liked came. She was talking to her about my tailbone and we had a little chat. There was also a little blonde girl in front of me with her mother who had treatments, but she spoke quietly.
I was wondering whether to go out with this little girl, she is cool. I even like it a bit. She talks to me, maybe she likes me too, waiting for a signal from me.
After the treatments, I went to their room and said goodbye, thinking that this nice woman would hear it. She is short, nice and quite pretty. My type!
I went home, although I left feeling slightly hungry, now I felt full and full. Mom was at home. I wrote back Jarek's emails about football tables, a bot for TibiaMe, a guy on Gg who wants some crack for AutoCad.
I got down to writing my diary.
Earlier, however, before I started writing my diary, I was breathing deeply and diaphragmically to the rhythm of the chair's vibration for 15 minutes. I could feel the energy of the breath and vibration quite clearly. Because I was weak and tired. It energized me and I started the Diary to the rhythm of Hemi Sync Brain Power. These hemiSync are like Bethoven for work and study. It is better for me to follow the rhythm of their work ...
I think I'll start using this form of breathing and chair vibration. I will resume it, perhaps simultaneously with the hemisync concerning the Chakras? We'll see. In any case, I really energized myself and that was what I needed!
Today I was supposed to start the fixes to the Tables of Football program. Unfortunately ... Wincomparator service has been completely rebuilt. The program is completely useless. Client Jarek decided to write 2 separate programs with 2 services. In total, I will earn PLN 1300 on this interest. Oh fuck, but money: D: D I'm so fucking happy: D11 April - Help for Patients injured in the result of a doctor's error.
I woke up around 2:00 am. I went to have a drink and checked the post. This clairvoyant vanessa wrote back, although I felt that there would be no threads of it ...
I was not wrong. He claims that I have chlamydia and Lyme disease, and he does not see how it was confirmed by the EAV test and the Arletta fairy. She advised me against cards. She gave some links on how to get compensation. Overall, it did not help me much.
And I would very much like Raphael's prophecy that the doctor is from Nowa Sól and the bacteria healed by spiramycin become a reality. I really want this. In second place, I want compensation and regain my honor! It confused my head a little.
At the Skawinska street, the doctor asked me if the pain was moving in the finger, on the side of the joints. So it is. Rita also diagnosed me with chlamydia then when I did not know that such something exists. Too many coincidences. It confirmed my thoughts to write down my history of my treatment today and report it to a good lawyer. Maybe this number with injuries from Limanowa is not a coincidence. On Polish Radio, London also advertises: the highest compensation ... for free ... What harms me to get some free advice ...
Oh, this morning I called you. Donating blood did not significantly reduce my muscle mass. Only 0.3 kg what these oscillations can be due to various reasons. Moreover, fat and muscles remained unchanged. Biceps 36cm. There is no great colossal difference. It only suits to document it nicely in my training diary.
In the morning I went to sleep well after 8:00. After 9:00 am I picked up my package from InPost. MJ seeds, I can not wait until we can plant them: D I wonder if sage and Ahauasce can also be planted in PL?
Then I thought about a place for my new training. I went to the playground. The perfect place. There is a bar, ladders for spine exercises. I even tried to hang my legs down, but I don't think my muscles are strong enough to hold on yet. It would also be nice to have some pillow. There is a straight bench, you can make dips decently. There is everything. Complete gym! On the chains you can pull up, do biceps. Only these drazyki a little uncomfortable to pull up, but somehow I will manage. And the most important:
- you will be able to draw energy from the sun! SUNNY STEROIDS: D can't wait for Sunday, 2 more days!
I also imagined walking on stones to the river. Then it would be less suspicious than walking on stones at tezni. I wouldn't feel like a tip.
When I read the message from Vanessa at home, it pissed me off. Urazil. She did not understand, fortunately it was possible to come to an agreement, I even received a beautiful apology from her. I was about to write that she pissed me off, but I wrote "she hurt me" and it sounded better because I wasn't angry with her. I just felt offended. We reconciled, gave me more motivation to find an institution that would help injured patients. I just don't want to write my story and tell it.
I got too lazy, unfortunately ... I don't feel like anything, I would just lie in bed all day. In addition, today Jarek needs to write a program. But I do not want to. Theoretically, I have until Tuesday, because a new project is on Tuesday. However, I will earn a lot of PLN 1300. Although I do not care about the money at the moment. I just want to have a finished business card and do nothing else.
I made an affirmation which I like very much: Kaja does not love me, and I love her. However, we will think about ourselves for the rest of our lives. I liked this affirmation very much, and when I like it, I say it several times!
I was just analyzing my situation. I hurt Kasie unknowingly. I didn't want to hurt her. Maybe that's why I was so lucky in my heart. I think those who wanted to hurt me were punished ...
A moment ago I came back from the treatments. I was returning through the park, I still wanted to catch a dragline. There I met Lukasz Lopate. He came very clearly. You can see that it is massaging faster. As he claims, he weighs only 65 kg. Not enough that I lost weight it visually looks more massive. He's put on weight, and he only eats 1 or 2 meals a day. I'm impressed!
He gave me 2 techniques. One is a GUN. Lean your forearms against the floor and those muscles that tremble are weak. The second is pulling up with a drag on the drazku. Without a thumb, as if on the last 2 fingers. Better back work.
In the evening, when I was going to the store for bread, I met zazie. We made an appointment for a beer. Then I started to think and analyze my hasty decision: after all, I have no job, I am not studying what I will talk to him about. what will I tell him that I am not doing anything? Although I wanted to meet him, I nevertheless dismissed him, but he came to my house. I postponed it to 21st then canceled it for tomorrow after 4pm maybe he will forget :) at least that's what I hope :)
Besides ... I talked to Marta and Esther about my work with the toy store. Marta says that this boss is not here and that is why they did not speak to me and are interested in me. They are to give me some work for the test. On the other hand, Ester did not convince about the advantages of taking up a job. Reason says: work would be useful, but my heart: I don't fucking want to fuck: D
I succumbed in the evening. I ate all the chocolate. Just like yesterday after donating blood, although yesterday I ate 2 chocolates. It is a pity that they would be wasted. Eh, maybe I'll eat one more. That's a lot of calories, but .... I feel like it. With this I satisfied the evening hunger. I treat it as a homeopathy that my body will fight once in a while. April 12 - SpyPhone
Wake up at 5:00 in the morning. Well well-fed, quite early, despite the fact that for the night I got 2 chocolates like a pig. In the morning I ate 1.5 more chocolates. Nice ... Spring is coming, it's quite warm 6 degrees on the field, I slept in my pants for a change. I had a great sleep, I felt so at ease in bed. I think I'll take a walk for a change. Although I was wondering what to do: meditate, write a program? But I'm going for a walk.
Even though I ate a lot of chocolate - chlamydia did not travel much. Yesterday also wandered little during the day. During the treatments, I even fanatized myself and imagined various things, which I had not done for a long time, because thinking about pain consumes all my mental energy.
I think I will give the rest of the chocolate to someone. Now, after I ate 1.5, I can't look at the chocolate. I wish I had eaten so much of her. This contradicts my affirmation "white sugar is fucking poison ..." "white sugar destroys my mighty body ..."
Oh, Chlamas started to wander for me :) Although, on the other hand, I could say to myself: "My body is becoming resistant to this poison ...". Yes, but my body is able to resist small doses of poisons ... This is what homeopathy is all about. Let's face it, I gorged myself like a pig, I wanted to please myself, although once in a while you can :)
I went to practice after 6:00 in the park. In the park, I really wanted to shit. I showered myself in the bushes, it's good that it is morning hours, there aren't many people and I had tissues with me. However, a certain slaughter disturbed me. Half of the stool was stained red in blood. Oh god, a little panic. And I was already looking for the reason: I must have eaten too much of this chocolate. Yesterday until 2, today also almost 2. On an empty stomach. It's poison. In the morning when I got back, there was also a lot of stool in my blood. The cure for me would be an apple and a carrot. In addition, hunger, but the stomach was clogged with chocolate.
At the same time, I was breathing a lot this time using the 4-4-4-4 technique. However, the effects in the form of a stronger and stronger voice are completely absent. FUCKING MAC !!!
Legal Counsel on Facebook Bartlomiej Marzec announced free legal advice. I am writing to him, but I really don't feel like writing. I want to do nothing. In a moment I will feel good again, but due to the lack of effects, I do not want to go there. What to do, what the fuck to do ...
Yesterday I still had the impression that the urine is slightly red, today I also had such an impression ... Fucking chocolate, I will not eat it anymore.
I remembered that he also talked to some guy about what I was doing. I told him I was breathing. I could tell you what do you care
I have a lot of hate today. cold needles in the brain from that cyst. and this nonsense of life. I decided to take the tramal to lunch. 100mg. without sipping. maybe it will work less well and I will be able to work today. pancakes for dinner.
Bartlomiej Marzec - legal advisor wrote back to me. However, I did not want to write back to him ...
Also: I found interesting meditation positions today. In fact, I think I wrote about it once, but despite that I kept repeating the same mistakes. And so:
Back position, legs crossed, hands behind the head for the pillow. I could stay in it for quite a long time without getting tired and suffering, perhaps even 20-30 minutes. The position is great! My unloaded anger and hatred was burned in this position which made my meditation easier. In addition, I took a tram today :) Even if it wasn't meditation, I got joy and pleasure from Tramal :)
In the evening I was tapped on android and hacking bluetooth. I was looking for listening programs a lot, but the spyphone costs up to PLN 1000. Then bluetooth hacking, but of course all Linux password cracking programs are so complicated that it's impossible to get over it. KURRRRWA.
For the night I ate a hearty dinner, lots of dumplings. FUCKING ... Until my belly bursts. I wish I'd eaten like a pig again. And after all, I kept my diet for so many months. It all started with donating blood. Well, with the chic, I gave my chocolate away.
I had a great desire to listen to my father's and mother's phone calls, to know what was going on, what they said about me, but now that I have seen how complicated it is - I have enough again. Plus, I felt like a pig. In addition, my head hurts in this one particular place, the feeling of cold needles in my brain ...
I woke up quite early in the morning between 5-6. Despite the hearty dinner. I was quite cold. I didn't feel like anything again, but finally I got up and went to work.
I wrote back to the lawyer, it took me about 1.5 hours to tell my story, despite the fact that he writes quickly, and I did not manage to write all the details.
Then I went to practice. Yes, as if I was supposed to do it, tomorrow, I hesitated to do it, but it was sunshine and beautiful weather. 10 degrees. I was tempted to start the cycle with sun steroids: D
During the exercises I gained enthusiasm and motivation to exercise. Intuflow and a slight stretching in the sun gave me energy for the rest of the day ... Then moments for the rest of the day, but literally a few minutes. I only tanned my back at 10 degrees. One lady said it was frozen :)
Coming home, my mother was gone. I ate a few apples, a banana, and a carrot juice, visualizing it removing all impurities from me.
I talked to the Lawyer on facebook for a while, answering his questions. It's good that he has few likes, a little over 200, so I think he gave me some free information. The conversation ended with the fact that I am entitled to compensation for the violation of my physical or mental health and negligence of the doctor. However, there is no tariff, it is the court that decides the amount of remuneration.
I also wrote to Adam Bytof. In fact, he was the first to write a post about a mixture of Galantamine, 5-HTP and something else stimulating LD.
I wrote to him if he knows any natural LD triggers. He described that Galantamine is natural - indeed.
I also thought - maybe order this galantamine with him - by the way, I would have an ally among him and maybe help from time to time. But bah ... after all he can be my teacher when I get to school.
Anyway, nothing happens by accident, since I wrote to him and he wrote the post, I believe that something positive will come out of it. At the moment, he has just over 700 likes - so he is soon on FB. In that case, probably not many people write to him, there is a chance and he can write back a comprehensive message to me :)
Now, after lunch, I tested the Venol droplets. We'll see if it gives me some mental power. In addition, I tested the meditation position developed yesterday with a vibrating chair. The vibrating chair was there to keep my food from rotting in my stomach. In fact, this method developed by me is like walking on the heels of Michal Tombak. Feels like the meal is better absorbed, eyes are tearing. It is true that during meditation I fell asleep a bit, but it was still good :)
For several hours I have been trying to improve Jarek's program. I tried a long time to interact with JavaScript, figure it out, but gave up. I used TWebBrowser which translated JS beautifully and I have clean nice HTML code. Interestingly, I didn't have this pure html code using web browsers. Weird...
WB.OleObject.Document.documentElement.innerHTML; // The processed HTML code
The simplest solutions are the best. The program will change this way and instead of Indy or Synapse it will use the good old TWebBrowser. Maybe it will go much slower, but I won't have to rewrite everything. I will use old html code.
In the evening, as promised, I went to Beer with zazim. We drank 3 beers. 2 in the Park, I fired a little because I couldn't. One beer is enough for me. I cut it off a bit. Zazi talked about Rapa, about his career. It's good that I didn't say much, what's up with me. Then we went to the chestnuts. I was a bit scared, but because of my hairstyle and alcohol and my curve, I could look quite threatening. Then to the Zone - but in the zazi zone, he talked to some blonde girl and left me. I didn't want to be here anymore - I didn't have what for. I left 4 beer and went home. Full of HATE. I thought whether to use this state of relaxation for meditation. At home, I really wanted to drink. I drank 2 coffees, 2 more during the night I was hydrated. Now in the morning I ate an orange.
On the way, I read the channeling from 2 years ago, looking for some clues, some solution. Hear Greg Branden about scientific prayer. Follow this lead and you will find all the answers you are looking for ... I turned it on for the night and I think I fell asleep. Was with the teacher in Ivona. But these are esoteric fuckers about love, prayer.
Yesterday I had an image to Elena Kanicka like: "Let me tell the Angels, for which I can pay even 1000 PLN - fuck you fucking angels.
In the morning I also found a website: stopajfaceta.pl - I read articles. What women do to stop us and think about us ... Is this really true April 14 - Peace Power.
8:00 In the morning I resumed training. Finally. I did a full training, training was really fun. The only drawback - the sun was flying into balls, so I did not use the power of the sun's steroids.
Coming home, I remember that my mother, going to church, asked me to buy her tights. So I bought it in Adaś.
I spoke again with Adam Bytof. He wrote a little about Meditation, a little about Galantamine. As he claims, I would have to eat some 5kg of snowstorm to eat me. In my opinion he is wrong, he probably underestimates the power of herbal medicine.
In addition, he recommended me the movie "Silence of Peace" which I am currently watching.
Super intelligent guy who can do anything. I suppose there will be something about meditation here.
I tried to clean that tooth I had a crack last year then when I had intense bleeding from my upper jaw. He's bleeding, I was a little scared, I took sage to help. I wanted to use the floss I bought, but I am unable to pull it out. Nothing is hidden.
This movie irritated me. The guy could do everything, genius: knowledge, martial arts ... Amazing. He wants so too ... However, there was no way to achieve this state. It was just: Get the garbage out of your mind, although no prescription was given on how to do it. FUCKING !!!!
Now I'm listening to Eckhart Tolle. Lecture "what is the meaning of mental illness". I remember some interesting words: suffering is part of awakening. What in India and Tibet is considered enlightenment, we treat it as a mental illness ...
Next Day:
In the afternoon I went to the playground to sunbathe. There were a lot of people with children. I was a bit afraid and I will go crazy again and I am without a shirt for such weather, although somehow I managed. I did it gradually. First, I practiced with a sweatshirt. Then I downloaded and practiced intuflow. And finally a t-shirt. However, the sun was not sensational much. He was often obscured by clouds.
I went for a walk early, after 20:00. I put MentalWay on for the night. The guy is great, he says really wise and impressive words in my opinion. To think that I had such a gift once too. I fell asleep with a vibrating mattress.
I discovered a new position to sleep on my stomach. It was on a vibrating mattress + soft neck pillow. I slept for an hour to the rhythm of the vibrations that woke me up after I finished. Great, the neck did not hurt at all, hands are elegant. I felt regenerated. April 15 - Separate Diet Introduction
The day is written in an exceptional way during the day, written in the evening.
In the morning I started training, around 7:30. Instead of Yerba, I made myself green tea. However, it was so strong and I came back with a thermos to add lemon to dilute it. Interestingly, during stretching and intuflow training, I did not think about wandering pain. Maybe it is a merit of getting away from home and NAC and Sunny Anabolics :) Training was really great!
At the end of the training, I was turning my balls with my balls while sunbathing. I also had thoughts to meditate on the escarpment. For this purpose I took a pillow to sit on the Laweczka.
Today is great, the pain has hardly wandered during the day. Moreover, chlamydia is less active during the summer. Maybe he doesn't like the sun, hence the surprising results today.
Come back home, mom has gone somewhere. Today I washed my shoes, put them on the windowsill to make them dry faster, but as I looked a moment ago, they haven't dried out so far.
I did not want to write these programs again today. So I had an idea and I would write to the guest and tell him the price, and in return I would start writing programs from Friday. I will have a few days off. But tomorrow I have to start a program with handles to Norma Pro anyway.
At 14:00 Treatments. I threw MentalWay videos on my phone and something came up to me to read about Sparta training. I downloaded some of the first audiobooks on this subject that I listened to for a day. Today I had a lot of energy after my morning training. The sun really energized me positively.
I think I was right, please. Here's what I found on the forum:
These results show that vitamin D is essential in the fight against intracellular pathogens (and therefore also chlamydia).
There was a new massage woman at the treatments. Seemingly sad, but massaging it great. At the very corner, I told her "The Divine Lady is massaging". She smiled and said that she is very nice.
For almost all day, I did not think about any spine ailments. The legs are positively tired. I feel like I will sleep well.
Wow, even as he writes now, thanks to the fact that pain hardly ever bothers me, he writes calmly on his diary.
In the afternoon I went back to the afternoon training in the sun. I also went to my mother to buy office safety pins, and I also bought a red Donau underliner. I liked him very much. I also bought balloons: I thought it would be useful for breathing exercises.
Coming home quite late, nothing special. In Malta I also bought 1l of multivitamin juice.
I haven't eaten dinner again. 2 apples and my stomach hurt a lot. Maybe I did wrong. After all, I wasn't hungry at all. I ate to eat something because in my subconscious there is a thought: there is dinner, you have to eat. And I am not hungry at all ...
I decided to look for something about food combinations. Tombak writes in short not to combine proteins with carbohydrates. I wonder what the products that have both: beans, soybeans ... I think that the body can handle them. protein is digested in the stomach for 2-4 hours, and carbohydrates for 20-40 minutes.
However, his method will be bumps and I will try to do so from tomorrow. Morning sandwiches first I will eat bread with butter and after 20 minutes I will eat white cheese. Fats can supposedly be linked to both. I will see what it will work for.
What can you combine?
Briefly: proteins with fats, fats with carbohydrates. Here are the correct food combinations.
Meat and green vegetables
Bread, potatoes � green vegetables
Green vegetables � all proteins
Nuts � green vegetables, sour fruit
Eggs - green vegetables
Animal fats - all cereal plants
Cereal plants � green vegetables
Legumes � green vegetables
Non-acidic fruits - sour milk, yoghurt
Sour fruit - nuts, sour milk, other sour fruit
The worst connections
They rely on the simultaneous consumption of protein with carbohydrates and are hazardous to health. Here is what.
Meat Bread, groats, potatoes, sugar, honey
Bread - all proteins, fruits and sugars
Green vegetables � milk
Eggs � milk, starch, sweets, sour products
Animal fats - all proteins
Cereal plants - all proteins, sweets, milk
I don't think I will connect lunches so much. Well, as he writes, first I will eat potatoes from the raw material, and at the end of the cutlet. This too should be a better solution ...
I think I already feel this stomach ache from there. From apples. I wanted something fatty like nuts or milk and oatmeal. However, I ate apples that I did not like yet. I deceived my body hoping to do the right thing and it resulted in a stomach ache, a clear signal and I made a mistake.
First carbohydrates, then protein.
And so, today, I had a mental desire to act again, be creative, and implement my ideas. When I entered the website: zarabiam.com, I wanted to finish my Universal Bot again and earn money on various combined interests :) But I don't want to, now the weather is too beautiful and I prefer to spend it in the Park. On the other hand, I could take my laptop to the Park and work there :)
In the evening I felt the urge to write down my goal in my notebook:
- Build a flexible, healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY!
I took steps in that direction and wrote it all down in my notebook of goals. Additionally, I have a program to write tomorrow. So I wrote down the affirmations, or rather just a question on my board that I want to ask before going to bed. We'll see what comes out. I feel like expressing this affirmation as the goal of my meditation.
A moment ago I read the channeling message from Elen Kanicka:
It comes out of it and with medicinal starches will not eliminate "your cysts" - because that's what Angel called them. He gave me 7 pieces of advice, but these are advice about love, forgiveness and such shit that I am not particularly interested in. However, it may be interesting that I am establishing the truth of my life. He made a kind of affirmation "You are the Spirit", but I will change it because I do not like it: It builds a healthy, athletic, POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY flexibly!
It may also be helpful to clean the apartment from the influence of watercourses and old thought forms. Just clean the flat, or even better move out. April 16 - Strength Affirmation
I didn't write any more and yesterday I got one more channeling from Fila. Some extra-world force Maria ...
Perhaps I understand this at most 30% Or maybe 15% But there were a few words that aroused the desire to FIGHT. And then, before going to bed, I uttered the affirmations:
- Build a flexible, healthy, athletic - POWERFUL MUSCULAR BODY!
Yes, this new design gives me the will to fight. Writing it out as a target. She is great!
In any case, channeling was quite interesting. Long. I did not ask the Fil for this channeling. But this "Maria", whoever she is, also calls me to love, forgiveness, etc ... But so far I don't want it ...
I think I'll even print these words ... It will make it easier for me to analyze them.
And I'm writing now because I woke up with a kind of nightmare. I dreamed that if I wanted to kill myself, I can barely walk again, every step is painful. A week ago I met Ole Dachowska, who said: I am psycically ill, some kind of schizophrenic and it can be treated ... But I am pissed. What my subconscious wanted to tell me. By the way, I met a boy yesterday. And I haven't seen Ola for a very long time.
I just got a video interestingly titled "Lazy Bogacz" from Kasia Szafranowska. It is something for me: D Although I do not care about money so much, I do not want to do anything in my life: D
In addition, in the morning I went to exercise. The weather is nice, nice and warm, sunny. I used the power of solar steroids. Today I also wanted to start my Post after 2:00 PM.
I only ate 2 slices for breakfast and felt a little hungry. I did not use the Tombak method with food separation techin. To wash my hands, I ran for a while, also leaving all my things behind. One older gentleman was surprised how toughened I was :)
Breakfast at home ....
Then I decided to redo my room. I haven't done everything yet. I was going very slowly. I felt a little hungry and tired.
I ate dinner and there was an error for the body. I felt that Dream had priority, but I had to eat it. I went for treatments and felt sleepy and tired. I used WFM for my head and recovered for a while. A moment of relaxation in some way immersed the dream. In addition, today I had a magnetic field and currents to the thoracic region. The Prada was really strong and clear. Cool.
All this day, I have been worrying about my spine almost a day. I often felt chucks in the thoracic section.
After the treatments, I went to buy nothing for my mother, but I bought her for no good. I was coming back holding my hip, Marta was walking with the child and some girl from the park's entrance like there are chestnuts. I was holding my hip, afraid of the thoracic spine.
A moment on the road, a couple of metals, a boy and a girl, were smoking next to an e-cigarette. I went home, or rather entered Monika Pitek's home. Earlier she wrote a request to fix her computer. I did what I could. By the way, I found out that some of our peers had brain cancer. But I used it, because before Cancer could occur, the body had to send out regular signals that something was wrong.
I went home, made some tea, went back to sunbathe a little after 4pm in the playground. The children were squeaking terribly, so after some time I went to the river, but I spent about 20 minutes there. I met Pania bitch from mathematics, I lent a guest a handkerchief myself on my own initiative for her little daughter.
On the river a lot of homies, cokes. I used my slight fear of them to keep me cool. I also met Mariusz Teper. When I met him, I had thoughts to ask about Simon about a pension. He got a pension for being an orphan. I just wrote to him on Facebook. We'll see what comes out of it. There was also the police, but they forgave themselves those compatriots who drank beer.
Then too, go home. I was hungry. I wanted to eat today. I hesitated for a long time - to fast or eat. In addition, I was tired. Eventually I chose and I will eat the apples. It was a bad meal again. Nuts would be better. I just decided to do a 36h detox instead of a starvation if I am hungry. I'm gonna go to the store in a minute and buy myself either nuts or butter.
Today I also expressed my affirmation of the Mighty Body. I like it very much. I will come back to her during the meal with Adam. z / w
In the evening I also felt weak and tired. I used WFM. I quickly regained my strength;)
I bought 40 chestnuts on the Allegro for PLN 40. I'm going to sleep quickly. I still think about the spine and I fear for it April 17 - LymeDetox
Ah, how much has happened today. In addition, he writes everything at the very end of the day.
I woke up twice during the night. Any strange dreams. The first time I woke up at 2:00 am - a bit toxic. Second time at 4:00 am. Then I dreamed of a tick walking for me and it bit me ... I wonder if it could have anything to do with my trip to a meeting about Lyme disease today.
After 7:00 am I went to exercise, although first I went to the Farmer for apples. I think I ate as many as 4 during training. The training was rather warm-up.
Due to the fact that I was weighing in the morning, the weight showed only 69.9 kg - it terrified me until such a sudden weight loss. A day earlier I had 71.4 kg. Az 1.5 kg? it's impossible ... I think it's a weighty mistake. Anyway, I decided not to do a starvation today and all I did was Detox: apples, butter, nuts ...
In the park, I was approached by 3 girls, or rather one of their representatives. She was talking to me with a question: "Hey, with my friends we are wondering if this is a warm-up after a run or ..." she was talking about something. Even good for a seductress. I said: "I train as an amateur for my health". And actually, like a parrot, I answered questions. But I could be more spontaneous, for example:
- Well, that's how I heard something out loud, one of you was talking - go talk to him: D
- You liked my chest and biceps so much? - (I would probably be a fool a bit)
- You really are so interested in this?
- Nice line to kick off your pickup.
But somehow I honestly didn't feel like talking to them. I did not have, I did not want to - I ran away from them as far as possible. I escaped across the river and then across the Park.
As for today's weather and sunshine - the sun was flying into balls. I mainly exercised in the cold without a T-shirt, the sun was shining in some places, but it's some 25-35% still through the clouds.
I returned home a little after 10. I smuggled breakfast. I was wondering what to do with breakfast and came up with the idea that in Krakow I can feed the pigeons :) So I did. I got ready, I packed my notebook with notes, a small notebook for notes, a small laptop, and a thermo turtleneck. Although I practically used only a notebook and thermo-active golf. I was also afraid to smuggle this breakfast, luckily the power was with me and I was able to do it without any problems.
Then back to Kefirk. I met the Farmer again. I felt a little hungry. I bought apples and nuts from him. Then for treatments. All 3 treatments were arranged at an earlier date. And to Krakow. On the way, I met these 3 girls again.
I know why I met them. We attracted each other with thoughts. They had to think so hard about me and our paths joined again. They must have really wanted to meet me. And I really want them to give me holy peace.
When driving an edmar, only the rear sunroof hatch was ajar. You have to sit almost sitting under it to blow a pleasant breeze just at you blogs. I did the same for the first time. On the bus, I tried to listen to MentalWay, but I didn't want to. I didn't want to listen to music either, I just wanted to enjoy this moment. I've even used WFM for meditation in my own way. It gave me relaxation and pleasure and additionally energized me. Due to the fact that I woke up at 4:00 I was a bit sleepy. WFM energized me. I found out that because of this, my hateful hands must be tense, unleash my anger. I put them on my hips, and my right hand was almost in a vertical position, relieving the tension on the floor. COOL! I can do the same at home, picking up something. Alternatively, I can always do it on the hips.
Being in Krakow at 2:00 pm I did carefour shopping. I bought butter, 5 packets of sunflowers. There was an interesting queue there. One at a time, one queue and calling to the individual cash register. It really did save a lot of time. I spent about an hour there and decided to go to Dietl to get a copy of the hospital report. It's not yet a full 2 years so they should keep photocopies of my discharge from the hospital. I got there, I was talking to random girls about the way. The least I can do, I felt good about it. Unfortunately, registration was now closed. I looked around the hospital a bit. I saw an older man on the couch who wogola did not move ... that I could not do anything. I couldn't watch him suffer ...
And here came the same thought that was repeated in Galeria Krakowsia. All these people that I meet here on my way, I attracted them with my thoughts, and they attracted me with theirs. It is not without reason that I have met them all.
Maybe I wanted to have a great disease, Wojciech Panz suffered too and had a serious disease. He would like to meet someone similar to himself (me). Finally, he also said: "I am not surprised, because more than one has got his ass from Krakow" ... Maybe there is a great doctor with high intelligence whom I wanted to meet so much and who would also like to have someone like me who got his ass and would like help. Who would like to kick Skawinska! I believe there is such a doctor somewhere! I have no method of finding him. I just keep looking ...
Moreover, in Krakow I experienced pain only twice and for a short time. What does Krakow have to do with it? Lower blood pressure, smog? It's hard to say ... Anyway, I do not delve into science anymore - because I do not believe in science ...
Oh, while getting off in Krakow some woman was looking for Rakowicka Street. I showed her the way to Lubicz. I was eager to help. By the way, I met this Anie from spyware. I followed her a bit aimlessly for a while, but then turned back.
I was still worried about the spine, but somehow I was doing it ...
I came back and I had a terrible desire for Grapefruit juice. I saw a great blonde in the bus. A dream woman, tall, slim, pretty and modest. Ah, I imagined different things with her: D I wanted to talk to one of them, but I was afraid. I did not have the courage. How to start a conversation here.
While in Rabka, I went to Steskal. Oh, I sat in the wrong place on the bus. Then I switched to a place where there is fresh air just after the place was vacant. I energized WFM. One woman next to me looked at me askance. He thought to explain to her why I am doing this - I think that due to her age she would understand my situation ...
Well, and in steskal, wanting to buy grapefruit juice, feeling that it would be an ideal meal for me, I met these 3 girls again. I wanted to avoid them at all costs. At the checkout, I also saw Patryk Kucaj. Muscular and fit as always. I also did not want to engage in unnecessary discussions with him. I love being alone. That's why I pretended to be doing more shopping. To avoid the girls who were probably waiting at the exit from Steskala
I also read the channeling on the bus, especially the fragment that I understand and it was especially stuck in my head:
Let his hand of thoughts and smooth out in you, let them run on there, and I will carry them when I have reached my end. I will take them there to be heard. That he is Brave, although there is still little power in him, because he thinks the circle around ideas that he would better leave behind. I feel full, but what ends with a dark glow shines in them, instead of being bright I perceive in myself.
I see these clarity, I see this power, it lies dormant in You and waits for a signal, waiting for a word like a spell to myself: Love is in me and to me and to what surrounds me.
Thanks to the fact that the pain did not travel to me - again I had a lot of different thoughts. My mental energy focuses on my ailments and traveling pain. I don't have time to think about other things. The pain consumes all my psychic energy.
I also went to the health resort of Rabka to settle down. I took a different route starting from the back of the steskala. I also ate an apple and drank grapefruit juice. I breathed a little. I have developed a fun exercise to stretch and mobilize the spine. Pulling the bench towards you - sort of an isometric exercise. Immediately culem as pleasantly crunchy vertebrae in the thoracic.
When it was already dark - to the playground. But for that moment later came 2 homies. One tightly packed in a red T-shirt and the other a little less with a child. They wanted to train there - I had such an impression that the thinner one was my mother's lover. I was wondering whether to talk to them or not? But again, some unnecessary programs crammed into my brain, and I gave myself holy peace with them.
I went home. An interesting surprise awaited me at home - I got 2 nice sweatshirts and pants from uncle Jacek, thanks to my dad. I feel really great in them. Epic!
My dad also heard about my strange, as he put it, "nicknames" like: we'll meet in hell. I think he guessed who it was ...
Thanks to the fact that the pain does not move me right away, I turned on the dark music of DBZ Main Vegeta and I imagined my revenge on it ... 18 April - Today.txt
I got up quite early because 5:00 am almost rested. I was planning to get up at 4:00 but still fine. I took care of myself a bit, I decided and I will continue my projects later. I've got my own business done - I've finished writing down my goals for action this week for: Building a Powerful Body + a few other little things.
At 7:00 am I went to training. In order not to dirty the cup, I do the smuggling in my pocket. Again, slight concerns and I will meet these 3 girls, luckily they were not there. There was panic due to numerous crouches in the spine, but hanging upside down did the trick. I met this drunk who said that he once had back problems. He looks 45 in total and 57.
I trained, the sun was great. Before leaving, I felt hungry, so I ate 2 bananas, which I ate perfectly. For training I took 2 apples and a Yerbe Mate to drink. Nice and warm, the sun was really nice. Excellent training.
I discovered some new exercises: to pull up along the tube for the back and biceps. Not enough that the exercise then you do slower, the muscles work harder and more accurately. Great. Same for the forearms. I felt my muscles beautifully. I measured my biceps after training. 38cm. I was counting on 37cm and here I got a nice surprise. It probably results from it and at the same time I also exercised triceps. Excellent training, I felt great. While I was a bit hungry, I ate an apple.
Coming home, I drank carrot juice. It was perfect and then I ate 3 slices with butter and hohland cream cheese. I felt it was the perfect meal for me. I was thinking about cottage cheese, but this is what I felt like at the moment and I felt that my body needed it.
After the detox, I weigh as much as I weighed 70 kg.
And now chaos and charmider. Lots of welds on the head. Got to get peace and business in order here. I have to understand something here. Marta wrote to me. She made me a birthday wish. I just wrote back to her. Even though I don't have my birthday today in 10 days, she still remembers about me. It's nice.
Okay, time to start cleaning up.
I read to put the chestnuts in the bedding container in the bed. Thanks to this, it protects against radiation. After a year, they should be replaced with new ones - fresh chestnuts.
And that's how the chestnuts came today.
I was afraid of the spine all day long.
Afternoon treatments. I went at 2:30 pm to have dinner at 2:00 pm. Everyone comes at different times, so I thought, what harms me, to do the same.
I'm still worried about the spine. Still a sense of forging in circles. Light training tomorrow, I hope to refine the exercises and training for the spine.
Throughout the day I was working on the NormaPro project. It was going fairly well until I sent the CTRL + S key combination. But somehow I will manage, but probably not today.
In the afternoon I was tempted to sunbathe and exercise in the park - but I have obligations. I have to write programs. In addition, tomorrow will be even worse, because there will be 3 to write. Fuck me ... But I made some money. I don't feel like it so much, because everything hurts me ... I panic with ailments. Today because of the spine, a wandering pain ... Fuck ...
I'm finishing because I'm afraid of pain. Finish.
At the very end of the day, I planned a 15-minute Rebritning to the rhythm of a vibrating chair. April 19 - MobilowanieRozciagajacaWFM
I woke up quite early. About 4:00, almost 100% rested. It was warm outside. Really warm, but I didn't want to get up. I was in bed until 5:30 am. I threw in the vibrating chair. A little bit of Nichi and I started to do my thing.
Then for training, actually only intuflow and stretching. But I was quite hungry. In addition, there was no sun, I decided to end my training somewhere between 9:00 am and 10:00 am. I went home. Oh, I will add that to the house and for training I am going to the normal side towards the park. I'm doing something new. It's always a new experience. In addition, I stopped using the headphones. I stopped listening to music for several days. I do without them ...
I ate breakfast. 4 boiled eggs and 2 slices of bread with butter. I ate rationally as directed by Michal Tombak. After 10 minutes I ate 4 eggs. I also took 4 from the pot.
Then something mom jump to the store. Finally, there are apples ligole in Adam, only tiny. I bought a lot of them as a spare.
Then I decided to go to this cliff / escarpment near the river. There is a bench, I wanted to see how WFM works for my head by the river. It relaxed me quite clearly. Some people, mostly older ones, were passing by. After 10 minutes of vibration I felt exceptionally self-confident for a moment. With great confidence and with a strong voice, I asked 2 old ladies for wipes. The second about the watch, despite the fact that I had the watch on my own hand: D hehe: D
And so did the vibrations. And by the way, I discovered a new exercise for the spine. I named them
- Pulling up at the top of the ladders
- Old Lady's belly (where I did push-ups)
I came back home, fear for the spine again, again I completely do not want anything. Massacre.
In order not to think about pain so much, I played Yurim's quiet music. My mother also pointed out to me: what are your red hands? As if she has not noticed for 2 years I have such terribly red hands, and it results from the spine ... FUCKING FUCK AND WHORE ...
In the evening I will also go there over the gaps. There is a beautiful place for meditation, apart from tons of rubbish and cigarette smoke ... The sound of the river, the forest ... It's beautiful, considering the conditions of modern civilization
I did not want to write the program again, so after 4 p.m. I went to the Park to practice. I was supposed to do WFM on the slope, but I decided that I prefer to sunbathe. And I was doing stretching in the Park. I was doing stretching on the ladders. Great for the spine. There is no pain. There are no strange feelings. Voltage discharged. EPIC! I'll add this to my exercise arsenal.
I sent Szymek to the store earlier. I lent him 50 zlotys and asked him to do some shopping for me.
When I was in the Park, I thought to myself: I don't feel like anything. I don't want to do anything in my life. I want to do nothing. At best, finish your showcase ProgramowanieNaZlecenie.pl, and then do nothing. Exercise, sunbathe, listen to music ... Living alone, somewhere away from people. And above all do nothing.
A moment ago I had an idea to call Arek regarding Mariusz Teper. To do this, it will be a bit persuasive to arouse his curiosity. I'll just tell him and URGENT he needs Mariusz Teper's phone number.
I managed to contact Bartek Osa. Just Mariusz was on the phone. He gave it to me, said that he can get up to PLN 1500 and he has to learn ... I gave a message for 21 in the evening.
Besides, in the evening I was meditating on WFM in the Park. In the open air it gives a pretty cool and pleasant experience. Really great. The eyes are tearing incredibly. This is it!
I'm going to sleep. Concern for the spine again. Today, in addition, my ear often hurt. April 20 - Battery Regeneration
In the morning I woke up several times. 3:00 am. 4:00 am. I got up around 5:30 and started to live.
Then training. Mainly intuflow, stretching the spine and training on the back, which gave me great results yesterday. It does not hurt the spine, there are no strange feelings and forging in the vertebrae so I feel better mentally.
The weather was cloudy. I exercised in a sweatshirt.
When I got home: carrots, 2 slices with white cheese and then loads of cheese. Yes, I was supposed to do a separate diet. I also used to say to myself my affirmation: "Builds a healthy, flexible, powerful, muscular body flexibly." - eating products and taking an alternating shower, so that the subconscious will code and use these products to build a POWERFUL body!
I watched the Lazy Rich Man, episode No. 2. It was something that life had already taught me, namely: Dear and Little. If I am an expert in a given field, I have to value myself. I have to take a really dear price for people to appreciate me. Just like the app he writes!
Finish, I'm going to do WFM outside. Damn, these programs have to finish .... There will be a massacre ... 3 orders + 4 unanswered hell ....
In the afternoon I quarreled with my mother. He hates her again. Fucking fucking. I felt like a pity for myself and I did not come up with any interesting cut retort ...
I left home. I relieved the tension with squats and chest vibrations. In addition, I used a handgrip to stretch the spine against the ceiling by ladders. I meditated moments of PE by the river but I was stressed again and I have little time. Then came this friend in goggles who sometimes walks and exercises in the park. Until today, I do not know his name. I once offered him a trip to the mountains together. We talked a little about the mountains. He escorted me a bit to the post office. We took a shortcut through "cross" and then "where the cars are" (I do not know how to name these places otherwise).
Maybe I was aware of these shortcuts, although I never used them: D
At the post office, I picked up my mother's package. A young and nice lady with glasses met me and knew that it was a package for my mother. Then I went to the store to buy the rest of the multivitamine juice. Of course, the sugar-free timbark. And home. Lunch. Now I have written my diary.
I wrote a bogus email about the Standards program. I lied ... I lied ... I regret, not regret? I do not know. I shouldn't do that ...
While I was there on the slope, I saw a Lady hugging a tree. I suppose that she wanted to get energy from him: D especially that she was older and walked with poles. She certainly had some health problems as well. I wanted to talk to her, but somehow I didn't. I do not know, could I have lacked the courage?
I also saw Ole Dachowska with her aunt ... An elderly sick woman. Her hips widened and she has nice legs: P
In the evening I wasn't hungry at all. I haven't been hungry since eating lunch. I explained it to myself that the training was not very intense - practically none. The lack of sun which speeds up the metabolism. So maybe I didn't need it, because yesterday I felt a little hungry every 3 hours. Every 3 hours I ate something ...
You are hungry - eat! My body will build a mighty body out of it!
Oh, after these exercises, I think I feel some improvement in the neck and thoracic spine. Although I still think about them and panic. Certainly, these episodes are less "crunchy" and less painful, but still panic with ailments.
I didn't want anything. Thread. My only dream is to finish my showcase ProgramowanieNaZlecenie.pl and do nothing else ...
I listened to Maria several times during the day ... As Fil said, this must be listened to with the heart, not with the mind.
I haven't eaten dinner. I was a bit afraid that my mother would start to get on with it, but with the help came an affirmation: I don't let this whore feed me like pigs!
Besides: during the day I installed Norton Antivirus and removed the viruses. The latest version of the vacuum cleaner - I cleaned the disk. And I defragmented it. I have made the force shutdown options.
In the morning I was also eager to regenerate my Toshiba battery. For this, of course, I wrapped it in paper, foil and frozen it. I have done the procedure several times. Additionally, I will do a cleaning inside and reset the controller. It would be nice to have a laptop in the park to go to work.
In the evening I listened to a few of my sad pieces to the rhythm of the vibrations of the mattress. It was nice to blog.
In the morning I also greeted Krzysek Kedra. Finally, today is his birthday.
Oh, I also tried to make a HirensBoot CD USB. YES, I had a great desire to have this Swiss Army knife always at hand. But SHUTTOO FUCK MAC!
It's 21:00. I'm going to sleep early, because tomorrow is another pointless day ... April 21 - HodowlaNasionek
I got up quite early, around 5:30.
I'm developing Nichi's habits, morning hygiene. And today I also exercised my mind. A little ball, a little tetris. Thanks to this, he feels that he is rebuilding his powerful, muscular body. Because these are my goals.
After 7:00 am I went to exercise. Despite the cloudless weather, the sun was shining, it was cold, then the wind. Finally around 9:30 am I put on shirts and a sweatshirt. I was so cold, but I held it for quite a long time.
In the morning, after getting up, 2 apples, 2 during training.
When I got back a light breakfast in separate mode. And I feel a lot of energy! : I don't know what to do: D and also stress because my mother is here.
Oh, and in the morning I read a book as part of my mind training. When I got back I wrote down my notes. Elegantly :)
I am off. It's like 12, and I have 3 jobs on my head, but I can't stand it at home. I must go now! I can't take this whore under one roof.
After lunch, the Lady hugging the tree again. I wanted to talk to her. I even sent my thoughts to go in my direction. But something stopped me. Blocked. I ran out of courage ...
After lunch, I was still almost sunbathing. The playground was busy, in addition the boys were playing football, so I went to the river too. By the way, I performed acupressure of the feet and hardening the feet with water. When I got bored, I went too. There I found an empty spot on the street, took off my T-shirt and sunbathed. I met a friend whom we called with Tomek Bereznicki ...
Then to the playground. I saw the retractor kornel. And so it was almost 6:00 pm And I left after 3:00 pm. Nearly 3 hours of sunbathing. During training, I spoke affirmations to myself.
At home, I ate a lot of cheesecake, previously apples with buttermilk. Somehow I wanted the cheesecake. Later I topped the cheesecake with cheese. This is where I began to feel guilty about whether I had mixed the products well in my stomach. It seems to be cheese and cheese, but cooked differently, although mentally I feel too full and I feel guilty ...
I chatted with ester about seeding tomorrow. While watering the seeds in the test tube 2 they landed in the sink: D: D but I wanted to laugh, until my cheeks hurt: D: D: D The procedure with wipes explained, I can't wait :)
Oh, in the morning I also took out the batteries and put them on the radiator. I was also at Szymek's to crack the wifi password to Knapik. However, the knapik's wifi network was not broken ... I wonder why, it is one floor below. Has the knapik turned off the router?
Oh, today during WFM on the Escarpment I started thinking Channels vs Vanessa. I found that if the 210 PLN channeling I bought didn't satisfy me, I would ask Vanessa for more questions. She is a clairvoyant, so she speaks in her own words. He speaks straight from the bridge what he sees. Next time I will ask Vanessa for questions. April 22 - KielowanieNasek
But I had a stupid dream today ... I dreamed that Beata Kosmider and Dawid wanted to spend a week in a psychiatric hospital in Wroclawska. They offered the same to me. Because some guy's friend gave up his place. Although I did not agree ...
About 6-7 you will have to transfer the seeds to the wipes according to the instructions of Esther. It is 5:05. I massaged myself on the chair. Time to go to life.
In the morning I also trained my mind a bit with balls. I tried to solve a few puzzles on mozgowiec.pl. I did something out there, but there were also a lot of those whose answers I would not come up with.
Great training. The sun was fine, the weather was almost completely cloudless. Before training, I ate some cheesecake. Better and better with the spine. I do not know if I wrote, but yesterday I managed to hang on the bar on my feet. It is a great success, I was very happy.
Washing my hands, I also met Rafal Pawlik. Then I also looked at my reflection there. I really liked my slim, muscular figure. It looked nice in the mirror :)
After training, I met my mother. She was a little bothering about everything as usual.
At home, I drank carrot juice, shower. And then a lot of breakfast. In order to increase my muscle mass, I increased the food ration to 3 slices. From today I eat 3 slices for breakfast. For this I ate scrambled eggs and some cheese.
Oh, that's what I think now. If I eat 3 slices then and my parents' thoughts will be more positive towards me. They will not send you thoughts like: you are terribly thin! Because my father and mother see me eat 3 slices. 3 decent hearty slices.
Same with Esther. If he sees the process of planting seeds on Skype, he too will be calmer and his thoughts more positive about their breeding.
During today's training I was also wondering how to earn money by doing nothing? And I had a brilliant idea. I can be a model. I like to exercise, sunbathe ... if I had a healthy, muscular figure, I could easily become a model: D Finally, I am quite handsome, and musculature: D
A moment ago this old single lady from the apartment block who had a white dog came. As he says, 2 years she was not here. I tried to configure TVN24, unfortunately to no avail. At that time, I thought to myself - God - why these people want to unnecessarily shoot with negative news ...
In addition, being with her, a different acting personality was activated for me. Personality of a cheerful, cheerful boy, kind, liked. I liked myself and so did I. I wonder how the technology would work in the future, if in my head I said: I like you, I like you. I have to try it sometime. And maybe he will also develop his own affirmations in his head for other occasions, such as: Tear the loss, shit your pants out of fear ... Oh ... good ....
In the afternoon I was doing the program a little. I missed today's treatments. After 4 pm I got pissed off and I can't do it, that's why I went to sunbathe. Until 5:30 pm on the playground. At 5:30 PM, I spoke to a client about the Betrader program
Coming home. Some time before Pc. Around 19:00 I ate scrambled eggs for the second time. First scrambled eggs, then 2 slices of bread. Only 2, because I had apples before.
After 8 p.m. I went to meditate on the escarpment. It was quite fun. Pretty cool ... Only cold, that's why I came home.
I consulted Esther or write name-day wishes to Kaja ... Writing? I do not know
Builds a flexible, healthy, upright, powerful, muscular body!
Oh, while I was on the river bank, I met my dad's friend who worked with him at the foundation. I think he already has grandchildren. She pointed out that she lost weight. Ewa came too - this little annoying rozujnica with some friend. I only asked if she still lived here, she replied that she did not ...
In the evening I had a headache. I relieved my headache with breathing exercises and affirmation. In fact, when I start to sit again in front of the PC, my head hurts again. Weird. I didn't sit so long before PC. April 23 - Approval by Rafal
I woke up quite early as usual, I woke up a few times but finally woke up at 5:30 am. Tooth, brushing, salt water as planned to build a powerful muscular body.
I wished Kaja a moment ago. I wonder how he will react to my text message.
It's 6:36. In a moment, training and at 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik.
It's been terribly cold last night and I wake up cold at night. Either I have to cover myself with an extra blanket or dress warmer at night. Maybe we'll try the blanket first, although I still have a fear of hiding myself from 1.5 years ago, although it should be better to think logically. I have a strong body compared to what it used to be.
At 7:00 am light training, mainly stretching the spine. At 8:30 to Rafal Pawlik. We haven't seen each other for 2 weeks. This rhythm of meetings suits me even better. At the end of our talk, he said that he saw a great potential in me. If I had heard it 2 years ago, maybe I would even feel appreciated and satisfied - right now ... I don't feel anything ... The usual information. I also told him that I turned off my heart / feelings and I only act my head / logically in order to "survive". As he said, it bothered him a bit. I also tell him that I don't see any need to change that. I do not see. I don't even feel like changing. But he would like to see me when I feel something. In addition, he also called me a light maniuplator when I told how I want to get to the psychotronics school in Krakow
We also stated that education does not teach much. You have to learn everything yourself.
Coming home, I did not feel the need to eat. I did not want to eat. So I didn't eat.
After 12 I went for treatments. During the treatments I breathed rhythmically while counting the Silva method. I think I was going into a light hypnotic trance. At the same time, I was saying affirmations to myself: my body puts the circles in their places.
Return home at 14:00. Again, I did not want to eat. Earlier I ate 2 apples bought in kefirk. I bought some new variety even better than ligola.
I ate dinner hard, although I did not want to. My guilt is gone. I really didn't want to eat anything. Eh, my head ached a little from the food I had eaten. I feel full, I feel full ....
I feel how to deal with it - I will go clean my teeth and buy a chewing gum :)
A moment ago I lent another PLN 30 to Szymek. Together, I already have 200 zlotys
It is, I just got to GetMenu. It is possible to save as ... I found that information about handles can be retrieved from the WinApi course.
After 4 p.m. I went to practice, probably even around 4:30 p.m. at the yellow stick on the playground. I met some little girls from the sanatorium. I really enjoyed talking to them :) They were cute. It also seemed to me that I saw dr. Panza. I even imagined meeting him. I wanted to pull him down with my thoughts. However, it was just someone similar. Later I also saw our neighbor, whose name I do not know until today, but she had a young son named Krystian
When I was leaving the park a girl said hi. There was actually a group of girls there. I think they liked me
The NormaPrinter program has ended. Amazing: D When I finished it, I felt like writing even more programs.
Then fear for the spine again, a moment of Rebrithing to the beat of the mattress. In a moment I have to jump to the store ..
I ate suppers bizarrely. Ok 18 3 apples. Around 19 to 19:30 I ate Zoly cheese. Finally, a large piece of bread, about 3 small slices. However, I felt sorry for myself afterwards. I wanted cheese - ate it. Then I ate for bread, too, but Michal Tombak forbade eating cheese with bread - protein with bread. It is unhealthy after all: D
PS I also saw Angelike Twarog in the morning. I asked her something, we talked about dr. Dragon.
Besides, Marta invited me to a bonfire today. Once it invited, once it canceled. As a last resort, she called at the last moment and wrote that she was there, but somehow I didn't want to come to the fire.
How good it is when the pain has not traveled. I thought, I imagined different things. How cool to imagine how cool it is to think! April 24 - Hairstyle Improvement
I woke up at 2:00 am well rested. In addition, I was really warm despite the open windows. I think it is a merit and before going to bed I made myself 1 hour of vibration of the mattress. I slept on my back with a fight under my head.
I went to turn on my laptop, I wanted to quickly conceive, although some cma interrupted me, in addition I felt sleepy after 1.5 hours. I ordered quite impulse on the Allegro multitool.
I went to sleep on my stomach, I felt that I needed this position now. It is a pity that the headboard of this bed cannot be adjusted lower, but somehow I managed. I gave a pillow under my arm, under the neck of the headrest, and somehow I burned. The neck is slightly stretched. I think it will be worth giving a pillow still.
I will test this position again, because it is really comfortable. There is a need to work out especially in terms of the neck.
In the morning Ester sent me a link: "The most important book you will read in your life: health". Some private publication, I guess. As the author claims, you can cure any disease under which, of course, he also subscribes. In addition, I came across a thread about proteins. Iz protein dies there at probably up to 60 degrees. So all cutlets, boiled milk, according to the author, are only fat and toxins. I still have to consult it ...
Moments ago, I had an interesting idea of how I collect nuts at Ola's, sell them. There is 100 kg of it. And I meet a Pomeranian doctor who willingly buys these nuts. In addition, I do a nice advertisement - not only the inscription nuts, but also a description of the type: contains vitamin D, which strengthens bones, teeth, muscles, anti-cancer effect. Calcium, magnesium ... In addition, I arrange everything into a nice rhyme and a story that rhymes :)
After 12 o'clock I went to the Barbershop. She gave me a haircut in the style of Simon, actually I corrected it. I think that I will probably cut the top, because it is relatively long for the rest. The hairdresser, this blonde took only 15 PLN. She said that she bows her forehead to Szymek, which I told him when I was bringing dinner.
The pain is barely moving again today. He always hardly wanders when sunbathing. Finally, since witD has anti-chlamydial properties :)
Now after lunch. Stress on the disc in the spine. But it's better. I think less about back problems. Now on the mattress and then he writes the BetRader program. I have to write this to be compatible with the old version.
Oh, on my way back from the Hairdresser I met Pania Nine Zajac. A really cool woman. I really like her. We talked for a while about hairdressers and a little bit about my mother when she had leg surgery / surgery. She said I'm a super handsome guy. In addition, a slightly different acting personality entered me: charismatic, I liked myself, it was a pleasure to talk to her. We were also met by Mrs. Basia Slosarczyk.
Later, a bit of writing a program to Norma. I was able to fix the problem with the ComboBox. Then some sunbathing in the park after 3:30 pm and stretching the spine. It gets better, the only thing that worries me is those raised discs. A little at home, talking to the client.
At the end of the day with Esther, I decided to plant seeds. I made these boxes, which I made maniacally in my childhood. Again today, when I finished the program for Norma, I had a desire to write more of them, earn money, and then again the pain, nonsense of life and I do not want to do anything. It would be nice to get a rent and do nothing.
How to earn without doing anything? April 25 - Red Notebook with the Source of Power
Yesterday, somewhere until midnight or a little longer, I was combining with Esther and planting plants. This morning I woke up quite late, after 6:00. It was probably because I went to sleep late, and in addition, there was only one window open
The training was ok, a lot of sunshine, but there were no apples and I felt weak and a little hungry. Fortunately, I also had sunflower seeds from my expedition with Tesco.
SadSongsChannel1 - I discovered such an interesting channel yesterday, I actually had it in subscription, but only now I was listening to his playlist. Really cool songs.
Klotnia with mama about where I practice. She gave me a sinister look when I said that the playground exercises. I told her quite sharply and she looks at me as if I were at least a murderer. I should have told her that it is none of her business where I practice.
I showed David my 36cm biceps. It looks really nice, little fat. Cool. Optically, I would even say that it looks 37cm, I would also give it so much
I'm going for treatments soon.
I finished my treatments. One of the physiotherapists said: Mr. Krystian has a new hairstyle. We talked a little.
At home, I ate extra portions of David for dinner. It was a pasta with meat that I once loved very much. Even now, 1 hour after lunch, I feel terribly full. Conflict of thoughts: eat, I will have more weight and now when I ate I regret, because I feel too full and full. I feel bad about it mentally and physically.
However, what is good in this situation? A new experience for the body, I learned a mistake and I know how not to commit it anymore. I believe that my body will be great at it. I just won't eat anymore now. Around 4:00 p.m. I will have a drink of Yerba and I will go to exercise. It's best to leave the table feeling slightly hungry.
I am finishing the NormaPro program. I think I should make it.
I got sunburn again. Between 4 and 6:30 pm I practiced. I had a great desire for apples. At home, I ate them. At home, something bit my head too. I was afraid it was a tick. My head hurts so far. Oh, I'm afraid ... Brew myself andrographis, maybe? or eat a road bike?
Maciej Wieczorek reminded me with a text message about today's webinar on earning.
In addition, he wrote to a guest on the VNC dot program. I offered him a price of PLN 577. He wants for PLN 200. I keep my money firmly, because I won't write him a program for such low money.
In addition, he wrote to some guys from google. Found my custom programming page. Interesting. It cheered me up, in the end I am 2 in the goole under this slogan. Cool.
Oh how cool, I smeared ting alcohol on my head. I think the pain after the bite passed. I'm not sure yet, but I think he passed :)
Red Notebook with the Source of Power - I decided on this title because thanks to my new affirmation, which has also become my current life goal, I feel that I am working, and I am striving for something. And the activities that I write down and implement into my life They build up my POWERFUL BODY and the benefits that I have written - and this is what I care most about. In strength and in revenge ... April 26 - SokzPokrzywy
I woke up really early, around 5:30 am, and went to sleep very late. Later I also ate supper, because after 8 pm ... I suspect that it may be the effect of more chestnuts under the bed, although I am not sure. I will have to check it out :)
It was very warm at night. I think this is due to the vibrating mattress with the heating function. And now it's time to go to life: Nichi, teeth, thermos and other things ...
I'm still thinking about the red notebook. I feel that the desire to have a powerful body is as if for me at the moment more valuable than the desire to have money. In fact, I don't really care about money. Moreover, I haven't listened to music for a long time. At the moment, I turned on the music to read.
Chlamydia has not been attached to the knee joints for at least a few days. Today, now I felt here again in my left knee.
The cramp feels quite a clear feeling of hunger. I want to eat a pie with butter or a little cheese :) I would eat something with pleasure in any case.
Wow, I didn't write much for the day.
When I came back, somehow I didn't want bread, but I wanted apples. However, in order for my mother not to send dark thoughts towards me, I cut a piece of bread, which she then landed in the haversack. I hesitated to go there, because the neighbors had a meeting on the bridge. Mame was terribly upset - I suppose that's why she is ashamed to see them.
About 1pm I went for treatments. Earlier, however, I listened to the song
Globus - Orchard Of Mines - SadSongsChannel1. Kind of like a Serenata, it is actually a serenade with an addition of vocals.
Treatments smoothly, I was a bit late for dinner. A moment at home, after 4 p.m. the second training session.
Some two girls probably wanted to talk to me very much, but they didn't. I sent thoughts to them to get them away from me. I didn't want to talk to them. I don't feel like interacting with girls yet. A boy said: but you have big muscles: D I managed to do almost full splits today. I was a little worried about the redness in my knees.
Again, I didn't want to write programs. The weather is too nice.
Today I came up with a few ideas:
- making nettle juice. May soon, and nettle then the best
- Walking barefoot during training
- Buying a rocking doll like a punching bag.
Today I have rewritten Rakowski's training a little into my notebook. It worked out very nicely, but then the spine scare so I broke it off. In total, now also write a tone in nerves. I'm worried about the spine. I'm scared...
Moreover, after the 2nd training session, my stomach ached a little. Tried to do this forgiveness, put my hand on it - but shit. For this, I even went to the river.
That's probably all of today's mess. The client from Norma Pro requested corrections.
Oh, wanting to buy a lightweight training backpack, I bought an adidas sack. I thought that maybe I will still buy a backpack with cols? It would be a nice solution - once a backpack, once a bag.
A moment ago I bought a backpack with spikes :)
Today I was also interested in Survival - art digests. However, I didn't want to spend too much time finding information and dvd materials on the hamster.
A moment ago I came up with a great idea which I realized. Well, I really don't like making salt water every morning. It bothers me. Therefore, to make my life easier, I poured water into a jar for boxes. Very tiny and handy. In it I added water and salt :) I just used it
In addition, it sends me a great comparison to light healthy meals. Well: with a small amount of water you can rinse the teeth and the jar perfectly. Much more effective than if you poured it completely / completely /. Let the same comparison be a light healthy meal. 27 April - Many Dreams
I got up quite early at 4:30. Seems well rested, as if in toxins ...
I tested sleeping my head to the east, and I also tested more chestnuts. Traditional home activities. Ah, how wonderful to imagine him building his erect, powerful, muscular body. How all these activities affect it.
Today I start at 2 p.m. Fasting. I measured and weighed myself in the morning. Big some 36.2 cm, slightly fat at the waist. About 1.2 cm, but that's nothing. Parameter rest approximated.
Today it is cloudy during training. At the beginning of the sun shone, but later there was already a hatch. However, I remember the training very nicely. Due to the fact that I did not feel a backbone or wandering chlamydia, my thoughts were really cool and very positive :)
I imagined him walking in the mountains and even running. I collect herbs, nuts, fruit - mother nature's treasures. In addition, I imagined how he builds his muscular body this way. I live in a zary, the house is mine. I grow vegetables and fruits, I decorate and improve my home. I was stuck in these imaginations for a long time :) You could call it a kind of meditation :) I did not think about revenge, I did not think about pain. I just imagined it all :)
Oh, in the morning I also met a woman with a little girl. First, I practiced balance on the path of health, then they practiced yoga. We talked for a while. Nice conversation. The woman kept my legs on drazki so I could do crunches.
Aha - I went to training today completely barefoot. I felt great, at ease. You might call it oneness with nature. Maybe that's why I had such positive thoughts today :) After training, I went to the river to harden my feet. Barefoot. The stones acted like acupressure, while the cold water strengthened the feet.
Come back home, 3 slices of bread with butter, then scrambled eggs with chives and .... He came back again. Fear of pain. Fear of the backbone ... Quickly on the vibrating mattress in a lying position, and breathing in order to digest the food well, repeating the affirmations: A light, healthy meal builds a powerful body, giving me great strength!
I felt chucks in the vertebrae, especially the neck. Eh, Macikowski only on April 30 ... Nothing, keep on fighting. I must succeed in the end. My technique just works!
But fucking balls. My mother probably discovered MJ who walks on the cupboard, and all because she hung a cross with Jesus on that nail: D: D I feel like laughing, and at the same time I have a slight fear. My mother hasn't told me anything yet ... But she's bloody! I wrote about it to the ester: D
In addition, he is constantly losing his spine. Still forging in the back, cold needles.
I was reading Kasia Szafranowska's Memory Code in a recumbent position.
In addition, today, for the first time, I washed my hair with gray soap.
I also examined my height and marked a dash. It was even over 175cm. I think even 176cm. I have marked the line and as long as my spine is straightening the line should jump up.
In addition, in the afternoon after 2 p.m. due to fear of my spine, I went to lie down right after the meal. On a vibrating mattress - it's always better. And here was my mistake. It feels like the food is rotting in my stomach now, full of toxins. In addition, guilt ... Eh, I'm fed up with it now, my stomach hurts. I feel like walking around my heels to improve my digestion.
Oh, fuck, it's already 4:12 pm. The stomach hurts a bit more. It feels like rotten food is in my body. Maybe if I go to exercise, it will take a while. Fast? Yes, today I am fasting for sure :) Maybe by fasting this rotten food the body will get energy. In addition, chlamydia is sticking to my joints ... At the moment it is in the left knee joint.
I went to the playground to train, but I thought about my stomach ache for a long time. I walked a bit barefoot. I think I even got an idea but later forgot.
A moment later I went to the river. Some guy was going downstairs and he was staring at my feet. I did the same towards him. I looked with a sinister look. I walked barefoot on stones and the river - foot acupressure. I thought about the swimming pool and came up with such an idea - I can swim for free! It is enough to find a deep river somewhere: D
I asked this gypsy at about an hour in confidence. He would be happy to answer me.
Then I returned to the playground. A little spine. Some girls were looking at me again.
I have been wondering for quite a long time whether to do a starvation today or not ... In the end, I say I do. I still think that I ate my dinner badly. That instead of supplying my body with energy, I poisoned it. Chlamydia started to wander for me - because I made a mistake ... Usually it wanders intensively when it makes a mistake ...
So: I'm starving today :) Dad is still at home ...
All in all, I am thinking now: it's my birthday today. Happy birthday Krystian! As for a birthday, today was an interesting day full of adventures.
Ah, I'm still thinking about this dinner. About that belly. If I hadn't been poisoned, my starvation would have gone much better, and at least I wouldn't have lost my chlamydia ... FUCKERAAAAAA !!!!!!!!! And it goes, fucking chlamydia .... I made a mistake.
Fuck how horrible he regrets. How terribly sorry .... But maybe the hunger will at least cure this matter, although dad is at home. I'm a little scared ...
Now, because of this wandering of pain, I began to wonder if I should take a tram. In 15 minutes I am stuck in this conflict: glodowka or tramal? Eventually I chose NAC ...: D because of pain wandering. To support the hunger. I also supported the affirmation:
- Hunger regenerates my body, destroys all diseases, eliminates cysts, rejuvenates and extends my life. Builds a powerful body!
There it is, it feels a little hungry: DI fear for the spine, but at least the chlamydia is not moving now. My parents wished me birthday wishes. I got a perfume from my mom.
The book caught my eye: Encyclopedia of Magical Herbs - there are even herbs there to summon spirits or how to become invisible: D28 April - Today.txt
I woke up quite early. I think 4:30 or maybe earlier. I started to go to life. Nichi, armchair vibration + Rebrithing has become my habit. I made the teeth in the kitchen while preparing the thermos.
Time has flown. Wogole at this time in the morning I had a terrible desire to listen to the old OwalMC2 song - I'm Here. I was looking for him on youtube, I thought he was a husband, maybe one eight L, but in the end I found this track intuitively.
I went to practice. Cloudy and terrible weather. It was sprinkling lightly at times, but it was not bad. I had no energy, but I honestly felt cleansed. Fasting lasted just 16 hours. At 6:00 in the morning, I left the starry bottle eating apples, then during training.
I was running to the ladybug after 7:00, leaving a heavy baggage, unfortunately the ladybug was open only from 9:00. I did an incomplete intuflow, a bit of a drag and then moved on too. I practiced barefoot too. I didn't feel like a creek anymore. Sometimes I imagined how I have a powerful, muscular body and no one will jump. It helped me :)
At the same time, I was walking on stones, I did an incomplete stretching and then to a nearby playground. It was great to walk on the sand with your bare feet. A great stopping experience! I practiced on a sling. I also tested doing push-ups on a platform.
On my way back, I was doing a little bit of breathing while walking on the stones.
Wogole I had interesting imaginations that I wrote down:
1. To make these cups that are used there to grow herbs :) They will be great pots :) I took 3 washed cups
2. To buy this brine and sell it.
3. To win a ticket for an end-of-life flight and travel half-free around the world. Walk in a tent, eat fruit, vegetables, what grows: D So explore the whole world. Protect yourself, a rucksack on spikes ... Super dreams: D I even imagined talking about it with Wojewodzki in his program telling him my adventure :) It would be nice to win such a ticket :)
Generally this morning I think I was thinking a bit about Mr. Panz. And it hapenned. I saw him too. I was a little scared. I no longer felt the need to talk to him. In a certain period of time it disappeared from my sight. At that time, I was eating peanuts, hoping that they would pay attention to me.
However, I wrote down at home in my notebook as part of building a powerful body to talk to when I met him.
I practiced my diaphragmatic breathing a bit. At home, I hesitated whether to eat or not to eat. I finally ate one slice of hohland and tomato. And so much for regeneration, because earlier nuts and apples. But I had a terrible desire for a tomato: D I think I'll go get another one.
It's 12:40, so I'm going to breathe again.
Buying a gel, applying hair in a store. I felt a great rush of adrenaline
Fortune grapefruit juice. feeling full.
Lunch, great satiety. Regretting it all. I have to go to the park again.
I felt that instead of supplying the body with energy, I provided poison. Maybe that's what this fortune grapefruit juice did. Generally, it will certainly give you more satiety than timbark juice.
4:40 pm I took a tramal with grapefruit juice, but just for fun. I wanted to feel good.
17:40 - Even though 3 hours have passed since lunch, I still feel full. I'm not okay with it. Chewing gums, breathing exercises. I broke down a bit when I measured my biceps and here a meager 35cm .... C'mon FUCK HIS MAC! It was still 36cm in the morning.
I suppose when I wrote down in a diary, instead of regenerating itself, the body was simply poisoned! As a result, he devoted the energy for regeneration to the excretion of "poison", that is, inadequately consumed food to the starves. This resulted in a 35cm bicep. Wogole today I felt much thinner.
The next one is only 9 days from now. Then he won't be in the family's house, so it should be much better! I still fucking think about it. Wogole today I felt much thinner. Maybe I'm repeating myself. I felt the sweatshirt hanging over me. I felt it. I felt muddy after eating. Fuck me! I can't get over this loss. 35cm in the biceps. Fuck me .... And today was going to be such a beautiful day.
In addition, I am still thinking about a slight stress related to my commitment to clients on the offer ...
In despair, measure the biceps again, hoping for something more. I have passed again and it is probably less than 36cm. I will measure again: DI is less than 36cm again: D maybe it's not that bad: D but I still regret it and I did the regeneration wrong. All because of Fortuna's grapefruit juice. I cannot allow myself to make such an error anymore. I will see what the effects will be tomorrow.
Yes, it's not a very successful starvation. Chlamydia goes crazy, wanders ... This is a sign of error. I'm still feeling full, and it's already 19:16. I'm trying to get rid of my food mentally. I'm a bit depressed. In addition, the tramal does not work ... At least I haven't reacted to it yet. Who knows, maybe the grapefruit juice took its effect away. I'll give him some more time and we'll see what happens.
Now it's time to start your programs.
Oh, I used a slight manipulation trick on the stem today. I really wanted to go for a walk with Szymek. Returning from the store with him, I sent him my thought that I wanted to go for a walk with him and at the same time "say goodbye to him" and said that I must go. He himself then suggested if I would like to go for a walk. I agreed, I said that how can we do anything. Of course, the plans, as usual, crumbled :)
Because in the afternoon, through the park, I was looking for a place to meditate. I was sitting tan on a bicycle lane in a diamond position on a certain bench. It was quite well suited for this. Then I went to the park, the river, but I didn't find a place to meditate. I don't feel too confident in this body ...
It's 7:30. I think I feel the first effects of the sneaker. A bit late, after 3 hours, although it will ease my slight breakdown after an unsuccessful starvation :)
I just went to pass a stool. Not only was the body signaled with a slight pain, but in addition the stool had a slightly greenish tinge and the smell of mixed badly digested nuts, meat combined with grapefruit juice. Not interesting ... Eh, I still think about it. I wasted my starvation, instead of gaining energy, I lost ...
It's good that the tram is already working ... Thanks to this, the pain in life has been alleviated. Training tomorrow, it will be sun. I should have more energy and motivation to act.
Oh, and for the last 2 days I have also been using a technique to remember certain things. I shift my watch from left to right. It is used mainly for smuggling drugs, although today it was useful for taking cups from the thesis and buying nuts.
Jeah how nice the tramal finally works. But on the other hand, I put my orders aside.
Today I also used chestnuts for the knee joints. I have these light black pants, I put them in my pocket. Most recently chlamydia as it travels practically to the muscles and testicles. It hardly clings to the joints. That's cool :)
Oh, today, being at the same time, I had such a positive image. When I get a very old laptop, which is not too small and light, it's an old one. 1MB Ram, 1MHZ processor, 80gb disk. I imagined how I install a floppy linux there and learn on such old equipment: D29 April - PoprawinyGlodowkoweT60
I woke up 23:52. Painted: D
I came up with the idea that since this starvation did not work out for me, I will now carry out a second, double one. I still do not want to eat, but only drink: D
So I drink and see what will happen, at most I will be 34 cm maximum: D
I talked to Esther about MJ, told him the good old days when I was working on a Toshiba 32MB
Yesterday evening I was looking for some old laptop. I found 2 interesting offers, including one for PLN 25. Equipment almost complete: D
- http://allegro.pl/laptop-ibm-thinkpad-560x-2672-14-i3187448648.html - 39 PLN, a bit missing but it starts. In addition, it weighs only 1.5 kg, although now I think maybe because a lot of equipment is missing
- http://allegro.pl/ibm-390e-pii-333-64mbram-bez-hdd-i3210514167.html - for PLN 25, there is a trackpoint and more complete. But according to allegrowicz, weighs up to 3.5 kg, according to Google, 2.9 kg. No hard drive and no power supply. The power supply is not a problem, it could be my own. I can also give my own disk and install some linux. Even a floppy drive is included: D Batteries also I can give my own. There will be git;)
I also came up with an idea to fix my lapop on ultrasonic treatments: D Before that, I can try 2 speakers next to each other and turn on the mosquito repellent program: D
Okay, but first-class I'm doing a double hunger: D may open a second window in the symbolic gesture. It doesn't matter if it is 16 hours or longer. When I feel hungry, I will start to eat. Right now I want to drink something refreshing like green tea. In the morning, I will do it with a little lemon for training.
Interesting thing. It's 2:22. I can't sleep, tram sedation and agitation. I measured the biceps. Once under a strong tension of 37 cm, then back 36 cm. Perhaps even a bit more. Am I regenerated? Could the double starvation be a good approach to the current situation: D Now less than 36cm, but the situation has generally improved anyway: D
The training went pretty well. Sweetheart. Some children wondered why I was walking barefoot.
Mom has gone somewhere. And I still did not want to eat. I completely did not want to eat. Only around 2:20 pm I felt a little craving for potatoes and then I ate the beans in Breton. Although I was not so hungry. I did this as part of a double starch regeneration.
After 12:00 I was breathing quite a bit. Earlier, I called Jarek and my laptop got flooded and I will not be able to do the program for him. Of course I lied because I really don't want to do anything. I just want to build my mighty body. That's it! And adjust the spine. At the same time, Jarek called me and he will offer me an IBM T60 for free. I was in shock.
Moreover, when I write now I am afraid that the pain will come back soon ...
The training was great. I was even under the influence of the tram. I felt a greater desire to stretch all my muscles. That's what I did too :) Today I was a bit worried because the slam began to cling to the biceps tendon.
Fuck really awesome guy. In my life, no one has offered me such an expensive gift. I am really touched ... Only now I will be obliged to write this program for him ...
In addition, these 3 circles that have been left to set me still: they press on the nape and neck. But forging is less after my practice. Only constant fear of the spine.
I didn't feel like doing the afternoon training. I came home, I do not want to eat this bean. Now it's 7:45 pm and I'm still not hungry. Interesting....
I think so - maybe the body treated it as a 3-day starvation: D eh ... not really. After all, I came out correctly from those starves :) I don't think so :)
It is good to finish this NormaPrinter program and have peace of mind, but I really don't want to do it again. I'm tired. I think I'm going to sleep sooner. The only question is: what about dinner?
Moreover, today, during training, I imagined myself as a martial arts trainer. I train people in Zaryta, close to nature, saving on renting a room: DW additionally river, running uphill gives a strong training.
I also came up with the idea that at the next push-ups training, lean your legs on yellow slides, hands on black handrails + a ball so you can feel the chest pain better.
I also dropped in on a message (I thought about it 2 years ago) to do a reabiling of the T41 graphics card for ultrasounds in the PPU or to put it in the sun :) But I still have to check it :)
I bought food containers for my afternoon training. I also started to carry my backpack on my back. Less strain on the spine. Better weight distribution on the shoulders.
Ah, just a moment ago, I didn't want to eat dinner. I wasn't hungry. I was afraid to smuggle sandwiches, but because they were so delicious, I decided that I would not give them to animals. I'll eat them tomorrow. I drank the juice and ate an apple - it feels pretty good. I just have an appetite for these sandwiches. But it's too late for sandwiches :) April 30 - DziekiCiMacikowski
I woke up around 5:30. I'm still not hungry yet. Interesting...
I have a little stiff neck and collarbones. I was even wondering if I could try to sleep my head a bit up ... So that there would be no friction.
Probably enough room, time to get to life: weight, teeth, tea for training, etc.
I just changed my pillow to the orthopedic one. Though it seemed uncomfortable for a year to sleep on my back, it now feels OK. At least at first glance. We'll see how the rest goes.
Training: cloudy. I stretched a little and the spine. In general, it is much better when it comes to strange backbone ailments. I practically do not feel them. Just clasp your neck.
When I was leaving for training, I ate 2 of yesterday's sandwiches.
It's already sunny in the afternoon. I finished the NormaPrinter program quickly. Seems to be quite ok. Besides, I was at Macinkowski's today.
// because I'm just writing now that I'm worried about the spine: D
I tested an ultra-light adidas backpack. He was doing great.
Macikowski
- he practically did not examine me: D believed me when he said that the light hurts, it hurts the neck, the chest. It was 6:00 PM. He probably wanted to go home soon, so he didn't test me. Or the doctor on the second visit does not check at all.
- He prescribed medication
- He stated that the thoracic spine is bent and twisted - just a photo after this event on the Skawina
- He noticed narrow hip gaps. He said you have to be careful.
- he kept asking about things like nausea, vomiting - probably he meant a stroke.
Coming back, I stopped by the spa for a moment. I looked in the mirror for a long time. I was delighted with my appearance, I was delighted with how handsome I am: D
I got a laptop today. I would love to test it, but once I'm afraid for the spine, and two I want to sleep. However, I ate a lot for the night: a whole cube of cheese, a handful of nuts, previously 2l of grapefruit juice, which already gives 10g of protein and 800kcal. But maybe I will wash myself, do spine mobilization and play with this laptop :)
I just unpacked my laptop. It's not a laptop. It's a rucksack on cols: D and that's what I wanted to install Damn Small Linux: D
I went to sleep and woke up after 1h when it was programmed to close windows. I went to drink. I spoke to the Diablo3 bot guy. It turns out that: AutoHotKeys is some universal bot that I wanted to write myself ... Interesting ...
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